The child of crossing is mine
Chapter 29 Make Up Your Mind
"I don't hate you, I will forget you" After a long time, Menghan's cold voice sounded
"Just pretend I've never met you before, mother, I'll explain it to you, and I won't reveal your identity, so you can rest assured." Menghan finally recovered her expression, and looked at her pretending to be calm.
"Menghan, are you serious?" Qin Yu asked tremblingly
"What you say must be true"
Qin Yu raised her head in disbelief. She didn't believe that Menghan could easily forget the love and acquaintance between them. They had experienced life and death together, experienced ups and downs, and even passed the test of their parents. She didn't believe that Menghan could be in a flash. Forget everything, treat her as a stranger, if so, she might as well be dead, if there is no Menghan, then what is the meaning of her in this other world
"Menghan, I know I shouldn't hide it from you for so long, I'm just afraid, I've been afraid since the moment I liked you, so I haven't dared to tell you the truth"
"So you selfishly let me like you so much, let me pursue you like a fool, but you hesitated there, if you had told me earlier, why would it be so painful now?"
"I know I was wrong, Ke Menghan, since the mistake has been made and we are already in love, shouldn't it be wrong to make the mistake? I swear, I will treat you well" Qin Yu begged
"No, there will be no future, I can't accept the love between two women, and I have never thought of this level." It's not that Meng Han can't see Qin Yu's pain, her pain will not be less than hers , but she still can't accept it, this incident hit her too much, she really can't accept it now
"I see, you take care of yourself, I'll go first." Qin Yu looked at Menghan again in despair, with deep nostalgia, really wanted to hug her again, feel her body temperature for the last time
Looking nostalgicly at Menghan who was already calm, Qin Yu slowly backed out
Unbeknownst to her, the people in the house covered their mouths and cried tremblingly just after she went out
Qin Yu walked back to his room disheartened, turned over and climbed onto the kang to lie down, without taking off his clothes, staring straight at the ceiling
Up to now, her mind is still blank, she doesn't know what to say, what to do to bring Menghan back, she only knows that Menghan doesn't want her anymore, Menghan has given up on her, her mind is full of Menghan's voice and smile
I can no longer touch her tenderness
I can no longer feel her tolerance
Qin Yu sat up abruptly, took out the medicine bottle in his arms, stroked it carefully, a few hot tears fell on the bottle, and made a crisp sound. After a long while, Qin Yu finally couldn't hold back and hugged himself Her body trembled violently, and she covered her mouth desperately to prevent herself from making a sound. She was afraid that Menghan would hear her, so she was crying alone, with occasional sobs and bursts of mournful moaning from her chest.
"Menghan, I love you, I love you" Qin Yu said loudly, covering his face between his knees, holding himself like a baby in the original form in the womb
She's scared, she admits she's really scared
Traveling to another world, she was hesitant and confused, but her natural optimism did not scare her, she worked hard to survive, had no food to eat, no place to live, she had no relatives in this place, only Menghan was always by her side Whether she was escaping or when she confessed her feelings, Menghan stood with her without hesitation and never gave up.
Now she says to forget me
To be a stranger to me...
She felt the blood in her chest reversed, her chest hurt, and she spat out a mouthful of blood
Seeing the blood, she was stunned, she even vomited blood, it turned out that she loved Menghan to the bone marrow, and she was so sad
With a wry smile, he stumbled off the bed, found a rag to wipe off the blood on the ground, and sat down on the table again.
At this moment, she really wants Menghan to be by her side, she wants to hug her soft body, as long as she is here, she will not be afraid of any pain
But she couldn't go, she clenched her fist tightly, restraining her urge to find Menghan, she wanted Menghan's love, not pity
The chest that was kicked last night was still aching. She coughed a few times, but found that there was a bloody smell in her mouth. She couldn't help being a little scared. Could this be the so-called internal injury? What is the meaning of this body in this other world? It's better to die, maybe you can return to modern times
But she is reluctant to go back, even if she goes back, what can she do, Menghan is already in her heart, her heart is too small to accommodate other people, is she destined to be alone for the rest of her life?
