Back to 1993 through time travel

How did you die?It was nothing more than a suicide caused by severe depression. Xia Tian followed the words and deduced from his age. He guessed that Wang An should be Gao Jianfeng's former classmate. In this way, everything made sense.

But why Wang An is depressed, why Gao Jianfeng has kept in touch with Du Jie's mother and son for many years, and the envelope he forced into Wang Ning when he was leaving, the envelope must be RMB. Make a second guess.

Nine years ago...Gao Jianfeng was still in elementary school, and it was not easy to keep a care for him for such a long time... Xia Tian wondered why, but couldn't tell what it was like—Gao Jianfeng was generous to people and things, I have known this for a long time, but he seems to like helping others too much. Although he has a good sense of proportion, he is not doing things for others, or doing things for himself. Doesn't he feel tired?

So, was the relationship with Du Jie's family voluntary, or was there some hidden secret that could not be understood by outsiders?

In view of the fact that there is no solution to the problem for the time being, Xia Tian had no choice but to forcibly withdraw his thoughts, thinking that what he just said was about depression.

In 94, Chinese people probably knew very little about depression, and it was rare for front-line clinical personnel to be able to describe the disease clearly.To give a simple example, like 20 years later, people often say that the incidence of depression is increasing year by year, but this statement is actually wrong. It is not that more and more people are unhappy with the changes of the times, but It’s because no one knew before that unhappiness is also a disease—because of a lack of understanding, they would not seek medical treatment, and the diagnosis rate would naturally appear relatively low.

People in later generations often say that depression is a disease of the rich and the rich, but this is not necessarily the case. Xia Tian has read relevant data surveys in his previous life. At least for about 16 years, depression has broken out on a large scale in rural areas. main sick population.

So if we really want to talk about wealth, it is better to say that it is indeed more expensive to treat.

Xia Tian looked at the young doctor in front of him, the shirt in the white coat was very good quality, the lighter next to the ashtray was engraved with the DuPont logo, his left arm was resting on the edge of the table, the sleeves were rolled up, revealing the top of his wrist His watch is a Rolex.

This person is a rich second generation, right? No, the rich generation of this era has just risen. This name is not accurate, but it must be a child of a rich family. The family background is definitely rich, and it is very likely to have more background than the rich second generation of later generations. It's no wonder, the so-called full man doesn't know how hungry the man is hungry, he is good at wanting Du Jie to treat his illness, but he doesn't even think about it, where does Du Jie's family get the money to continue taking medicine and seeing a doctor?

Xia Tian thought about it, and asked: "The best depression drug on the market right now should be a serotonin reuptake inhibitor, but this drug is imported, and the price is very expensive. Considering that it needs to be taken for a long time, it is difficult for people without medical insurance reimbursement. Affordable."

Peng Haowei was still a little absent-minded at first, but when he heard this, his smoking movement was obviously paused. He raised his eyelids and looked at Xia Tian with a little surprise in his eyes: "Are you studying medicine or medicine?"

Xia Tian smiled: "I'm just a high school student, and I really want to learn medicine, so I usually pay more attention to this aspect."

This is the truth. I chose pharmacy as my major in summer, not because I thought it was popular. In fact, pharmacy has never been considered a popular major. Even if Tu Youyou won the Nobel Prize, this subject still failed to become popular among students. Favored, flocked to the choice.

And Xia Tian chooses it, just out of pure liking.

He likes to work quietly and focusedly in the laboratory, practice repeatedly, record data, experience repeated attempts, challenges, and even failures, and then start all over again. He is obsessed with the process and yearns for the successful result.

If he had to talk about Dali, it was because of an accidental opportunity when he was in junior high school. He saw an interview with the founder of an old pharmaceutical company in a magazine. The foreign old man looked very kind. During various crises, he said a word: As long as you have enthusiasm for life and persevere unremittingly, everything will "create possibilities."

