Shiqing does not regret

"How did you find me back? Don't let me die outside, maybe I will be freed in this way." It has been three days since Yan Shu opened her eyes again, and the heat still persists. chaos.

She remembered that she told Huanyu her secret.She remembered that Huan Yu said that she never wanted to see her again in this life, she lied to Huan Yu, and Huan Yu said that she never wanted to see her again might be the biggest punishment for her.Thinking of these words, her heart felt like being sliced ​​by a sharp knife, and the pain was unstoppable. She really wanted to shout out, but her throat was dry.It's hard to say.

Nuo Shang felt a little distressed seeing her in such desperation, and tremblingly wiped the sweat from his forehead with a cloth towel, and said softly: "Don't think about it anymore, take a good rest, and get well first."

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Picking the Moon Pavilion, at this time there is more than Xu time.

Shao'er took the medicine and entered the door, helped Huanyu up, saw that Huanyu was coughing badly, and worried: "Miss, it's been three days, and your cold has not recovered, what happened to you and Mr. Yan?" ? Why have you become like this since you came back?"

"Don't mention her to me." Hearing Yan Shu, Huanyu's heart suddenly tugged. She couldn't understand that Yan Shu was a woman, or that she couldn't understand that Yan Shu deceived her.What Huan Yu hates most is that the person she loves cheats her the most. What's ridiculous is that anything will happen, God will really joke with her.

Seeing that Huanyu was so excited, Shao'er's bloodless face was reddened by the heavy cough, so she tactfully kept silent.

In the past three days, Huanyu often spent in tears, the scene of that day when he was awake, and the scene of that day again when he fell into a dream, and he could not escape all day long.Why does such a person want to tie her down, why does such a complicated person want to pull her into it.She really wanted to be that free and easy Huuyu, but ever since she met that person, everything seemed to have changed. She became not like her. That person turned out to be a woman.But why was that person a woman, yet I still cared about her so much? Thinking of her suffering, her hatred, and her helplessness, my heart suddenly tightened.Why would I still feel sad for her at this time?

When did Huanyu become so spineless, and all her thoughts were locked on the woman who cheated her feelings!Huanyu laughed self-deprecatingly, then coughed heavily again, and the hands covering her chest became a little heavier.

"By the way, miss." Shao'er just wanted to close the door and go out, but walked back, clutching the lapels of her clothes with both hands, and said embarrassingly: "Mr. Kuang from Kaifeng came to Chang'an to look for you, and said he wanted to see you. He left, but he just didn't listen, saying he wanted to see you." Shao'er glanced at Huo Yu's expressionless face, and hurriedly said: "Miss Zhi, if you don't want to see him, I'll send him right away. Let him go."

"Wait, where is she?" Huanyu asked suddenly, blinking her eyes lightly, and asked delicately.

Shao'er didn't expect that Huan Yu would actually stop her, some words couldn't keep up with her head, and said intermittently: "He has been stationed in the corridor of Louxie."

"You go ahead, I'll go out to meet her." Suddenly, at this moment, Huanyu suddenly felt that Kuang Taizhi didn't make her feel so uncomfortable anymore. Perhaps because she knew that person was also a woman, Huanyu couldn't help but compare Kuang Taizhi and Yan Shu. Connected, it turns out that they are also women, but they dress up as men in front of the world.So what kind of mood is it, to be in front of others with such a mask?Huanyu figured out in her heart that she subconsciously wanted to know more.Therefore, when Kuang Taizhi came this time, if this hadn't happened to her, she would definitely not have seen her, but in the current scene, Huanyu seemed to be driven by her heart, and wanted to see Kuang Tai.

The corridor on the second floor of the Yueyue Pavilion is only a few dozen steps away from the Huanyu room. Looking out from the corridor, you can see the scene of the bustling Chang'an Avenue.Kuang Taizhi looked thoughtfully at the bustling night scene in Chang'an City. It turned out that Chang'an City was so prosperous that it dazzled people. Huan Yu must have met Yan Shu in this place.Thinking of this, I can't help but feel sour in my heart, if I meet Huanyu here, will that person take me to heart a little bit?

Kuang Taizhi was thinking, but was interrupted by a few light coughs, and turned his head, only to realize that Huanyu was standing beside her.Taking a closer look, Huanyu is now dressed in an ordinary way, with light clothes and thin shirts, she has lost her former radiance, she looks much thinner, with unexplained sorrow on her dimples, her pale cheeks have lost the vitality of the past, and she wears a scarf. Can't help coughing lightly, with a little panting/weakness.Kuang Taizhi had never seen Huanyu who was so sick and weak before, so he couldn't help asking worriedly: "Miss Huanyu, what's wrong with you?" It makes people feel distressed.

"I'm fine." Huan Yu hurriedly took the handkerchief to cover her cough, and said suddenly, "Young Master Kuang, what's the matter here?"

Kuang Taizhi was a little embarrassed, and rode to Chang'an City for more than ten days without a break, just to see Huanyu.But now seeing Huanyu, my thousands of words are choked in my throat and I can't express this lovesickness. The eyes under the eyebrows are a little dim, and he said hesitantly: "A few days ago, Mr. Zhu intended to marry my Kuang family. But my father absurdly agreed to this marriage, that is to say, in the early winter season, Tai Zhi will marry the eldest lady of the Zhu family." As he spoke, the corners of Kuang Taizhi's eyes blushed, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "You know , my status, I can't marry Miss Zhu at all, but my father said that this marriage must be done, such a marriage may not be important to Yuli and me, but it is especially important to Zhu Kuang's family. I don't want to, I..." Kuang Taizhi choked up when he said this, his eyes became more and more red, and he looked at Huuyu sadly.Thousands of words can be said, and the heart is sad and difficult to explain.

