Cannon fodder, a high-achieving student with kidney deficiency

The single room fell silent for a moment.

Bu Xin took the apple indifferently, and slowly peeled it with a fruit knife, until all the skins of the apple fell on the ground, Xiao Biantai finally recovered his voice: "Why do you say that, we..."

"No," Busin gestured in the air with a fruit knife as if he didn't hear it, "Compared to liking such cute things, your feelings are much more disgusting."

Xiao Biantai's body trembled suddenly, and his eyes of extreme hatred shot straight at Busin.

"Aren't you denying my words? That's right, maybe you're bored with the current state—because Li Si is getting close to you again, you don't need me anymore, right?"

Bu Xin didn't intend to stop, and didn't want to give Xiao Biantai a chance to speak, so he had to do a full set of acting: "I feel a sense of accomplishment when I confess to you, don't you? Do you still look down on me? It's really unfair... I like you so much, even if I knew all this, I pretended not to know, I thought you would really like me, so... even though I have a few days to live, I am still trying my best to create the last goodness remember……"

"But what about you!" Bu Xin, who had completely entered Chu Yu's role, slammed the fruit knife on the corner of the table, "You still have so much time, but you don't even want to lie to me. Doing those dirty things in the corner, and getting more and more excessive, do you really think you can hide it from me? How long do you think I have been watching you? How could I not know... The ones Wu Yan took out are considered What, evidence of obscenity and bullying? Haha... It's not enough for me! I have so many disgusting videos of you and Li Si co-starring!"

"Chu Yu!" Xiao Biantai couldn't help it anymore, he roared violently, and he came back to his senses after a while, and softened his tone again: "Calm down, I just..."

"What about the tough attitude towards those people just now? Why don't you use this attitude to suppress me? By the way, because I'm different from those people, you don't have anything against me, and I'm a sick guy with a brain—— If I can easily attract more people's attention, I won't be as stupid as Wu Yan, and it's useless to expose it in front of these unimportant people." Bu Xin laughed wildly, his eyes were red and tearing.

"Chu Yu, calm down, it won't do you any good!" In this state, Xiao Biantai couldn't bear it any longer. His emotions were aroused and he strode towards Bu Xin, but he regained a little calm. , although he wanted to speak well, but his stiff smile betrayed him, "Don't be so angry, it's not good for your health..."

"Not good?" Bu Xin smiled abruptly, took out the mobile phone that had prepared evidence a long time ago, and shook it in front of Xiao Biantai, "I understand... yes, I know, I can't be more clear! Now you know clearly You are looking forward to my death! Because Li Si's attitude towards you has softened, don't you just look forward to this day, so I am your biggest obstacle now, why are you still worried about my health... By the way, Are you worried that I will continue to be healthy?"

Then, Bu Xin called out the video in his hand, Xiao Biantai completely changed his face, snatched the phone, and threw it on the ground, the phone was smashed into pieces, with a loud voice, he stared at Bu Xin and said: "You are crazy. The Chu Yu I knew before is not someone like you. When did you become so vicious and arrogant? It's disgusting. What do you want?" Bushin's collar.

But Bu Xin was indifferent, neither he nor the original owner of this body had ever liked the scum in front of him, everything was just a game, so Bu Xin just looked at the fragments of the phone and was still laughing.

"I still have a backup, it's at my house." When Busin said this, it seemed that something very happy had happened, and he smiled happily, "I didn't intend to pursue anything, but your Behavior completely pissed me off, so—”

"So what?!" Xiao Biantai had given up covering up, looking down at Busin from a height, his eyes were full of annoying negative emotions, "What tricks do you have? You are just a cripple whose body has been buried in the ground !"

Bu Xin looked back in disgust: "I will expose this, and those who can control you will know about it, such as your uncle, who is also Li Si's stepfather. Or... some media like this kind of strange news. If both sides are exposed at the same time, tell me, will your uncle who is not directly related by blood choose to protect you, or will he choose to protect his own reputation?"

Xiao Biantai's face was flushed red, and his fingers were shaking, as if he was about to pounce on him in the next second. Bu Xin could even hear his panting, and couldn't help but find it funny, but he didn't forget to continue to make up the knife: "Are you still fantasizing about the bright future of you and Li Si just now? Stop dreaming! I've done what I said, and I've already hired someone. As long as I give an order——"

As he spoke, Busin glanced at the fruit knife on the corner of the table again.

