Cannon fodder, a high-achieving student with kidney deficiency

Everyone had a look of "Oh, so that's the case? This is really his father's curiosity", looking at Bu Xin and Wu Lian with surprised eyes, and kindly changed the topic.

Since you are so kind, why don't you put away the strange eyes? !While chewing Wu Lian in his heart, Bu Xin couldn't help feeling melancholy: Although pretending to be this kind of relationship is really convenient for the two of them to communicate, but the interpersonal relationship will become a little uncontrollable, which will probably affect the relationship between the two. His original plan.

No, it would seriously affect his plans.

Now the straight man is not so straight anymore, if he wants to find some reason to cover up or explain this matter, it will only make him more conspicuous, Bu Xin moved away from Wu Lian as if giving up, and he really wanted to Moving three meters per second, he didn't notice that he lightly touched the shoulder of Xiao Biantai who was sitting on the other side. Tai's expression should not be regarded as a friendly expression, and it all fell into the eyes of Wu Lian who was messing up his eyes, and Wu Lian was even more confused.

Who knows what this old man was thinking again?

"Then...then let's go?" Wu Lian became nervous when he did something wrong, his mind couldn't turn his head, and his voice became louder inexplicably, "Chu Yu just woke up, it's better to rest for a while—"

Everyone looked like "Okay, okay, we all understand", and some even muttered, "I'm so distressed, why do I want to find a girlfriend, let's just get along with each other like this" or something.

It was clearly a muttering, but it was unexpectedly clear, it was simply unreasonable.

Bend in his eyes, straight in my heart, Bu Xin knew in his heart that Wu Lian was already in a rhythm that could not be straightened, and he himself was in danger... No, I planned to bend, but Bu Xin didn't intend to bend to this second idiot body.

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After the show ended, Li Si, who was exuding a mysterious warm light, stayed unexpectedly. Wu Lian, who had made a mistake this time, even if he didn't want to leave, he had no chance to stay here and admit his mistake, so he had to take three steps. Turn back and retreat with the flow.

This looks more basic, almost incurable.

"Yu Yu..."

Bu Xin still couldn't help shaking, thankful that he was wearing long-sleeved home clothes, otherwise Li Si would definitely have seen the goosebumps on his arms.

"You said you had something to tell me in private three years ago, and you never woke up again. Do you still remember what you wanted to say at that time?"

What?

Busin was dumbfounded.

... Is this some kind of trial of fate?The manual didn't mention this in detail at all, and even this can't be blamed on the students in the information processing department for not doing a good job in the manual.

How can I know what Chu Yu himself didn't say? If he could know, he would not be a cannon fodder professional but a psychic professional.

But even if you don’t know, you still have to pretend to know. If you just make up something...I feel sorry for this opportunity—this Chu Yu, who wanted to swallow everything and take it away, finally wanted to be alone. What exactly did you tell Li Si?

According to Chu Yu's introverted personality, he must have thought about it before he said it, and it was very important that he wanted to say it at the end, but he didn't expect the deadline to come one step ahead.

Was he really completely ignorant of Xiao Biantai's secret manipulation of Li Si?

In fact, did Chu Yu start to want to do something?It started by saying something to Li Si.

For some reason, Bu Xin was inexplicably sure that the facts were true. Although he rationally told him that this was just an unconfirmed guess, Bu Xin couldn't help but be convinced that it was obviously just a guess.

No, in fact, the answer can be found, yes, this matter can be confirmed, in fact, it is very simple, it cannot be simpler.

Want to try it?With a special trick he hasn't used in a long time.

As long as you become Chu Yu, you can get the answer.

Just as the master of this body, staying here as it should be, and accepting the whole of this person who died young, you can find the answer—yes, as long as you give up the insignificant personality of "Bu Xin" and become that The dull and boring person who was disgusting when he was young, was separated from everyone by a thick transparent shell, and at the same time, he was strangled by the god of death all the time, and he couldn't even sigh freely out of his mouth.

Compared with such joke words as pitiful, pathetic and weak, "empty" is the most critical key word for Chu Yu.

The so-called liking and love are nothing but illusions fabricated when facing his empty and empty heart. Without these, he would really be a blank skin with no content, no deep intersection with anyone, no Intimate relationship, his existence can't even find proof.

