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The rain in summer is rapid and violent.Like pouring, desperately pouring on the ground.With a little force in the cold, it hit Recognized, it was cold and painful.The coolness and pain penetrated through the clothes, penetrated into the skin, penetrated into the blood, and took root in the heart.

Han Luo looked at the blurred tombstone in the heavy rain, and the black and white photos that had lost their original color under the washing of the rain, and felt a cold pain in his heart.

"I've been thinking, if there hadn't been that car accident back then, would you two brothers have been together forever..." Han Luo stood in the pouring rain and muttered to himself.

"But every time I watch him break his heart because of the loss of you, I feel that, in fact, you have always been together."

"He is more decisive than before, with less sunshine and more gloom. In his eyes, his name and you are his whole world."

"I have always known that he loves you, but until yesterday, I didn't know how deep his love for you is. His love for you drowned himself, so that he could no longer see himself."

"Although it is said that the living will never be able to compete with the dead, but no matter whether it is dead or alive, I cannot compete."

Haiqi stood in the distance, looking at Han Luo who was exposed to the rainstorm without any shelter, feeling like a stabbing pain in her heart.

He knew where Han Luo went after sending him home from the hospital, and he also knew that he probably knew something now.

However, as long as he didn't ask himself to leave, he wouldn't leave.

Even if he spoke, he would not leave.At least, not now.

Didn't Li Suming tell him clearly who Liao Xiaofan is now?Therefore, I still have the opportunity to continue to be with him.

Haiqi sneered inwardly, it was all fake anyway, if you give it a go, everyone will have a chance.

Han Luo stood in the rain for a long, long time, and Haiqi almost thought that Chairman Han Luo was in front of the tombstone, and Han Luo turned around to leave.

Haiqi walked to Han Luo's side in time and put her umbrella on Han Luo's head.

Han Luo looked at Haiqi, reached out and pushed the umbrella back to Haiqi, and walked out of the cemetery without saying a word.

"Han Luo, is this what you mean by taking good care of him?" Bi Luo looked at Han Luo who was wet at the door and Hai Qi beside him whose hair was all wet and her clothes were half wet.

Han Luo didn't speak, but looked at Bi Luo with cold eyes, and motioned him to move away from the door.

Bi Luo hurriedly gave way, and Han Luo dragged Haiqi to the bathroom.

Han Luo left Haiqi in the bathroom, couldn't turn around, and walked out of the bathroom.

"Han Luo..." Han Luo was suddenly embraced by Haiqi from behind, "Don't leave me alone, okay?"

Han Luo looked at the hands around his waist that were almost slender than girls' hands, his eyes flashed, "Take a hot bath first, don't catch a cold."

Haiqi felt that Han Luo's warm hand ruthlessly and firmly took her hand away from his waist.

"Han Luo..." Haiqi increased her strength a bit, "Han Luo..."

"Han Luo!" Haiqi's voice was full of tears, and her hands came down from Han Luo's waist.

"Maybe there are some things that should be made clear earlier." Han Luo said coldly to Hai Qi in a voice that only two people could hear, "Take a shower first, come out and we can talk slowly."

Han Luo walked out of the bathroom without looking back.

After half of them disappeared, Haiqi walked towards the door of the bathroom anxiously. When he walked to the mirror, he couldn't help but glance at the mirror.

How many days and nights, how long have I dared not look in the mirror.The face in the mirror was pale and delicate, but it was not my own!

In the past, how much the former self liked his own face. Han Luo also said that he liked his own face, he liked it!

But now, now, this is not my face at all, and it is not the face that Han Luo likes, no!

Han Luo...

Haiqi wiped off the two lines of tears on her face, and walked towards Han Luo who was waiting for her sentence in the living room.

"Qiqi, why have you been taking so long?" As soon as Haiqi opened the door, Bi Luo came forward, "Hurry up, drink this bowl of ginger soup, don't catch a cold."

