south wind is coming

The author has something to say: Haha, I don’t know how this story will develop and how it will end.Although I set countless beginnings and countless outlines for this story in the beginning, when I started writing Chapter 1, I overturned them all.I hope someone will like this story, and of course as a new beginning, I will tell this story well!

"I heard that senior brother Nanfeng has returned to China?"

"Ah."

"Speaking of Senior Brother Nanfeng, I always unconsciously think of the confession incident of the girl in the college."

"It's been so long since these things have passed, so don't gossip about them, okay Σ(°△°|||)︴"

"By the way, you were quite familiar with one of the heroines in the incident before."

"So what, do you discriminate against people with abnormal sexual orientation?"

"How could it be? Now that I've entered the rotten sect, it's as deep as the sea, and I've been a passerby's rotten girl since then!"

"Then there's no problem, and at the beginning... Brother Nanfeng didn't say that Senior Sister Mu Qi was his girlfriend, okay! It's just a rumor that everyone sees that they have a good relationship!"

"OK, OK, but as a man with a male gender and a male sexual orientation, what do you think about Brother Nanfeng?"

"Brother Nanfeng is the male god in my mind, but how can we fall in love with each other if we have different sexual orientations? Don't read too many danmei novels and feel that straight men can also flirt!"

The above conversation took place during my lunch.One of them is me, and the other is my college classmate and current company colleague Mu Mu.

My name is Jiang Chuyu, gender male, sexual orientation: male!The confession incident of the girl in our conversation happened in my college days, and it is estimated that it is also an incident that those classmates will not easily forget.Because the two protagonists in the incident are girls, one of them is a college goddess: Mu Qi!And it was only after that that I realized that my sexual orientation was homosexual.

The other protagonist in the incident is Jiang Chuchu, who is actually my twin sister.It's just that no one knows, and of course there are reasons why we don't look alike at all.At that time, I also thought that senior sister Mu Qi and senior brother Nanfeng were a couple. It was only later, after Jiang Chuchu abducted senior sister Mu Qi, that I realized that rumors like this were a bit unbelievable.Because these two people are really not ambiguous at all, and the reason why rumors appear, my conclusion is that most people still like male gods and goddesses.However, if Brother Nanfeng really likes Senior Sister Mu Qi, I believe that Jiang Chuchu would have absolutely no chance of abducting Senior Sister Mu Qi!

Of course, I am also very concerned about the male god's return to China, but compared to Mu Mu, a person who cannot know the specific facts, I still prefer to inquire with Senior Mu Qi who can know the real situation.So after work, I went directly to Jiang Chuchu and Mu Qi's home. Of course, another unspoken purpose was to get some food.

At the dinner table that night, I casually talked about it: "I heard that senior Nanfeng was invited to the class reunion this year. Isn't senior Nanfeng overseas? Is he going back to China?"

Of course, Jiang Chuchu attached great importance to this rival in love, so when she heard Senior Nanfeng's name, she gave me a hard look.I don't care anymore, anyway, senior sister Mu Qi can always appease this fried-haired person, for the news of the male god, Jiang Chuchu is nothing.

It's just that senior sister Mu Qi looked at me carefully for a long time when she heard the words, which made me startled.

"Chu Yu, do you still live alone?"

I didn't know why and replied: "Yeah!"

The next moment, senior sister Mu Qi successfully threw a bomb and knocked me out: "Nanfeng is indeed going back to City A, he asked me to find him a place to live, anyway, your home is big enough, You live alone, why don't you let Nanfeng go to your house first!"

"Oh ⊙[-]⊙, when will he return to China! I have to find some time to tidy up the house." I pretended to be very calm and said.

"The eighth day of next month! I'll give him your home address and your mobile phone number directly. Anyway, it's Saturday, and he will go to your house directly when he arrives. Let's go out for dinner together on Sunday!"

With just a few words like this, senior sister Mu Qi finalized the matter of senior Nanfeng coming to live in my house, but I didn't realize until I got home: ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!I want to live with the male god!After finally calming down, he saw his kennel, and his heart broke.So I was so excited that I completely forgot that there was still nearly a month until the [-]th of next month, and I also forgot that I would have to go to work tomorrow. I have piled up clothes, magazines and various things that I don’t know how long. I have finished tidying up.And also planned the layout plan.

Of course, when I went to work the next day, even though I drank a large cup of super strong black coffee, I still couldn't stop my perseverance to doze off, so that I was caught by the supervisor and deducted a month's full attendance (;'д') ゞ, early If I knew, I would ask for leave directly, and by the way, I could organize and arrange my home in one go.

