Shiqing does not regret

In the three days after Li Mingxi's death, Yan Shu never left the mourning hall. She locked herself firmly in the mourning hall, neither letting anyone in nor leaving.

Because too many people died in the palace, not only the bodies of the tormentors, but also the bodies of innocent servants, even after three days of rain washing, the previous killings and the past killings cannot be washed away. Strong bloody smell.

Slowly walking to the coffin, looking at the peaceful sleeping person inside, slowly stretched out his hand, crossing the coffin to touch the beautiful and delicate face, but stopped at the moment when his fingers were about to touch the long eyelashes live.

She knew that what she was about to touch was a cold corpse, and she really didn't want to face this cruel reality.

Under the long eyelashes are the eyes that are always closed and can never be opened again.Once upon a time, it was Li Mingxi's bright and yearning eyes that attracted her. When she gradually realized how good and beautiful this woman is, but...

Why?Why?Wasn't she the one who died?

At this moment, Yan Shu repeatedly questioned herself in her heart, she really hated herself for being like this.

Suddenly, the cold, ghostly sneer spread throughout the mourning hall, making the already dark and gloomy place even more frightening.

Hahaha...Looking up and laughing, there is no hope in the eyes of despair.

If she hadn't been wanting revenge all the time, her sister wouldn't have died, her senior brother wouldn't have died, and she wouldn't even have hurt her.

"Wake up!" Angrily, he rushed back to the coffin, grabbed a corner of the coffin, and yelled at the sleeping person inside, "I beg you to wake up, please, wake up and look at me again Helplessly, she fell down the long coffin, her eyes were bloodshot, and in the past three days, she probably shed more tears than she had shed in the past 20 years, but it was obvious that she shed so many tears that her eyes were full of tears. Dry, heartbroken but nowhere to vent.

It's her who deserves to be damned, not Li Mingxi.

"Yan Shu, you bastard"

Sleepy and powerless, she fell to the ground, her mind was filled with images of that person when she closed her eyes, and when she opened her eyes, she was also full of images of that person. She stretched out her hand to hold it tightly, but found that the image in front of her was nothingness.

Her heart was so painful that she couldn't hurt anymore. She thought that the death of her senior brother was the biggest blow to her, but she didn't expect that God would punish her in the end, and let all the loved ones around her leave her. , let her watch her most important person leave her side...

why?

why?

No, she doesn't want this ending, she doesn't want such a tragic fate to control her life.He suddenly stood up like a maniac, his eyes full of shock, and he looked around at everything around him.

She killed so many people, she killed so many people... For a moment, Yan Shu's mind was full of the figures of the dead relatives who approached her, making her want to grab it but couldn't... …

In fact, the real damn person is her, isn't she?

Suddenly, her mood became freezing point, despair and entanglement haunted her, making her lose all hope at this moment, and driving her crazy.

Her sweat-soaked hair was already hanging untidyly on her forehead, coupled with the messy clothes dyed dark red, she was in a state of embarrassment.If someone didn't look carefully, they probably wouldn't think that this person was the once-famous noble son of Chang'an, but would think that he was a mentally disturbed lunatic wandering the streets of Chang'an city.

From the corner of the eye, he glanced at the knife hanging on the outermost pillar of the mourning hall, and his heart suddenly moved.

Yes, if you understand this life in this way, it may be good for everyone.

Suddenly she rushed over, took out the knife with her hand, and the knife came out of the scabbard, and the cold light shone directly on her eyes, looking hasty and clear.

With bloodshot eyes, he turned his head and glanced at Li Mingxi, who was already asleep in the coffin, and felt another pain in his heart.

It was she who killed that innocent woman, and the culprit for all of this was her.

That person didn't even know his true identity until he died, and even when he met her in the underworld, he didn't have the face to tell her the truth.

What could make her suffer more than this matter?

When there is a long-planned deception behind layers of truth, what is love?

Maybe, cheap ones can.

Tears flowed out again from the red, ghostly eyes, and slowly dripped on the blade that had been sheathed. In the moment of silence, the sound of tears dripping could be heard.

In this way, once everything is settled, how about returning everything that is owed to you?

Li Mingxi, I will return everything to you.

The blade slowly touched the neck, drawing a thin red mark on the originally white and smooth neck, slowly closing the eyes, enjoying the last bit of peace before death...

Maybe so...

"What are you doing?" A clear voice sounded hastily behind her, and suddenly she felt that her hand holding the knife was deflected, and Yan Shu suddenly opened her eyes when she heard the sound.

"What are you doing? Hurry up and let go!" The person who came was naturally Huan Yu.Seeing that the knife in her hand was snatched away by Huan Yu, Yan Shu couldn't help but stare in shock, as if she was overly frightened, because it was obvious that Huan Yu put the knife she took from her hand on her neck.

"I'm here to fulfill you!" The hand holding the knife on his neck did not relax at all, his eyes looked at Yan Shu coldly, and he spoke after a long time: "Do you think that if you die, I will live alone? Instead, I would rather not be the person who sees all the prosperity and ruins." The eyes may be darkened due to long-term fatigue, and they look a little tired, but the eyes are still so cold, this kind of coldness is cold to the bone.

She escaped the massacre of those assassins because she contracted the cold again and lay ill in bed. When she really couldn't bear the sound of crying in the distance, and walked out with the discomfort in her body, her eyes were extremely desolate.

She never thought that such a tragedy would happen in the palace that was once in its prime. In her whole life, she had never seen so many corpses. At the moment of being dragged away, Huanyu admitted that this was a frightening scene that she would never forget in her life.

The strong smell of blood surrounds the entire palace, and the souls of the unjustly killed also surround the entire palace, the sound of crying at night, the violent wind sweeping the ground during the day, all these...

