Back to 1993 through time travel

For a moment, Xia Tian felt that his heart was close to stopping beating, people were frightened to death, this matter was really no joke.

But the action was faster than the feeling, he almost immediately put on the posture of an old hen protecting the chicks, and blocked Gao Jianfeng completely behind him.

In the next second, Gao Jianfeng pushed him away, leaped forward, and followed suit with the same movement, firmly covering Xia Tian.

The two stood in front of each other alternately. I don’t know, I’m afraid they thought they were facing some kind of jackal. Gao Kejian, who was ten meters away, didn’t move at all. The shadow area in the heart of the kissing little lover is gradually expanding.

Gao Kejian temporarily suppressed his anger, looked at Gao Jianfeng, "Let's go, we'll talk when we go up."

It seemed that the interview could not be avoided, none of the three people spoke again, Gao Jianfeng wanted to comfort Xia Tian to hold Xia Tian's hand, but Xia Tian glanced back and moved away two steps to avoid it.

Don't wink anymore, Xia Tian thought, the scene just now was already out of line, it was a kiss...

It's still careless, Gao Jianfeng has been reflecting all the way, what is Lao Gao's morality, it is not an exaggeration to say that he has cultivated for a thousand years to become a master, thinking that a man with a facial paralysis doesn't understand the trivial things of love?Just kidding, I have married two wives at least, so I must have noticed something wrong early in the morning!

It doesn't matter how many outsiders are secretly messing with this matter, but as long as Lao Gao doesn't doubt himself, it is impossible to come to follow up anyway. Showing up in the office today is clearly a test, and it just happened to be in time for Xia Tian, ​​so he simply called Going home and having a meal all watched in the dark—too insidious!This old scout walked silently, and he didn't even have a sign when he would follow. Fortunately, he was also trained, but he was completely dazzled by love!

Gao Jianfeng is not afraid of anything else, but he is afraid that his father will really get angry later. To be honest, Gao Kejian can understand when he is angry. That's fine, the more Gao Jianfeng thought about it, the more worried he became, his breathing became shallower, and his whole body exuded an extremely rare cautiousness from inside to outside.

Xia Tian could feel it, and couldn't help but feel agitated. When he got home, he first poured a glass of moderately warm lemonade, and put it in front of Gao Kejian politely and politely.

"uncle……"

"I want to talk to Jianfeng alone."

Gao Kejian had a stern face, sitting at the dining table, he didn't even raise his eyes to look at Xia Tian, ​​obviously Xia Tian was condescending at the moment, but after hearing these words, he felt a cramped and aggrieved feeling in his heart.

Xia Tian was very unwilling to be dismissed and shielded like this, but Gao Jianfeng also looked at him at this time, without saying a word, his eyes had already fully expressed a layer of meaning - be obedient, go to the house and stay, anyway, what are you talking about outside? Can hear the same.

No one can make it difficult for his Gao Jianfeng, Xia Tian nodded deeply, and walked into the room to avoid it.The father and son sat opposite each other, the atmosphere was not serious, but the silence was a bit abrupt after a long time.

"Go home." Gao Kejian said suddenly, his face was calm without a trace of anger.

Gao Jianfeng was a little surprised, this was different from the opening speech he had imagined.But he understands Gao Kejian's meaning - there is no need to discuss any more, immediately end your absurdity and go home, which means that you are willing to return to the right path.

"I've been thinking about how I should tell you." Gao Jianfeng looked at his father and shook his head very gently, "Dad, I'm serious. I take this relationship seriously. It's not a whim or a quarrel. Just for fun, not on impulse."

Gao Kejian was expressionless: "Emotion itself is impulsive."

Slightly raising his eyebrows, he continued: "You think you've thought about it, have you thought about all the things that may happen in the future? How do you plan to face the eyes and accusations of people around you? Have you figured it out? Will your partners think you are a pervert? How does the society treat homosexuals? In the future, your company may go public, and if you are exposed as gay, what kind of impact will it have? Have you thought about all this? Have you confirmed that you really belong to this group?"

