Weak

On New Year's Day, both Su Cheng and Tang Rong's companies had two days off, so Su Cheng and Tang Rong went to the airport to pick up his mother that night.

The two sat outside the arrival hall and waited. Tang Rong was a little restless. Seeing parents always made people nervous, not to mention that his mother was quite a strong person.

Su Cheng received a fucking call saying that the plane had just arrived.Su Cheng stood up and said to Tang Rong, "It's almost here."

Tang Rong took a deep breath, her serious expression seemed not to be meeting her parents, but going to the battlefield.

Su Cheng: "Relax."

"Aren't you nervous to see my mother suddenly?"

Su Cheng imagined that scene, it was quite scary.

Ten minutes later, Su's mother came, a middle-aged woman who looked awe-inspiring, and her appearance was almost exactly the same as Su Cheng's.Su Cheng went up to meet him, called "Mom", looked back at Tang Rong and said, "This is my boyfriend."

Tang Rong hurriedly said, "Hello, Auntie."

Su's mother didn't show much expression, she simply nodded towards Tang Rong, and then exchanged pleasantries with Su Cheng.Tang Rong stood aside, not knowing what to do, looked at the suitcase dragged by Mama Su, and hurriedly said, "Auntie, let me carry it for you."

"It's okay." She simply replied, "Chengcheng just help me get it."

Tang Rong had no choice but to withdraw her outstretched hand in a little embarrassment.

The three went to a restaurant for dinner. The seats were reserved by Tang Rong in advance. Tang Rong also enthusiastically introduced the special dishes here to Su Cheng's mother. The latter's reaction was very flat, just nodded occasionally, and did not answer the conversation.After the call, Tang Rong became a little nervous. He wondered if he had accidentally left a bad impression on Su Cheng's mother?

Just as Tang Rong was thinking, the soup came out. Su Cheng looked at Tang Rong and saw that he seemed to be not ready to seize the opportunity to express his seriousness, so he stood up and scooped up the soup, and gave it to his mother first. , then to Tang Rong, and finally to herself.Seeing her son's actions, Su's mother raised her eyebrows, but said nothing.

Finally, Su Cheng went to the bathroom, leaving Tang Rong and his mother alone in the private room.

Tang Rong was very restless, and he almost forgot the topics he had thought up before coming here, but maintained an unbearable silence, and ate stiffly.

Suddenly, Mama Su said: "How long have you been with Chengcheng?"

Tang Rong was taken aback, and replied, "Almost five years."

Su Ma took a sip of the tea in the cup, sighed lowly, her slightly sad expression made her look much older: "Did Chengcheng tell you about his childhood?"

Tang Rong didn't expect Su's mother to mention this, so he hesitated and said, "I mentioned it."

"I've always felt that not everyone is qualified to be a parent." Su's mother said sadly, "If Chengcheng's mother wasn't me, he might have avoided a lot of detours."

Only then did Tang Rong realize that it was not because Su Cheng's mother didn't know what kind of influence her habits had had on Su Cheng. She had always felt guilty towards Su Cheng.Su Cheng and his mother were so much alike, Tang Rong felt that he had seen the guilty look on Su Cheng's face before.

"Su Cheng has changed a lot." Tang Rong said, "He never complained about you."

"I can tell." Su Ma said with a slight smile, "Maybe it's because Chengcheng met you."

Meeting Su Cheng was once the happiest thing in Tang Rong's life. Although the dream was shattered later, if Tang Rong was given another chance, he would still choose to confess to Su Cheng that night—but not with that weak and weak face. Soul and body, but with a truly complete and powerful self.No matter how many times he comes again, Tang Rong will choose to use himself to change him.

"Chengcheng told me before that he said he did a lot of things to be sorry for you." Su's mother said slowly, "But you still didn't abandon him in the end, son, thank you, you really taught him a lot. Something that no one can teach."

It's not just him who taught Su Cheng?In fact, in turn, Su Cheng also made Tang Rong understand many things, which are things that can never be forgiven, and which things are worth changing.

"However, child, I want to ask you a question." Su's mother stared at Tang Rong steadfastly, "Did you really forgive Chengcheng?"

Tang Rong was taken aback for a long time without answering.

Su's mother stopped asking, but sighed: "I also understand, Chengcheng's father probably won't forgive me in this life."

