Cannon fodder, a high-achieving student with kidney deficiency

Bu Xin stared blankly at the empty space, and lost the ability to react for a moment.

She was still here just now, a good person... She just stood there with her arms outstretched, as if she didn't do anything, but everything turned upside down: the crisis in this world began to be completely resolved, the first sea monster and non The Kraken-mixed base is formed, the fate of Zhou Wu and Xia He's protagonists has been established, and even Busin's final mission has been completed.

Not only that, she even erased the imprint of her own existence.

Why is this so……

A strong sense of loss hit Busin, and this feeling of heart constriction caused fog to evaporate in front of his eyes. It was only a little distance, but he dragged his heavy steps as if he had walked for a whole year, and finally reached the place where An Qi had just arrived. Where I stood.

He seems to have heard some kind of mocking hoarse voice mixed with the sound of sharp metal squeezing and rubbing. The waves of sound are stronger than the waves. It is incompatible with this cloudless fine weather but it is very suitable. The strangeness of the bad sound is disgusting, but it's not enough, not enough.

On the contrary, the pain from the outside world will make him feel better.

Bu Xin felt that his chest was suddenly emptied. He had experienced the emptiness and coldness in the past, and after being compressed thousands of times, he settled in it.He thought of the unspeakable pain, the light flashing on the sharp knife, the sticky and erosive pustule on the skin of some aquatic creature, the continuous and fine-grained coldness in the cold winter, and the thought of a certain year under the quilt. The smell of tears beneath.

He thought of death, which was far from satisfying.

In a trance, the countless scenes he had experienced were all intertwined and squeezed into his mind. All the characters he played woke up from the cemetery, and used their remaining emotions to turn into ice skates, surrounding him and lingering at him. For a time, he was riddled with holes and numbness, and for a while, he was heartbroken and his lungs were unbearably painful. Whether it was his body or his thinking, he was deeply trapped in it.

This feeling, how can I describe this feeling... so sad.

No, no, it’s not just this level, he was about to suffocate, and no one gave him any physical pain, but he couldn’t wait to find a real pain, and that kind of pain seemed to be imaginary The noise has long since disappeared, leaving only the uninvited cold air seeping out from the cracks in the sunlight. The whole world is terribly cold, and Busin has nowhere to escape. As long as he is alive, this kind of pain is thousands of times worse than pain. Doubling the pain and suffocation will go hand in hand.

Why do I feel this way? Obviously nothing major happened, but someone disappeared. She chose to disappear by herself, and it has nothing to do with Busin. He doesn't need to be responsible for it, as long as...what to do... …By the way, as long as there is no problem with the mission itself, don’t worry about anything, he is just cannon fodder, and the fate of the protagonists has nothing to do with him.

Yes, as usual, just find a reason to die, and then return to the original world, take a few tablets of nutrients, no, he can eat something good, drink some water, sleep, and chat with Zhou Dagang for a while In a word, everything is over.

He and An Qi don't have much relationship at all, there is no need for such... Yes, these are just the emotions inherent in this body, the only thing he needs to do is to leave this body, in this case, the feeling of suffocation They won't be chasing after them.

...But what if it's still so sad?

Where does this feeling come from? Does he not feel so sad every time he becomes the protagonist with a happy ending?No, even that... everything is still unbearable, the person who has a perfect life is not him at all, and the stories in those worlds do not belong to Busin's story. Busin's story should be simpler and more ridiculous: as one of the passers-by , appearing from nowhere, and then disappearing without knowing when, without a main plot of its own.

In this way, Bu Xin is innocent, and he doesn't need to care about anything, he doesn't need to experience the feeling of sadness in his heart, and there won't be another extra person who can share the plot. Everything is simple and straightforward, without any involvement, no need Caring about anyone.

The person he had devoted himself to had never gotten along well with him, and he didn't want to have that terrible experience anymore.

No, Busin realized that he was confused again. He had never had such a person. He regarded the people he met in the past as a person, but it was not like this at all. He had never met such a person. He had never met such a person. There has never been such a person, this is an illusion, his life so far has been peaceful and barren, not because he chose this major, nor because he made some irrational decision, let alone those miscellaneous superficial things The reason, but because he was such a person who was filled with blank spaces.

It will continue to be deserted in the future.

So now, he needs to calm down a bit.

When a student's mental body is subjected to some kind of severe shock, there will also be problems in the connection with the body of the other world. This is an important test point, so Busin is very clear.

