law of receptivity

President Liang took three steps at a time, rushed towards Yan Ge, and stretched out his hands to grab his shoulders, but he was too weak to avoid hurting him, so he raised his two paws and stood in front of Yan Ge. Not daring to move in the air, it was embarrassing.

A second later, he put his hand on Yan Ge's shoulder very lightly, stepped closer, and hugged him tremblingly.

Yan Ge was stunned for a moment, turned around for a while, his side face was pressed against the man, and his mouth and nose were breathing weakly, all of which was his smell.

"This..." The little nurse avoided her eyes, turned her head and hurriedly covered the deceased.

Yan Ge put the bracelet behind Liang Ziqian's back, stroked it twice consolingly, maintained a gesture of embracing each other, and apologized to the little nurse with a smile.

"I'm really sorry, the family has identified the wrong person, so I'll take him away."

***

After leaving the treatment area, Yan Ge did not go to the coded door of the advanced ward, but turned around, took Liang Ziqian to the elevator, and then pressed the button on the first floor.

Liang Ziqian obediently followed behind him, and when the elevator door closed, he remembered and asked softly. "Where are you going?"

Yan Ge said. "I have something to tell you."

SP is a private hospital founded by Chinese. The medical team and hardware facilities are second to none in North America.

Go out from the back door of the inpatient department, and walk around a small garden with pavilions. Behind it is an artificial lake with smoky water.

It's past seven o'clock, the sky is getting dark, and the sanatorium area is entered with an ID card, which is not as noisy and popular as the front yard. At this time, the sun is sinking, and there are only three or two people in the backyard, and the street lamps on both sides of the gravel road are shaking slightly. The light undulates and reflects the shadows of the whirling trees on the surface of the lake, and the water is full of fun.

Yan Ge was wearing a thick sweater from the hospital. Inside was the hospital gown that Liang Ziqian had changed for him in the morning. With only a pair of cotton slippers on his feet, he strolled leisurely along the shore with his pockets in his pockets. The night wind was very clear, but the walking was still steady.

He found a quiet and deserted place, sat on the big bluestone on the bank with his back to the lake, and looked up at Liang Ziqian who was a few steps away.

Liang Ziqian stopped and didn't approach any further, leaving the distance of this close distance was a persecution he didn't want and dared not give any more.From Yan Ge, he finally learned how to respect a person's wishes.

Yan Ge coughed lightly, then tightened the collar of his sweater, he might not be able to see clearly at night, but Yan Ge could feel... His hands were shaking.

Like uncovering a messy wound, his humble and despicable past will still be revealed to others.

"When I went out that year, I didn't know much about the world. Later, my mother got married and transferred the property left by my father as her dowry. When I knew this, she had already finished the wedding. "He spoke calmly, without emotion in his words. After all, this is just the premise outside the curtain.

"At that time, I still had some tuition fees, but the school would start soon. If I didn't pay the tuition fees, I would not be able to renew my visa. My mother knew this, but she didn't ask again, so I understood the general idea. From that day on, I didn't Ask her for it."

"I went to work with my older classmates. I had two shifts a day, from [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] pm, and then I went to the convenience store to help with the delivery of goods. I was not very tired. After all, I was young and I didn't know what it meant to be tired."

"But the tuition fees in the UK are expensive. Even if I take eight classes a day, I may not be able to earn tuition fees for a semester."

"Later, one day I was wiping glasses in the restaurant where I was working, and Xiao Qingying came to my door."

"You also know that I have friendship with the two masters of the Cao family. I heard that when my father was still there, they all knew each other from their hometown. Among them were the elders of the Xiao family. I can't remember clearly, but I did see him when I was young."

"Xiao Qingying asked to take me away. I asked him where he was going, and he said to Xiao's house."

Yan Ge looked up at the sky, a second seemed like a year had passed, in fact, he had already discovered a long time ago that although the memory of that period had shrouded his heart like a shadow, it would not make him shed a tear anymore.

He deliberately didn't look into Liang Ziqian's eyes, he was afraid and very disturbed.

After a moment of silence, Yan Ge continued.

"Xiao Qingying paid the tuition for me, gave me money, and let me enter Huiyin as an intern, but I know that all of this will not come in vain."

Yan Ge took a shallow breath and said indifferently. "So that year, I climbed into his bed."

He felt Liang Ziqian's touch.

"If you want to ask me if I like it, tell the truth that I don't like it, otherwise I wouldn't have to threaten him with my life to leave later. But if you want to ask me if I did it voluntarily, I can tell you, yes, I did it voluntarily." As he said that, he slowly raised his eyes, mustering up his courage to face Liang Ziqian squarely.

His voice was almost as low as the dirt, and every word uttered from his bleeding lips was almost too soft to hear.

However, it is so humble and weak that it is almost inaudible, but Liang Ziqian is still reading between the lines, hearing the most sorrowful sorrow that can shake him in this life.

Yan Ge told him quietly.

"Because in such a place, I need someone to protect me, and the only one who can do this is Xiao Qingying."

Yan Ge finally let go of the pride and dignity that has been stubborn and resolute for many years to this day, and told the truth that has long been dusty in the bottom of his heart and he least wants to be seen by others.

"I am only one person. I want to live in this world. My life has not yet begun. How can I let it end in such an embarrassing way..."

These words had been hidden in his heart for an unknown amount of time, so long that when he opened his mouth to speak, he could feel the words were jerky.

Because he resented his fate, he was unwilling, and because he was unwilling, he made the deal that made him regret his whole life.

He sold his body and freedom, and what he got back was a bottomless abyss that was filthy and dilapidated.

The road is chosen by himself, and he has no right to complain.

"I'm just such a person, now you understand." Yan Ge was so calm that he didn't look like a person. In fact, he did prepare for Liang Ziqian's anger or confusion. Get out.

If that's the case, he plans to go back to China and find a small city to live in, find a job casually, and completely break away from his previous circle.

He has been competitive for half his life, and he is exhausted physically and mentally.

"Some things from my point of view, I know that I was wrong, so all the things that happened later are probably God's retribution for me. Retribution I don't know how to advance or retreat, I don't know the heights of heaven and earth, and I still refuse to admit my mistakes..." In After saying this sentence, Yan Ge gradually quieted down his voice and stopped speaking. He felt that he had said enough, and there was no more secret in his heart. He stripped himself naked and put him in front of Liang Ziqian. Whitewashing is in vain.

Liang Ziqian had indeed deceived him and used him, but after repeated attempts, he knew that he was still not worthy of this relationship.

Yan Ge stretched out his arms and slowly pressed his eyes.

He has never expected to go back to the past, to the day when he didn't step into the gate of Xiao's house like today.

But he was incomparably conflicted, sad and tangled.

If he hadn't stepped into Xiao's house, he wouldn't have met Liang Ziqian after ten years.

"I'm sorry," Yan Ge blocked his eyes, apologizing to that person, and at the same time apologizing to him for the past ten years of life. "I didn't tell you earlier, it made you busy."

Liang Ziqian stood up and looked at him without making a sound, and after a long time, he still didn't move.

Just when Yan Ge thought that he was disgusted and would leave after turning around and never looking back, his feet were suddenly pulled out of the cold slippers, and a burst of warmth melted into them in the next second.

He opened his eyes suddenly, and this was what he saw.

Liang Ziqian knelt in front of him, warming his feet with both hands, like an extremely devout believer finally able to face up to his beliefs, loving and loyal to the extreme.

He kissed Yan Ge's ankle and said softly.

"No need to apologize, I owe you... I will always owe you, you are here with me, and you will never be wrong."