It should be said that Tang Rong's decision to get back together with Su Cheng was not out of forgiveness, but out of change.It is not contradictory to have love and hate for a person at the same time. On the contrary, it is such complex emotions that can truly make one person take root in another person's heart, and it cannot be eradicated in this life.Tang Rong's love is greater than hatred in this emotional balance.

Tang Rong is also a selfish person, he wants Su Cheng, wants to keep his body and mind as his own, for this reason, he is also willing to make some concessions and changes, and return to this relationship.

Maybe he and Su Cheng both have a crazy side in their hearts, but Su Cheng's madness is obvious, and Tang Rong's madness is more hidden.This relationship has never been ordinary from the beginning to the end, and it is destined not to be ordinary.With such a profound conclusion, they will never be separated again in this life.

Tang Rong knew that Su Cheng also understood that both he and Su Cheng were wounded people, even beasts would lick each other's wounds, let alone human beings?

Su's mother: "No matter what, I hope you can stay together forever."

Tang Rong's voice was penetrating, as if she wanted to imprint someone's ear: "Yes."

After dinner, because there was no spare bedroom at home, Tang Rong booked a suite in the hotel in advance.After arriving at the hotel, Mama Su went to bed early and went back to her room to rest early.Tang Rong lay on the bed in the bedroom, thinking about Su's mother's words during dinner.Suddenly, he felt his legs sink, looked down, and saw Su Cheng lying on his lap after taking a shower.

Su Cheng: "What did you tell my mother before?"

Tang Rong looked down at Su Cheng: "Don't say anything, just chat casually."

Su Cheng pouted slightly, turned over and lay on the side.Tang Rong hugged Su Cheng, leaned on the back of Su Cheng's neck, and exhaled lightly.Tang Rong sometimes wonders, how much does he like Su Cheng?How much does Su Cheng like herself?Although he really didn't want to say that, Tang Rong felt that Su Cheng's love for him was far greater than his love for him.

After all, the Tang Rong who loved him more than anything else, and who was more than himself, was long gone.

Tang Rong also wants to love him equally, but I'm afraid that if he gets more from his side, the current Su Cheng will love him ten times more crazily.This kind of helpless gap may be the real punishment for the cruel Su Cheng in the past, and Su Cheng will spend his whole life to pay it back—but, let him go, Tang Rong has already seen it.

Smelling the shower gel on Su Cheng, Tang Rong buried his head in his collar, and opened his mouth to gently leave a tooth mark on Su Cheng's skin.

Su Cheng: "...my mother is next door."

"I know, I don't do anything."

Tang Rong didn't lie either, he just wanted to hug Su Cheng quietly tonight and sleep with him in his arms.

On the New Year's Day holiday, Li Xianze worked overtime. He didn't want to pile up work until after the holiday.Xiao Rui naturally stayed with him, his family lived nearby, and it only took [-] minutes to go back.

Li Xianze's work came to an end. He looked at the time and found that it was nearly eight o'clock, so he said to Xiao Rui who was in the office next door: "Xiao Rui, you go back first."

"It's okay, I can stay and help you."

"I'll do the rest alone."

"Manager, isn't the assistant just useful at this time?"

Li Xianze laughed dumbfounded, and let him go.

When it was almost nine o'clock, Li Xianze's work was finally finished.He walked to Xiao Rui's office, looked at Xiao Rui who was drowsy on the desk, knocked on the door with a smile, Xiao Rui woke up suddenly, looked up at Li Xianze's smiling face: "I'll treat you to supper. "

On the way to the snack street, Li Xianze asked, "What are the arrangements for New Year's Day?"

"Nothing planned, just sleep at home."

"Your house is not far from here, is it?"

"Well, less than an hour back and forth."

"Then I'll take you back later."

Xiao Rui looked at Li Xianze's side face: "Um... okay, thank you manager."

"You don't have to call me that in private."

"Then what should my name be? You are older than me, so it's not good to just call me by my first name..." Xiao Rui touched his head, "How about...Brother Xianze?"

"...you should call the manager."

Xiao Rui laughed twice, and after a hearty smile, his expression became a little lonely again. After a while, he asked, "Manager, do you like Manager Su?"

Li Xianze was silent for a moment, sighed slightly, and said with a wry smile: "Is it obvious?"

"Obviously, as long as Manager Su is around, you will keep looking at him." Xiao Rui said, "Why don't you try to chase him?"

"Followed."

Xiao Rui was surprised and said, "Is Manager Su straight?"