Huanyu was a little shocked and a little sympathetic when he heard what Kuang Taizhi said.Old General Kuang clearly knew that his "son" was a daughter, but insisted that his daughter live a lifetime as a phoenix and become a victim of a political marriage. What absurd thing this is.Perhaps he was infected by the deep sorrow on Kuang Taizhi's face, Huanyu only felt more and more sad in his heart, for some reason, such a sad Kuang Taizhi seemed to overlap with Yan Shu who was so painful that day, and Huanyu's heart ached There was a flash of pity, and he said softly, "It must be hard to pretend to be a man for so many years, right?" He looked at Kuang Taizhi softly.

Seeing the tenderness in Huanyu's eyes, Kuang Taizhi was very happy, and said bitterly: "In the past 20 years, I have been pretending to be a man since I was a child, and I can't cry like a girl when I want to cry, and I can't play needles, threads, and instruments with girls. I can wield knives and guns like a boy, I can’t complain when I’m hurt, I can’t complain about being wronged when I’m angry, my father said, I want to live like an upright man, so as time goes by I also regard myself as a man..." Speaking of At this, I couldn't help but choked up and felt a little unspeakable.This is the first time she has exposed her heart in front of Huanyu, stripping off her most vulnerable side in front of her beloved woman.

Huanyu listened quietly to Kuang Taizhi's narration, but for some reason, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and she didn't know who the tears were shedding for.It turned out that Kuang Taizhi was burdened with such a heavy secret, and she couldn't help but feel pity. It turned out that she was not alone in the world.A thought suddenly flashed in my mind, where is that person?What kind of secret is the person who disguised himself as a man carrying in his heart, so that he willingly enters this chaotic court?That rainy night, the man told her all the tightly wrapped secrets. She said that she was doing it for revenge, and she said that her sister had died for revenge... She couldn't help shivering, because the man who was alive was suffering just as much.Thinking of this, Huanyu shook his head feebly, so what?Huanyu smiled wryly, there was still something in her heart that she couldn't let go of.

When Kuang Taizhi saw Huanyu staring at her absent-mindedly, with tears in his eyes, he was a little excited, but Huanyu was willing to cry for her.Seeing the bitterness on Huanyu's face, he knew that something must have happened, so he tentatively asked, "Miss Huanyu, are you okay? I mean, are you and Master Yan okay?"

Hearing Yan Shu's name, Huanyu's heart was shocked, and he said suddenly, "Don't mention this person to me again." He turned his face away a little coldly, so as not to let Kuang Taizhi see her expression at this time.Why, this person's name caused her such a big reaction.

Kuang Tai knew what happened to Huanyu and Yan Shu as soon as he heard it, and secretly thought that Huanyu's sickness made her feel a little distressed. Looking at Huanyu who is like a sick beauty at this time, she feels a little pity in her heart.Could it be that I really just came here all the way from thousands of miles just to pour out my heart to my sweetheart?So what if she, Kuang Taizhi, gave up her self-esteem for the sake of her beloved?

At this time, Huanyu was beating her chest lightly and coughing lightly, it was really difficult for her weak body to support her, which made her a little dizzy.I just feel a little dizzy, but I feel that my head is falling into the warm chest, and the beating of this chest is so powerful.When Yu Qingming was called to come over, she found that she had been embraced by Kuang Taizhi and held in her arms...

It was such a scene of "continuous affection" that was bumped into by Yan Shu who hurried to the door of the Moon-chasing Pavilion.Yan Shu looked at Huanyu and Kuang Taizhi from a distance at this time, and saw Huanyu completely nestled in Kuang Taizhi's arms without any resistance.His eyes could not help being filled with gloom and pain, and the corners of his mouth sneered, quietly admiring the amorous feelings on the corridor at this time.Huanyu, is this how you treat me?Just because I lied to you, you can't forgive me, but instead fall into the arms of someone else, even though this person is not a man or a woman, do you choose not to forgive me?

Feeling that the scene in front of her eyes was very dazzling, she staggered to the Moon Picking Pavilion with the last of her strength, wanting to beg for Huanyu's forgiveness again.But now...it turned out to be just her delusion, she had never understood Huanyu, she naively thought that Huanyu would forgive her in the end.But he didn't realize that it was not because of her to call Yu.Hehe, it's really funny, Yan Shu sneered at herself in her heart, turned around dully, and walked back in despair.One step, two steps, I don't know how far I have gone...

Now I have nothing, my sister is dead, my beloved is in the arms of others, and I have nothing.Maybe I didn't own it in the first place, but I just lived in the illusion I constructed, and smiled wryly in my heart. She, Yan Shu, is the number one fool in the world. She actually tortured herself like this for the sake of love, and lost the will to take revenge.Thinking of this, there was a pain in my heart, I just felt heart-piercing, and suddenly spit out a lot of blood with a "poof", and fainted to the ground.

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