[football] walk side by side

Did he put something over there on the bookcase?

Cyril's memory has always been very good, and the same is true for the placement and storage of various small objects. He thought for a while, and the first thing he remembered was the photo that was used to threaten Shen Xianxuan. In order to prevent the photo from disappearing, he remembered At that time, I clipped the photo into the book, and then put the book in the pile of miscellaneous books that were temporarily unused at the top of the bookcase.

So Chris was... saw that photo?

He raised his eyes and glanced at Cristiano, who was still in a daze at the moment, and didn't even notice that his roommate had changed.

Cyril found that his mood was unexpectedly calm even for himself-it stands to reason, whether as a player being bumped into such ambiguous photos by a friend who is also a player, or as an ordinary person who was misunderstood by someone he likes, Everyone should find a way to quickly resolve this misunderstanding.

But Cyril found that... he really didn't seem to care much about it.

Fortunately, now that he already knew the general direction that made Cristiano uneasy, he could also prescribe the right medicine. Cristiano probably just couldn't accept that his friends who had known each other for many years had different sexual orientations than ordinary people, right?So let's clear up this misunderstanding.

"Chris?"

Suddenly he heard a familiar voice calling his name, and the irritable Cristiano thought he had an auditory hallucination, until he raised his head in confusion, and saw luggage being placed on the opposite side of the bed that should belong to the captain Objects of Cyril.

"You, why are you here?" For some reason, Cristiano suddenly felt a little nervous. For a reason that he couldn't even explain himself, he didn't want (dare) to confront Cyril right now. Looking at it, he turned his head to one side and said in a muffled voice.

"The captain said that you are not in a good mood today, let me come and see you." Cyril said, putting the last two books on the bedside.He didn't miss the dodge in Cristiano's eyes. He just thought about it for a while, and then, as usual, he naturally sat beside Cristiano: "What's wrong with you these two days? Are you too tired from training?"

The distance between the two of them is not too close to one person at the moment, but Cristiano feels even more indescribably nervous.Frankly speaking, he actually had a lot of questions he wanted to ask Cyril—but he hesitated whether to ask, whether he could ask.

"I..." Cristiano pursed his lips, hesitated, and made an excuse casually, "It's nothing, I just broke up with Aurora a few days ago...it will be fine in a few days."

Cyril didn't speak quickly - he tilted his head halfway, and looked seriously at Cristiano's expression. The Manchester United midfielder lowered his head at the moment, as if he suddenly had a strong feeling for the floor. In short, he just didn't look up. Cyril glanced.

With this kind of sign, it is really a ghost to be broken in love.

Besides, Cyril also knew about the breakup. England's tabloids have reported on this point, but the breakup was brought up by Cristiano himself. Why is he so sad?

But since Cristiano has said that, it is not easy for him to expose him, so he simply said straight to the point: "Chris."

Cristiano: "...Huh?"

Cyril looked at Cristiano, who was still refusing to look up at him, frowned, put his hands on Cristiano's cheeks, turned him over, and forcibly looked at him.He had just pulled someone over, and before he had time to speak, Cristiano on the other end moved away like an electric shock.

Cristiano froze for a moment, and then realized that his reaction just now seemed a little strong. He opened his mouth, intending to explain the dodge just now, but Cyril threw a bomb faster than him : "Chris, did you... see something."

His tone was not a question, but a statement.

Cristiano raised his head suddenly, and now he finally dared to look at Cyril, but when he met the calm blue of the opponent, the original courage seemed to be burned out all of a sudden, he Stutteringly said: "Cyril...you, don't get me wrong."

Cyril tilted his head to look at him, with a calm tone: "What is the misunderstanding?"

"I don't mean to discriminate against you... No, what I mean is," Cristiano explained in a hurry: "Whether you like men or women, it's your freedom, and I respect your choice no matter what, I'm just worried about..."

really.

Cyril originally planned to clarify this matter directly. He felt that as long as all misunderstandings were resolved, then Chris's recent training status issues should also be easily resolved.

But when he saw how the other party was stammering, yet serious, explaining things very seriously, he suddenly didn't want to explain anymore.

He thought of a more practical question——

Cristiano is not disturbed because he cannot accept the sudden "coming out" of his friend, so what is he missing?

"Nothing." Cyril was silent for a long time, and finally said this.

Cristiano felt that his brain was a bit overwhelmed: "Why isn't there such a thing?"

