Shiqing does not regret

At Haishi, wait until the banquet is over.Yan Shu thoughtfully sent Shang Huanyu into the carriage.Thinking to himself, it seems that Zhu Wen has been persuaded by Zhang Hui to agree to the promise of course, and it seems that he has made the right move with this dangerous move.It is believed that they will return to Chang'an City as soon as possible, but according to the etiquette, Huanyu will return to Kuang's house.Therefore, Yan Shuxin was reluctant to give up, so she bid farewell to Huanyu, and when someone declared sovereignty to him again, it attracted the envy and attention of countless people, and mixed feelings with some people.

At this time, the moon is like flawed jade, and the sky is full of stars.The moonlight sprinkled on Yan Shu's smiling face like water, making her look extraordinarily feminine at this moment.Yan Shu watched the carriage drift away until it disappeared, her bright eyes dimmed, she just felt a little lonely, what she did just now was really ill-considered, of course it wasn't because she hurt Li Yukang and made her feel regretful, but It was she who made known her relationship with Huanyu to everyone without fully considering it. Isn't this indirectly destroying Huanyu's innocence?Huanyu Xu, who was still in the dark, was delighted to hear that at this time, the man in her heart was as heroic as she expected.If Huanyu learns the truth, I'm afraid he doesn't know whether he loves him more deeply or hates him more deeply.Will this make Huanyu lose his choice and fall into a dilemma.At that time, will Huanyu regard her as a selfish, despicable and perverted villain?Yan Shu smiled wryly, maybe don't make excuses for his lack of consideration, maybe he is a selfish and domineering villain in his bones!Thinking of this, my heart felt pain like a knife.Some pain will always come.

If I return to Chang'an safely this time, I will make it clear to you.No matter what you want, my affection for you is still here, never leave, never die.

Yan Shu raised her head and looked at the full moon hanging high in the sky. The dark clouds lightly covered the flawless moonlight, making it look a bit cloudy and uncertain.At this time, Yan Shu couldn't feel the brightness of the moonlight at all, only felt the chill was threatening, so she wrapped her outer shirt around her body, and walked towards her courtyard with light steps.

Not long after walking along the wall, Yan Shu fixed his eyes and found a slender figure standing under the bright moonlight. Under the reflection of the moonlight, that person looked so thin and lonely, as if he was going to be with him. This night is one.

Yan Shu approached the figure, only to see clearly that this person was not someone else, but Zhu Yuli.

Yan Shu took a closer look at Zhu Yuli who was wearing a tulle shirt. Although the summer heat had passed, the weather in Kaifeng was cloudy and cloudy, and the night was darker and dewy, which added a bit of chill to this lonely night.Looking at Zhu Yuli at this moment, alone and alone, it really makes people feel distressed.

Yan Shu couldn't bear it, and cared: "Miss, it's getting late, why are you here?"

When Zhu Yuli saw Yan Shu's figure at the corner, his heart trembled, and he couldn't control his tears, which fell down rustled.Everything today, it seems like God made a joke on her.There is a rule in Zhu's residence that no female family members are allowed to go to the hall if there is a banquet at home outside of the mistress.But she still couldn't help worrying about her sweetheart, so she quietly hid on the side of the curtain in the main hall, concerned about every move in the hall.But she never thought that what she feared would happen didn't happen, so she should feel at ease, but something happened that she didn't expect: Yan Shu, in front of everyone, was willing to form a relationship with Li Taifu's family for the sake of her sweetheart .It hurts, but his sweetheart is not her, and he has never been in his heart.Thinking of this, her pain deepened, she couldn't believe her ears, until she watched Yan Shu considerately send Huanyu into the carriage after the banquet from a distance, he tied the cloak so tenderly for her, he laughed It was as warm and warm as the March-like spring breeze, gently brushing the broken hair behind her ears... It turned out that all of this was true.Tears couldn't stop flowing down his cheeks.

Seeing that Zhu Yuli was silent all the time, Yan Shu carefully looked at her face, and found that the man's face was full of tears, crying like a tearful person.Suddenly, it dawned on her that she probably already knew everything she did at the banquet!Suddenly, I feel distressed and feel guilty, but I don't know how to comfort Zhu Yuli.

