Cannon fodder, a high-achieving student with kidney deficiency

Disappearance is something that is difficult for everyone to face. Even Busin, who doesn't seem to care about his situation at all, will think a lot in this ghost state.

Because he couldn't do anything, even sleep, Busin's time became very long. He landed lightly on the window sill of the ward, watching the white curtain pass through his body, floating freely with the wind, because Zhao Yi cut the branches outside the window, so that there were several large beams of sunlight directly shining on the window sill. Although Bu Xin's body did not affect the transmission of light, the light seemed to affect his body. He saw that his fingers were coated Phnom Penh, immediately began to look at himself, and found that his translucent body became golden.

Very good, it looks very valuable, Bu Xin thought sadly.

It would be great if Lan Lan could see him, this appearance is really interesting.Thinking so, Bu Xin turned his attention to Wei Lan.

Wei Lan was leaning over at the side of Bu Xin's bed at this time, the wind was blowing his soft hair, he was in a deep sleep and didn't notice it at all.

It was like this every time. Once Bu Xin passed out, Wei Lan's work and rest began to become chaotic. sleep.These are what Wu Xun told him.

Seeing Wei Lan's appearance, Bu Xin had the idea of ​​"would it be better to die now", but he quickly killed this idea.

To be honest, he realized that Wei Lan was indeed a bit overly paranoid when he became conscious this time... Previously, Bu Xin could only see Wei Lan after he woke up. What was your state when you fainted.

It was a state that made Busin afraid after seeing it but wished to replace it with his own body.

Bu Xin didn't even dare to imagine the future, because he fully understood how stubborn Wei Lan would become when he really disappeared.Wei Lan's obsession with him made Bu Xin extremely hope that he could live a long life.

But the reality is that he is likely to disappear.Even now that he is getting out of his body, Bu Xin can feel that his whole body is getting weaker.

If one day in the future he passes out again and never wakes up again, what will Wei Lan do?

if it is real……

Bu Xin turned his eyes away from Wei Lan, the sun was shining outside the ward, and the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, but all of this may have nothing to do with him, just thinking about it makes him feel lonely.What has he done in his life?Who did you contact again?Does he continue to exist after death?Questions about death popped up one after another, whether it was torture, healing, or a kind of endless pain. He seemed to have gained a lot, but it seemed that he had never gained anything, it was only three days , he has already forgotten what it feels like to have a body, so what will he become after it really disappears?

Mom and Dad should be very sad, but they are stronger than themselves, so they will be able to cheer up in time; Wu Xing may have to be sad for a while quietly, but this guy knows it in his heart, and it doesn't take much time. Stop meaningless sorrow; although it is a bit immoral to say so, the old businessman is also familiar with the road, maybe he is lucky enough to be able to enter the photo frame on the old businessman's shoe cabinet; good friends and classmates will come to his funeral, holding Crying together, and then one day comforting each other and laughing, taking his name into the deepest part of the brain, maybe years later, two people who met for the first time will find that they both attended the same funeral.

Thinking of these, Bu Xin's restless mood calmed down unexpectedly.

It seems that the sentence I heard from nowhere before is correct, the fear of death can only be healed by all kinds of love.

After thinking so much, in the end, the only thing Bu Xin could not predict, and the one he was most reluctant to let go, was Wei Lan.

In fact, Bu Xin never thought that he would not exist in Wei Lan's future. Among all the assumptions he had made, he would appear in some form in Wei Lan's important life occasions, but he never thought about it. What did Wei Lan look like at her funeral?

What will it be like?

Only when imagining this scene, the harder he tried to think, the more lonely Bu Xin felt.

Even if he doesn't want to admit it, Busin must face the facts before him.He might, indeed, like Wei Lan.

Before he realized it, Wei Lan set up camp in his heart.When my mother pressed me for a question, it was great that I answered the misunderstanding because the terminal was broken.It's great that there's no stomachache drama or white school secrets and the ease of establishing a relationship.It's also nice not to have told the "truth" before.

It is also ironic to say that when he thought he had no special feelings for Wei Lan, he had been telling lies, but now he finally understands that the lies have become the truth, but he still wants to tell lies.

It's not just a self-satisfying reason like "I'm for your own good", but a decision made after comprehensive consideration.After waking up, Bu Xin will end his relationship with Wei Lan.After all, he still doesn't have that much ability to change the ending of his disappearance, at least he has to make his own disappearance less destructive.

Of course, it's not a simple ending, otherwise it would be no different from "I'm doing it for your own good", rather, it seems to be saying something for myself to walk more cleanly.

The ghost was right. On the morning of the fourth day, Pu Xin returned to his body.

Wei Lan had a nightmare before, and when she woke up once, her eyes were red like a big rabbit. Maybe it was because of the exhaustion of her energy due to anxiety and panic. At dawn, Wei Lan fell asleep again. It was more like a sleep than a sleep. fainted.

After waking up this time, Bu Xin's body was not too numb, so he sat up lightly, put his clothes on Wei Lan carefully, then wrote a note with the banknotes left by his colleagues here, and tiptoed out of the ward .

He needs to talk to that ghost.