Fortunately, the next day was Saturday, and I slept until twelve o'clock. After finishing my lunch, I ran directly to the supermarket near my home to start a big purchase.Be sure to get your home in order this weekend.

During the arrival of the [-]th of next month, after I rejected several people who wanted to come to my house to eat and sleep, I cleaned up the small details that I hadn't noticed before.Looking at the clean and refreshed home, my heart is filled with a sense of accomplishment.Of course, for the male god's room, in order not to expose my idiot attributes, I arranged it according to the simplest guest room.Of course I won't tell you! o(￣︶￣)nEvery detail in the room, from bed sheets to towels, was carefully prepared for the male god.And I also kept another set of couple models secretly hidden away for myself.

On the [-]st, I started to resume my normal life routine, and perfectly disguised my living habits as a good boy with mild cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder ╮(￣▽￣")╭Of course every time I want to relax and litter, I will Telling the male god is a clean freak, and the male god is a clean freak.

Of course, the whole school knows that the male god is a clean freak. Although the male god will not force others to follow his cleanliness, how can you be sloppy when you are with the male god?

Then I finally persisted until the [-]th with extraordinary perseverance. That night, after working overtime, I still managed to go to the supermarket with my tired body to buy the dishes I wanted to cook for the male god the next day, and perfectly summed them up in the kitchen After that, after washing and messing around, I was satisfied and fell asleep instantly after entering the bed.

But if I could be given a chance to do it all over again, I would definitely set an alarm clock at nine o'clock in the morning before going to bed.

It's just that there is no chance of doing it all over again.

When the male god rang the doorbell of my house, I was still lying in my warm bed and fell asleep soundly.

When I thought it was a courier, I opened the door unsuspectingly in pajamas that looked like sauerkraut with a chicken nest head on my head. At that moment, the clean and refreshing male god outside the door was just like this Standing in front of me with a smile on my face.

My heart is in a state of collapse to the point where the facial muscles freeze.I opened the door in embarrassment and welcomed the male god into the house.When I came back to my senses, I was very glad that I didn't throw the things I bought in the supermarket directly into the living room last night, but put them into the kitchen.

当我和男神——南风学长一起坐在餐桌上开始午餐的时候，我内心的弹幕是这样的：啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊，男神做得午餐。Of course, in this state, I have always maintained a dull state.

Then give the male god the key prepared in advance, tell the male god the general layout of the house, take the male god to the guest room prepared for him, and leave a sentence: "You can use this room as you like, and the clothes can be put into the closet , you can tell me directly if there is anything missing, if not, we can go to the supermarket in the afternoon. "

Then I, I went back to the room (┳＿┳)... Until the moment I closed the door, I gave my performance a 59-point failure.

Obviously when I was in school, I had a good relationship with the male god. I was so familiar with him a few years ago, how can I become so unfamiliar after not seeing each other for a few years.

It wasn't until the male god knocked on the door that I changed the pajamas I had been wearing all morning into casual clothes for going out.

Senior Nanfeng said that he needed to go to the supermarket to buy some personal items, so I went out with him on the grounds of taking him to familiarize himself with the surrounding environment.

Of course, after a whole morning of state adjustments, I have successfully regained the acquaintance with Senior Nanfeng when I was at school during this time, and kept everything on a perfect start.

☆, the south wind is coming again

The author has something to say: It's a bit messy, although yesterday I was thinking about being sweet and falling in love with the male god.But if there are only feelings caused by hormones, can we really grow old together in the future?Without feelings of common topics and values, conflicts will always appear in life.People change eventually.

Sometimes a good crush can motivate people to work hard (⊙ω⊙), although laziness is a pervasive virus, but I will never be defeated by laziness as a male god.So I stick to a healthy routine every day (*゜ロ゜)ノ!And after discovering that the male god has the habit of getting up early and running→→I got up early and started running together witty

It’s just that on the day that Senior Sister Mu Qi agreed, when a few people met for a meal, I always felt that the male god and the goddess cannot be put together, because it’s so dangerous (>_<), when the male god and the goddess are chatting together , Jiang Chuchu and I successfully felt the contempt of geniuses for mortals 〒▽〒

It's just that I have a trouble recently. Ever since the male god went abroad and after I graduated, I have let myself go.Anyway, my studies are over, no matter how good I am, I can't see him, and... I have given up on myself for many years, how can I work hard again now?

Until now, I didn't realize how big the gap between me and the male god is now.If we said that when we were in school, there was a height difference of Lushan Waterfall between me and the male god, then now the gap has become the height of Mount Everest.And more importantly, the direction I have now lost.