"You're, it's over." Bu Xin spread his hands, not hiding his hatred.

But Bu Xin's fundamental goal is not to expose this matter, and the way of exposing this matter cannot achieve the most satisfactory result.Exposure does save time and effort, and it can temporarily get rid of Xiao Biantai, but this world is not normal, and the most normal way of dealing with it is the most abnormal in this world.Xiao Biantai will always be released. Even if you don't consider how the future will develop after this, if you only look at the present, Li Si, who is a victim, will also be slandered during this exposure process.

Li Si, who needed attention, did not get the attention he wanted in the end.

Then there is no guarantee that when he meets the next Zhao Biantai and Li Biantai, he will have a defensive behavior that ordinary people should have, and Li Si will continue to pursue other people's attention until he is satisfied.The goal of Bu Xin's mission is to help Li Si get rid of Xiao Biantai perfectly. Getting rid of Xiao Biantai not only makes Xiao Biantai disappear, but also makes the bad influence left by Xiao Biantai disappear.

Therefore, Bu Xin will give Li Si a perfect attention.

So Bu Xin urged Xiao Biantai step by step to the perfect dream he wove for himself, and forced Xiao Biantai to suddenly fall into this desperate situation when the dream was about to come true.

The insightful anger and malicious obstacles will make the dark side of Xiao Biantai’s heart grow continuously, wear down his reason and common sense, and make him unable to control himself. At this time, give him some small reminders——Bu Xin repeatedly Use body movements to emphasize the fruit knife.

Everything that follows will fall into place.

Xiao Biantai, who was irritated and threatened, would not be able to bear this feeling of being suppressed. Before he regained his senses, Xiao Biantai would use a knife to slit the throat of this damned obstacle in front of him.

The splash of warm blood will please him, and the temperature of the human body will continue to numb his nerves, allowing him to continue this impulse.

In this way, the fact that Chu Yu was killed by Xiao Biantai was established.

This wasn't entirely Bu Xin's idea, it was the common idea of ​​Bu Xin and Chu Yu.

Before Chu Yu fell into a coma, he had already formed an idea. Bu Xin just caught up with his idea and used the remaining time to finish what Chu Yu wanted to do——Chu Yu asked Xiao Biantai to kill himself .

Everything is just the last scene before the end of his life.

How could Chu Yu fall in love with Xiao Biantai?He will never fall in love with this pervert. Chu Yu has always felt alienated from the world. He even needs to use extreme means to prove his feelings for Li Si. How could he fall in love with someone he originally hated for no reason?

In this world, no one tried to really understand Chu Yu, and Chu Yu didn't try to explain it, so for others, Chu Yu is just a character with characteristics, carrying the symbol of dying and not dying on his body, There is a dying person, even if he does something that is not in line with his previous personality before he dies, it will only be considered by others as wanting to try something he has never done before he dies, so Chu Yu likes it Xiao Biantai's incident is not surprising to others, even to Xiao Biantai himself.

Only when you really understand Chu Yu's thoughts, will you understand how abrupt and ridiculous it is that "Chu Yu fell in love with Xiao Biantai".

All the positive feelings Chu Yu had in this world were given to Li Si.

And what Chu Yu wanted to do most before he died was not to talk about a meaningless love with someone, but to make sure of one thing - he is not empty, his inside is not empty.

Chu Yu's love for Li Si was fabricated by Chu Yu himself.It was the only filler he could find, as if as long as he had this feeling, he could fill up and the feeling of emptiness would disappear.

He becomes a meaningful person.

So he was constantly verifying this feeling to confirm his sense of existence, until he discovered the entanglement between Xiao Biantai and Li Si.

At the beginning, Chu Yu wanted to get rid of Xiao Biantai directly, but he didn't do it.This is too reckless, he is fighting a pervert, the chances of winning are not high.

He thought about exposure again.

But doing so will conflict with "Chu Yu loves Li Si wholeheartedly"——

There are different rules in this world, and there are too many indifferent and harsh people who established these rules, and it is these perpetrators that are protected by deformed rules. Compared with moderate fairness, face and interests are more valued.That's why disgusting people like Xiao Biantai live in this world like a duck to water, and live happily.

On the contrary, once this incident is exposed, Li Si, the victim, will live a difficult life instead.

But if Xiao Biantai's continued behavior is ignored and Xiao Biantai is allowed to act recklessly towards Li Si, then Chu Yu, who stands by and does nothing, cannot be regarded as truly loving Li Si.

