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Li Feimin didn't sleep well the night before. He was a little dizzy at first. In addition, he squatted in the damp bathroom in the middle of the night and brushed his shoes for a long time. He was completely frozen and had a low-grade fever.

Lu brought a handful of glutinous rice porridge to his bedside table, and he ate less than half of the bowl by himself listlessly. He really lost his appetite.

"It's fine if you can't eat, call me when you're hungry, and I'll warm it up for you." Lu Yi took out two pieces of paper and wiped Li Feimin's mouth.

Li Feimin thought for a while, and said hoarsely: "If you use a beauty trick, I am willing to eat more."

"I don't want to." Lu Yi roughly pulled the quilt up to Li Feimin's chin, wishing to nail the surroundings to the edge of the bed to prevent air leakage.

"You don't try to persuade me, look at how much I've lost weight as a sick person." Sad eyes stuck to Lu Yi's body.

"You just had a fever this morning, and you lost weight. I think your face is still a little swollen after drinking two cups of hot water."

"Why don't you count that I had a nosebleed yesterday, after I had a nosebleed, I felt a lot lighter."

"Does your nosebleed flow by weight?" Lu Yi squeezed a hot towel and wiped Li Feimin's hands.

Li Feimin's complexion was not very good, he was lying on the bed, still laughing in a low voice, but his nose was blocked, and his laugh was like the bellows of an old-fashioned stove, whirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

"Can't you take a good rest?" Lu Yi sighed, "I'm in a hurry to find love, shake M?"

"I want to talk to you, but you still think I'm annoying." Li Feimin closed his eyes, and murmured, "Bring me that big pillow."

Last night, in order to make room, a large fluffy pillow on the small single bed was placed on the desk.

Lu Yi thought that Li Feimin liked to hug a plush pillow when sleeping, and when he handed it over, he teased, "Why are you like a little girl?"

Li Feimin rubbed his face on the pillow, and said in a low voice: "You ignore me, of course I can only hold it. Don't you think it looks like you?"

Lu looked at it carefully and asked, "How does this round furball look like me?"

"It's as cute as you."

Lu Yi sighed and said, "You are so virtuous, can you stop flirting?"

Li Feimin nodded very obediently, and said, "I'll say the last sentence, I just thought of it just now. It's really not natural to flirt just now. It's as furry as you."

Lu Yi looked down at his phone, but didn't answer.

Li Feimin's hoarse voice came: "Quickly ask me where are you hairy?"

Lu Yi asked, "Oh, then where is my fur?"

Li Feimin suddenly smiled wretchedly, and looked at Lu Yi below the belly button and above the thigh: "Where do you say you are hairy? Do you want me to show you my fingers?"

When Lu Yi came to his senses, he laughed angrily and said, "Be quiet! I'm afraid you won't die of illness, so I will beat you to death first."

Li Feimin felt much better after lying under the quilt for another afternoon, sweating profusely.Although the stuffy nose didn't get better, at least it didn't burn.Dressed tightly, he walked into the kitchen and saw Lu Yi cutting ginger.

"Your knife skills are terrible." Li Feimin found a mask and covered his mouth and nose, "The thickness is not even."

"Either you come?" Lu Yi said speechlessly.

"Why do you have the nerve to let me come? I'm a patient." Li Feimin walked over to the sofa and sat down, and said in a soft voice, "The patient wants to watch TV, come and tune the channel for me."

"Where are your own hands?"

"I don't have the strength." Li Feimin seemed to be struggling to raise his arm, with his fingers hanging down.

Lu Yiyi put down the kitchen knife, walked over, tuned the TV station around, stopped at the movie channel, and said, "If you don't like watching it, tune it yourself." He threw the ginger into the boiling water and boiled it, choking him so much that he wanted to cry, and heard The annoying spirit beckoned in the living room.

"I sweated a lot in the afternoon and wanted to take a shower."

"After drinking the ginger soup and sweating, save a piece for washing."

"Why are you so unhygienic?" Li Feimin sighed and said, "Then wash an apple for me and cut it into slices. The patient won't be able to eat it today."

"You obviously don't like apples."

"Do you remember?" Li Feimin's eyes lit up, he was a little happy, and said regretfully, "Isn't there only apples at home?"

Lu Yi worked tirelessly to cut a small bowl, and hurriedly turned the pot to a low heat.

