Shiqing does not regret

Since Li Zuo succeeded to the throne and a new false emperor was established in Luoyang, crusades from all over the country rose up. For a while, the whole Tang Dynasty was caught in intense wars and the people were in dire straits.

It had been more than a month since Li Chong left early and returned late, and he was never seen in the daytime, so he didn't know what he was really doing.Since she didn't say anything, Yan Shu naturally wouldn't ask. Although she was lucky enough to escape the incident last time, it doesn't mean that Li Chong won't doubt her.

And this month is a test for her. I believe Li Chongding sent someone to observe it secretly. Although she is his son-in-law, she can temporarily protect her safety, but if she really reveals something, I am afraid that he will definitely tolerate it. No less than their own.

Yan Shu weighed it secretly, and thought it over and over again. These days, he is doing his own job well. Now that there is chaos outside, princes from all over the country rule the roost and conquer everywhere, and people from all walks of life are ambitious. I believe that Li Chong is not willing to be defeated by Zhu Wen. The foreigner is in control of the situation, I believe he will take action soon.Now it's time to employ someone, Li Chong will definitely use her after thinking about it.

All she has to do now is to stand still, except to wait or wait.

Sometimes, to do things, you need to calm down first.

"Are you back?" As usual, when he came in from outside the mansion, he heard Li Mingxi's snorting, stepped forward, carefully widened Yan Shu's outer robe, and arranged for Yan Shu under Qing'er's service. Washed hands and face.This kind of Li Mingxi is rare, and since that happened to them, the relationship has become less polite than before, and more interactions are somewhat ambiguous.Now Li Mingxi is really like an ordinary wife, waiting for the husband who has homework at sunrise to come home, returning tenderness to the tired husband and alleviating his tiredness.

But?Every time this happens, Yan Shu's guilt will deepen.Not only because I forced her to be with myself...

What's more, it's his own identity.

There was a wall in Yan Shu's heart against her, but this wall could not be broken no matter what, so it kept suppressing her.Tell her that he is a woman?A woman marrying the daughter of the prince's mansion, I am afraid that any ordinary woman would not be able to accept it.Or tell her that as a woman, she possesses her, and this possession is not because of love, but because of hatred?

Every time she thinks about this, Yan Shu always scolds herself completely in her heart.But it's useless to secretly annoy herself, she still has to think of a way, she can't tell her that she is a woman, right?

No, there was absolutely no way she could have told her.

It seemed that she had already figured out a solution in her heart. After Qing'er frowned and worried, she walked out of the room and breathed a sigh of relief. This little maid has become more and more wary of her recently.Watching the door slowly close, she sat on the bed a little upset, lowered her head and stroked her slightly aching head with her hand.

"Aren't you too tired?" Seeing her frowning, Li Mingxi felt a little worried. Yingying stepped forward and stopped in front of her. Her slender fingers landed on Yan Shu's temples, from the outside to the inside, as if To smooth the word Sichuan between the brows.

After a long time, Yan Shu thoughtfully pulled Li Mingxi's hand away, motioned her to sit beside her, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Xi'er, I have something to tell you."

"What's the matter?" Seeing Yan Shu's thoughtful and extremely serious look, he felt a little bit in his heart, and felt that Yan Shu's next thing was very serious, so his tone became cautious.

"Don't you doubt what happened that night?" Yan Shu raised her eyebrows, and looked at Li Mingxi with some hesitation, trying to see something in her eyes, but now she can only take this risky move.

Hearing this, Li Mingxi's heart trembled, and Yan Shu's words completely shocked her.

Don't doubt it?So what is the doubt?Of course, she also felt a little weird...why, when Yan Shu was like her, she used her hands instead of...Thinking of this, the blush has already stained the ears.However, although shy and rational, she always thought that Yan Shu treated her so roughly at the beginning just because she disliked her, but in fact, when that person said "I didn't dislike her", she was puzzled .

But Yan Shu didn't say anything, so it's inconvenient for her to ask more.However, tonight, Yan Shu brought up that matter again, and it was so solemn, it reminded her of what happened that night, and she suddenly felt a little flustered.

Seeing the expression on Li Mingxi's face, she knew that something was wrong.Yan Shu knew that Li Mingxi was the kind of woman who would not hide her thoughts, she could easily read the messages on her face.

She turned her head and stopped looking at her, just lowered her head, and said in a dry voice: "Because of the battle of Pingzhou, when I fought hard against Khitan, unfortunately I was injured, it was because I hurt a man's place, after that..." Not everything.Her voice was getting weaker and weaker, and she could hear her feeling of inferiority at this moment.However, this is an excuse that Yan Shusi made up after thinking about it.She had to do this, she had to find an excuse, and this excuse could not only cover up her female identity, but also allow her to avoid more skin contact with Li Mingxi.