Sometimes people's focus is very strange, and they often lean towards the direction they want intentionally or unintentionally. When he saw this sentence in his confused and gloomy youth, he naturally took it as the motto to lead his life. Others If he can break through many twists and turns, live tenaciously, and strive to live a better life, then so can he!

Since then, Xia Tian has been paying attention. Thanks to the development of the Internet, he has researched all the best-selling drugs, new drug development and other information in the past 20 years. Unknowingly, his understanding of this industry, It is no less than a lot of people in the industry who are dawdling.

Peng Haowei happens to be half of the people in the industry, and they all say that medicine is not divided into families, and clinicians must also have a clear grasp of pharmacy. In the early 90s, major foreign-funded pharmaceutical companies have entered China one after another, and medical representatives continue to brainwash and train doctors. Leaving aside, on the bright side, it did bring them the latest and most cutting-edge information.

Dr. Peng is a young and promising surgeon in a large hospital, so of course he has not been exposed to this kind of new knowledge.

Seeing that the boy across from him could easily talk about ideas, Peng Haowei became curious for a moment, and began to expand infinitely on the topic. Soon, he found that this boy who was more than ten years younger than him actually knew quite a lot—not superficial. He has only a half-knowledge, but he knows it as soon as he hears it, and he has studied it seriously.

"Then why did you choose biopharmaceuticals, such a remote major?" Peng Haowei asked puzzled.

Xia Tian replied: "Chemical medicine has a history of nearly 100 years, and the existing chemical formulas that should be synthesized have almost been synthesized. Everything prospers and declines, and the field of chemical medicine will decline sooner or later. I think the future should be the era of biological agents. "

Peng Haowei originally wanted to light a cigarette, but after hearing this, he completely put down the cigarette case. He unconsciously stared at Xia Tian, ​​and found that the young man had a handsome face, clear and honest eyes, and he talked without any affectation or show off, which made people feel good At the same time, I can't help feeling like the waves behind the Yangtze River push the waves ahead.

Judging by vision, young people have a kind of outstanding talent beyond their age, and they may become great talents in the future.

When the two of them were talking, 15 minutes had passed. Maybe Xia Tian, ​​who became a master, was more concerned about the matter in front of him. He looked at his watch and couldn't help asking: "It's time for Wang Ning to enter the operating room, Dr. Peng, why don't you come over?" ?”

Peng Haowei came back to his senses: "Ah? Who said I'm going to be the chief surgeon?" After a pause, he waved his hands and laughed, "It's just a small case, let the interns practice. Don't worry about it, those kids Doing more than a dozen such minor operations a day is a skilled worker."

summer:"……"

No wonder he has been so unhurried and chatting so happily. Xia Tian found that Peng Haowei is very good at "expanding and digressing", and he seems to have a kind of indifference, which is somewhat similar to Gao Jianfeng, and he probably belongs to the kind with a good life People, a unique aura.

Just as he was thinking, there was a knock on the door. It was not a nurse who came in, but a well-dressed young man in a suit and leather shoes. He opened his mouth and called him Senior Brother Peng Haowei. , the man took out an invitation letter from his bag.

"Thursday night at 06:30, XX Hotel, sincerely invite Mr. Peng to come on time, and then give us a speech."

Peng Haowei: "Go away, go to the director for this kind of thing, why pull me up, don't you know that my appearance fee is expensive?"

The man in a suit and leather shoes: "Tsk, that can be less. To be honest, I just came out of your director, and he asked me to find you. Hey, he agreed. You must join me. I will give you the speech Get ready, this time is a new drug launch, you just need to put the key points in place, and combine with some clinical needs, by the way, your brother will also go on Thursday, our company plans to sign a sales agreement with him later."

Peng Haowei frowned bitterly, lit another cigarette, and the man in the suit and leather shoes turned his head to catch a glimpse of Xia Tian, ​​and asked enthusiastically, "Hey, there are still guests, who is this friend?"

"Shameless drug dealer, who is your friend." Peng Haowei said, "This is my new buddy, and he is also half of our inner circle. He is very dear to the drug store, and he is definitely a future talent."