He needs something that can prove his existence, whether it is a person or a thing, or even just a feeling, but these are too far away from him.

Only Li Si, only this person who is always no more than a hundred meters away from him, his childhood sweetheart, only he is within reach.

This person has such a vivid life, and the sense of existence is overflowing. If you are attached to this person... yes, you just need to do your best to like him.

Yes, Chu Yu likes Li Si, and has always liked Li Si.

Fortunately, he deceived himself, and the more he deceived, the more realistic and deceptive he became, the more handy he was.

I finally fooled myself completely, gratifying to congratulate.

In order to make this self-deception a reality, in order to make herself truly fall in love with Li Si, what will Chu Yu do?

Of course, it is tearing the shell that separates oneself from others, pursuing that recklessness, and trying to move oneself.

The final result is that the god of death took the first step, which is really unfortunate.

All these are not practical tasks, this is clearly his life without ups and downs, full of dead silence and despair.

Bu Xin, no, he is Chu Yu, he has already got a second chance, and now he will never let it slip through his fingers again.

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"A Si..." Chu Yu solemnly reached out to Li Si and grabbed his sleeve, "I wasn't sure three years ago, but now I'm sure. Tell me, who is making things difficult for you? "

"What?" Li Si was a little flustered, and he couldn't help breaking away from the hand that was pulling his sleeve, "Yu Yu, what are you talking about...I'm fine, why do you think so?"

Chu Yu smiled wryly: "How many years have we known each other, how can I not see what's going on with you?"

Hearing this, Li Si's expression was a bit complicated for a moment, it seemed that while he was nervous, his mood softened because he was so cared about.

"A Si, I know that you have worked hard in everything since you were a child. You will never ask others for help when you can do it yourself. I have always envied you. I know it's good to do this, but...don't you Bravery. Although it is self-righteous to say so, we are childhood sweethearts who have always had a good relationship, how could I not know?"

This time, Chu Yu directly changed to grab Li Si's elbow, the hope in his expression was too dazzling, Li Si's lips moved when he was stared at like this, and he was about to say something almost immediately, but he paused for a moment After calming down, he chose to remain silent.

The light in Chu Yu's eyes dimmed little by little as the silence spread, and the air around them seemed to be mixed with heart-debilitating refrigerant.

"...Even if you can't tell me, if you need any help, you can direct me to do it, and I won't ask the reason."

After making a standard toolman's speech, Chu Yu let go of Li Si's hand this time, and his already thin body was even more dejected at this time.

Li Si shook his head, gently embraced Chu Yu, and patted him on the back like coaxing a child: "I'm fine... Yu Yu, you just woke up, now you just need to take care of your own body." , even if I need your help, I need you to become strong first."

Chu Yu didn't respond, he didn't reach out to hug Li Si, he didn't let go after trying, those pale hands didn't move from the beginning to the end.

Until Li Si silently left the room with some hesitation, Chu Yu remained motionless, neither saying goodbye nor seeing him off, but lowered his head, hiding his expression under the half-length hair he had grown up in the past three years.

Even if you tell everything, is this the only way to go?Sure enough, language can't convey true feelings at all. Chu Yu grinned, as if about to laugh, but tears fell on the quilt first, and a few irregular dark colors were dyed on the pale taupe-colored fabric. spot.

Sure enough, I can only do it myself.

Chu Yu let go of the hands that were tightly grasping the quilt, and slowly raised his right hand, grasping it like a claw. The weak muscles made this hand with protruding veins tremble slightly.Chu Yu stared at this hand closely.

Then this hand suddenly slapped Chu Yu's own face, crisply and loudly, obviously using all the strength currently available, this scene looked exceptionally fine, and the owner of the hand seemed very I saw that the boy who was still crying just now turned his head viciously and spit bloody phlegm into the spittoon on one side. It is estimated that the fragile inner wall of the mouth and gums were bleeding from the beating just now.

Busin is back again.

He really didn't major in psychics, all he did was, under certain circumstances, have a consistent and terrible empathy for the original owner of the host body - in the eyes of others, Busin was the original owner of this body.

Empathy is definitely not a supernatural ability, and it can be regarded as a special skill if it is exhausted. Just like some people are born with a photographic memory, and some people can simply turn Thomas full circle while [beep], Bu Xin only It’s just inexplicable to have this ability, to put it bluntly, it’s just reasoning, reasoning subconsciously based on various clues and information, whether explicit or dark, and human nature, and then constructing a false one-time personality to replace, but that’s all That's all.