Probably because of the long-term mental distortion, Chu Yu, who was caught in a dilemma, did not suffer for too long, and found a solution almost immediately and subconsciously.

Xiao Biantai was cornered, and Xiao Biantai couldn't help but make a move.

This is the perfect method.

Has Xiao Biantai been very proud during this period of time?Ha, but it was the last full meal.

Chu Yu's lifespan is limited, and he can't do major things to change the whole world, but he will never let Xiao Biantai do anything reckless to Li Si, how can this disgusting thing go away.

If this powerless world still thinks that Xiao Biantai can be forgiven, if punishing Xiao Biantai will only hurt Li Si... Then let Xiao Biantai commit another crime, a crime that cannot be dismissed at all. The role of the criticized victim was played by Chu Yu himself.

In this way, even the death that Chu Yu will have to face in the future becomes meaningful.

And Li Si, whom Chu Yu cared about the most, became a passerby who would not be affected, and would wake up from this nightmare safely.

As for Li Si's needs...

The more empty you are, the more you yearn for everything that can fill your heart.So Chu Yu is very familiar with the matter of "craving". How could he not know why Li Si, who has been longing for something, was forced to this point by Xiao Biantai? No one knows better than him This kind of uncontrollable desire, no one understands Li Si better than him.

Chu Yu couldn't be more clear about what Li Si wanted, and Chu Yu was not stingy, but it was not a simple matter to prepare this thing.

Chu Yu had already planned everything.

It's just a pity that Chu Yu still couldn't make it to the end, like a bee full of fighting spirit, ushered in the cold winter before piercing the thorn deep in the belly into the wicked person's body.

Bu Xin always felt that Chu Yu was able to persist in the coma for three years after his body completely collapsed, and it was the last breath he didn't swallow that supported him.

Otherwise, the moment Xiao Biantai picked up the knife, the health index of this body would start to rapidly approach zero.

But before that, Bu Xin stabbed the sharp thorn that Chu Yu couldn't get out for him.

There is a remote-controlled miniature camera in this room, and he has also written the next proof procedure, and sent it to Wu Lian silently, even if he is an idiot, he can follow the steps to handle the follow-up things well.

Waiting for Xiao Biantai, only doomsday.

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Li Si will get a diary after this incident is over. The diary is almost full of things about Li Si. From childhood to adulthood, there are no details. Just look at these words with familiar handwriting, and Li Si will be able to explain them in detail. Recalling the past bit by bit, but this diary will not have a follow-up, it stops abruptly, and stops on the craziest plan made by the diary's author.

Also the craziest plan.The repeated period at the end shows the diarist's determination not to continue.

Li Si who has read this diary will know all of Chu Yu's thoughts, he will understand how much Chu Yu has always understood these things, understand that even so, Chu Yu still only thinks about him, and understands how Chu Yu thoughtfully replaced He got rid of Xiao Biantai, and then Li Si would think that Chu Yu loved him so deeply.

In the end, what Li Si had longed for all this time was finally obtained——

There is one person in this world who loves him with all his life, and there will never be anyone like Li Si who can receive the attention of others with all his life.

Li Si finally got the sting voluntarily offered by the bees as he wished.

From now on, little attention can no longer move him, he will constantly recall Chu Yu's actions, he will become more and more independent and cold, and the influence of external language and behavior on him will be As he gets smaller and smaller, Li Si will become more and more different from the past, until he starts to see Chu Yu in his dreams, starts to think about the past, and starts to stare at Chu Yu's photos in a daze——

Until he started to regret and wanted to get Chu Yu back to him.

Is there anyone who is completely satisfied and has no other desires?But these have nothing to do with Bu Xin. He just needs to ensure that Li Si can survive until he can contribute to the world. To Chu Yu, Li Si is very important, but to Bu Xin, Li Si's The value is nothing more than that.

He didn't care about Li Si's fate.

In fact, Chu Yu may also be the same, but Chu Yu did not live to that time, and lived this short life with his throat strangled. Speaking out, when these things are mixed together, they become obsessions, and it is hard to tell whether it is love. When Li Si finally figured it out after thinking about it for many years, and wanted to respond, he regretted that he did not know anything back then. Before he said anything, Chu Yu had no throat left, only a box of ashes was left.

But finally, he no longer had to be choked, and he was completely free.

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