It seems to be the longest and most gentle passage that his father said to him since he could remember. I have the courage to face the consequences."

"Are...are you taking revenge on me?" Gao Kepan frowned deeply.

Gao Jianfeng was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head: "No, I never hated you, so why would I say revenge."

Gao Kejian nodded: "Well, I remember that you insisted on retiring from the army at that time, and you once told your superiors that the reason was that your physical condition has not reached the standard of a qualified army, and you are unwilling to accept the arrangements of all parties. , because you don’t want to pass it off as a good one, and you don’t want to disappoint the military uniform you’re wearing, you said that yourself, right?”

Gao Jianfeng was silent for a moment, then replied: "Yes."

"What about now?" Gao Kejian asked, "What you are doing now is worthy of the military uniform you once wore?"

Gao Jianfeng sighed: "These are two different things. If I were active, I could only accept the blame for saying that, but I am no longer. Relationship problems are purely personal choices. I don't feel ashamed or sorry for anyone. .”

"Including your mother?" Gao Kejian asked back.

Gao Jianfeng paused for a moment, then nodded cautiously: "Including, in the letter she left me, she said that she hoped that I would have no complaints or regrets in my life. If I dare not even face my own feelings, then it's okay What can be called no regrets?"

Gao Kejian's heart sank when he heard this, when Gao Jianfeng said this, his brows were full of frankness, his eyes were firm and firm, beyond doubt.He suddenly felt a little regretful, regretting that he had put in all his efforts to cultivate his son into a strong and unyielding person regardless of what others thought of him. Somewhat powerless.

"It's too early to say these things now." Gaoke shook his head lightly, "I am your father, if even I don't bless your relationship, your future will only be more difficult."

This is true, Gao Jianfeng looked at him, and felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart. Being able to put himself in his place and think of this for him, does it mean that the desired result will be realized soon?

"But I won't bless you." Gao Kejian said with certainty, and then he saw a trace of puzzlement and bewilderment flashing in his son's eyes, "Because I don't believe in your feelings, I haven't experienced anything now, and I won't experience it in the future." Can stand the test, words can kill, you don't know how powerful it is. And the person you choose, I don't like it at all."

Gao Jianfeng frowned suddenly, obviously not understanding what he meant.

"He didn't jump out of the cracks of the rock without father and mother. Now that he is prosperous, he can even deny his biological father. He only sends 500 yuan to his family every month? With his financial resources, this is no different from sending a beggar. It is his shrewdness to isolate all people and things that may cause him trouble, but I don’t think such a person can share troubles with you. In the future, he will not choose to fight with you when there is a crisis. , This is my judgment on him."

After Gao Kejian finished speaking, the room fell into a moment of silence.It was so quiet that people in the living room could even hear Xia Tian jumping up from the chair in the next room.For these accusations, Xia Tian was quite shocked. Whether it was informed by someone or Gao Kejian took the initiative to investigate, it was really not difficult to understand these words. After all, he still underestimated this strong man who is nearly fifty years old!And from an ethical point of view, he is really not easy to argue, no matter how he explains it, it seems like sophistry, he can't say that Xia Shanhe is not my father at all, I am just a lonely and independent soul from another world?

That's outrageous!

Then, he heard Gao Jianfeng explain to him in a somewhat irritable tone: "His family situation is special, his father hardly cared about him, and he was allowed to be bullied by his stepmother and younger brother in the past. I didn't do anything. I have seen this with my own eyes. do not think so……"

"It's the same." Gao Kejian interrupted him coldly, "Whoever blocks his way, whoever treats him badly, he will abandon him like a shoe. One day in the future, you will also be the person who blocks his progress. Contradictions, he can find an excuse, but he still has all sorts of last resorts. If blood and family can be ignored, why do you think he will care more about you?"

Xia Tian's fists clenched violently, just as he was about to rush out, he stopped and stopped in place. Gao Kejian killed people, Gao Jianfeng might not believe it, but if he confronted Gao Kejian head-on, the result of the conflict would be nothing but Put yourself on the back foot.Now is not a good time, he turned around a few times like a trapped animal, and sat down again, only feeling a certain nerve in his brain beating violently and non-stop.