Bu Xin gritted his teeth, trying to stabilize himself.

The original owner of this body has disappeared, and it has lost the ability to maintain its own vitality, and the long-term occupation has made it more fragile. Once something goes wrong with Bu Xin, the body will immediately show obvious abnormalities.Bu Xin's body began to collapse to some extent, so he tried to drive out of his consciousness these thoughts that should not belong to him at all, but he couldn't do it. Those were originally a part of him, and he didn't reconcile with himself at all. , he naturally wouldn't let himself go.

There must be other ways, what else... and Zhou Wu, if it is the current Zhou Wu, he will definitely be able to give him a hand.

Bu Xin looked at Zhou Wu as if asking for help, and was about to say something, but Bu Xin still didn't say anything.

Zhou Wu also saw Bu Xin, but right now he has more important things to do, so Zhou Wu's first reaction was to show an apologetic look to Bu Xin, after all, he has just had his memory changed and is still adapting to the current situation .

Bu Xin suddenly became dumb, retracted his gaze, and lowered his head.

Even Zhou Wu, who hadn't forgotten everything, wouldn't be walking towards him now—Zhou Wu had just pressed the blade against Bu Xin's neck.

But this is the situation caused by his own unwise choices all the time, so Bu Xin's current situation can only be regarded as self-inflicted consequences.

Actually nothing.

After thinking about it, Bu Xin unexpectedly calmed down slowly. All this is no different from the past. He is still the cannon fodder passer-by in the story, and the plot still belongs to the protagonists. He just witnessed the relationship between the protagonists. It's just a story... It's just that the protagonists have a relatively close relationship with him, it's just such a little bit of sadness, it doesn't matter at all, it won't have any big impact, and it can't destroy him.

He wouldn't do like Angie, never, he wasn't Angie, and his most important thing wouldn't be someone.

Yes, the matter is not that scary, and he, Busin, would not doubt himself because of such a trivial matter, let alone... give up the score, isn't the current plot direction just in line with his hope?Everything is going in the direction of completing the task perfectly. There is no doubt that he will continue to get high scores, get what he wants, live a stable life, travel through various worlds with peace of mind, continue to avoid involvement, and continue to do nothing move.As long as there is involvement and emotion, you will lose the precious sense of indifference, start to sympathize, suffer, bewildered, confused, and then lose yourself, so to return to the original state, Busin should be numb Busin, he should The heart is empty, always standing in the position of the bystander.

It was not that barrenness invaded Busin, but that Busin needed barrenness.

What's next?By the way, the ultimate goal of this practice task is to make Zhou Wu the leader and savior of this world. If the original progress is followed, it is really far away to complete this matter, but now he is very lucky, An Qi... She has put The most time-consuming and labor-intensive task has been completed, and now Bussin only needs to reap the benefits of the fisherman, and the only thing left to do is "clean up the aftermath".

It was nothing more than dealing with the aftermath, and this kind of thing would not trouble Bu Xin, who had excellent grades.

It is nothing more than to help Zhou Wu understand the situation in front of him, and then organize the Kraken and the people in the amusement park together. After the situation is completely stable, continue to extend the sphere of influence until Zhou Wu becomes the person he should be.These things can be done quickly, right away.

Bu Xin raised his head again and walked towards Zhou Wu, ignoring Zhou Wu's defensive expression: "If there is anything you don't understand, just ask me, and I will answer you all, whether it is why you are here or what you should do in the future , I can answer them all, if there is no doubt, let's act immediately, this place is really too chaotic, we must rectify it immediately."

Zhou Wu became more and more puzzled. Looking at the person in front of him, he subconsciously wanted to ask something, but he closed his mouth again. He felt that Bu Xin's state was a little abnormal.

"Why don't you talk?" Busin smiled as gently as possible, and began to search for the new memory An Qi left him, "Is it because I don't know what to ask because I don't understand the situation in front of me? It doesn't matter, let me tell you , this is the sea monster colony. The sea monsters here and the non-sea monsters in the amusement park used to be hostile to each other and killed each other. But then things turned around. It has always been considered that the sea monsters cannot survive without eating living people. You can live only on the nails, hair or blood of non-sea monsters, so the two parties reconciled, and you are the leader of both sea monsters and non-sea monsters."