Dazed for a moment, Yan Shu couldn't bear it, so she slowly took out the brocade handkerchief embroidered with orchids from her sleeve, climbed onto Zhu Yuli's cheek, and carefully wiped away the tears on her face.

Suddenly, a jade hand caressed her hand holding the brocade handkerchief, tightly grasped her hand and pressed it gently on her cheek, Yan Shu could only feel that Zhu Yuli's cheek was extremely hot, but couldn't tell if it was the heat of tears Still the heat of the hand.

Zhu Yuli's voice choked up and said: "Is it true?" The long eyelashes finally lifted up when another tear fell, and she looked at Yan Shu with red and swollen eyes.

Yan Shu stared fixedly at her sad eyes, feeling a little guilty, but still pulled out his hand holding the brocade handkerchief, and said apologetically, "It's true."

After all, I hurt this innocent daughter's family, didn't I?In the end, shouldn't she be blamed for "wrongly paying infatuation for nothing"?Yan Shu felt uncomfortable, but still answered bluntly: "I have known Huanyu for a long time, and in Yan Shu's heart, I am afraid that she is the only one who has been thinking about me in this life. Miss, Yan Shu knows that you love me I'm afraid that Yan Shu is not a good man, so please don't put it in the hands of a libertine like me."

But the heart stopped beating at that moment. At this time, Zhu Yuli was probably a little numb from crying. He raised his head and stared blankly at the man's handsome face. The moonlight poured on the man's body, making him look as white as jade in the rough. Flawless, bright and handsome eyes like the stars can still make her cheeks blush and her heart beat faster. At this moment, Zhu Yuli no longer wants to care about the established status and etiquette of men and women in the world, so she hugs Yan Shu unexpectedly, Pressing his cheeks tightly against Yan Shu's chest, hearing his strong and rhythmic heartbeat, he felt a little palpitated and absent-minded, and said softly, "Then Yu Li doesn't care about taking the next best thing? Since you are helping the Shuhui From the moment I got out of the siege, I knew my heart for you. What if Yu Li doesn't care about working with you?" She, Zhu Yuli, was willing to lower her status, even everything, for Yan Shu.Since self-esteem can be lowered so low, what else can't be lowered?

Yan Shu felt a little sour when he heard Zhu Yuli's words, how could he let such a talented and learned lady bow herself down?Why do I want to let such a beautiful woman pay her by mistake?Yan Shu admitted that she was really despicable at the beginning. She hoped that the sisters of the Zhu family could help her, so she got close to the sisters of the Zhu family. She didn't even try to dodge Zhu Yuli's fiery eyes and warm emotions.But now Zhu Yuli's feelings for her are real, but she can't deny it.Aren't her tears now caused by herself?

But no matter how guilty she is, guilt is still guilt, love is still love, and her love is only for the person whose frown and smile touched her heartstrings.Yan Shu was not in a hurry to break free from Zhu Yuli, let Zhu Yuli soak the clothes on her chest, and said coldly: "Yan Shu can only cry for her, laugh for her, and be frivolous for her in this life, and only want to join hands with her Whiteheads, don't regret your original intention."

Hearing Yan Shu's gentle voice, Zhu Yuli spoke every word.What a heart-wrenching speech, what a confession that would make the daughter's family blush, but these fiery words were not for her.Zhu Yuli slowly let go of Yan Shu's lapel, and slowly opened the distance between the two, his face was pale, and he looked at Yan Shu weakly.

After a moment of silence, Zhu Yuli finally uttered a sentence: "Okay, I understand." She turned around and ran away without hiding her face.

She, Zhu Yuli, has done everything she can, and the only thing left is the courage to escape.Little did he know, the two lines of tears on his face silently wet his dress.

Looking at the desperate and injured figure, Yan Shu felt mixed feelings in her heart. After all, she had deceived this pure and pure woman like a white lotus.

Yan Shu sighed dejectedly, but when she turned her head, she found Nuo Shang not far away, standing in the darkness with her sword in her arms.His figure is probably the most familiar to him, and Nuo Shang must have seen the scene just now!

Before she could approach Nuo Shang, Nuo Shang jumped to her side with a vigorous step.

Looking at the serious expression on Nuo Shang's face, Yan Shu felt a little embarrassed to speak, after all, Nuo Shang knew her best.

