Cannon fodder, a high-achieving student with kidney deficiency

Bu Xin, who never dreamed much during missions, actually started dreaming—the content of the dream was so real that Bu Xin could count the number of practical missions he had done.

Probably because the dream is contrary to the reality, there is always a subtle gap between the things in his dreams and the reality. In the dream, he is as useless as those possessed whose fate is recorded in the instruction manual, and seems to be always trying to catch up. Running after someone, taking the happiness of the other person as your highest happiness, you can really be regarded as the cannon fodder of cannon fodder, the spare tire king of spare tires.

Logically speaking, this is a sweet dream for Bu Xin, but the subtle difference between the self in the dream and the self in reality makes Bu Xin not feel very good - those "selves" are too sincere and too devoted and always desperately want to be the protagonist in someone's story, and only after confirming that he has no way to become a very important person to someone, will he be obsessed with being an infatuated or foolishly loyal person cannon fodder.

The emotions of those "selfs" are really too strong and extreme. After all, Busin considers himself an extreme person, and he is self-aware of how persistent he is, but compared to those "selfs" in the dream , he can be regarded as the capitalized quiet Zhiyuan.

This indirectly led to a sharp decline in Bu Xin's sleep quality. This flat, slumped guy who was already lacking energy looked even more listless now. Fortunately, he still had a healthy spine, otherwise he might have flown on the ground.

"Are you insomnia?" It was Wei Zhilan who first noticed his abnormality and asked. For some reason, Wei Zhilan's face seemed to have undergone some inexplicable small changes recently, becoming more familiar and pleasing to the eye...

"No, it would be better if I have insomnia. Now I am a man who sleeps from eight o'clock in the evening to ten o'clock the next day." Bu Xin gestured his thumbs to the tip of his nose, wanted to laugh but didn't know what he did. With the right movement, this unusable and weak body began to cough.

Wei Zhilan raised his eyebrows and patted Bu Xin's back: "Did you dream about something?"

Bu Xin managed to stop his coughing, and laughed when he heard Wei Zhilan's words: "Okay, you are still a good fortune teller."

Wei Zhilan, who has always been frivolous, felt a little uncomfortable with Bu Xin's rare warm smile at this moment, tilted his head and cleared his throat: "What did you dream about... Generally speaking, I, a fortune teller, might be able to do it." Help you solve it?"

It's obviously impossible to really say it, but it doesn't matter if you talk about it in general. Thinking of this, Bu Xin grinned: "I dreamed about the past, but it's a bit different from reality."

Hearing this, Wei Zhilan stood up, looked at Bu Xin seriously, but stuttered a little: "Then, how do you feel?"

"It affects sleep—" Busin yawned after speaking, "It's not a big problem, it's just hard to wake up, but I have enough sleep time every day, so it's okay—ow..."

Wei Zhilan seemed to want to say something, but he didn't really speak. Instead, he turned around and searched on his big table, took out a certain key, and opened a small cabinet with ease. The production is very precise, the whole body is baked with translucent lacquer, it is very brand new, except for the outermost lock, there seems to be some mechanisms inside, Wei Zhilan fiddled with it for a while, and finally took out something - a red Glass bottle for liquid.

I don't know where Wei Zhilan got this cabinet. While thinking about it, Bu Xin subconsciously took the glass bottle handed over by Wei Zhilan. Afterwards, Bu Xin didn't know what to do: "This is ?”

"The cure for dreaminess."

Bu Xin was stunned: "Such a coincidence?"

"I was busy collecting all kinds of strange materials some time ago to develop these things. Although the contradiction between the sea monster and the non-sea monster has been temporarily resolved, there are still many other problems. I want to regain this world pharmacological knowledge."

"So let's do a live experiment first?" Bu Xin looked suspiciously at the liquid in his hand, the color looked familiar, "You don't have any bad ideas, do you?"

Wei Zhilan wasn't angry at all, and immediately put on the rogue and good-looking smile that Bu Xin was most familiar with: "For you, I'm just a congeal of bad ideas, if I really want to do something , I have already started."