"That's not true." Li Xianze said, "It's just that there are people around him who are more suitable for him than me."

Xiao Rui was very surprised. He thought that Manager Su, who looked like the flower of Gaoling, was either straight or someone who couldn't be pursued. Unexpectedly, he already had a home.

The love that cannot be obtained is indeed a painful thing, and it is probably unintentional to watch silently and watch from afar.In such a state of mind, I am afraid that the attention from others will be ignored.Just like Li Xianze may never have noticed, when he was looking at Su Cheng, Xiao Rui was also looking at him.

To be honest, Xiao Rui didn't know whether he should convey this feeling.

After supper, Li Xianze sent Xiao Rui home.The car was parked downstairs, but Xiao Rui sat still for a long time. After a long while, he suddenly turned around, knelt down gently on the seat, and hugged Li Xianze's shoulder.Xiao Rui's arms hesitated uncertainly, but in the end he hugged him tightly.

Xiao Rui looked up: "Manager, you should also pay more attention to the people around you."

Li Xianze: "..."

Xiao Rui smiled and said, "Good night, manager."

After speaking, he opened the car door and left.

When Xiao Rui entered the house, he rubbed his hair desperately. My God, he hugged him directly and said that. Isn't that a disguised confession?Xiao Rui was distressed for a while, and then he was relieved - it doesn't matter, anyway, one day Li Xianze will see it too.

Thinking of the hug with Li Xianze just now, Xiao Rui was still blushing a little.

It was obvious that he had a room with Li Xianze that night, but at this time, he became innocent.

However, as long as Li Xianze can't forget Manager Su for a day, Xiao Rui can't take a new step, and he doesn't want to take a new step. He can't wrong himself for things like feelings. No matter how much he likes Li Xianze, he won't Maybe when Li Xianze had other people in his heart, he used his own feelings to bombard him indiscriminately.

At this moment, Xiao Rui's pocket vibrated suddenly.He took out his mobile phone and found that he had received a new message.

Li Xianze: "Good night, see you after the holiday."

Xiao Rui's breathing stagnated for a few seconds, and finally he let out a long breath while holding the phone, his face was slightly hot, no matter whether it was intentional or not, he was actually teased by Li Xianze's short words without knowing what they implied.

Looking at the phone, Xiao Rui couldn't help saving the message. Anyway, there is still a lot of time in the future. No matter whether Li Xianze can forget Su Cheng, or whether he can be with Li Xianze, it will be left to the future time.

On the second day of the holiday, Tang Rong woke up from the hotel bed. He turned his head to look at Su Cheng who was still sleeping soundly. His heart moved, and he slowly leaned down and kissed him gently on the lips.However, when Tang Rong raised his head, he found that Su Cheng was looking at him with his eyes open.

The act of stealing a kiss was discovered, Tang Rong was a little embarrassed, and said with a smile: "Have you been discovered?"

Su Cheng licked his lips, leaned on the pillow and looked at him lightly: "Do you think I won't find out?"

"That might not be the case."

Seeing Tang Rong's mysterious smile, Su Cheng asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing."

Tang Rong got out of bed and stretched.

Tang Rong didn't tell him that Tang Rong left in a hurry the next morning after they met for the first time in two years, when Su Cheng stayed in Tang Rong's room at the hotel.At that time, when Tang Rong was about to leave, she turned her head and saw Su Cheng's peaceful sleeping face, as if her heart was suddenly pulled by some memory, she walked back and kissed Su Cheng gently.

In fact, at the moment of that kiss, Tang Rong had already made a decision that maybe they would not meet again in the future.That kiss was a bit nostalgic, but also a bit bitter.

Thinking back now, maybe he wanted him to come back to him since then, and sure enough, no one could resist his sincerity.

The current Su Cheng is so heartbreaking and loving. Although Tang Rong tried his best to prevent him from becoming what he was before, who can say for sure what will happen in the future?Maybe Su Cheng will become better and better, knowing how to position himself better; maybe Su Cheng will become more and more weak.

But no matter whether the result is good or bad, Tang Rong is ready to accept it, and he will bear it with Su Cheng.

Su Cheng's arrogance was changed by him. He believed that even if Su Cheng became weak, he could change him again, and change him countless times. Emotions are a process of mutual change.

Thinking of this, Tang Rong raised the corners of her mouth and showed a relieved smile.

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