"You all..." Got it, Yan Shu asked hesitantly.Because only Nuo Shang understands her, even only he understands her life experience and her identity as a woman, so Yan Shu feels that it is a bit hard to express his feelings for Huan Yu to Nuo Shang.

"Are you really in love with that girl?" Nuo Shang raised his eyebrows, calmed down, and looked at her with some melancholy.He even found it a bit unbelievable that when Yan Shu bluntly expressed his true feelings for Huanyu at the banquet, Nuo Shang, who could handle everything calmly, was still dumbfounded.He never thought that his junior sister would fall in love with someone else, even if that person was a woman.He once thought that she was only living on the lust of revenge, and the door in her heart would not be opened for anyone.

"Yes, I like it." Yan Shu stopped retreating, straightened up, looked into Nuo Shang's eyes, and replied firmly.

"But do you know... your identity." Nuo Shang still said what he was jealous of. The junior sister is a woman after all, but as a woman, she fell in love with a woman.

"I know, but I still like her, and I can't control myself. Only when I see her, will I have emotions, and I will feel that I am alive, and that living in this world is so beautiful." Yan Shu didn't want to She hides her emotions too much. To her, Nuo Shang is not only her elder brother, but also the only person she can trust by her side. She is not completely ignorant of the deep friendship that Nuo Shang has always stayed by her side to help her for so many years. Because of this, she couldn't lie to him.Tonight, she will tell him completely, her heart.

good?Hearing that his junior sister used the word "beautiful", Nuo Shang's heart suddenly trembled. For many years, he had never noticed that his junior sister had smiled from the bottom of his heart. Since she came to Shaoshi Mountain when she was six years old, she always had a cold and indifferent expression In front of others, it is precisely because of this that she has little contact with her fellow apprentices... But everything has changed now. She changed for that woman, or did that woman change her?Nuo Shang smiled wryly, and the sourness in his heart surged up. He once foolishly thought that where Jin Cheng came, Jin Shi would open. He thought her heart was cold, so he wanted to warm her with his own heart. If possible, he would I have been guarding my junior sister, protecting her, helping her, and melting her frozen heart.Now it seems that her frozen heart can be melted, but that person is not him.

Nuo Shang didn't want Yan Shu to see through his thoughts, so he hurriedly concealed his emotions, held back the tears that wanted to roll up, looked up at the sky for a moment, and suddenly smiled brightly on his face, and said: "Forget it, if that woman I really like you as much as you like her, I think seeing your smile is a blessing for senior brother."

Really, is it a blessing for you to see my smile?Yan Shu raised her head and stared blankly at Nuo Shang at this moment. She had never observed senior brother carefully, and she had never even told him her thoughts like today. It turned out that senior brother smiled with a slight dimple on his face. His stern eyes shone brightly in the night, and his tall nose bridge and muscular arms gave him a sense of majesty and straightness. Although the night was dark, he still felt very good-looking. Only then did she realize that his senior brother was actually his brother. A dignified and handsome man.But it was such an excellent man who accompanied her through all the darkness and loneliness when she was a child, and was willing to be an unknown bodyguard behind her to protect herself during her three years of official career...

Suddenly moved and sour came to my heart, and my eyes were a little red looking at the face that was forcing a smile at this moment.

Nuo Shang also looked at him with a smile at this time, and the two were silent for a while.Nuo Shang looked at Yan Shu. This person was the one he wanted to protect for the rest of his life. He raised his hand unconsciously when he was deeply in love, but stopped at the moment when he was about to caress her cheek. He didn't have the courage. Then he grinned bitterly, patted Yan Shu's shoulder with his hand and said, "No matter what you do, brother will always be by your side. No matter what the end result is, you still have me." After speaking, he looked up The bright moon turned around and said: "It's getting late, and you've been tired for many days, go to bed earlier. Then I'll go first."

After finishing speaking, without giving Yan Shu a chance to speak, she walked past her and hurriedly disappeared into the night.

Maybe, if you can't get the result you want, then let's fulfill what she wants.Nuo Shang raised his head. For the first time, he felt as if there was a hot liquid in his eyes that he wanted to keep out. He tried his best to calm down the sadness in his heart, and smiled wryly: If so, then I will let me guard like this. You have a good life.