"You're almost done. A flutter is worse than someone else's confinement."

Li Feimin said seriously: "Cold, how serious is it, it will kill people, so don't you take good care of it? I'm too weak, I have to rely on rest."

Only then did Lu Yi realize that this guy wasn't deliberately making things difficult for him, he was just as delicate when he was sick.

"What shall we eat?"

"Order takeaway."

"Isn't it aggravating for a patient to eat this heavy oil and salt?" Li Gou looked at Lu Yi sadly, "If I catch a cold, my mother would cook chicken soup, which is rich in amino acids. It's better to eat chicken, and it's not easy to gain weight."

"I don't have chicken here, only chicken. I like to eat it or not." Sitting next to Li Gou, Lu Yi clicked on the takeaway app, saying this, but he clicked on the homepage of a famous restaurant and chose ginseng chicken soup.

Li Feimin didn't see it, and buzzed: "I feel like I still have to go back to bed and lie down for a while, and you have to feed me later."

Lu Yi smiled and said, "Li Gou, you want to understand what you are talking about."

Li Feimin just pretended not to understand, and suddenly thought of something, and said, "Open that drawer, there is a mask for Oreos in it, and put it on for my brother, so as not to be infected by me."

Lu Yi sat on the sofa, shaking with laughter: "What's wrong with you?"

Li Feimin stopped, and smiled softly: "Finally laughing so happily. Why do you have a sour face when you come back in the morning?"

This blow was caught off guard, Lu Yi gradually restrained his smile and said, "When did I have a sour face? It's obvious that you keep ordering me around and making me angry."

"Fart, how can I not know you?" Li Feimin cleared his itchy throat, "I have mind reading skills, and I am here to read you."

Lu Yi stared at Li Feimin's eyes for a while, then suddenly leaned forward and kissed Li Feimin's mouth through the mask, and said in resignation, "You are the smartest."

The showdown with Lu Jun in the morning was just a quick talk, and the consequences were obviously not ideal.Fortunately, before returning to China, Lu Yi and Su Jie talked about it, and they both believed that this was Lu Yi's own life and his own choice. Even if Lu Jun objected, he couldn't actually do anything.In fact, after Lu Yi confessed, Lu Jun lost all his advantages. This son has his own ideas too much, and he never bumps into the south wall and never looks back.

"Then what are you going to do?" Lu Jun asked angrily, "Are you still going to marry a man?"

"What is preparation and what should I do? I will do whatever I want."

"I'm not discriminating against homosexuality, but you are my son, so you cannot be gay."

Lu Yi simply couldn't understand this logic, and asked back: "Aren't you discriminatory?"

Lu Jun said earnestly: "You will have shortcomings in your life like this. When you get older, you will know how important family is..."

"I don't know." Lu Yi interrupted, "My family didn't teach me how important family is."

"Don't be stubborn with me, you are acting impulsively now..."

"Dad, people who like to eat apples should eat apples, and people who like to eat pears should eat pears. Why do people who eat apples think that people who eat pears are not perfect? ​​I like to eat pears, not this pear, but also that one. Pear, this is not impulse."

Lu Jun wanted to refute, but couldn't find an argument for a moment.

"I'm willing to go abroad to study as an undergraduate. This is the same as your original plan." Lu Yi stepped back and said, "Isn't that okay? I will always be excellent."

Lu Jun saw it through at a glance: "You have your mother backing you up, yet you still ask me if I can do it?"

"Grandpa used to think that it was a waste for you to retake the university entrance exam. You should follow others to work in the coastal area and marry a female worker in the town. You have kept it in your mind for many years, saying that he is short-sighted and almost killed you." Lu Yi stood Li Feimin's house was downstairs, and he said the last sentence, "Dad, don't be the kind of person you used to hate."

Lu Yi's cruel words were released, but he hesitated in his heart.He ran in one direction without looking back, occasionally afraid that he was really hitting the south wall.He went back to the house, pretending that nothing major happened today, but Li Feimin easily broke the disguise.

Lu Yi was silent for a while, and said honestly, "I came out with my family."

Li Feimin was stunned for a long time, and asked, "What does your family say?"

"My mother said that my own life is my own decision. My father disagrees, but it is still in the negotiation stage, so it is calm. My father will not do anything to me."

Li Feimin was in a mess.