No, it can't be like this, she doesn't want to leave Menghan, she wants to be with Menghan
Because Qin Yu without Menghan is no longer a complete Qin Yu
For the first time, she made up her mind to work hard for this fearful relationship. She wants to save Menghan's heart. She doesn't want to be a stranger with her. Just thinking about it will make her feel miserable
She believes that Menghan is affectionate to her, no matter if she is a man or a woman, she just can't accept her identity for a while
It doesn't matter, she can wait until the day Menghan wants to open up, she can't give up, if she gives up, it is tantamount to a death sentence for this relationship, and there is no room for maneuver
She gotta be strong, she can't be broken, yes, she must not be broken
Qin Yu secretly cheered himself up in his heart, he must not give up, and fell asleep on the table alone in a daze
In the early morning of the next day, Qin Yu woke up from the table in a daze, feeling backache and leg pain. It turned out that he was exhausted physically and mentally last night, so he fell asleep lying on the table. He was really tired
Shaking his head to wake himself up, he suddenly remembered what happened yesterday, and pulled the corner of his mouth bitterly, then pulled himself together, tidied up, tried to cover up his exhaustion, and made himself look more energetic, then opened the door and left go out
"Mother, good morning." When I went downstairs, I found Lu Mu sitting below, looking at her with some doubts.
"Well, it's early, I got up very early today"
"Uh...haha, yes" Qin Yu smiled awkwardly, she really got up early today, and she only woke up after they had eaten in the past
"Mother, where is Menghan?" Qin Yu looked around and found that there was no sign of Menghan.
"I just asked, and she said she was a little tired, so she won't come down to eat." Mother Lu looked at Qin Yu with her eyes, and she was asking her what's wrong
Qin Yu was embarrassed by the look, and she couldn't say it was because I was a woman, so your daughter was sad and didn't want to eat, so she had to look to the side, but Lu's mother only looked at it for a moment and then turned her gaze away, letting Qin Yu Yu breathed a sigh of relief, feeling a little distressed at the bottom of her heart.
The reason why I don’t eat is to hide from me, but no matter what, I can’t make fun of my body, not to mention that she already wants to get her back, even if she hides in the ends of the world, she still has to get her back
Qin Yu hurriedly ate a few mouthfuls and said he was full, and asked Xiaoer to prepare some dishes and steamed buns for her, and she wanted to deliver them to Menghan herself.
I knocked lightly on the door, but without making a sound, I heard the sound of someone walking inside.
Menghan opened the door, seeing that it was Qin Yu, she was stunned for a moment, "What's the matter with you?"
"My mother said that you are a bit tired, and you didn't come down for breakfast, so I brought it for you, and I will take you to the room for you." After finishing speaking, regardless of Menghan's astonished eyes, he walked in
Seeing that she couldn't stop it, Meng Han reluctantly closed the door
"Menghan, come and eat, three meals a day, the most important thing is breakfast." Qin Yu arranged the meals attentively
"Well, okay, I will eat." Menghan signaled with her eyes that she can go
Qin Yu was cheeky, he smiled and said, "Seeing how the dishes are cooked so well, I'm getting hungry again, let's eat together." Qin Yu took out two pairs of chopsticks and a bowl from the side and said, "Aiyo , I took an extra set for this job, just right."
Seeing Qin Yu justifying himself there, Menghan twitched the corners of her mouth a little stiffly, and did not speak, maybe she still wanted to get closer to her, especially after knowing that she was a woman, she felt more distressed for her, silently sat down and began to eat
Seeing that she didn't drive him away, Qin Yu strengthened his confidence. Meng Han really had her in his heart. After carefully examining her, his face was very tired and his eyes were red and swollen. He must have cried last night.
