I open a cafe in Yokohama

Dazai: So, you are now in "my" chief's room!You and him are alone in the same room, it's still so late! !

Kurokawa: Cough, Dazai, your focus, (Fuzuo.jpg) Don’t learn from Odasaku, I just...

Dazai: Yes, yes, I know you are soft-hearted, but even if he is another me, he can't rob you from me!

Kurokawa: Dazai, come here, let me see what's inside your head, now is not the time to joke.Laughter.jpg

Dazai: I know, I'll be there right away, you wait for me. (*^▽^*)

Dazai sat in the coffee shop, could he just say that fortunately Kurokawa had prepared a bank card for him?He didn't let him be reduced to living on the street, he looked at the chat with Heichuan with gloomy eyes.

Gee, another "I", really...

As soon as he came here, he found that this world was very similar to his own, but there were still many differences, for example, there was no Kurokawa in Yokohama.

If it weren't for Kurokawa, I'd probably be like him, that might be another story...

He didn't meet him, he followed Odasaku's words and went to Butei, but he never met such a person again.

Squinting his eyes, Dazai thought to himself, even though he knew the other party's situation, he was still very upset that his boyfriend was with someone else.

"Waiter, pay the bill." After swiping his card, Dazai walked out of the coffee shop in a smart way, looking for some loopholes he knew before, hoping that those places were not sealed by "I".

In the dimly lit room, Kurokawa looked at Dazai's smile on his phone, and felt a bad premonition in his heart. He lowered his head and looked at the person who fell asleep on his lap.

With a long sigh, he could already foresee the lively scene after the two people met, rubbing his temples, squinting for a while, waiting for Dazai to come over would probably take a lot of energy.

"Well…"

I am...

"Dazai" opened his eyes, his eyes were dull, he sat up and fell into a state of emptiness.

Kurokawa and Dazai remained silent, waiting for him to recover, but Kurokawa bared his teeth and his thighs went numb, Dazai rolled his eyes in exchange for this appearance.

Dazai felt that he was really wronged. He managed to break through the arrangement of Gang Hei and rushed over. He knew that Kurokawa was right next to him, but he couldn't get close. He didn't sleep alone for a long time, and he forgot that he was so sensitive before.

What's more, this guy picked out all his favorite food, it must be on purpose!

His better face was hideous for a moment, and when Heichuan raised his head, he changed back to that calm look.

After waiting for a while, "Dazai"'s brain returned to its usual speed: "Kurokawa..."

"Wake up." Dazai immediately sat next to Kurokawa, and stretched his hands towards Kurokawa's waist, and when he felt that his anger was almost gone, he rubbed his thighs for him.

"Dazai" immediately reacted, turned around, and looked at the person who spoke with the same voice as his own just now.

A wonderful feeling, it is no longer the appearance in the mirror, but a real person, that person is wearing casual clothes, and at a glance, he and the person next to him can be seen as a couple, with an angry face, facing the person next to him When a person acts like a baby, his eyes are no longer dim, but are stained with a brilliance called happiness.

"Hey, how long are you going to be in a daze?" Dazai ate the leftover snack viciously, with a clear voice, "Since you're awake, let's talk about the plan."

"What do you want to do, this is the best ending that can be achieved." There was death in his eyes, and he who cut off all connections had no desire to live, and this was the only perfect way.

As long as this world exists...

Kurokawa felt helpless, he patted Dazai's head beside him, and rubbed it to give himself some comfort: "It's not what we want to do, but you." Do you... want to live?

"To be honest, I have learned about your plan through Kurokawa, and I have to say that this is a perfect ending—except for you." Dazai blew off the residue in his hands, and said indifferently, "I only care about Kurokawa, But he is soft-hearted, or he is soft-hearted towards me alone, who made you another 'me' in this world."

"..." He bowed his head and said nothing, probably he didn't know what else he could do after he survived, "Did you seal it after you came in?"

Dazai, Dazai threw a pillow over him: "Of course, you can change the subject and have some snacks?"

"Are you insulting my IQ, or yours?"

"..."

Looking at the current situation, Kurokawa felt that it was better to let them talk. Dazai would always get the result he wanted: "I'll get you something to eat, and you can have a good chat."

He tilted his head, kissed Dazai's side face, then stood up, passing by "Dazai", he couldn't help but pat his head, and patted him lightly.

After walking out the door, the door was closed, creating a quiet space. As soon as he came out, he saw Yin still guarding the door: "Yin, is there any extra kitchen?"

She informed the location of Kurokawa's kitchen with short words, and at the same time notified the staff there to cooperate with Kurokawa's work, and then continued to guard the door.

