Cannon fodder, a high-achieving student with kidney deficiency

Wu Xun now has an extremely strong sense of loss. At this time yesterday, he still felt that Wei Lan was nothing to be afraid of. Even if Wei Lan made a declaration of love to everyone, it was just a small child's trouble as a half-grown child. No one will support him.

That's right, even if Wu Xie knew about Wei Lan's confession to Pu Xin, he didn't regard Wei Lan as a threat.

Wei Lan doesn't have the capital to support himself now, so he doesn't have the right to speak at all. Once Wei Lan speaks out about this secret love, there will be no benefit at all except for fierce opposition and discrimination from the people around him.No one will support him, even Wei Lan may be classified as a different kind by the people around him, bullied everywhere, and even the possibility of reaching a better future will be obliterated.

Wu Xing knows that, although people are clamoring for equal treatment of minority groups everywhere, people's attitude towards minority groups is actually far from as good as they think. Up to now, there are still people who have "since homosexuality is true love, why bother?" Fight for that paper certificate." Of course, there are some people who are more cryptic. They don't oppose gay marriage, and they don't show their disgust, but when homosexuality appears, they will get together with their heterosexual counterparts. Secretly laughing and pointing, when gay couples want sex, they justly ask questions such as "what if the child becomes gay too", and when others ask their views on homosexuality, they The answer is often "I am very pro-gay".

Indeed, as part of the larger group, these people seem to have little responsibility to do the best they can for the smaller group.Even Wu Xing himself thought so.Judging others by oneself, guessing others with one's own mind, then seeing oneself in others, thinking that it is someone else, so silent and panic, not daring to show edges and corners, and blending oneself into the ordinary people.

But now, Wei Lan who is close in front of him has awakened his dream that pretended to be a daily life.

Wei Lan hardly encountered any obstacles. He liked his brother, so he could be tired of being by his side. Such intimacy, just now, the two people reflected in Wu Xing's eyes were still discussing the future.

Bu Xin was already at Wei Lan's place, far exceeding Wu Xun's expectation.

Why is this different from what he imagined?What was it that he had been wary of all this time?What went wrong?

How did it become the current situation?

Wu Xun questioned himself over and over again, and questioned everything he had experienced so far. It was not that he had never imagined that Busin would walk away from him first, but he never thought that the person who took away Busin would be someone else. a male.It never occurred to him that he had to be on all possible precautions, but he forgot the person closest to Busin.

The inexplicable resentment began to surge in his heart, and in an instant it turned into flames and burned his consciousness. After burning out, only desolate ashes remained.

He has been careful to maintain the balance, pretending to hide his sincerity, but in the end he can only get this ending, but everything is as he wished, no one objected to him and rejected him, and no one knew that it had fermented in his heart Whatever the relationship, he still holds the autonomy that he has always been proud of.However, these are meaningless.

Take Busin back.

This kind of thought sprouted in Wu Xing's heart for a moment, but after he took the first step, he stopped. What made him stop was not the concern about whether the two were in love with each other, but the curiosity of the passing colleagues. Sight.Because of this gaze, Wu Xun suddenly became sober. He seemed to be able to foresee the scene of his confession. The people around him would not bless him, but would only gasp and whisper.

It is impossible for him to be as unscrupulous as Wei Lan, and his eyes are full of Bu Xin. His love for Bu Xin has not even reached half of Wei Lan's level. If there is no Wei Lan, he may really be able to be with Bu Xin. Wu Xun is very practical and will plan the future well. It's not that he is unsuitable for Busin, but even if they are together, it will happen in the extremely distant future, not the present.

The thing is like this, if anyone likes Bu Xin more than him, then Wu Xing will be defeated.Wu Xun thought that he had wiped out all the people who had a crush on Busin, but the fact was that those people couldn't like Busin to the point where he liked him more than him.

While down-to-earth thinking is a good quality of life, seemingly impractical romanticism is not necessarily the worst choice.Reason is good, too much reason makes feelings less like feelings.

Although Wu Xing still can't figure this out, he also understands something else. He understands where his feelings for Busin have stopped, and he also understands the perfect plan he has always imagined. It's just a bubble.

Everything is in vain, he seems to be left to watch, and this summer can only pass like this.

But this summer is not going to be easy.

Seeing Wei Lan sitting in front of him with a smile in his eyes, Bu Xin couldn't help but sighed: "Lan Lan, if you continue to discharge me like this, I will be so stressed that I will go bald."

"It's okay, you're cute even if you're bald."

Bu Xin choked for a moment: "Even if you say that, I'm not happy at all..." In fact, I was a little happy, "Speaking of which, Dad is already home, why don't you go back?"

Even if he is on a business trip, he still has a few days of vacation. Although Bu Xin's father didn't say anything, he actually wanted to see Pu Xin's mother all the time. Seeing no one else, Busin happened to stay here to help with the work left by his father, so that his father could stay at home for a few more days.