Thinking of this, Qin Yu felt pain in his heart, and could not help coughing a few more times. He saw a slender hand handing over a handkerchief. Qin Yu felt excited, but it caused a deeper cough. He raised the handkerchief to cover his mouth. shut up, it will take a while to recover
Qin Yu glanced at the handkerchief and was startled. There were blood spots on it, and he coughed up blood again. Could this be an incurable disease?
Menghan obviously also saw the blood on the handkerchief, and looked at Qin Yu worriedly.
"It's okay, don't worry." Qin Yu couldn't bear her fear and said comfortingly
"You, go see the doctor today." Menghan thought for a while, but still said the words
"Well, for you, I will live a good life." Qin Yu said happily
"Your business has nothing to do with me, don't say it's for me"
"Menghan, don't you care about me?" Qin Yu wanted to pull Menghan's hand, but Menghan hid him, she was startled, and let her hand go
"I'm just reminding you that if I were a stranger, I would do the same, it's not caring"
"Menghan, are you really willing to be a stranger to me?" Qin Yu said tremblingly
"We shouldn't have started in the first place, so why not give up?" Menghan tried her best to control her voice, making herself look calmer
"No, I won't give up, you must have lied to me." Qin Yu's eyes were red, and he let out a mournful cry like a cub
"Okay, that's it, I'm tired, please go out" Menghan was afraid that if she continued, she was going to cry again, so she had to chase her away
"Then you have a good rest, I'll go first." Qin Yu turned around sadly
"You, you remember to go to the doctor" Menghan didn't forget about Qin Yu's coughing up blood, which made her very worried
Qin Yu didn't answer, just walked out
She felt that Menghan still had resistance to her feelings. Menghan obviously cared about her, but she still refused to admit it. Sure enough, she still couldn't accept this kind of relationship, which made her no longer able to face this feeling calmly.
She also didn't want to push Menghan too hard, if she let her go, she might regret it for the rest of her life
Qin Yu made up his mind to follow Menghan all the time, it doesn't matter how shameless she is, as long as she can be with Menghan
"Just pretend I've never met you before, mother, I'll explain it to you, and I won't reveal your identity, so you can rest assured." Menghan finally recovered her expression, and looked at her pretending to be calm.
"Menghan, are you serious?" Qin Yu asked tremblingly
"What you say must be true"
Qin Yu raised her head in disbelief. She didn't believe that Menghan could easily forget the love and acquaintance between them. They had experienced life and death together, experienced ups and downs, and even passed the test of their parents. She didn't believe that Menghan could be in a flash. Forget everything, treat her as a stranger, if so, she might as well be dead, if there is no Menghan, then what is the meaning of her in this other world
"Menghan, I know I shouldn't hide it from you for so long, I'm just afraid, I've been afraid since the moment I liked you, so I haven't dared to tell you the truth"
"So you selfishly let me like you so much, let me pursue you like a fool, but you hesitated there, if you had told me earlier, why would it be so painful now?"
"I know I was wrong, Ke Menghan, since the mistake has been made and we are already in love, shouldn't it be wrong to make the mistake? I swear, I will treat you well" Qin Yu begged
"No, there will be no future, I can't accept the love between two women, and I have never thought of this level." It's not that Meng Han can't see Qin Yu's pain, her pain will not be less than hers , but she still can't accept it, this incident hit her too much, she really can't accept it now
"I see, you take care of yourself, I'll go first." Qin Yu looked at Menghan again in despair, with deep nostalgia, really wanted to hug her again, feel her body temperature for the last time
Looking nostalgicly at Menghan who was already calm, Qin Yu slowly backed out
Unbeknownst to her, the people in the house covered their mouths and cried tremblingly just after she went out
Qin Yu walked back to his room disheartened, turned over and climbed onto the kang to lie down, without taking off his clothes, staring straight at the ceiling
Up to now, her mind is still blank, she doesn't know what to say, what to do to bring Menghan back, she only knows that Menghan doesn't want her anymore, Menghan has given up on her, her mind is full of Menghan's voice and smile
I can no longer touch her tenderness
I can no longer feel her tolerance
Qin Yu sat up abruptly, took out the medicine bottle in his arms, stroked it carefully, a few hot tears fell on the bottle, and made a crisp sound. After a long while, Qin Yu finally couldn't hold back and hugged himself Her body trembled violently, and she covered her mouth desperately to prevent herself from making a sound. She was afraid that Menghan would hear her, so she was crying alone, with occasional sobs and bursts of mournful moaning from her chest.