"I'm counting on you here, Silver."

Yin did not answer, probably in her heart, this is her duty, needless to say, she will faithfully complete the job of guarding.

Before leaving, Heichuan was still thinking in his heart, hoping they would not fight.

But who knows, not only did they not fight, but also...

In the room, since Kurokawa left the room, the atmosphere inside became a little frozen, and neither of them continued to talk.

Dazai saw that he didn't think well, and didn't see anything, so he came to his cabinet and rummaged through everything.

After a while, several bottles of good wine were found and placed on the table one by one. He was still timid and didn't dare to open them all.

He picked up the bottle and didn't look for the glass, he pointed directly at the mouth of the bottle, gurgling~

"Ha, I haven't had a drink for a long time." Dazai drank the wine, as if casually, "You won't regret it?"

"No regrets." He answered the question decisively, frowning, "You should know, why do you still ask?"

Dazai shook the bottle: "I'm not talking about this. You see another self and don't want to say anything."

"What do you say, you and I are the same person."

"Yes~" Dazai's voice was full of temptation, "Aren't you jealous? Jealous of me having such a happy life."

"Oda Saku was alive to write novels, I joined Butei, and I have a whole-hearted boyfriend."

"Don't you want to have all of this?"

"Dazai" thought, I know, but what can I do?

That kind of life was never mine...

"The script you made pushes away everything, Butei, Oda, and even Hong Kong gangsters."

"You have no choice."

"Then what are you talking about?" He picked up a bottle of wine on the table, knowing that the other party was poking his heart, but failed to refute, he imitated the other party, gulped down, depressed, "I am no longer qualified to own it .”

Dazai suddenly smiled, and the corners of his lips curled up, he was still confused, but it just happened that when you have desire, you will work hard for it. When you are tempted, you will follow my rhythm, and you can just give Kurokawa a result.

You'll be tempted, we're the same person, and it's not a good feeling to wait for the light.

"That's not necessarily the case. The two worlds are very similar. The only difference is Kurokawa."

"How do you know that there is no other him in this world?"

"Do you want it? You can trust, you can rely on, a lover who can treat you wholeheartedly."

As he spoke, he stopped and drank his wine to himself.

"Dazai" knew that this was the other party's trap, it was just a trap to reassure that person, he knew it clearly, but his heart was still unavoidable.

What is love, is it really as good as he said?

I really can, can I find it?

No, be sober, no one is exactly the same, even in different worlds, there will be differences.

As long as Oda Saku is alive and still writing novels, people can't be too greedy.

"Dazai" raised his head and looked at the guy opposite who was drinking: "Even if there is, it's not the same person."

"Tch." Dazai laughed at the other party, "Are you really 'me'?"

He couldn't help asking questions, he didn't think he was so great.

"No matter what, the essence of the soul is the same person, even if the acquired factors are different, but his essence is still there."

"And you won't fight for it? I remember that I learned a lot about this back then."

"As long as he's yours, what else do you need?"

Dazai dropped the empty wine bottle, with a blush on his face, crossed his legs, put his hands together on his lap, and said drunkenly: "As the leader of the mafia, what else do you need to care about, use everything, use whatever means, and possess .”

"I believe you are more familiar with these things than I am."

"Will a person who has seen the light give up? No, at least I will hold on tightly and never let go."

Dazai raised his voice for the last four words, and he didn't know who he was speaking to.

"..." He was completely stunned, pursing his lips, "You and Kurokawa?"

"What's the matter with him, ah, do you want to ask him if he knows what I look like?"

"He knows, he knows all about me, and he and I love it."

Dazai touched the body of another bottle of wine, his hand was about to move, he licked his lips: "And you don't want to know, what kind of person is the other one?"

"A completely different encounter, a 'Kurokawa' that belongs entirely to you."

He paused for a moment, squinting his eyes to look at the clock, hey, Kurokawa will be back soon.

Carrying the wine bottle, he stuffed it into the cabinet, leaving only empty bottles for two people to drink.

Sweep the sofa, sweep away the residue, and pat yourself on the body.

The other party who watched was stunned for a while, and questioned his soul: "So why do you want to die?" Don't you have to hide everything?

"Cough." Dazai patted himself on the face, "You don't understand, that feeling is very important, and the smell of alcohol won't dissipate in a short time."

He was a little speechless, and felt that he was suppressed by this guy just now, it was too unscientific, they were all the same person, and he also had other people's memories, could it be that having a boyfriend would give him a lot of experience?

It's rare, he was a little confused, probably the Dazai from other worlds had never experienced it.