Of course, such a reason is extremely cruel to a woman who loves her husband deeply.When one day, a girl in her prime realizes that her "happy husband" can't fulfill her husband's responsibilities, and when she realizes that she will be a widow at a young age, what a blow it is to a young woman.

But, there is no way, when she finishes all this, she can only choose to hurt Li Mingxi.However, while speaking duplicity, he felt even more guilty towards the innocent woman beside him.

She must be a devil from hell.

Looking up, I saw the woman who was stunned by her words, and saw Li Mingxi staying where she was, staring at him blankly, frowning, looking at her with a suspicious, sad and complicated expression.This kind of gaze made Yan Shu unable to look directly, and even the guilt spread all over her body more quickly, tearing her heart, she gritted her teeth, and knelt down on the ground with a "bang".

"I'm sorry!" Perhaps, at this moment, she couldn't say anything except to apologize.

Because she doesn't deserve it.However, she is shameless.

After waiting for a long time, Li Mingxi did not make a sound. Yan Shu's mood suddenly turned to freezing point. This blow must be unacceptable for an ordinary woman.However, just when she felt lost in her heart, she felt her head warm up.

"I do not mind!"

Suddenly, when Yan Shu heard that sentence, tears flickered in Yan Shu's eyes.What she said, I heard right.Suddenly his eyes widened.

"As long as you're okay, as long as you don't dislike me, I don't care about anything." I hugged Yan Shu's head tightly, hugged her tightly, and folded my arms, as if making a difficult decision.It turned out that she had always been self-righteous. She had complained about Yan Shu and hated Yan Shu. She had always thought that brother Cheng died unfortunately because he refused to save him on the battlefield, but she didn't know that this person was also on the battlefield. was extremely badly wounded.However, the man didn't say anything after he came back, he still endured his unreasonable troubles, and kept taking care of her by her side.It turned out that I didn't know anything.

Thinking of this, tears welled up.

Although being incapable of human affairs is the greatest humiliation in a man's life, it may be sad for a woman married as a man's wife.However, she is Li Mingxi, and she lives for love.Since she fell in love with the man in front of her who pretended to be her husband, she should accept everything about him together.

She doesn't care about all of this, just like Yan Shu doesn't care about her past.

If so, then let all the pain of the past be the past.

At this moment, Yan Shu couldn't restrain her emotions anymore. She raised her head and looked at Li Mingxi's eyes that were also full of tears. Dark waves surged in those black and cold eyes, which made her unable to pretend anymore. , Tears gushed out, drop by drop fell on each other's clothes, moistening each other's hearts.

The words are false, but the feelings are true.

night.

Feeling Li Mingxi's unruly little head rubbing against her arms indiscriminately, Yan Shu breathed a sigh of relief in spite of being startled, the person in front of her was indeed asleep.

It can be regarded as having escaped a catastrophe, living by her side as a disabled man is bound to relax her vigilance towards her, but why did he agree to Li Mingxi emotionally?

But now the two of them both fell on the bed, their ears and temples entangled, but she secretly regretted her irrationality just now.

For some reason, Yan Shu felt that her heart was disturbed.

Only when the mind is disturbed, will the square inch be in chaos.

She lowered her eyebrows and looked at the doll-like woman curled up in her arms, her porcelain face was now cute and pretty under the light of the candlelight, and her long eyelashes covered those lively and attractive eyes. At that time, Li Mingxi was like a cute little woman, very likable.Yan Shu has never had such close contact with Li Mingxi, but now when she sees such a quiet person, she feels a little pity in her heart, which makes her want to lower her lips and taste it.

When such inexplicable emotions arose in my heart, I couldn't help being startled, what happened to me?Hastily touched his own face, but found that it could be hot.Fortunately, no one watched it, otherwise it would be red and it would never be red again.

Opening his eyes, he looked out of focus at the sky above the bed.

In this way, is everything forged with lies really good?She tortured herself repeatedly in her heart.

Suddenly, there was a pain in her heart like being pricked by a needle, and she knew why it hurt, and she wanted to call Yu.

She remembered that rainy night Huanyu's last look before leaving, that look made her ashamed and hated herself.Thinking of this, the hand that was holding Li Mingxi was also withdrawn tremblingly.

However, in the end, Yan Shu realized that what she had done could not be settled by being sorry.