When I secretly mentioned this question to Jiang Chuchu, I was mercilessly laughed at.Ever since I told her that I suspected that I was gay, until I confirmed my sexual orientation, Jiang Chuchu was extremely firm in mocking my EQ and IQ.Moreover, she kept telling me what it means to make a move when it is time to make a move based on her own love history with Senior Sister Mu Qi, and what she believes to be the truth. , I tactfully kept silent on the above topics.

It's just that two cobblers are useless. The two of us chatted and chatted, and I was still perfectly confused about the future.Although the male god lives under the same roof as me, as far as the current state is concerned, I feel that I just belong to the male god's landlord, an alumnus whom the male god has not seen for many years, and a familiar stranger.

Although I pretend to be a positive teenager every day, when I go back to my small room and go to work in the company every day, I am very confused about myself. Being busy is meaningless, but I am really ignorant about planning and planning.

One afternoon, Mu Mu asked me, why have I been thinking about life so positively recently?I said: "Don't you think we are wasting our lives comparing ourselves to our peers? Especially when you find that the distance between you and your idol is getting bigger and bigger!"

Mu Mu was also silent.In fact, Mu Mu also had a crush on a boy for a long time. Although she never introduced that person to me, she just kept telling me about that person in the third person. I also knew from the lines that that person was really outstanding.

We always like a good person subconsciously, but it is more difficult to catch up with them than imagined.Excellence is the result of hard work, and I tend to give up halfway.

Maybe it's like what my anonymous online friend said: "If there is no comparison of geniuses around us, we will be content with being ordinary. But if we have witnessed the rise of geniuses, the unwilling mortals will rise up sooner or later."

No matter how messy your mind is, time always moves forward according to its own law, and will not stay for you for a moment.

In order to run with the male god, I have become accustomed to waking up early without knowing it. In order to pass the spare time after waking up early, even if I have no goals, I also start to read some magazine news that I was interested in before, and even re-read those magazines in college. textbook knowledge.

Sometimes when we look back at that knowledge and think from another angle, we will find a different scenery.I began to overturn some naive conclusions, and I will not consciously think about it when I encounter relevant situations now.

Just like the long-rusted gears slowly began to turn, the rust that stuck the gears slowly fell off with the rotation of the gears, and I slowly picked up the time when I was eager to learn at school.No longer worrying about the difficulties I face every day, I began to think that I would find out which aspect of knowledge I need to supplement?

I began to feel that time flies so fast, every day I always have a lot of confusion and ignorance that need to be replenished, but time always passes before I have time to figure out what I don't understand today.

I used to go to the library every weekend, and the bookshelves in the study room became crowded unconsciously.

When suddenly a month passed, I realized that I had paid little attention to Senior Nanfeng's affairs.

Remember there is such a famous saying: When you stand at the foot of the mountain, you look up at the top of the mountain and feel that it is nothing more than that, but when you start climbing, you will not know how high the mountain is.Some people, the more you know, the more you admire them.

When senior Nanfeng was arranged to live in my house by senior sister Mu Qi, I had to admit that I had some expectations in my heart, especially as a person with a male sexual orientation, senior Nanfeng is such an excellent person, and he is so A good opportunity to get along day and night, and a long-term relationship may not necessarily lead to a relationship.But the reality calmly poured a basin of ice water on me. Instead of giving birth to a relationship with no result and leading to an embarrassing situation in the future, it is better to cut off these sprouts and be good friends.

Jiang Chuchu met senior sister Mu Qi is one in a million luck, and the future may not necessarily be happy until the end.With the growth of age and rich experience, conflicts will always occur.There are countless feelings of falling in love with teenagers, but how many of them have joined hands until the end of life?

Although a little pessimistic, I really cut off the sprouting seedlings in my heart.Although this is a bit like self-persuasion.

But on the other hand, Jiang Chuchu and Mu Qi did have some quarrels, but Jiang Chuchu is better than me because he and Mu Qi really love each other, and although Jiang Chuchu is easy to get into the horns, but look for one thing After that, you will never let go.And since senior sister Mu Qi has included Jiang Chuchu in her life plan, she will not allow Jiang Chuchu to relax herself.

As a family member, the reason why I have no objection to Jiang Chuchu and Mu Qi is that apart from my sympathy for sexual orientation, I believe that even if they break up in the future, Jiang Chuchu can become even better because of this relationship.This is indeed a bit selfish, but out of emotion and reality, many things are true.