Bu Xin has now adapted to Wei Zhilan's appearance, his hair won't stand on end, but he still looked at the bottle in his hand hesitantly: "But you tricked me." Holding grudges is a common problem of guys who are good at running away, If you foolishly wait until there is a danger signal before starting to escape, you may be late, and you must be fully alert to potential dangerous objects.

"But I saved you before," Wei Zhilan said helplessly, "If you're worried, I can take a sip and show you."

Having reached this point, Bu Xin...handed the bottle to Wei Zhilan's face.

"Then show me." He pretended to be innocent and said this with a smile.

He hasn't completely completed the practical tasks, and he can't always be in a state of sleeplessness. Although there are not many tasks left, it is not a problem to sleep for more than ten hours at a time. Busin has already tried it. Adjust the data of your own body, but the effect of this attempt is very limited. This body is not a synthetic body brought by Bu Xin. The existing means cannot completely control it. The technology of the original world is not capable of everything Yes, such things as dreams are difficult to explain clearly. With Busin's current state, it is impossible to solve this problem by relying on his own strength for a while.So if the drug was going to work, he'd have to take it—provided it was safe.

Although he said this, Wei Zhilan didn't expect to really drink it, wrinkled his nose, took the glass jar obediently, and took a sip with his head raised.

"Okay, drink it."

Since the other party drank it honestly, Busin was naturally relieved and asked, "How much do I want to drink?"

"Just one bite."

Bu Xin carefully brought the tip of his nose to the mouth of the jar and sniffed it. The smell of the secret liquid seemed to be good. There was no strange stench, and there was even some fragrance. Like some kind of drink, Busin always felt that he seemed to have drunk something like this before.What's going on, is there a lesion in the brain of this body?Recently, there are too many senses of sight...

"Isn't this the juice you used to lie to me? It tastes pretty good..."

"The best you like, to be precise, is mushroom juice."

Bu Xin's eyes immediately widened: "You, what are you talking about? Could it be the one you asked me to bring back..."

"That's right." Wei Zhilan laughed, with a bit of cunning, "It's the kind of spitting mushroom." He took the trash can beside him and spit out the medicine he just drank.

"..." Bu Xin was dumbfounded, he didn't know whether to spit out the name "Bai Pei Mushroom" first, to pick his throat and spit out what he just drank, or to rush up and fight Wei Zhilan, a big liar.

Wei Zhilan, who performed the fake medicine perfectly, approached Bu Xin calmly, and took the glass jar from Bu Xin's hand: "I'm sorry, I will have adverse reactions if I drink this stuff, so I can only waste this sip." Alright, I'll take care of the rest."

"You! Why do you..." Bu Xin obviously saw him drink the medicine with his own eyes, and his throat rolled in response, how could he spit it out again?

"A man who really walks on the road of life has two throats," Wei Zhilan said righteously, "one drinks and the other drinks poison."

"Where did the bloody straight male chicken soup reason come from!" Bu Xin held his throat, "Sure enough, this medicine is still poisonous!"

Wei Zhilan laughed instead: "Don't worry, this medicine is not harmful to you, you will know it by tonight."

"I'm even more scared when you say that!" Bu Xin changed his posture and hugged his chest instead.

Seeing Bu Xin's blown hair, Wei Zhilan smiled even more happily, and even reached out to try to pat the top of Bu Xin's head. , dodged as soon as he turned around, and retreated to the door in three steps at a time. Unexpectedly, he bumped into Xia He who opened the door and was about to come in.

Xia He was very dissatisfied and put his index finger on the back of Busin's head: "You pack up and go out together."

"What are you going out for?" Bu Xin felt that the posture of embracing his chest was not right, so he put down his hands.

Xia He didn't mind the strange looks of Pu Xin and Wei Zhilan, and said calmly, "Go out and explore the surrounding area." Seeing the dumbfounded looks of the two opposite people, Xia He sighed, and continued to add, "This is For the next step, we can’t just stay here, if we want the entire base to maintain normal operations, we must explore a wider area—this time Zhou Wu asked me to call you in.”