Zhou Wu listened in a daze. He also had these memories in his mind, but for some reason, these memories also gave him a strange feeling, as if he had just experienced it. Besides, it seemed that many important things had disappeared. up.

"You are very powerful and very good. Everyone believes in you and obeys your arrangements. I am the same. I am your helper. You should be very clear about this matter. Oh, yes, and Shahe , He is more useful than me, you have to entrust him to do any important things, you see, he is over there."

Bu Xin wanted to stop his voice, but he found that he couldn't. If he stopped, strange things would come out of his eyes.

"Xiahe, come here, what are you doing standing so far away?" Bu Xin waved at Xiahe, his movements were large, even exaggerated, and Xiahe, who was also in a daze, didn't think much, that's all. Walking over, Busin patted him on the shoulder, "A group of people attacked our base from somewhere before, and now the base has become like this, I have to find a way to renovate it, I was stunned I don’t have a clue for a while, you guys should think about it together..."

Xia He looked at Bu Xin with some doubts: "This kind of thing can't be rushed."

"Ah, you're right," Bu Xin slapped himself on the forehead again, as if he had made some funny mistake, and said apologetically, "You're still down-to-earth, no wonder so many people like you, she also...you still Remember Angie? She likes you very much..."

Xia He and Zhou Wu looked at each other, Xia He shook his head, and Zhou Wu moved closer to Busin, trying to grab Busin's arm. He had an intuition that he should stop Busin from continuing, but his hand was blocked by Busin.

Zhou Wu looked at his blocked hand, and finally said: "You..."

"I'm sorry, I don't know what's going on...I didn't do it on purpose," Bu Xin inserted his ten fingers into his hair, but he still couldn't stop his confused words, "Xiahe, don't you really remember? It's Ann Qi, that's An Qi... What am I talking about, you can't remember An Qi, why would I want you to remember her? This kind of thing doesn't matter at all, you can do whatever you want, why should I care about this kind of thing? It doesn't matter, what we need to do now is to restore the base, that's right, restoring the base is the top priority, first treat the wounded, I'll find someone with healing abilities..."

"Calm down!" Zhou Wu couldn't stand it anymore, regardless of whether Bu Xin avoided his hand, he forcibly pressed Bu Xin's shoulders, "You are too flustered, calm down!"

"I... I'm not panicking, I'm just thinking about what to do. After all, the current situation is very chaotic. I really should find a way. Maybe I'm a little weird now, but this is also normal, so you don't have to worry about me. I'm very It will be back to normal soon, soon, soon..." Bu Xin took off the hands on his shoulders while talking - he even thought for a moment that the other party remembered everything, so he wanted to grab his hands Neck, as before.

Bu Xin stepped back a few steps, and finally couldn't maintain his smile.

He has always regarded people from other worlds as another kind of creature, so no matter what happens, Bu Xin can remain unmoved, he can cheat the world and steal the day, and he can stir up troubles and do all kinds of evil, but no matter what, he has no way to attack the same kind. It's like he has absolutely no way to attack Zhou Dagang.

An Qi, she...is as alive as Busin's kind.

But she died.

Busin was so close to her once, and he had many opportunities to prevent this from happening. He can completely change the trajectory of this person's story. He doesn't have to watch the predecessors or younger generations go to destruction step by step and be powerless to stop it like before.

The more he thought about these things, the harder it was for Busin to bear himself, and he began to tremble uncontrollably.

"I told you."

A familiar voice sounded from behind Busin, with a slight shortness of breath. This person came running. The straight-line distance from the top of the building to here is not too long, but if you want to run here, the distance is not short.

"I don't think it's your fault. In fact, I indulged her, so you have no responsibility for this matter."

Bu Xin listened blankly to the words of the people behind him, feeling as if the valve of tears had been opened, and they were about to rush out of his eyes immediately. Before that, a warm hand firmly covered his eyes, and waited until When Bu Xin came to his senses, Wei Zhilan had already pulled him to his chest.

"Take a break first."

I don't know what Wei Zhilan did, but as soon as his words fell, Bu Xin involuntarily fell into the realm of unconsciousness, perhaps because he was too tired.

Zhou Wu, who was standing in front of Bu Xin, looked at this scene with a complicated expression, but he turned around and left with Xia He after all, as if they had really worked together for a long time and had a tacit understanding.

An Qi has indeed succeeded. Everything she wanted to do has been accomplished.

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Although I know there will be such a day sooner or later, I still laugh at the chapter name I chose hahaha