☆, male god he teases me

As an ordinary homosexual, well... ╮(╯-╰)╭, in fact, I really feel that I can’t become a genius on par with male gods. After silently regaining the fighting spirit in school and putting away my boyish heart , I found out: the male god, he actually teased me! ! ! w(Д)w

To avoid Σ(￣д￣;) you! !People think I am fantasy, I want to cite a few chestnuts to prove:

The first chestnut: Recently, after the supervisor found out that I had become aggressive, he began to take care of me a lot. The collective expression was that I had nothing to do and asked me to stay and work overtime. But after I came back late, the male god was still at home for me Lights on, dinner hot.

Woohoo, you know that for a person who has been tired all day and sees the figure of the male god cooking for himself under the lights at home, I have to work harder to control that sour heart and not let the beloved bud in my heart come back again. Growth sprouts.

The second chestnut: The male god said that we can go to the library together on weekends to have fun φ(≧ω≦*), and also said that we can stop by to watch movies and so on, so we can communicate more if we have nothing to do.Oops, this is a bit like a couple mode, blushing (*/ω＼*)

The third chestnut, hum, do you think I can say it?

But I only know now that it turns out that the male god will only stay for a few months when he returns to China this time (curling his lips), he just returned to his alma mater to be a substitute teacher for a few months.This weekend, I just happened to be giving a small speech by a senior graduate, and the male god said that I can go back to my alma mater to have a look, and have a meal together after the introduction.

But I really didn't go to the back door of the auditorium when the students asked questions after the male god's speech. By the way, I heard a few students asking questions. One student was very interesting, probably because he was a senior and was about to start writing a thesis. The question is: "Plagiarism is serious now, how does the professor judge plagiarism and what is your view on plagiarism, Mr. Jiang?"

The male god's answer impressed me deeply: "First of all, I don't agree with plagiarism. This is a topic about integrity. As a person who has received higher education, I don't think anyone here should have any doubts about disapproval. Second, how to judge plagiarism. When we write a thesis, we need to cite other people’s works because of our own experience and professional situation, but by moving and combining, for example, if you are asked to build a house, you just pile up cement, bricks, and sand Together, can you say that you have successfully built a house? Why do we write papers, not only to verify the results of what you have learned, but more importantly, to let you realize what you have learned , where you can use it after learning. It is still an example of building a house. We teach you to build a house and tell you that a house is a man-made building that can be used for living in and can be sheltered from wind, rain, and heat. But each of you understands the house It’s different. For the same thesis topic, someone built a stone house, and someone built a bamboo house... The thesis itself is not a math problem with only correct answers. You don’t need to pursue correctness and give up your views. When you join the society, you will understand better what it means to think and have your own point of view.”

Of course, I didn't tell the male god that I actually arrived a little earlier and listened to the conversation between him and the students. Instead, I had lunch at a restaurant near the school and watched a movie by the way.There is no difference between us and the students who are about to enter the society in these schools, we are just a few years of experience.Only after experiencing it will you understand that people who have their own opinions and don't follow others can often find their own way.

Well, such a serious topic is actually not suitable for me. I am still suitable for a simple life. Of course, thinking about whether the male god is really teasing me is still a disaster for my low EQ.

So I chose to ask for help off the court, but their conclusion was: the male god is just a gentleman of relevance, but my intuition tells me that this is not just a gentleman.But so what?I told myself that there is no future between you and the male god, no matter how you struggle and think, there is no future!

But no matter what the truth is, it is indeed a very pleasant thing to get along with the male god. We will exchange views on the same movie, complain about certain news, and the impact of current events on the economy.It's nice to have someone you can talk to and exchange opinions with.After all, when a person returns home alone, it is also a sad thing for someone who sees a joke and wants to share it but does not share it.

Originally, I really planned to muddle along like this, not to think about whether the male god is really teasing me, but I want to tell you, it really doesn’t seem to be my illusion, the male god may be teasing me.

Otherwise, how could things like inadvertently touching each other happen to two boys!hum.

Thinking about it, my radar started to wake up.

I found a small problem, the male god seems to have to call someone occasionally, maybe every night.

Could it be, isn't the male god single?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Maybe not.Now ask if it will be weird.

But what if I'm not single, am I being self-indulgent?

The lessons learned from asking for help outside the court last time made me a little reluctant to communicate with others on this topic.It's just that a person really doesn't know how to judge, whether he can speak.

Or keep it as it is?

Anyway, I can run with the male god every morning, have dinner together when I come back at night, spend time in the library on weekends, watch movies, and occasionally have a meal out.

Life is so beautiful.

The author has something to say: If the enemy does not move, I will not move. Anyway, I don’t understand it. It is better to stop with static.Jiang Chuyu is such a snail O(∩_∩)O