"Menghan, I love you, I love you" Qin Yu said loudly, covering his face between his knees, holding himself like a baby in the original form in the womb
She's scared, she admits she's really scared
Traveling to another world, she was hesitant and confused, but her natural optimism did not scare her, she worked hard to survive, had no food to eat, no place to live, she had no relatives in this place, only Menghan was always by her side Whether she was escaping or when she confessed her feelings, Menghan stood with her without hesitation and never gave up.
Now she says to forget me
To be a stranger to me...
She felt the blood in her chest reversed, her chest hurt, and she spat out a mouthful of blood
Seeing the blood, she was stunned, she even vomited blood, it turned out that she loved Menghan to the bone marrow, and she was so sad
With a wry smile, he stumbled off the bed, found a rag to wipe off the blood on the ground, and sat down on the table again.
At this moment, she really wants Menghan to be by her side, she wants to hug her soft body, as long as she is here, she will not be afraid of any pain
But she couldn't go, she clenched her fist tightly, restraining her urge to find Menghan, she wanted Menghan's love, not pity
The chest that was kicked last night was still aching. She coughed a few times, but found that there was a bloody smell in her mouth. She couldn't help being a little scared. Could this be the so-called internal injury? What is the meaning of this body in this other world? It's better to die, maybe you can return to modern times
But she is reluctant to go back, even if she goes back, what can she do, Menghan is already in her heart, her heart is too small to accommodate other people, is she destined to be alone for the rest of her life?
No, it can't be like this, she doesn't want to leave Menghan, she wants to be with Menghan
Because Qin Yu without Menghan is no longer a complete Qin Yu
For the first time, she made up her mind to work hard for this fearful relationship. She wants to save Menghan's heart. She doesn't want to be a stranger with her. Just thinking about it will make her feel miserable
She believes that Menghan is affectionate to her, no matter if she is a man or a woman, she just can't accept her identity for a while
It doesn't matter, she can wait until the day Menghan wants to open up, she can't give up, if she gives up, it is tantamount to a death sentence for this relationship, and there is no room for maneuver
She gotta be strong, she can't be broken, yes, she must not be broken
Qin Yu secretly cheered himself up in his heart, he must not give up, and fell asleep on the table alone in a daze
In the early morning of the next day, Qin Yu woke up from the table in a daze, feeling backache and leg pain. It turned out that he was exhausted physically and mentally last night, so he fell asleep lying on the table. He was really tired
Shaking his head to wake himself up, he suddenly remembered what happened yesterday, and pulled the corner of his mouth bitterly, then pulled himself together, tidied up, tried to cover up his exhaustion, and made himself look more energetic, then opened the door and left go out
"Mother, good morning." When I went downstairs, I found Lu Mu sitting below, looking at her with some doubts.
"Well, it's early, I got up very early today"
"Uh...haha, yes" Qin Yu smiled awkwardly, she really got up early today, and she only woke up after they had eaten in the past
"Mother, where is Menghan?" Qin Yu looked around and found that there was no sign of Menghan.
"I just asked, and she said she was a little tired, so she won't come down to eat." Mother Lu looked at Qin Yu with her eyes, and she was asking her what's wrong
Qin Yu was embarrassed by the look, and she couldn't say it was because I was a woman, so your daughter was sad and didn't want to eat, so she had to look to the side, but Lu's mother only looked at it for a moment and then turned her gaze away, letting Qin Yu Yu breathed a sigh of relief, feeling a little distressed at the bottom of her heart.
