Weak

Su Cheng has already imagined countless times in his mind what Tang Rong would say when he saw him again, maybe he would not say anything, showing disgust in his eyes; maybe he pretended not to know him and just walked by; His words hurt him—

Why is he so calm?

Su Cheng wanted to rush up and question him loudly, asking him what he really was in his heart, and he also wanted to hug him tightly and cry loudly, venting the pain he had suffered in the past two years.But in fact, Su Cheng just stood quietly, like an empty shell that lost its soul.

Su Cheng couldn't say a word, and Tang Rong locked everything he wanted to say that night.Just hearing Tang Rong's voice, Su Cheng's eyes began to sore, and his body's unsatisfactory reaction made Su Cheng feel ashamed.

Tang Rong: "Long time no see."

Su Cheng's hands trembled slightly, could he be the only one feeling the torment?

Su Cheng hoped that Tang Rong would stop talking, the more he heard his voice, the more obvious the impulse in his heart became, that devil-like emotion was urging him to abandon everything and pursue his instinct.

At this moment, Su Cheng's mobile phone by the sink rang, which suddenly dispersed more and more thoughts in Su Cheng's mind. The caller was Li Xianze.

Tang Rong lowered his head and glanced at Su Cheng's cell phone, who was indifferent and let the cell phone keep ringing.Finally, Su Cheng stretched out his hand and hung up the phone.

Not long after, Li Xianze called again, but Su Cheng still chose to hang up.Tang Rong watched him do all this in silence, with some complicated emotions flashing in his eyes.

Tang Rong: "Why don't you answer?"

Su Cheng didn't know what it had to do with Tang Rong whether he answered the call or not, would he still care?

Seeing that Su Cheng remained silent, Tang Rong stopped asking, but simply said "I'll go first", then turned and left.Two years later, what Tang Rong left him was still a back view, and Su Cheng's fists were slowly clenched.

Su Cheng: "Why are you still talking to me?"

Hearing Su Cheng's cold words, Tang Rong stopped: "Can't you just talk?"

Su Cheng: "You can pretend you didn't see me, anyway, it's my fault."

Tang Rong: "..."

"Do you think I can talk to you normally? Talk about the weather today?" Su Cheng raised his head and stared at him closely, "I can't do it."

No one knows how much effort Su Cheng took to suppress the impulse in his heart. He still loves the person in front of him deeply. Even if he is rejected a thousand times or ten thousand times, Su Cheng may still be stubborn. He really wants to hug him. He re-experienced the only temperature that can make his heart blaze.

Su Cheng said in a deep voice, "Why don't you leave?"

Tang Rong looked back at Su Cheng, and the eyes of the two completely met for the first time in two years.Su Cheng was stunned for a moment, because Tang Rong's eyes were not as calm as he imagined, so easy to handle——

Instead, he felt a little lonely.

But that feeling of loneliness disappeared almost instantly, so that Su Cheng thought he was wrong.

But Su Cheng is such a sensitive and careful person, let alone the other party is Tang Rong, it is impossible for him to miss any of his mood swings.

Something in Su Cheng's heart broke through the barrier of the high wall and began to spread wantonly.It is said that impulsiveness is a devil that will bring bad results, but Su Cheng couldn't help but taste the taste of this bad result.

Tang Rong: "Goodbye."

Tang Rong dragged his suitcase and left, while Su Cheng stood behind him, watching him go without moving, his face was silent, and complex and entangled emotions were condensed in his eyes.

After Tang Rong went out, he found that it was raining outside. The gray and humid weather made him feel very depressed, and it always reminded people of that night two years ago.

Tang Rong's car was parked at the airport, he sat in it, and took a deep breath.

During the period after the separation, Tang Rong was very depressed. He knew that his choice was right, but he was in so much pain.

What Su Cheng has done has been Tang Rong's shadow for a long time, and he would often wake up in a dream, sweating profusely.He desperately buried himself in his work. Over time, his memory gradually faded, but the wound would not disappear.

He didn't know what happened to Su Cheng later, but he must have suffered greater pain than himself.

During the past two years, Tang Rong didn't know who stayed by Su Cheng's side, or maybe he was alone.The person who kept calling Su Cheng in the bathroom just now should be his lover, right?

Tang Rong was in a daze, recalling everything they had just met.He found that Su Cheng had lost weight, his mental condition was not good, his complexion was bad, and he had dark circles under his eyes.If that person was really Su Cheng's lover, how could Su Cheng be allowed to become like this?

How could a person he once cherished so much not receive the love he deserved from others?

Tang Rong couldn't forgive Su Cheng's mistakes, but he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart right now, whether it was disappointment or sadness, or something else.He even wanted to ask Su Cheng how he was doing recently, why he looked so tired——

But just like what Su Cheng said, he no longer has any reason to ask these words, this should be what Su Cheng's current lover, whom he has never met, should do.

