Shiqing does not regret

At night, the raindrops slapped the plantains mercilessly, and even formed puddles on the ground.

Almost all the houses in the palace had closed their doors and turned off the lights, only Yan Shu wandered around the mansion in a daze, no one would notice her in such a heavy rain and such a dark night.

She almost struggled to run out.

As long as she hides in a corner away from the crowds of the palace, she can cry as much as she wants.The big raindrops slapped Yan Shu's body mercilessly. Because of the wound Nuo Shang caused her at that time, mixed with the rain, she could feel the burning of the wound, and this burning wound was left by her respected senior brother. Giving her the last "gift", she felt more heartache than pain.

Sadness and pain spread throughout her body, and this pain was no less than any previous injury.

She didn't even dare to go to the gate of the city to take a second look at her brother's body, because that would expose her reluctance to him to outsiders, and she could only choose to shrink in her own shell and suffer alone.Yan Shu was running, but she fell to the ground with a plop because she didn't pay attention to her feet, and this unprepared fall stopped her from continuing her crazy behavior.

She should find a place to lick her wounds. She raised her head in embarrassment. Her black hair, which was originally bundled up, was half scattered due to a sharp fall, and her clothes were covered with water stains and mud. Yan Shu didn't pay attention to these.She just staggered and hid under the eaves at the northwest corner of the palace to avoid the onslaught of more wind and rain. There were few people living here, and no one would pay attention to her.Crouching down and hugging his knees like an abandoned child, weeping.She hadn't cried for a long time, but now that the tears flowed into her mouth mixed with the rain, she found that the bitterness was unstoppable, and her chest felt hot again.

What happened today really hit her too hard, and she couldn't forgive herself for the absurd things she did afterwards.Yan Shu didn't know whether her emotions at the moment were for Nuo Shang or for Li Mingxi, she trembled, she cried silently, letting her hands be washed by the rain, but when she lifted her hands from Li Mingxi's body She was dumbfounded when she pulled it out, with the brightest blood. When she watched Li Mingxi pass out because of her abuse, she gradually woke up and realized that she What a hopeless thing was done to that innocent woman!

Li Mingxi is innocent!

But she ruthlessly used an almost cruel method to embellish that innocent woman!

In an instant, Yan Shu's mood became uneven again, she couldn't imagine that she would do such a beastly thing.It's like when a gentleman full of ethics and morality suddenly does something that is outrageous, and suddenly realizes that he is a complete hypocrite one day, nothing can crush her self-esteem more than this, or even everything.The pupils contracted deeper and deeper, and the entire eyeballs were once again buried in mist. Yan Shu selectively placed her head in her arms, wailing silently...

She was so aggrieved that she couldn't even cry out.At this time, Yan Shuyi is fragile, she is also a woman, she also has a tender and fragile side, she also needs warmth, but the cold rain has been dissipating the only remaining temperature in her body.

"Cry if you want!" The voice that seemed to bring warmth in the silence sounded above Yan Shu, and the light-colored oil-paper umbrella had covered her from the rain.

The moment the familiar voice sounded, Yan Shu raised her head subconsciously, looking up at the woman in front of her who was protecting her from the wind and rain.She didn't know how long Huanyu had been here, but the moment she saw the man, she subconsciously hugged the man's legs and sobbed softly.

But in fact, Huanyu has been here for a long time, perhaps, just because she loves someone, she knows why she is sad and why she is in pain.Nuo Shang's death undoubtedly dealt a huge blow to Yan Shu. She watched Yan Shu silently not far away from her, watching her go mad in the rain, watching her lose her mind, her heart felt like a knife was twisted.However, she knew that only Yan Shu could bear these pains by herself, she couldn't share a little bit for that person, and all she had was to accompany her.

What she has is to give her warmth when she is very cold.

The appearance of Huan Yu undoubtedly touched the softest part of Yan Shu's heart again. Like a helpless child, she embraced the only warmth left in front of her eyes, shed tears and dawdled, praying to ease her emotions. .But in fact, Yan Shu, who was holding Huanyu, didn't feel the slightest peace of mind because of Huanyu's arrival, it just made her feel more guilty, and the feeling of guilt gradually spread to every corner of her body for a while, and she began to panic, began to Frightened, before she could completely calm down, she stood up, hugged Huanyu who was holding a paper umbrella for her, and hugged her tightly so that there was no gap between them.

"Yu'er, please forgive me!" This was the only repeated words of Yan Shu with a nasal voice.

Huanyu was a little puzzled, pulled her body out of her arms, looked at Yan Shu's red eyes, the guilt and remorse on that face made her feel very uneasy, because Yan Shu had no reason to apologize to her, and now she He has been begging for his forgiveness, but Huanyu has an ominous premonition in his heart.