What is certain is that when Bu Xin feels that Wu Xun is more like the original Wu Xun, it is when the ghost dominates his body, so it is not easy to tell whether it is Wu Xun or a ghost, the main thing is whether Bu Xin can ask what he wants. s answer.

When Wu Xun saw Bu Xin, he was not very surprised. Based on this alone, Bu Xin could be sure that the other party was the ghost.

"What's your name?" Make sure of the name first, you can't always use "that ghost" to refer to it.

Hearing this question, the ghost looked a little surprised.

"How would you know?"

"...I was conscious when I was unconscious." After weighing it, Bu Xin told the truth.

Hearing this, the ghost muttered, "It started so soon", then looked at Bu Xin seriously, and introduced himself, "I'm Zhao Yi, and I'm temporarily attached to Wu Xing."

"Are you here for me?"

Faced with Bu Xin's direct question, Zhao Yi was stunned for a rare moment: "Basically, it can be said that."

"Because I'm dying?"

Zhao Yi nodded silently.

"Could it be that I have a special constitution, and does it have any special tonic effect after eating it?" Bu Xin asked sincerely when thinking of his fingers that looked like golden edges in the sun.

Zhao Yi couldn't help bending his lips: "Why do you have such an idea?"

It seems that there is no need to use the corpse for anything. Bu Xin was subtly relieved, but then he thought that people not only have a body, but may also have a soul, so he chased after him: "Then my soul is nothing. Special nourishing effect, right?"

"I didn't come here to take anything from you." In order to prevent Bu Xin from asking some strange questions, Zhao Yi simply opened his mouth to explain.

Bu Xin nodded: "In other words, you won't let me die faster, so are you here to delay my death?"

Unexpectedly, Bu Xin jumped directly from the clueless funny question to this kind of almost factual question, Zhao Yi couldn't help sighing: "You really... have always been so unexpected."

"What you mean, is what I said right?" Bu Xin continued to ask persistently.

Zhao Yi acquiesced.

"If that's the case, then I'm relieved." Bu Xin patted his chest, "If you're here to remind me, then my time will be even tighter."

Zhao Yi was somewhat surprised when he heard this: "How do you know that you will definitely die?"

"I'm not sure, but the feeling of weakness brought about by this coma is too strong." Busin shook his head helplessly, "I'm worried that I don't have much time, so come here first to make sure."

"Aren't you afraid of dying?"

"I'm not sure if I'm afraid, but I've always had the feeling that I won't live too long." Bu Xin lowered his head, looking at his opaque flesh-colored fingers, "I'm afraid I won't delay doing things. Think about what else to do.”

"..." I don't know which point this sentence hit Zhao Yi again. He remained silent, as if immersed in some kind of memory, his eyes became very deep. Seeing him like this, Bu Xin couldn't bother him anymore. , So he returned to the direction of the hospital.

I hope Wei Lan is still awake.Every time he wakes up, Wei Lan will become like a child, and if he can't find anyone after waking up, he will become very rambunctious.

Bu Xin could understand why he was being reckless, so he didn't want to scare him by disappearing suddenly, but confirming his life span was an urgent matter, and he wanted Lan Lan to sleep a little longer, otherwise he wouldn't have gone to find Zhao Yi by himself.

Bu Xin only hoped that Wei Lan would see the note first after waking up.

"Lan Lan..." As soon as we arrived at the entrance of the hospital, Wei Lan rushed out without hesitation. Bu Xin was terrified and changed his posture several times before barely catching Wei Lan. on him.

"Why didn't you call me when you woke up? Where did you go?" Wei Lan looked aggrieved.

Bu Xin patted him on the back: "I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't call you. I'm going to find Zhao Yi."

"Why did you ask him? He didn't do anything to you, did he?" Wei Lan held his face nervously.

Bu Xin also held Wei Lan's face: "I'm fine, and now I have good news."

"?"

"Zhao Yi is here to help me."

Wei Lan frowned slightly: "But he..."

"Since he can do many things that ordinary people can't do, and he can easily do whatever he wants, he shouldn't lie to me."

Hearing how Bu Xin described Zhao Yi, Wei Lan still had a bad expression.

"It's a blessing, not a curse. It's a disaster that can't be avoided. Let's take one step at a time." Bu Xin patted Wei Lan on the shoulder again.

Wei Lan didn't say anything more, but hugged Pu Xin tightly.

Bu Xin, who was being hugged, also hugged Wei Lan back as he wished, but the smile on his face gradually faded.

He began to think about what to say next—how would he say it if he ended the relationship?

In fact, there is nothing that can be said but cannot be said, I just want to say or don't want to say it, whatever I want to say, I can say it no matter what.

"That..." Bu Xin hesitated for a moment, but still made a sound.

"What?" Wei Lan looked at him intently.

After hesitating for a while before speaking, Bu Xin was unable to speak: "...it's nothing, let's go home."

"Okay." Wei Lan rubbed his hair with a smile on his tired face.

Maybe he needs to wait for a suitable time, so let's be willful for a while now.

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Lao Li, I am too good at procrastinating, this is more than 90 chapters...