"I don't want to drink..." Haiqi replied in a low voice with a hoarse voice.

"Don't be stubborn, you just came out of the hospital, don't be willful." Bi Luo insisted on handing the ginger soup in his hand to Haiqi.

She couldn't be more stubborn than Bi Luo, but Hai Qi ended up drinking the warm ginger soup in Bi Luo's hands in one gulp.

The spiciness of ginger, which can't be concealed by double the sugar, spreads in the mouth, passes through the esophagus, and penetrates the intestines and bones.

Just like Haiqi's love for Han Luo.

Haiqi returned the bowl to Bi Luo, and her eyes fell on Han Luo who had changed clothes and was sitting quietly on the sofa.

He was wearing clothes that Haiqi specially prepared for Han Luo before. At that time, he really thought that Han Luo would live with him.

He has never worn those clothes, and finally wore them today, unexpectedly, at such a time...

This kind of time, when I am about to have no reason to rely on him honestly...

"Han Luo..."

Haiqi looked at Han Luo, and called softly. After drawing Han Luo's attention, Haiqi turned and walked towards her room.

There are some things that he doesn't want Bi Luo to know, after all, Bi Luo has been really kind to him all along.

Haiqi went back to the room, and Han Luo followed in, and closed the door behind her.

"Are you here to break up with me?" Haiqi spoke first.

Even in a downturn, we must take the initiative.

"Actually, it's not really a breakup." Han Luo sat down on the chair in front of the computer desk.Now he is really tired, as if he is about to lose the strength to stand up and speak.

"I know, you don't love me anymore. You love now... Liao Xiaofan, but I still love you, as always..." Maybe, I love you even more than before...

"Our love has long since ceased to exist. If you continue to entangle, it will delay you."

No matter who the person in front of him was, Han Luo didn't want him to spend his whole life in the same endless waiting like himself.

The hopelessness and darkness of the invisible end can be endured by yourself.

"The meaning of my existence is to love you. If I don't love you, what's the point of my life?" Haiqi's voice was hoarse, but it gave people a heart-piercing pain and sorrow.

"Bi Luo is more suitable for you than I am. He loves you more." Han Luo looked at Hai Qi, who was streaming down his face, his heart throbbed with pain, and his eyes felt a little bit more unbearable.

"Han Luo, if it's just to be with someone who loves me, why did I become like this?" Haiqi walked up to Han Luo, took Han Luo's hand and covered her face, "This Is it my face? Is this the face you know and like?"

Han Luo's hands were wet, it was his tears, the pain he gave him...

"Abandoning everything I had before, throwing away the good things I once had, and going towards strangeness and uncertainty, in order to be able to love you and continue to be with you!"

"Okay, now, my memories are gone, my identity is gone, and even my own face is gone, do you want me to give up the one I love together!"

"Han Luo, you are so cruel..."

"Hai Qi..." Han Luo hugged the weeping woman in front of him, "You deserve a better future, really."

"I can't give you the memory you want, I can't give you the tenderness you expect, and I can't give you the love you dream of. But Bi Luo can, he can give you a brand new life, real life, complete love..."

Tears welled up in the corners of Han Luo's eyes. The person in his arms was not the one he loved now, or maybe not the one he had loved before, but he, like that person, loved him deeply.

He is braver and stronger than that person, if that person can try to get closer to him like him, how great it would be...

People, as long as your heart is not on you, no matter how much you do, no matter how much you try to keep her, it will be in vain.

At this time, only by letting go can you give yourself a new life, embrace hope, and embrace the future.

But obviously, whether it is Haiqi, Han Luo, Liao Xiaofan, or Li Suming and Han Che, they don't know how to let go, and they don't know how to embrace new hope.

For them, life depends on this love.Love is gone, what's the use of dying...

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There is something wrong with my network here, and it is only updated now, and there may be a lot of typos, babies, let’s make do with it first, and I will come to another chapter in the afternoon or evening.