Using this method of losing himself to reproduce the personality traits and selection tendencies of the original owner of the body, Lian Busin himself thinks this technique is very useful, but because of his unusual luck, this seemingly useful skill should be taken for granted. There are quite a few restrictions. Apart from some side effects and shortcomings, the biggest limitation is that for those who are winners in life, protagonists, and the favored ones, Bu Xin is absolutely unable to enter the role. In fact, he hated playing such a character. Even if a person has an empathic response, he can only feel part of it, or for a short period of time. The more he is a cannon fodder, the worse the ending will be, and the more he can arouse Busin's empathic response.

It's almost like carnival enjoying the approaching destruction.

Bu Xin shook his head, supported his head and shook it until there was a crunch in his cervical spine, as if he had dropped a cannon.

"This Chu Yu is a bit interesting," Bu Xinxie, who woke up from the state of complete imitation, rubbed his cheeks with a smile, raked the too long bangs to the back of his head, and then talked to himself excitedly Said, "I actually thought of going together with me, which is convenient for me."

He just got up from the bed, picked up the phone whose battery was about to run out, and searched for contacts.

"Wu Lian?"

"It's me, Master Bu, what's the matter with you?" Wu Lian on the other end of the phone stood up nervously and answered in a military posture, wishing to lick all the way to Bu Xin along the signal to express his apology.

Bu Xin held the phone away from his ear with some discomfort: "I'll give you a chance to make amends, and I'll give you two months to pretend that I accidentally found out that Xiao Biantai secretly bullied Li Si, and to get the evidence, For example, photo recording or something, since modern technology is your field of expertise, it should be fine, right?"

Wu Lian was emotional: "Okay Boss, I understand Boss!"

"By the way, you have to pay attention, it's just bullying, nothing else, you have to pretend that you don't know Xiao Biantai used other means to restrict Li Si's words and deeds, and then make it clear in the third month, Sudden exposure, you can't tell anyone but me before it's exposed, let everyone think it's just a school bullying incident."

"Do you have any plans?" Wu Lian asked with question marks all over his head.

"This," Bu Xin's voice paused for a moment, although it was short but Wu Lian could sense it, "...you will know when the time comes, so that's it, after that you don't always come to my side. "

"...Okay." Although he wanted to ask a question, Wu Lian held back—he still believed in Bu Xin, but he didn't know how much he could trust.

After all, Wu Lian never had a chance to test his trust in Bu Xin.

After finishing the call, Busin squinted his eyes, threw the phone on the bed, and let out a long sigh of relief.Suddenly, he felt a gaze from behind him. Bu Xin turned around and looked at the window. There was indeed a person standing on the balcony of the opposite villa. It was Li Si, and he was wearing a pair of glasses.

This guy is a bit scary, even though he thought so in his heart, Bu Xin's face was unmoved, and he only looked at Li Si with a slightly sad expression.

The little girls passing by downstairs were covering their mouths and looking at Li Si with a smile, as if they were discussing such topics as how beautiful this man's face is, but Li Si only looked at Bu Xin with a complicated expression. What, Busin deliberately looked away, rushed to the window in a few steps, closed the window firmly and drew the curtains.

After doing these things, Bu Xin smiled while clutching his ribs, feeling happier than ever—Li Si must have felt that there was a rift between Chu Yu and him. It has nothing to do with him.

The reason why Bu Xin did this was to make the moderate split between Chu Yu and Li Si seem natural. In Bu Xin's plan, if the relationship between Chu Yu and Li Si was too good, many things would be difficult to handle.Although there must be a rift between the two, they cannot completely fall out, because Chu Yu will never completely cut off contact with Li Si, this is a role requirement.

Of course, everything will become reasonable in the end, and Busin has this confidence.

This time I'm going to be a big liar~ It's like a moth to a flame!

It's really... uncontrollably exciting.Bu Xin tilted his head, his eyes flashed an indescribable luster in the dim room.

The author has something to say:

I feel that this chapter is simply the daily life of neurotic patients

Bu Xin finally looks like a high-scoring brother

Next, Bu Liao is going to start acting in a bitter scene, pululu