law of receptivity

"Mr. Yan, there is a gentleman at the front desk looking for you."

"Oh, let him come in." Yan Ge said as he flipped through the various documents on the table like a hill, and dug out the mobile phone from under several tax returns.

He swiped open the screen and looked around in the call log, but there was no call from Liang Ziqian, so why did he come here so early?

"Mr. Yan, your guest has arrived." Xiao Zhang knocked on the door twice and said outside the door. "Sir, this way please."

Yan Ge looked up to the door, and when the door opened, Xiao Qingying walked in with a smile on his jade-like face.

Yan Ge then stood up from his seat and was stunned for a moment.

"Qing Ying, why are you here?"

"Passing by your company, I stopped by to take a look. I didn't expect you to be here." Xiao Qingying slowly approached, taking advantage of his straight-fitting suit, he smiled and handed the paper bag in his hand to Yan Ge, Said.

"Lemon tart, made by my chef, you used to like it very much."

Yan Ge lowered his eyes apprehensively, glanced at the paper bag, and whispered 'thank you' with a slight sigh.

Xiao Qingying sat down safely, looked up at Yan Ge's office, and saw that the furniture was decorated in a generous and simple style, he suddenly asked with some interest. "Didn't you decorate the inside of the company in a European style? I remember you said before that if one day you have your own company, you must dress it in the color of Buckingham Palace and follow the luxurious route." After finishing speaking, he couldn't help laughing.

Thinking of what he said, Yan Ge couldn't help but chuckled twice. When he was an intern, he liked the exaggerated and retro medieval style the most. He always felt that the room was bright and eye-catching. There is style only when you wear it.

"I wanted to pretend to be the queen's study, but my mother said that if I pretended to be like that, she would push me down the window." Yan Ge smiled unscrupulously, his smile was as clear as ever Dazzling, making people reluctant to look away.

Xiao Qingying's eyes were full of affection, and he stared at Yan Ge with bottomless eyes.

Yan Ge felt that someone was staring straight at him and refused to let go. He didn't want to see Xiao Qingying's affectionate eyes, he was afraid that he might not know how to deal with them.

"Xiao Yan." Xiao Qingying looked into Yan Ge's eyes with breathless concentration as if he had thought it over carefully, and opened his mouth slowly. "I wanted to endure it for a while, but since I saw you again, I can't wait for a moment. I really want to know, is it still possible for us?"

Regarding this question, Yan Ge was not very surprised. He took a deep breath, deeply feeling that the resentment was no longer as sad as before. He calmly looked at Xiao Qingying's slightly expectant face, very slowly, very slowly. Sit back on the chair.

Xiao Qingying thought he was hesitating, so he continued. "We have been separated for three years. In these three years, every day is like a year to me. I just realized that status is nothing more than that to me. I made a wrong choice at the beginning..."

"Qingying." Yan Ge thought for a moment, but decided to interrupt him. He tilted his head and looked at Xiao Qingying and said.

"It's not about you and me between us." Yan Ge's eyes suddenly changed when he said this, he was no longer gentle but much stiffer.

"You insisted on attacking a financing company that had no intention of getting involved in the internal struggle of HSBC, which led to the suicide of the person involved. That lady came to me three times and asked me to beg you to let her company go. I beg you, you agreed, but you You lied to me." Yan Ge's words were very ordinary, with a narrative tone, but there was an indelible chill in every line.

"You handed over the mortgage agreement to me and asked me to persuade her to sign it, but you didn't mean to stop shorting at all. She walked out of the HSBC building from my office on the last day, went straight to the train station, and jumped there. rail……"

Yan Ge couldn't continue talking, he raised the back of his hand to cover his eyes, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I remember when she came to me for the first time, I told her swearingly, please rest assured that there is no need for Manager Xiao to kill a weak private company..."

Xiao Qingying heard this from the side, and there were bursts of blue light and regret on his face...

He knew that this incident was like a long thorn in Yan Ge's heart, piercing through their friendship for more than [-] years, and piercing through all the enthusiasm and trust that Yan Ge had given him.