The reason why I don’t eat is to hide from me, but no matter what, I can’t make fun of my body, not to mention that she already wants to get her back, even if she hides in the ends of the world, she still has to get her back
Qin Yu hurriedly ate a few mouthfuls and said he was full, and asked Xiaoer to prepare some dishes and steamed buns for her, and she wanted to deliver them to Menghan herself.
I knocked lightly on the door, but without making a sound, I heard the sound of someone walking inside.
Menghan opened the door, seeing that it was Qin Yu, she was stunned for a moment, "What's the matter with you?"
"My mother said that you are a bit tired, and you didn't come down for breakfast, so I brought it for you, and I will take you to the room for you." After finishing speaking, regardless of Menghan's astonished eyes, he walked in
Seeing that she couldn't stop it, Meng Han reluctantly closed the door
"Menghan, come and eat, three meals a day, the most important thing is breakfast." Qin Yu arranged the meals attentively
"Well, okay, I will eat." Menghan signaled with her eyes that she can go
Qin Yu was cheeky, he smiled and said, "Seeing how the dishes are cooked so well, I'm getting hungry again, let's eat together." Qin Yu took out two pairs of chopsticks and a bowl from the side and said, "Aiyo , I took an extra set for this job, just right."
Seeing Qin Yu justifying himself there, Menghan twitched the corners of her mouth a little stiffly, and did not speak, maybe she still wanted to get closer to her, especially after knowing that she was a woman, she felt more distressed for her, silently sat down and began to eat
Seeing that she didn't drive him away, Qin Yu strengthened his confidence. Meng Han really had her in his heart. After carefully examining her, his face was very tired and his eyes were red and swollen. He must have cried last night.
Thinking of this, Qin Yu felt pain in his heart, and could not help coughing a few more times. He saw a slender hand handing over a handkerchief. Qin Yu felt excited, but it caused a deeper cough. He raised the handkerchief to cover his mouth. shut up, it will take a while to recover
Qin Yu glanced at the handkerchief and was startled. There were blood spots on it, and he coughed up blood again. Could this be an incurable disease?
Menghan obviously also saw the blood on the handkerchief, and looked at Qin Yu worriedly.
"It's okay, don't worry." Qin Yu couldn't bear her fear and said comfortingly
"You, go see the doctor today." Menghan thought for a while, but still said the words
"Well, for you, I will live a good life." Qin Yu said happily
"Your business has nothing to do with me, don't say it's for me"
"Menghan, don't you care about me?" Qin Yu wanted to pull Menghan's hand, but Menghan hid him, she was startled, and let her hand go
"I'm just reminding you that if I were a stranger, I would do the same, it's not caring"
"Menghan, are you really willing to be a stranger to me?" Qin Yu said tremblingly
"We shouldn't have started in the first place, so why not give up?" Menghan tried her best to control her voice, making herself look calmer
"No, I won't give up, you must have lied to me." Qin Yu's eyes were red, and he let out a mournful cry like a cub
"Okay, that's it, I'm tired, please go out" Menghan was afraid that if she continued, she was going to cry again, so she had to chase her away
"Then you have a good rest, I'll go first." Qin Yu turned around sadly
"You, you remember to go to the doctor" Menghan didn't forget about Qin Yu's coughing up blood, which made her very worried
Qin Yu didn't answer, just walked out
She felt that Menghan still had resistance to her feelings. Menghan obviously cared about her, but she still refused to admit it. Sure enough, she still couldn't accept this kind of relationship, which made her no longer able to face this feeling calmly.
She also didn't want to push Menghan too hard, if she let her go, she might regret it for the rest of her life
Qin Yu made up his mind to follow Menghan all the time, it doesn't matter how shameless she is, as long as she can be with Menghan
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