Swah——

The soundproof door was opened, and Kurokawa walked in. He was carrying an oversized food box, which seemed to contain a lot of food.

Dazai quickly took the food box, and graciously helped to arrange it, but Kurokawa knew him a lot, so there must be something wrong with his appearance. When he turned his eyes, he saw two empty bottles of wine on the table.

Heichuan half-covered his eyes, good guy, I'll let them talk, we've already had some wine, he smiled on the skin: "Who did it?"

Dazai was still laying out the food, turning a deaf ear to it, and the other one was full of eyes, waiting to see a good show.

"Dazai." Kurokawa simply called him, walked to his side, held his chin with his hands, and bent down.

After smelling his mouth, it was easy to find, he held down Dazai, and controlled the direction to let him fall on the sofa.

"Wait!" Dazai struggled fiercely, while not forgetting to point the finger at another person, "He also drank."

Kurokawa was condescending, and turned his head to the side: "Oh~ is it?"

"Dazai" tried his best to keep calm, and his small eyes drifted unconsciously, drifting to the opposite side.

"I see."

"Huh?" Dazai was surprised, what do you know if it's not Kurokawa?

He turned his head with difficulty, looked at the sofa on the other side, and found that the other party was smiling badly at him.

Dangerous! ! !

Dazai turned over like a fried fish, and met Kurokawa's dangerous eyes: "Very good, I have learned to shirk responsibility."

"No, no, I didn't…"

"Woo~~"

"Hahaha~"

"Don't pinch my stomach." By the time Kurokawa finished cleaning up Dazai, he was already a waste.

Out of breath, clutching his stomach, with tears in the corners of his eyes, he huddled on the sofa, looking pitiful, lying on Heichuan's lap, as if angry, with his back turned to him.

Heichuan looked at him like a showman, he obviously didn't use much force just now, at most he squeezed his stomach a little harder, it's a little bit...

Under the watchful eyes of the two people, Dazai didn't pay any attention to it, while the opposite Zai looked at Kurokawa with bright eyes, as if he had learned something, and applauded like a little seal.

Kurokawa patted Dazai: "Okay, stop acting, eat quickly, I specially made crab dishes."

Dazai sat up abruptly, and while stretching out his hand, he still didn't forget to blame Kurokawa: "It's you, the crab is cold."

"Yes, yes, it's all my fault." Hei Chuan picked up a chopstick and stuffed it into his mouth, "After I go back, I planned to relieve someone from drinking alcohol, and it seems that it will be extended for a while."

Dazai just took a sip and it was stuffed to the brim. When he heard the news, he was struck by a thunderbolt and dropped his chopsticks.

"Uh...uh...uh..." He tried very hard to say something, but unfortunately he was too full.

Kurokawa greeted the other one to eat, and did not forget to reply: "Refusal is invalid."

He became dejected and ate slowly.

"If you don't eat, there will be nothing left." Heichuan reminded him funny.

He took a closer look, ok, the guy on the other side was eating quickly, anger appeared in his eyes, new hatred added to old hatred, grief and anger turned into appetite, and he struck quickly.

A big meal, people eat a lot, Dazai is obviously full, and Kurokawa is rubbing his stomach.

The "Dazai" on the opposite side also ate too much due to his infection. He covered his slightly obvious belly with his hands, and pulled his coat hard to cover it.

Heichuan packed his things: "Have you thought about it yet?"

This time "Dazai" did not refuse, there was a little hope hidden in his eyes: "Well, I want to live, and I want to see other places."

I want to know, what kind of taste is it like...

He didn't say the reason Dazai said just now, he was very cunning to hide the past.

"That's good." Heichuan felt a little relieved, even though he felt that the two of them were weird.

He put away the tableware, took away the snacks, took away the wine bottle, threw the phone to Dazai, and went out.

Dazai also disappeared, and gave his mobile phone to the other party: "Come on, let's have fun after dinner and play games."

"Dazai" picked up the phone with a blank expression.

"Ah, by the way, and this." Dazai threw a bracelet that he just took out from Kurokawa's body, and threw it to the other party.

"The bracelet made by Kurokawa can be used for positioning and perception." Dazai used it for two purposes, explaining to the other party while playing the game, "He will always leave you a way out, if you fail to find it, block the bracelet for a long time, We'll come get you."

"Odasaku over there will definitely welcome you."

"Hey..." He picked up the bracelet and looked at it carefully, "I'm not a child."

"No way, he just loves to worry, you just need to accept the kindness." Dazai said happily.

The two reached a consensus and happily cooperated to play games, whispering from time to time.