After the silly flattery, he suddenly asked Xia Tian: "Oh, by the way, have you ever had contact with people from pharmaceutical companies?"

Summer shook his head.

Peng Haowei took a puff of cigarette and said, "Then we should know each other. Others forget it. My brother, that drug lunatic, has to be introduced to you. He also studied pharmacy in college, and then he went to do something else by mistake. It was so easy to save money." Let’s put down some money. I couldn’t hold back and ran back to my old job. It’s all true love, you two probably have some chats, so let’s do it, are you free this Thursday at 06:30? Come to the venue and I’ll recommend it for you .”

Xia Tian was stunned, Peng Haowei's enthusiasm seemed to be done casually, this is a state that people with smooth sailing often have - it is just a matter of effort to help people connect, but this opportunity is rare in Xia Tian's daily life.

Quickly weighed it, Xia Tian decided to pretend to be sick and ask for leave for self-study on Thursday night, and then slipped out over the wall. If he can seize the opportunity, he can start the internship earlier during the school period in the future, and he can also get in touch with first-hand information on the front line, not only It is the field of research and development. Drugs are commodities. There are many links in the early stage of approval, registration, and pricing. In the later stage, issues such as circulation, distribution, and sales are involved. He wants to know all aspects.

And his ideal state has never been confined to the laboratory, that small world.

Ying went to the venue next Thursday, and Xia Tian stopped by and sincerely and politely told the man in the suit and leather shoes that he could do some chores like signing in. He worked part-time in his previous life, and he had helped people arrange the venue, so he generally knew some details.The man in a suit and leather shoes was actually a salesperson of a foreign-funded pharmaceutical company. Hearing that there was a free laborer available, and he was introduced by a familiar senior, he immediately nodded with a smile and gave him the favor.

After the matter was finalized, Xia Tian thought of Du Jie who was sitting outside, and Peng Haowei finally remembered his original intention after seeing each other for a long time. Then, with a swipe of a pen, he wrote the product name of an antidepressant on the paper .

"This medicine is made in China. It hasn't been long since it's been on the market. You should try to use it for her first, and then see how it works."

Xia Tian asked: "Is it a strong imitation? Then the patent protection period of imported drugs has not expired, right?"

Peng Haowei was amused when he heard it, pointed at him, and sighed to his junior in suit and leather shoes: "Listen, let me tell you, this classmate Xia is really talented!"

Xia Tian smiled and asked the main point: "Is the quality okay?"

It is not difficult to imitate the chemical structure of domestic drugs, but the technological level often cannot keep up. Often, the part that should be precipitated does not precipitate, and the part that should be absorbed cannot be absorbed. The drug effect cannot meet the established requirements, and the therapeutic effect is not obvious.

"A conscientious enterprise, I dare to pat my chest to assure you." The man in a suit and leather shoes said with a smile, "This is made by Dr. Peng's brother's factory. Last year, they imported a production line from France. The quality standards are all in accordance with European standards. It is a loss. You must also be a reassuring medicine for earning money, and these days, it is rare to see such a person with ideals and passion?"

Peng Haowei waved his hand: "Get lost, you're only making money, you're an accomplice of the capitalists." After burying his younger brother, he turned his head and said to Xia Tian, ​​"I'm thinking, Ms. Du will definitely not go to see a doctor. The medicine won’t be available, so don’t rush to buy it on your side, I’ll ask my brother to get some samples later, and let him bring it to you on Thursday.”

It was Du Jie's luck to meet an enthusiastic person. Xia Tian thanked Peng Haowei for her, took the two business cards he had just received, and left Dr. Peng's office with a smile.

Du Jie was still flustered, seeing him coming out, he asked the doctor what to say, Xia Tian was so talkative just now that his mouth was a little dry, so he had to repeat the postoperative precautions according to what he knew.

"It's fine, it's fine, I just like to worry about it." Du Jie said, "It's hard for you today, but it's troublesome for you, I just don't know, what is Jianfeng doing?" went?"