After Gao Kejian finished speaking, he got up: "A lot of things are useless to listen to others, you have to think about it yourself. I still say the same thing, I will never bless your relationship, and I will never agree. But You are my son, you will always be, the door of the house is open for you, when you want to come back, come back at any time."

After finishing his words, he strode out the door.The sound of closing the door sounded, and Xia Tian walked out of the room at the same time. Gao Jianfeng and him looked at each other. Before he could open his mouth to speak, he suddenly made a gesture to stop talking, then jumped up, grabbed a coat and chased him out .

The elevator was still on the top floor, and Gaoke walked like flying, still walking up the stairs.Gao Jianfeng pushed open the corridor door and listened for a while, but he didn't even hear footsteps. He sighed and ran downstairs quickly—it was so late, the old scout definitely didn't ask the driver to bring him here, he could only take a taxi to follow him As a result, he should send his father home anyway.

Xia Tian waited for him to go far, and opened the door to come out. Standing in front of the window in the corridor, he first saw Gao Kejian appearing in the field of vision with his hands behind his back, and then Gao Jianfeng trotted after him. After saying something, Gao Kejian waved his hand for a long time, then Gao Jianfeng stopped in his tracks, stood where he was, and watched Gao Kejian go further and further away.

Standing upstairs, Gao Jianfeng's back looks a bit bleak, he seems to be sighing, the shadow on the ground is stretched by the street lamps, thin and elongated.That bleak look made Xia Tian out of breath for a while, the feeling of powerlessness that he had when he was a boy, and was completely crushed by him in the later years suddenly surged up - but he couldn't be defeated, this It is destined to be a long and difficult battle, but when it comes to Gao Jianfeng, it is necessary to make him feel at ease, but also to prevent him from feeling the pressure. All the responsibilities are only on him.It was he who provoked others first, and it became his duty to settle the troubles. As long as Gao Jianfeng does not waver, he will always have the confidence to win this battle.

Fortunately, the only thing that is gratifying at present is that the situation is more optimistic than expected. Gao Kejian's accusation did not target Gao Jianfeng, and the door of his family is still open to Gao Jianfeng... In any case, the father and son turning against each other can only be the worst outcome, there is no What feelings can be deep enough to withstand such a heavy test.

After analyzing the situation, the elevator door opened, and Gao Jianfeng came out. He was texting Gao Zhiyuan with his hair lowered, asking him to tell him when Lao Gao got home, and then he looked up suddenly, and he saw Xia Tian standing in front of him with unclear meaning in his eyes , engulfed in blind sadness, but also three points of wanting to talk.

In an instant, Gao Jianfeng thought of many past events, the first time he saw Xia Tian, ​​and the first time the two of them walked together. , Preoccupied, it was he who pried open this person's defense little by little with his words.

So, who said that Xia Tian provoked him first?The beginning of the beginning was actually Xia Tian who he provoked first.After getting in touch with him slowly, he discovered that this is an invincible person with the persistence of never giving up.He has seen the dirty environment where Xia Tian grew up, and those selfish and dirty "relatives", has Xia Tian complained about this?Have you ever vented your anger?Not from the beginning to the end. He did plot against his father, but he was also benevolent to others. It was too unfair for his own father to attack him with this!

Throwing away those fanatical obsessions that have been hidden for many years, throwing away those daily caring and caring cares, throwing away that as long as he suffers a little wronged, Xia Tian will immediately take action to fight back against the enemy, and will always be firmly on his side - he knows Xia Tian He has a ruthless side, and he has always known it, but that is not enough to be the reason for him to hesitate. If he doesn't even have this confidence, why would he dare to enjoy and have this deep friendship that has lasted for many years?

No one has ever forced him, and the right to choose has always been in his own hands. Just like now, Xia Tian's eyes are pure and clear, just like when they met for the first time, facing him, he will never be defensive.

"Brother Tian." Gao Jianfeng threw the phone back into his pocket, pursed his lips for a moment, spread his arms and smiled, "Come on, give me a hug..."