When Yan Shu hugged Li Mingxi in a daze, when all the cries had disappeared, when Yan Shu knelt there and tightly hugged the woman who had taken her last breath At that time, Huanyu stayed in the distance, watching this desolate and sad scene, her mood was complicated.

Suddenly, for a moment, she hoped that she was the one who blocked the knife for Yan Shu, so that she could die peacefully in that person's arms.Looking at the "hard-fated couple" in the distance, I can vaguely see the shallow curvature of the corner of Li Mingxi's mouth. Although she closed her eyes, she is happy...

Death is not terrible, the most terrible thing is the living, and the living is like the dead.

A person dies, but remains in that person's heart forever.

……

Huanyu stood outside the mourning hall for three days. During these three days, Yan Shu had never been out of the mourning hall, and she had never left the mourning hall, but she didn't dare to disturb her. She just watched her silently from a distance. Watch her hurt for her, and she hurt for her.

A lot of people in the palace left, and what remained were only the last few people who were loyal to the palace.Because Li Chong was hit so badly, he couldn't stand against the burden of his body once again and lay on the bed, murmuring "Xi'er, Xi'er" in his mouth in a coma...

Huan Yu is definitely not a hard stone, after all, she felt a little pity for Li Chong, although she suppressed her emotions, although she put away her life when she bet her whole life on that woman. All her feelings, but looking at the scene of father and daughter separating, she couldn't help feeling sad.

Once, when her mother left her, she cried for three days and three nights. I'm afraid she will remember the heart-piercing pain of losing her mother for the rest of her life.But now, he should be in the same pain.Maybe this person's hands are covered with blood, maybe this person is a heinous person, but he is a qualified father.

Speaking of the word "father", Huanyu's heart throbbed inexplicably. Perhaps, for a moment, she was a little jealous of Li Mingxi, because Li Mingxi had already obtained the most difficult love in the world...

When the sharp blade sank deep into the skin on the neck bit by bit, when the white scar left a bloody knife mark on the neck, Yan Shu froze in shock and wanted to go forward to grab the knife, But he found that doing so would only make Huanyu's hand work harder: "What are you doing? Put down the knife quickly." Huanyu's move really scared Yan Shu, the damned person was obviously her, what did she say? Can't let Huanyu...

"You don't even care about death, do you still care about my life?" Huan Yu raised her head, said with a sneer, and looked at Yan Shu with contempt.

Yan Shu was taken aback when he heard this.She knew that Huanyu's words were forcing her.

She knew that she couldn't answer at all.

In the end, she was the most shameless, cruel, and selfish person from beginning to end. She only thought about her own emotions, and didn't take into account Huan Yu's emotions, or she never noticed.

Such a person, such as her, is not worthy for her to love her.

"For me, you are not worth it." Looking up, she looked back at Huanyu again with sorrowful eyes. She knew how shameless and shameless she was at this time. Stabbing into his own chest, he came to end this heinous person.

"Hehe, that's great!" Huanyu heard the words, his heart shook, his whole heart hurt like being cut by a knife, he raised his head, tried hard to keep the tears from being unable to restrain his emotions from coming out, and sucked a breath coldly. tone.Perhaps, the pain in the neck is far less than the pain in the heart.She knew that Yan Shu's words were just to make her hate her, not her intention. She knew that that person had been forced into a corner, and she also knew how painful she was at this time. Nothing less than that.However, she still couldn't help it, and what she had endured was also on the verge of collapse.

However, she clearly understood that if she really couldn't help it, then what would be left would be the lives of the two of them.

Resisting the grief in his heart, he looked at Yan Shu, who was in despair at this time, with tearful eyes, suddenly took the knife off his neck, and sneered: "When you go, how are you going to face your parents, how are you going to face you?" tell them? You lost the will to avenge them because of the death of the daughter who killed your father and enemy? Or tell them that you ended your life in pain because you fell in love with the daughter who killed your father and enemy? "

Every word ridicules Yan Shu, every sentence is piercing.

"If that's the case, I won't stop you!" As he spoke, he handed the knife to Yan Shu's eyes.Now, she can only put all her eggs in one basket. Using revenge to stimulate Yan Shusheng's hope is her last bet.I also put my life completely on this bet. If I win, maybe there will be hope. If I lose...

Unfortunately, she was not as lucky as that person.

Inadvertently glanced at the coffin, the woman in the coffin was still sleeping peacefully, she couldn't hear the most tragic truth about her in this world, because she really bid farewell to this world.

Walk away with love and satisfaction.

Staring blankly at the cold blade in Huanyu's hand, the extremely cold light was like a basin of cold water extinguishing all the hustle and bustle he had just had, making Yan Shu calm down.

Perhaps, when the price she paid was already the worst, she didn't have any worries.

Perhaps, what is owed has been unbearable in this life, so let her pay it back in the next life!

You're going to go to hell after all, aren't you?

The author has something to say: Sometimes when I see comments that are a bit biased, I don't know how to reply.

how to say?I shouldn't be able to write Mary Sue's essays, and I hope to show a normal person.

The heroine has advantages and disadvantages. Only in this way can the characters be more plump. In the real society, there is no such thing as a "pure person", only a "rational person", so selfishness, which is more broadly called "selfishness", I think this It should not be a shortcoming, but the commonality of everyone. If it is removed, it will be unrealistic. For example, if we put ourselves in it, how can we achieve righteousness?Maybe I can't make the character into a handsome and perfect protagonist.

There is still a short scene at the end. I will ask for everyone's opinions when I write a place.

Oh oh, update tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, please continue to leave comments ←_←