Tang Rong hoped that Su Cheng could treat herself better, and that the other person could treat him better too.

But these words, he can only say in his heart.

Su Cheng walked to the airport hall, Li Xianze called again, he picked up, the other party's tone was very worried: "Why did you hang up on me twice?"

Su Cheng looked at the gloomy and rainy sky outside: "Is there something wrong?"

"It's raining outside, let me take you to the hotel."

"No, I'll take a taxi myself."

"I'm already on my way."

Su Cheng was silent for a while, and with the once dull thunder in the sky, he whispered: "Don't do this for me again, I will never forget him..." He paused, as if he knew it was hurtful People, but he also had to say: "I don't like you either."

There was no talking for a long time, only the sound of driving could be heard. After a while, Li Xianze said, "I know."

"so……"

"But as I said last time, there is no point in doing this except to hurt yourself."

The fact of liking Tang Rong is meaningful in itself, he has occupied his heart for six years, how could he be replaced by anyone else?

Su Cheng: "I just want to make things clear to you. Li Xianze, you helped me a lot in the beginning, and I am very grateful to you, but I hope this is the end and you don't want to meddle in my business anymore."

Li Xianze: "You can't forget him, so do you think I can give up on you?"

Su Cheng: "You go back, I won't get in your car."

Li Xianze was silent for a long time, and finally sighed: "Okay, then be careful by yourself, at least give me a message when you arrive at the hotel."

After hanging up the phone, Su Cheng was not in a hurry to go back, but sat on the lounge chair in the arrival hall, waiting for the rain to stop.The rain did not tend to decrease, and Su Cheng had been waiting quietly, thinking all the time in his mind.

Su Cheng was surprisingly calm. He felt that his thinking seemed to be much clearer. The meeting with Tang Rong suddenly made him see many things that he could not see clearly in the past two years alone.

Moreover, the look in Tang Rong's eyes just before he left made Su Cheng feel that he didn't care about him.

After sitting in the lobby for more than an hour, Su Cheng found the business card from his wallet that had been kept for a long time.The corners of the business card had some traces of being folded by other things in the wallet, but the business card was always clean, and the simple design seemed to show the temperament of the owner of the business card.

Su Cheng looked at the number above, took out his mobile phone, and entered it slowly, but his thumb stopped on the dial key.

Su Cheng hesitated, without making a decision for a long time, fingers lightly fiddled with the rounded corners of the business card.He wanted to check the time, and his eyes fell on his watch.

Su Cheng kept it very well, the watch was the same as before, and after changing the strap, it looked brand new again.Su Cheng looked at the silently moving pointer on the dial, and suddenly felt that maybe he should make some changes.

There is no doubt that Su Cheng still likes Tang Rong, but he has also done so many wrong things, and these wrong things made him suffer a lot in the past two years.

Su Cheng didn't expect Tang Rong to forgive him, the mistakes he made were truly unforgivable, but even so he hoped to make up for it with his most precious thing - that is time.

Su Cheng picked up the phone again, this time, he dialed the number directly.

After the phone rang a few times, Tang Rong answered, "Hi, hello."

Hearing Tang Rong's slightly shifted voice from the phone, Su Cheng's nose was a little sour, and he could only remain silent for a while, not knowing what to say.

"Hello? Can you hear me?"

Su Cheng knew that Tang Rong might die if he didn't speak again, so he took a deep breath: "It's me."

Tang Rong's voice disappeared for a while: "...Su Cheng?"

Su Cheng: "Where are you now?"

"How do you know my number?"

"Where are you?"

"Why are you asking this?"

"I have something to say."

"Why didn't you say it just now...and can't you say it on the phone?"

"No."

Tang Rong said in a deep voice, "What exactly do you want to do?"

Su Cheng paused, and finally said the words that he kept in his heart: "I want to see you."

"..."

Su Cheng's throat was sore, he couldn't imagine Tang Rong's expression: "Let me see you, Tang Rong."

Tang Rong was silent for a long time, then hung up the phone.Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Su Cheng just held up the phone, his fingers trembling slightly, his lips were tightly pursed, and his eyes turned red.

However, Su Cheng's cell phone vibrated suddenly, and he looked down, and there was a text message on the screen, which was sent by Tang Rong.The content is the address of a hotel and the room number.

Su Cheng was taken aback, immediately pulled up the suitcase, and left the hall as if running.Su Cheng hailed a taxi, took it, and went directly to the hotel Tang Rong mentioned.

When Su Cheng came to Tang Rong's room, he felt a little nervous about knocking on the door, so he stood outside the door for a long time.Unexpectedly, the door opened by itself, and Tang Rong stood inside with arms folded, staring at him suspiciously.

Tang Rong said in a deep voice, "Come in?"

Su Cheng walked in and closed the door.Tang Rong lived in a single room, and there were not many traces of tampering in the room.Su Cheng just got caught in the rain, his coat was wet, and some water dripped on the floor.