I guess this is the last mission. If that's the case...then, even if the poison is real, can I barely survive it?Busin, who was worried, nodded clearly: "When are you leaving?"

"tomorrow morning."

"Okay." Without further ado, Bu Xin turned around and went to his room to pack his luggage. Wei Zhilan who was at the side had already taken advantage of this time to put away the bottle of medicine, and then turned to look at Xia He: "What about me?" I thought Xia He, who was about to go out after the explanation, paused, frowned slightly and looked at the smiling man in front of him: "Your abilities are not suitable for this exploration activity."

"Is someone forbidding me to follow?"

Xia He quietly observed the mysterious man in front of him, shook his head, and said, "You have already made Zhou Wu start to distrust him, which is not to him..."

"What about you?" Wei Zhilan interrupted Xia He's voice, "Do you still believe him?" Although he was speaking to Xia He, his eyes fell on Bu Xin's room, where he was cleaning up. Busin, who was in such a high mood, didn't pay attention to what the two people were talking about.

Xia He, who was interrupted twice because of this matter, was silent, and after a moment he nodded, leaving a soft "I see" before leaving.

This is Xiahe's weakness. He is not always sensitive to people close to him. He is thoughtful and considers everything, but he has never considered this matter—even he is willing to be suspicious. People who believe, why Zhou Wu doesn't believe it?Like Zhou Wu, he knew that Wei Zhilan, an outsider, had a close relationship with Bu Xin, and also knew that the chaos was caused by outsiders, but he never suspected Bu Xin, even though he didn't give him much trust in the first place. , but judging from the current situation, he obviously believes in Bu Xin more than Zhou Wu.

why?

The reason is already obvious.

It's not because of Wei Zhilan, nor for any other reason. All seemingly reasonable explanations are just reasons based on other people's own understanding. Even without Wei Zhilan, Zhou Wu would still lose his respect for Bu Xin. Believe me, Wei Zhilan is just an excuse.

In Xiahe's eyes, this is the case, but in Busin's view, it is even more needless to say.Because of An Qi, the reason why Zhou Wu didn’t trust him had changed a long time ago, but Zhou Wu didn’t stop doubting him because of this. This is actually enough to explain the problem. Even if Bu Xin rushed to Zhou Wu to clarify everything now, it wouldn’t matter. What's more, he doesn't seem to have anything to clarify. Wei Zhilan's living here is also acquiesced by everyone. So far, Bu Xin has not done anything harmful to the base, and in Zhou Wu's changed memory, Bu Xin Xin didn't even hide anything from him.

To put it bluntly, it was just because the relationship between Bu Xin and Zhou Wu was too close.People are always like this, dismissive of the enemy's malicious attacks, but can't tolerate the slightest mistake of the people around them, even if it is obviously the same degree of damage, the betrayal of relatives and friends is always more lethal than the opponent's slander.

Zhou Wu became timid because he saw the possibility of Bu Xin's betrayal, so he covered his eyes and ears, and wrapped the soft internal organs of "timidity" with a shell called "distrust".

Bu Xin guessed that this was the last reason for him to stay by Zhou Wu's side.

I don't know if it was because of the mushroom juice, or because I finally felt at ease, Bu Xin's continuous days of dreamy sleep finally came to an end, and he had a rare good sleep until dawn.

But Zhou Wu, who was not far away from him, had a sleepless night and kept his eyes open until dawn.

Zhou Wu didn't know why he agreed with Xia He's suggestion of "bringing a teleporter". He had clearly thought about it before, and he had already made up his mind not to let this person participate. But when the meeting actually started, Zhou Wu But he hoped that someone could put forward a proposal related to this person, as if he was verifying something, even if it was only one sentence, he wanted to have some kind of connection with this person.