Lu Yi's coming out reminded him how difficult it was for him to confess his relationship with Lu Yi to his parents.Chang Yun's hope that his son will become a dragon is only for him wholeheartedly. Li Shenke is willing to go to the wilderness of Africa, where the birds don't shit and the mosquitoes can't get malaria, and it is also to make more money.After carrying too many expectations, he suddenly realized that he was holding a knife in his hand, and he didn't know when he would stab his parents in the heart.

Lu Yi suddenly realized that he forgot to consider Li Feimin's parents in his seemingly perfect life plan. He took it for granted that Chang Yun and his wife were the same as Su Jie.Lu Yi quietly looked at Li Feimin's dark and uncertain face, pretending to be relaxed and said: "I came out of the closet because I had to be beaten up. Just be careful, and just don't get caught."

Li Feimin thought for no reason that when Chang Yun got married, he wore a pair of gold earrings and a gold ring, which he hadn't worn much in these years. Once when he collected things, Chang Yun asked him to come and see, and said with a smile: "After you After marrying a wife, I will send these to be melted, and make a gold bracelet again, and give it to my future daughter-in-law.” She likes to watch family mediation programs, and often despises the fight between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and said to Li Feimin: “When you marry your wife, I won't wear small shoes for her, and I'm grateful for her willingness to let me take care of the baby."

"Li Gou, I'm going to go abroad to study." Lu Yi stared at the ceiling and asked, "Can you go abroad with me?"

"No." Answered almost immediately, Li Feimin was silent for a while, and said, "The cost of going abroad is too high, our family must not be able to afford it." Millions of tuition and living expenses.Lu Yi has no position and no conditions to give material support - the future of him and Li Feimin depends on their support from independence, so he can only remain silent.

Li Feimin evaded self-deception: Why should I ask Lu Yi if he is unhappy?I thought it was just to lift a dead leaf, but in fact, there is a storm vortex hidden under the fallen leaves, and now it is inevitable.What are you afraid of?he does not know.Maybe it's anger at your own incompetence.

Lu Yiqiang cheered up and patted Li Feimin on the back: "There is also plan B. I have thought about it. If it doesn't work, I will go to another country. Isn't it common to have a relationship in another country? There is even plan C. I will study undergraduate with you in China, and I will wait for you." Let’s save money and go abroad together to continue studying. All roads lead to Rome.”

Li Feimin's nose was sour.Not because of a cold.

The smell of ginger soup in the kitchen was too strong, so Lu Yi belatedly got up to turn off the fire, walked a few steps away, and turned around and said, "Coming out of the closet requires strategy and depends on the facts. Parents really can't accept it." You don't need to say it, you... don't feel pressured, I didn't want to ask you about this."

Li Feimin stared at a small cut on the glass coffee table in a daze.

"My relationship with my parents is just like that, just say it, it doesn't matter. Your mother loves you so much... If you can't make her sad, don't bother." The footsteps disappeared at the kitchen door.

Li Feimin thought to himself, Lu Yizhen is sensible, and even found excuses and steps for him, just like returning to the time when they first met.Don't cause trouble, don't make noise, be quiet and far away from anyone.He couldn't help feeling uncomfortable, and he scratched the cushion of the sofa with his fingers.He hopes that Lu Yi doesn't need to be very sensible in front of him, and doesn't have to give in to everything like his parents, but he doesn't know how to do it.

What I like when I am young is that sunny days have scorching sun, cloudy days have drizzle, and the cycle of 24 solar terms is a matter of course.It's too pure, too thin, and it's hard to tell when a crack is drawn. When I want to fill it, I find that there are countless unspeakable and needless to say.

Li Feimin didn't want that.

He walked slowly into the kitchen, hugged Lu Yi from behind, buried his forehead on Lu Yi's back shoulder, thinking, I beg you, don't be so sensible to me.Lu Yi froze and didn't move, and it took a while before he said, "You idiot, if you don't let go of the ginger soup, it will be cold, and it needs to be reheated."

"I don't like ginger soup, unless you let me kiss you." Li Feimin said insincerely.

The setting sun shone in through the narrow kitchen window, and Lu Yi's eyelashes cast a faint shadow.He turned around, gently pulled off Li Feimin's mask, and put it on gently.Lips pressed together, trembling slightly.No one moved, not even breathing.

Lu Yi closed his eyes to feel the temperature of the kiss.

Li Feimin was not willing to close his eyes.