However, to Bu Xin's surprise, Wei Lan did not go back with her father.

The situation seems to have gotten more dire from there.

Dad went home, Wei Lan stayed behind.This means that Bu Xin will be alone with Wei Lan, and now that the two have established a relationship, if Wei Lan makes some requests that are not too much for a lover but are outrageous for brothers, Bu Xin doesn't know what to do at all .

It's quite strange to think about it. Bu Xin, an independent person, never thought about how to tell the truth because of various concerns.

On the one hand, if he just tells the truth, will his parents have some doubts about Wei Lan's vision, which will affect his future mate selection?After all, my father also said, "I'm relieved because it's you." If even Bu Xin's own family members are telling lies, then when Wei Lan likes someone again in the future, Mom and Dad may be more concerned. On the other hand, if Wei Lan knew that he had been lying, would she hate him as a brother?

Of course, it's not a very good idea to let the lie go on.But it's not a good idea to tell the truth now...Bu Xin intends to let nature take its course.

But looking at it now, it's natural.

Wei Lan has been sticking to him all the time, even holding his hand naturally a few days ago.

This matter is not big, but it is not small, at least for Busin, holding hands this time made him dazed for a long time.Before Wei Lan confessed to her parents, Bu Xin also took Wei Lan's hand, but Wei Lan was still young at that time, and her little hand was soft when held, Bu Xin felt that his heart was about to melt, and when Wei Lan went to middle school After that, Bu Xin never held Wei Lan's hand again.Over the years, Wei Lan's palms have grown bigger, and the sense of touch has completely changed. The bones of the hands are distinct, and the edges of the palms are a bit rough. The previous sensuality has disappeared, replaced by a sense of strength hidden between the muscles.

The moment his right hand was grabbed, Bu Xin wanted to withdraw his hand for a while, not because of disgust, but just an involuntary reaction after feeling aggression.Fortunately, he reacted quickly and stopped himself from pulling his hand, but Wei Lan held it tightly, and it is estimated that Bu Xin would not be able to pull it back if he wanted to.

Bu Xin cast a puzzled look at Wei Lan, but Wei Lan just showed a simple and bright smile, looking at Bu Xin as if looking at some treasure, being looked at by Wei Lan with such eyes, even if he has never been in good shape The heartless Bu Xin couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed, and even the beating speed of his heart became faster.

This feeling is very strange, as if a part of the body is controlled by Wei Lan. Bu Xin pretended to be calm, but in fact he was already extremely flustered. The most terrible thing was where the two of them were in contact. Bu Xin only felt that his palms were becoming more and more moist, and the sweat that didn't know whether it really existed seemed to be leaking out the panic in his heart densely.

Because he was too nervous, Bu Xin didn't even think about how to separate the hands of the two naturally.

How on earth did they separate after that?Bu Xin couldn't remember clearly, he only knew that when he realized that his hand had been let go, he felt relieved far more than lost.

Since then, Wei Lan and him are like a pair of conjoined twins, sticking together day and night.A short hug is okay, but if it's just for a while, I can still go through it, pretending it's nothing.But whenever it was time to hold hands, Busin became nervous.

After all, there is only one heart, so it is not enough to just jump out of the chest.

And such a scene is definitely not a good scene for Wu Xing.Especially when almost everyone is on vacation and they are the only ones in the company.

Even the air conditioner can't relieve the heat in his heart, and Wu Xun seems to be about to be overwhelmed by unknown emotions.

Some thoughts that shouldn't have emerged slowly, and his sanity was still there, so he could only wander back and forth between these thoughts and the long daily life.

It seems that duplicity has become Wu Xing's habit.

Wu Xing himself knew that going on like this was not an option. Even if the holiday ended early and everyone came back, the situation would not get better. He no longer believed in his own reason so much.

He was actually unwilling to stay away from Busin just like that. Although Wu Xun knew that he had almost no chance of making a comeback, there was still a glimmer of hope in his subconscious, which he didn't even realize.

Even in such a long and difficult summer, he still continued to be in it, which is the best proof.

In this kind of chaos, Wu Xun's consciousness began to blur from time to time, as if another self was about to sprout from his body.

The author has something to say:

TB crazily snatched red envelopes, and bought a glue gun with zero yuan in red envelopes. I was very happy. I don’t need to light candles to melt hot melt glue in the future.

I recently became interested in planting flowers, so I also bought a small flowerpot in the shape of a corgi hug cup. The real thing I received is a bit different from the picture taken by the store. I don’t know what to say. It’s very magical. It’s a corgi. I also added eyebrows to it

I hope that Corgi, the evil god, can scare away those little bugs like a door god.

What a strange superstition