Cyril said flatly: "We're not together, he doesn't like me." He spoke concisely and vaguely, but none of them were lies—they were indeed not together, and Shen Xianze did not like him.

No problem.

But hearing these words in Cristiano's ears, it was different.

From what he heard, that meant that Cyril liked each other, but the other party didn't like Cyril, and they were not together.

Cristiano was speechless for a while.

When hearing Cyril's series of "explanations", it is undeniable that Cristiano was relieved a lot - they are not together.

But soon, after Cyril finished speaking, Cristiano felt that he was not very well.

Most importantly, Cristiano felt as if... he could no longer deceive himself.

"Not together" made him heave a sigh of relief, but the meaning of Cyril's "liking" the other party raised his heart that had been slightly relieved, thinking that Cyril would seriously like someone else, The sourness in my heart is about to emerge uncontrollably.

"Then you will..." Cristiano wanted to ask whether Cyril would give up on this relationship, or would he try to pursue the other party, but he didn't dare to ask, just thinking that Cyril might go The very thought of pursuing another human being made him uncomfortable.

But Cyril seemed to understand what he meant from his hesitant words: "No."

Before Cristiano spoke, Cyril was faster than him and gave a detailed answer: "Liking and a lifetime are two different things. I don't like turning liking into a relationship casually-if a relationship starts from one If the beginning is destined to end, then the best way is not to start."

Very early on, Cyril also thought about his future partner.

He is not like teenagers of the same age, who often have adolescent fantasies about beautiful models with long legs and thin waists.The experience of losing his father in his early years made Cyril himself have an indescribable obsession with the word "family".

For him, feelings cannot be determined by a light liking. It means family and more importantly, responsibility.

Logically speaking, this passage should end here, and if we continue talking, this topic about feelings is too deep, but Cristiano, who feels that he still has a chance, is not too reconciled to ending like this, adhering to the In the spirit of learning from his predecessor's failures, he still couldn't help asking: "Why... do you think it is destined to end?"

Cyril thought for a while: "...Probably because he changes women every three days, no matter how you look at it, he is an unreliable guy?"

Cristiano, who didn't realize what was wrong, was in a bit of a complicated mood at the moment - when he was secretly happy, the rival in love he thought was probably impossible, could he not be happy?In addition, it is not worth it for Cyril to like such a guy.Looking at Cyril's calm expression, he felt a little distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he said sullenly: "Then don't like him."

Cyril: "........." Wait, something seems wrong.

For a while, he was in a complicated mood that was hard to describe in words, so he didn't reply to Cristiano's words quickly. On the contrary, Cristiano, who spoke first, was a little anxious. He said indignantly: "What do you like about that unreliable guy?"

Makes sense.

No problem.

Cyril thought calmly. He looked at Cristiano, who was a little anxious because of his reasoning, and suddenly understood everything.

are you happy?Can't be called.

It has been two years since the two met, not too long, but enough for Cyril to understand what kind of person Cristiano is.It's not that there is anything wrong with him. As a friend, Cristiano is actually a very frank and straightforward person. Those who treat him sincerely will be treated sincerely by him, and vice versa.

Although a little childish, a little naive in some places, and sometimes very willful, but these are actually nothing to do, as a lover, this is also quite good.

But Cyril doesn't need lovers.

What he wants is a partner who understands what responsibility is, not a relationship that starts easily just because of a little affection.

If a relationship is destined to end from the beginning, then the best way is not to start.

Cyril was silent for a long time, then he bent his lips, smiled, and replied seriously: "Okay, I don't like him anymore."

Cristiano, who didn't know what kind of death he had made, went to take a bath in a happy mood. It was already ten o'clock in the evening. It was serious to rest early and prepare for tomorrow's training.

Cyril sat by his bed and took a book from the bedside cabinet.

He opened the "Gate of Law", and on one of the pages, a printed white paper was revealed.If Cristiano was standing here at this moment, he would be able to tell—this is exactly the university application form he accidentally saw in Cyril's study.

Cyril lowered his head and wrote black handwriting on the originally blank volunteer column.

LSE (The London School of Eid Political Science)

--London School of Economics and Political Science.

The author has something to say: whether it is Manchester United or Chelsea, Cyril actually hesitated.As for why it is Chelsea... Uncle Psy is on the one hand, and you are also involved in it.