Xia Tian also wanted to know about this issue. After a few more conversations, he realized that Du Jie relied more on Gao Jianfeng than he imagined. This was the result of long-term support. It really should be treated well.

However, Wang An's death... As soon as Xia Tian thought about it, he hurriedly pressed down his thoughts. He didn't want to inquire about this issue in a form of spying on Du Jie without Gao Jianfeng present. If possible, he would still Hope to learn the whole story from Gao Jianfeng's mouth.

"You're thirsty," Xia Tian said, "I'm going to buy some water, auntie, sit here and don't move, I'll be back soon."

He went downstairs, first borrowed a public phone to ask for leave from Zhou's mother, and when he walked out of the outpatient building, a drop of rain fell on his face, and the breeze brought a little cool dampness, he looked at the gloomy sky, and endured I couldn't help thinking about what Gao Jianfeng was doing at this moment and where he was.

The Revolutionary Cemetery, [-] kilometers away from the city hospital, was sparsely populated because it was not until Qingming.The spring rain pattered the ground, soaking the evergreen pines and cypresses in the garden, and also wet the milky white marble tombstone that Gao Kejian had just wiped clean with his own hands.

Neither Gao Jianfeng nor his son held an umbrella, standing silently in the drizzle one in front of the other. Gao Jianfeng looked at the face of the woman in the photo, and his heart was no longer fluctuating. Suddenly, I couldn't help but want to laugh.

Even if it is a biological son, the impression of his mother will become thinner and thinner with the passage of time. In the early years, he seemed to be able to recall the temperature, fragrance, and tone of his mother's body, but now even these are blurred Well, "mother" was condensed into the photo in front of me, and the emotions were squeezed to the thickness of only one layer of photo.

So, how can it be immortal?

Gao Kejian was silent for a while, his son didn't want to talk to him at this time, this was the case almost every year, and he didn't want to forcefully chat with that kid, so he just took out an envelope from his pocket.

"This is left by your mother back then. She said that she will show it to you after you."

Gao Jianfeng looked back slowly, and glanced at the envelope coldly: "What's the content? Did you earnestly tell me to join the army and become a glorious PLA soldier when she grows up, because that's her lifelong wish?"

Gao Kejian ignored his sarcasm: "Your mother did say that."

"Unfortunately, I haven't heard of it." Gao Jianfeng smiled with one corner of his mouth hanging, "She didn't tell me personally, and others can't count the words, and I haven't seen her words very much. Look, what's the point?"

Gao Ke was silent for a while, and said in a deep voice, "This is in front of your mother's tombstone. I hope you have a minimum of respect when you speak."

"She knows who is disrespecting her." Gao Jianfeng said coldly. Can the party members and cadres of the party still come up with a dream, there is a word called hard work, Dad, it is you."

Gao Kejian became angry when he heard it, and knew that the conversation had fallen into an endless cycle of suppression and counter-suppression, anger and anger, but today's occasion is not suitable for it. He frowned and shook the letter: "This is your Mom wants me to hand it over to you, it's up to you whether you read it or not, but now in front of her, take the letter for me!"

Gao Jianfeng remained silent, but still took it back.The two fell into the awkward state of speechless again. After a long time, Gao Kejian caressed the photo on the tombstone, "Xiaomi, let's go. I'll come see you again in Qingming."

Gao Jianfeng remained motionless: "I want to stay a little longer, you go first."

Gao Kejian couldn't help snorting coldly, thinking that this kid was duplicity, he was still interested in that letter after all, but he was embarrassed to read it in front of his face, so he glanced at Gao Jianfeng, turned around and went out without saying a word.

The rain was getting thicker and thicker. Gao Jianfeng wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he took it out after thinking about it, and then put it back. Then he bent down, dug a not-so-shallow pit beside his mother's tombstone, and buried the letter in it. .

After doing this, he patted the dirt on his hands, stared at the photo on the tombstone for a long time, and then said softly: "He remembered wrongly, I won't be eighteen until February next year, when I come to read this letter, I will take it with me again." Please upload my admission letter and come to see you together."