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Missing is a kind of disease, especially the missing that is obviously in love but cannot be together, it is even more heartbreaking, and the pain is even more piercing!

Han Luo let out a deep breath, forcing down the lingering faces and figures in his mind.

"If you miss him, you can go to him." Hai Qi leaned on the hospital bed, his face was very pale, so white that it almost merged with the wall.

Han Luo wondered if Haiqi would not even have the strength to sit up without the support of the bed.

However, Han Luo didn't understand that what he was facing was obviously Hai Qi, but the picture of Liao Xiaofan lying on the hospital bed without a sound appeared in his mind, as well as his pair of cold eyes.

"What do you want to eat for lunch today? Let Bi Luo accompany you later, and I'll make it for you when I go back." Han Luo looked at Hai Qi with a smile, and unconsciously, the person in front of him overlapped with Liao Xiaofan.

"Let Bi Luo take it back outside." Haiqi shrank back under the quilt.

"Han Luo, are we really unable to go back?" Haiqi's voice was ethereal, as if it would disappear in the next second.

Han Luo looked at Haiqi, opened his mouth, but didn't know how to answer.

"Many times, I tell myself that you are my doom and the root of all my disasters. It may be a blessing to be able to stay away from you." Haiqi looked at Han Luo with panic out of focus...

"However, no matter how I hypnotize or force myself, I just can't bear to leave you. No matter what kind of disaster you have suffered, I still don't want to leave you. Even though, I know, you don't love me anymore."

"I can't help it, I really love you." Haiqi had tears in her eyes, and she looked at Han Luo with grievances, unwillingness, and sadness in her eyes that glistened with tears.

"A lot of times, I'm thinking, if, if you didn't come to me...but then, how could I get along with you again? How could I love you again! So, I'm glad you found me..."

"Hai Qi..." Han Luo whispered distressedly to the man in front of him who was overwhelmed by grief and helplessness.

What a proud person his Hai Qi used to be, proud, as bright as the sun in the sky.

Now, because of himself, he has thrown away his pride and the dazzling brilliance, surrounded by sadness and helplessness, becoming bleak and sad.

"Can we start over?"

This is Haiqi's prayer, and also, his persuasion.

"I once loved you with all my heart..."

"But, that was just once, wasn't it?"

"Yes!" Han Luo obviously felt that Haiqi's face turned pale again, "So, I can't make any promises to you..."

Han Luo knew that his words were hurtful, but he should not stop being disturbed by them.He had already ruined himself and Liao Xiaofan, and he didn't want to miss Haiqi again.

Hai Qi is no longer Liao Xiaofan, he deserves a new life.

"Heh..." Haiqi laughed at herself.

He, Han Luo, has always had such a temper, so affectionate to the point of fickleness!There will always be only one person in my heart...

"Then what about me..." With such an unrecognizable me, what should I do...

"Han Luo, I won't let go!" Haiqi looked at Han Luo and said seriously and firmly, "You owe me this!"

Han Luo looked at the stubborn and domineering person in front of him, and felt a little bit of emotion in his heart. This is the real Liao Xiaofan, and he will never let go of what his own people believe in!

Even if it is wrong, he will go on.

Just like before, he was determined to always guard Liao Xiaoyi's side.

Even though he knew that it was against human relations for brothers and sisters to be together, he would rather not be by himself than to be by Liao Xiaoyi's side.

For a long time, the root cause of their quarrels was Liao Xiaoyi, even the reason for the last breakup was because of Liao Xiaoyi...

When Haiqi came back, Han Luo was afraid that Haiqi would lose control of her emotions when she thought of Liao Xiaoyi, just like that person, but later, Han Luo discovered that Liao Xiaoyi was just a cinnabar mole in that heart, not Haiqi's.

Now, he, Han Luo, is the cinnabar mole in Haiqi's heart!

Heh, should I be thankful, or should I...

Han Luo's eyes flickered, and he suppressed the flashing thoughts in his heart.

Han Luo walked to the window, stood silently, and looked at the sky quietly.

Haiqi sat on the hospital bed without speaking, quietly looking at the silent man standing by the window.

That man who he loves so much, but also hates so much...

After a week of hospitalization, Haiqi was discharged from the hospital accompanied by Han Luo and Bi Luo.

His illness was not serious, and he wanted to be discharged from the hospital on the third day after admission.But I overheard the nurse's discussion about Han Luo's deep affection, about Han Luo taking care of Liao Xiaofan without sleep.

He is unwilling, he is jealous, and he is also afraid!

Therefore, he stayed in the hospital for a week, and he really felt sorry for Han Luo, so he proposed to be discharged from the hospital.

In the end, he still had to compromise.I have to admit defeat to Han Luo, who made him love him for a long, long time.

When she was discharged from the hospital, Haiqi saw Liao Xiaofan and the long-haired man who always protected Liao Xiaofan.

But Han Luo didn't see it, because at that time, he only had eyes for his weak self.

Haiqi wanted to laugh, but her heart was too bitter to laugh.

In the end, my heart was filled with jealousy.

It's all that face's fault!

If it wasn't for that face, why would I have fallen into such a situation!

If possible, he would also like to have that face, the face that Han Luo's soul lingers in his dreams, but he didn't...

He has nothing, only the so-called responsibility that Han Luo bestowed on him...

"What's the matter, I keep turning my head." Li Suming looked at Liao Xiaofan who was turning back every step, and asked worriedly.

"I always feel that there is a bunch of hot eyes staring at me." Liao Xiaofan said thoughtfully.But the eyes kept looking at Li Suming.

"Maybe it's because I'm so handsome, you're jealous when you stand with me, hahaha!" Li Suming smiled triumphantly.

Liao Xiaofan threw him a contemptuous look with strong disgust, then held his head high, walked arrogantly from Li Suming to the front of Li Suming, and ignored him.

When Liao Xiaofan turned his back to Li Suming, Li Suming put away the unruly expression on his face, and looked deeply at the exit of the payment hall.

Today is the day to accompany Liao Xiaofan for a routine hearing review. Although he knew that the result would still be the same as before, Liao Xiaofan still came down to the hospital accompanied by Li Suming.

Before coming, he had tried his best to avoid meeting those two people, but he still met them.

Li Suming knew that although Liao Xiaofan didn't say anything, he still loved Han Luo deeply in his heart.

He gave Han Luo the house where the two lived together, because he was afraid that if he stayed in that house alone, he would think of Han Luo all the time, that he would unconsciously wait for Han Luo to appear, and that Han Luo would always be there. None!

That day in the cave, they all ignored the fact that Ermao might be nearby, but Li Suming knew that from the very beginning, Liao Xiaofan had been wary of Ermao who they hadn't seen.

Therefore, when Ermao appeared, only Liao Xiaofan noticed.

When he pushed away Han Luo and Haiqi, who might be the targets of Ermao's attack, he didn't know that he had a deep relationship with Ermao Ermao, and even he and Haitian forgot that the most rare thing about Ermao Ermao was his thing.

But he still pushed Han Luo away without hesitation, and walked towards Ermao...

These are all marks of his love for Han Luo.

Although Liao Xiaofan didn't say anything, but Li Suming understood, because he understood, he couldn't let Liao Xiaofan see the picture of another man with his heart and eyes full of the man he loves.

That kind of pain was too deep, so deep that he couldn't bear to let Liao Xiaofan bear that pain.

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