After Heichuan cleaned up, he came back. As soon as he came in, he saw two people looking at him at the same time.

"What's the matter?" Kurokawa walked by, and after a while, the two became friends?

"It's nothing, I already know the location, we can act now." Dazai stretched his waist.

On the contrary, the other party was taken aback: "So fast?"

Dazai smiled cunningly, walked over and hugged him, and raised his chin with his fingers: "Why don't you miss me~"

One, two, three, before holding on for three seconds, the two pushed each other away in disgust at the same time, and rubbed vigorously the skin that had just touched each other.

"Hahaha." Kurokawa smiled and bent over, unable to stop, and managed to slow down, "Sorry, it took a long time for us to come out."

"Dazai" heard him say this, and smiled lightly: "I know, you will always leave..."

Dazai slapped him on the back: "When the matter is over, you can also come to our place to play."

"Let's go." Without waiting for the other party's reply, Dazai pulled Kurokawa and disappeared into the room.

The rest of him stood in the middle of the room and laughed softly: "Okay~"

A day passed quickly, and he was still working, waiting for the return of those two people.

"Bang-"

A loud sound came, and he immediately got up, looking for the source of the sound just now, thinking for a while, it seemed to come from the next door.

The next door was where the former leader lived, and it has been vacant for a long time, and the door has been sealed.

Touching the gun in his pocket, feeling a little relieved, he came to the door and opened it, but the result was:

"Hi~" Dazai leaned against the wall, waved his hand and greeted him leisurely.

"Are you here?" He was a little puzzled, shouldn't he go directly into the room?How come here?

Seeing a hole the size of a face being smashed out on the wall, and the glass shattered all over the floor, Kurokawa was in a complicated mood: "It's probably a reminder."

"Reminder? Who?"

"World, this world is so gentle." Dazai sighed, while helping, he kicked the glass away with his feet.

He catches key words, this world? , could it be...

"What happened to the last world?"

Kurokawa stroked Dazai's hair, embarrassed: "In the last world, there was a lot of noise, so I was kicked out."

He understood the situation, looked at Dazai secretly, and condemned with his eyes: You must have done something, and Kurokawa was involved.

Dazai's sharp eyes caught the other's eyes at once, and he stared back not to be outdone: We are together!

"So... it's time for us to leave." Kurokawa said with some regret.

He was actually a little worried. He originally planned to wait until this matter was over before it would be too late to go back. He didn't expect that book to be so important. "..."

After a moment of silence, "Dazai" opened his mouth, and even though there were thousands of words, there was only one sentence left: "I see."

He didn't know what else to say, the departure of these two people could not be changed, so what else could be said...

In front of him, after he finished speaking, a vortex appeared behind Kurokawa and Dazai.

The two looked at each other, knowing that the world was going to drive people away, and Kurokawa was dawdling, but Dazai couldn't see it and pushed Kurokawa directly, still a little angry.

Herokawa staggered two steps from being pushed, stabilized his figure and slowly walked in front of "Dazai", and said to him gently:

"Do you know why we came here?"

He didn't wait for "Dazai" to answer, maybe there was no need to answer at all, Kurokawa just wanted to tell him his own thoughts, nothing else.

"We were going to go home, but a star rushed out halfway."

"It said: [Save him]. Dazai and I were thinking about who to save."

"But the first time I came here, I understood that you are the one who asked us for help."

"Osamu Dazai, please live happily, don't be afraid, don't be confused, you have to remember, we care about you, and you - but you are loved by the world."

The tears of "Dazai" kept falling down his cheeks, and he looked at the gentle Kurokawa without blinking his eyes.

Is it true that I am loved by the world?

"Yes, you are loved by the world."

Heichuan stepped forward, hugged him carefully, wiped away his tears, rubbed his hair, and placed a blessing kiss on his forehead: "I hope you can seize happiness!"

Even though Kurokawa didn't hear their conversation, he could guess their plan and had no intention of stopping it. He only hoped that the other "I" would have enough patience.

Both of them are complete cowards...

Kurokawa quickly turned around and returned to Dazai, took his hand, and waved goodbye to the confused boy together with him.

Hope to see you next time...

Perhaps the world has been waiting, aware that they are ready, and the vortex behind them swallows them both in an instant.

The only one left, "Dazai" who was standing still, moved his fingers slightly.

I will, I will try to be happy...

The author has something to say: this chapter was completed in one go, and if I feel uncomfortable, I will publish it in one chapter.

感谢在2020-05-0213:39:10~2020-05-0318:28:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Gu Sheng;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!