Tang Rong frowned and looked at the water on his coat, and said straight to the point: "What's the matter with you?"

Su Cheng didn't answer, but loosened his neckline. He was very nervous all the way. It was raining heavily and the air was cool, but Su Cheng felt very hot.

Su Cheng took off his wet coat, Tang Rong's eyes accidentally landed on Su Cheng's exposed wrist, the familiar watch came into view, and he froze.

Su Cheng also noticed that Tang Rong saw it, retracted his wrist, and lowered his sleeve to cover it.

Tang Rong stared at him, as if she wanted to see through him: "...What does that mean?"

Su Cheng turned around and walked in front of Tang Rong, stretched out his hand to grab Tang Rong's neat collar, approached him under Tang Rong's astonished eyes, and said in a low voice, "Because I can't forget you."

Su Cheng no longer resisted the devilish impulse in his heart, and kissed Tang Rong's lips heavily.

At that moment, Tang Rong realized that he might have been wrong to tell Su Cheng the address in a soft heart, a big mistake.He should have expected that with Su Cheng's crazy personality, he would not let him go easily, but he still softened his heart.

Tang Rong was pushed onto the closet by Su Cheng, Su Cheng hugged him tightly, his lips rolled out his own track on his lips, and his tongue eagerly rushed in, stirring up moist saliva and passion that had been silent for many years.

Su Cheng's kiss was hot enough to burn Tang Rong, this kiss contained all his pain and loneliness in the past two years.Just touching Tang Rong's lips and teeth again, Su Cheng already felt that his body was about to melt, and the long-lost familiar feeling made him so excited that his chest almost ached.

Tang Rong took a lot of effort to push Su Cheng away, he stared at him, his lips turned red from Su Cheng's sucking.

Tang Rong blamed himself and felt annoyed, that he was so careless, that he would feel that Su Cheng's kiss was so hot and seductive, so exciting that he couldn't control it at all.

Tang Rong held back for a long time: "...crazy."

Su Cheng licked his lips in aftertaste, with a crazy blush on his face.

Tang Rong's heart skipped a beat, he let out a breath slowly, and said in a deep voice, "I shouldn't have let you come, you should go back quickly, your boyfriend found out, it's hard for you to explain."

Su Cheng: "He's not my boyfriend."

Tang Rong: "...Then you shouldn't stay here either."

Su Cheng didn't care about Tang Rong's words, he walked to the bed, lay down a little tired, buried his face in the pillow, and let out a long breath.

The exhaustion of the past two days surged up, making his head dizzy.Moreover, he felt very safe by Tang Rong's side.

Tang Rong: "Why are you lying down?"

Su Cheng: "I'm so sleepy."

Tang Rong frowned and stared at him for a long time, finally sighed helplessly, and sat on the sofa beside the bed.

Tang Rong: "Are you tired from work?"

"Hmm..." Su Cheng murmured dreamily, "You didn't say goodbye to me...you just said...give each other some time..."

It seemed that Su Cheng was indeed tired, and not long after, he fell asleep, lying on Tang Rong's bed, exhaling lightly.

Tang Rong didn't know when was the last time he looked at Su Cheng's sleeping face.

Tang Rong never imagined that he would have such an opportunity. He thought that everything would end on that rainy night two years ago.But thinking about it now, he really only said goodbye at that time——

Why didn't he say goodbye?

Perhaps only Tang Rong knew the reason.

Tang Rong stood up, picked up Su Cheng's coat that was casually put aside, and was going to help him hang it up, but found that this coat turned out to be the brand he had always liked.

Tang Rong looked back at Su Cheng, who was deeply asleep, and felt as if a needle had been pricked in his heart, which could not be relieved for a long time.

Su Cheng hasn't had such a good sleep for a long time, he woke up naturally the next morning, and saw the quiet hotel room.

Someone seemed to have drawn the curtains halfway to prevent him from being woken up by the bright sunlight, revealing just the soft morning light suitable for sleep.

Su Cheng sat up, staring blankly at the quilt on his body and the coat hanging on the coat rack.

Tang Rong...?

Su Cheng searched for Tang Rong's shadow everywhere, but only saw a string of handwriting written on the notepad on the bedside table:

"I'm leaving in a hurry, please check out, thank you, goodbye."

Su Cheng held the note, feeling empty in his heart, feeling very uncomfortable.However, as he said before, no matter how Tang Rong avoided him, he couldn't ignore his true thoughts.

Su Cheng went into the bathroom to wash up, and suddenly found a pair of black suit pants on the towel rack beside him.Perhaps Tang Rong was really in a hurry and left behind the clothes she changed yesterday.

Su Cheng reached out to take it off, spread it out and shook, something fell out of his trouser pocket.Su Cheng picked it up and saw that it was a bank card.