It's a pity that he has no choice but to justify and apologize again and again.

"At that time, there was a lot of fighting in the headquarters. If I didn't get back 20 billion good assets within the time limit, I would probably become a victim of factional struggle. I might have a choice, and I can be sent to other regions. But What about you, do you have a choice if you want to gain a firm foothold in the financial city? And I’m not lying to you. Get rid of it as soon as possible, how much trouble it will be to keep it, I believe you understand better than anyone..."

"Yes, I understand better than anyone else. It was me who had no choice. It was my mistaken belief that killed a living person."

Every time they talk about this matter, the two of them can hold on to each other's arguments endlessly. They obviously don't want to compete, but neither of them is willing to give up their respective positions.

How can the two insiders, who have been entangled with each other, argue with each other about things that cannot be pursued without proof...

"Qingying." Yan Ge felt breathless and didn't want to argue any more. He calmed down and called him quietly.

Xiao Qingying looked at Yan Ge blankly.

"I admit that I have been sinking in my relationship with you for a long time on this matter. When it was serious, I almost had no peace day and night. But... I don't want to sink anymore, I want to move forward." He sighed He took a deep breath, still unable to let go of his natural pride and stubbornness.

"I believe that there is indeed a possibility of credit fraud in that company, and I understand the choice you made in that situation, but I have a question, and I hope you can answer me truthfully."

"You said."

Yan Ge stared at Xiao Qingying with deep eyes, and asked him in a deep voice.

"At that time, did you put the interests of the superiors above our feelings? Although this may not be much, I just want to know if it is or not."

Xiao Qingying immediately lowered his eyes, his handsome face turned cold instantly.

He replied coldly. "yes……"

"That's enough." Yan Ge closed his eyes and murmured softly. "At last I didn't... miscalculate."

"Forgive me...Xiao Yan, I have been suffering from this all the time because of the wrong choice at the beginning. I have the deepest feelings and unshirkable responsibilities for you and me, but I failed..."

"I forgave you a long time ago, really. You stayed by my side in those years, taught me the ability to stand on my feet, and took care of me meticulously. You didn't let me down, not a single bit." Of course, I decided to look forward , But digging out these words from my heart is also accompanied by countless sorrows and regrets.

Yan Ge bit his lip lightly, showing a calm but very genuine smile.

"That's good, let's talk about it, we don't need to remember the past and blame ourselves. Although you and I will not be together again, you are still the friend and family I miss the most. No one in this world is better than me. Thinking about whether you can get happiness and joy, this is always the same."

After hearing Yan Ge's words of relief, Xiao Qingying didn't feel relieved, but instead felt bewildered and melancholy.

Because he understands that Yan Ge really won't come back to him.What Yan Ge needs now is no longer for Xiao Qing to win.

"Although I don't know who won your heart in the end, I really envy him and envy him very much." Xiao Qingying said lightly, smiling slightly, letting the loss make it impossible to get it again The sense of frustration swept through every nerve and every ounce of reason in him.

Yan Gekong opened his mouth, without further explanation...

Xiao Qingying really knows him very well, and can see things that others cannot see from his gestures and words.

"I hope he can take good care of you and treat you well, so I'm relieved." Xiao Qingying stood up, Zhuo Jue stood in front of him, he stretched out a hand to Yan Ge gracefully, and said nostalgicly.

"Give me a parting hug, Xiao Yan."

Yan Ge stood up with a smile and walked towards Xiao Qingying.

This hard-to-earn smile looking back, he finally got it at the moment of parting.

Xiao Qingying looked at Yan Ge, his expression suddenly dimmed, he strode away and tightly embraced Yan Ge in his arms...

There is nothing more painful than missing, and nothing is more heartbreaking than loving.

He can still hug Yan Ge tightly in his arms at this moment, but after that it will take a lifetime to forget this person.

"Promise me, if one day you want to turn back, I will wait for you at the same place at any time, until death."

His promise is precious, and he has never given it to anyone in this world except Yan Ge.

Yan Ge really didn't know how to answer, when he was in a daze, he replied as if talking to himself.

"Okay, I promise you."