His rationality is indeed still online. Zhou Wu knew that this person should be included in the best plan for this operation, but he wanted to build up defenses against this person from the bottom of his heart. In the end, Friday did not know why he wanted it. Prevent this person from participating in exploration activities.

In the chaos, he came up with some naive and ridiculous ideas: If only he had met this person earlier, there would be no bases and outsiders who suddenly appeared, just him and this person, and in this way, there would be no conflict between the two. There will be no barriers, just like in the past, three people simply... really confused, there are two people, and it's not bad for two people to live so simply.Of course, this is just an illusory assumption. This base is very important to Zhou Wu. He has many things to protect. The feeling of powerlessness in the past can be repaid now. Zhou Wu will not abandon everything irresponsibly .

That's right, it's not because of his personal reasons. This operation really needs Busin, and it has nothing to do with his personal feelings, so we should agree to Xia He's suggestion. Zhou Wu and himself reached an agreement temporarily, but Zhou Wu hesitated when notifying Busin.

In fact, Zhou Wu and Xia He went to the door of the room where Bu Xin lived. He thought too much about trivial and insignificant things, and even forgot that the outsider also lived here temporarily. Just before he was about to open the door and enter, Zhou Wu heard The voice of the outsider and Busin, before he could react, his footsteps had gone in the opposite direction.

Until Xia He walked back to him after the notification, he still couldn't recover.Soon Zhou Wu devoted himself to the next assignment, like running away, he devoted all his energy to his work, and never distracted even a little bit of attention - even if there was only a little spare time, he would be dragged Into their own inexplicable emotions.

No matter how many tasks, in this case, they will be completed quickly.Then what Zhou Wu had to face was being alone.

Zhou Wu once had a very difficult period. During this time, Zhou Wu was extremely afraid of being alone. As long as he was conscious, the pain left over from the past would keep attacking him. Zhou Wu could see the last eyes of his former companions, and he The blood on his hands, the reverberating screams and the muffled sound of flesh being torn apart, the unspoken resentment and regret are like boning knives, he can only grit his teeth and endure quietly, every day and night is like A long sentence, sleep and companionship is nothing more than drinking poison to quench thirst, nightmares and self-loathing are milder than the despair of being alone, but that doesn't mean they don't bring pain, these things bring more uncontrollable As a result, Zhou Wu didn't want to become a madman trapped in fantasy, so he always chose to be alone and fight each other.

That period has passed, and he clearly remembers how those days came to an end, the barren he finally began to recuperate, that person helped him find a new growth point, everything changed, and he seemed to never again Afraid of being alone, there are more and more important people around him, and they are all alive. He can finally use his own strength to protect these people. Compared with the regret that still continues to arise, it is more of a new sense of hope and satisfaction , It turns out that people can be so happy.

But why not satisfied?Zhou Wu didn't understand what reason he had to hate being alone again.

Everything he expected has become a reality, and there should be no feeling of lack... He shouldn’t feel dissatisfied anymore, Zhou Wu questioned himself over and over again, he didn’t think he had any reason to be arrogantly dissatisfied with the status quo , the reason why he is so restless must be...

It must be because of... because of what?

Zhou Wu felt that his heart suddenly began to beat faster, just like the feeling of running away uncontrollably when he first used the power, but this feeling made him regain a little sense of stability.

The spark of thought in a moment made him suddenly find the answer to the question. The reason why he was so difficult to calm down must be because he was too worried that the base would collapse from the inside. It is not an appropriate behavior to speak, and if they really plot something, then other people in the base will face a dangerous situation, so you can't trust this person anymore, even if he was saved by this person, no, it's better He said that it was because he believed this person so easily that he had to be vigilant.

Once this person betrays him, then everything will be irreparable.

But... what is going on?

What is this depressed feeling in the chest?

Zhou Wu pressed his chest with one hand, and sat on the roof in a daze in a daze. Bu Xin's window was pasted with plastic paper, reflecting the flickering neon lights in the distance. Zhou Wu quietly watched these light spots and stayed up all night. .

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