"What?" Her voice became thinner because of anxiety, she was a little afraid of Yan Shu at this time, a little afraid of what Yan Shu would say to her next, and a little afraid of her intuition.

"I," Yan Shu paused, she was not sure how the next words would hurt the relationship between the two of them, but in fact it was forged by herself, "I had a relationship with Li Mingxi. The last words Almost whispered, she no longer dared to look at Huanyu, because she was not qualified.

With a "bang", the paper umbrella she was holding hit the ground heavily, and the round umbrella surface was torn from the middle due to the heavy blow, and it collapsed instantly.

"What did you say?" After saying this sentence, Huanyu fell silent, looking at the woman she was familiar with but also unfamiliar in front of her in disbelief, she felt that the news hit her hard like a blunt, making her She nearly lost her mind.In fact, her thoughts were also emptied at that moment, her mind went blank, and she froze on the spot.

Looking at Yan Shu who was stunned by her "wrong thing" on the spot, her heart seemed to be cut by a sharp knife. She was a little afraid of Huanyu who was calm and calm at this time, and said incoherently to Huanyu: "I I know I did something wrong, I'm sorry! Hit me please!" Seeing Huanyu's silence, she pulled out her hand and slapped her face viciously, begging for a little response from Huanyu.

However, the person in front of her let her go, but there was no reaction.After a long time, seeing that Huanyu was still silent like this, Yan Shu was frightened. She knew that Huanyu was not a person who gets angry easily, but the person who committed the heinous thing was shamelessly begging the innocent woman in front of her for forgiveness. It is worse than pigs and dogs.But what could she do?She was very regretful and frightened. She was so angry that she wanted to die, but she couldn't.Guilt and hatred tormented her, making her exist like a ghost walking in the dark, but she didn't know how to redeem it, how to beg forgiveness from a woman who loved her deeply, so she could only grab Zhu Huanyu's shoulders firmly, Pray for her last ounce of forgiveness.

She knew that she had done an unforgivable thing, but what hurt was this woman who loved her deeply and was willing to give up everything for herself.

Silence after silence, the sound of the rain is not small, but louder, mixed with rumbling thunder, I don't know whose anger it is.

It took a long time for Huanyu to come back to her senses, staring blankly at Yan Shu, who was crying badly and kept confessing to her. At this moment, her heart was in pain, and she didn't know whether it was her pain or her pain. It hurts, she no longer has the courage to ask why.

Looking at Yan Shu, from the previous tenderness to indifference, and then to disappointment, he gently pulled his fingers away from her hand, bent down, picked up the broken paper umbrella that had been dropped, and turned around.

But at the moment when she turned around, the tears she had suppressed for a long time still remained, but she gave Yan Shu an indifferent back.

She couldn't warm Yan Shu because her heart was chilling.

……

It was dawn when Li Mingxi woke up again. She didn't know what time it was, but when she moved her body slightly, a tearing sensation spread from her lower body, and the pain made her want to cry out. With the thin quilt covering her body, although she was motionless, she knew that her body was intact.

Turn your head and look at the other side of the bolster. There is no one. Has he left?

Then where did he go?

Thinking back on everything last night, it was as if it had just happened, vividly in my mind, but for some reason, a line of clear tears flowed from the corner of my eyes, I don't know if the tears were sad or happy, but I just looked at the sky empty and unfocused, with complicated thoughts.

Did she become his woman?

Will his relationship with her change from now on?Like an ordinary couple.

"Crackling" the door opened suddenly, Qing'er came in with clean clothes, usually this time is the time for her to serve the young lady to wash up, and usually this time, she can't see her uncle.

Qing'er put the long tray on the table, and walked slowly to the bed, seeing the bruise on the uncovered neck, she was shocked, even if she hadn't done anything about it, she knew how the bruise came from, and for a while teary eyes.She never dared to imagine that the uncle, who usually looks gentle and polite, would be so rough in the intercourse, and treat her young lady like this, tremblingly said: "My uncle, she..."

Li Mingxi saw her distress for her and anger towards Yan Shu from her expression, propped up her aching body, and said softly: "This is not something you should worry about, do your job well." Said Then, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Of course, the implication is to tell Qing'er not to spread the word.

Qing'er understood, nodded aggrievedly, looked at the colorful body of Li Mingxi, and cried distressedly: "How can my uncle treat Miss like this?" Qing'er was indignant in her heart. Yes, and the relationship between the two is very good, how could it be?But when she saw the warning in Li Mingxi's eyes, she subconsciously kept silent. As a servant, she couldn't control the matters between husband and wife.

Lishou, let Qing'er wipe her body with a warm towel, with complicated eyes.

There are some things that Qing'er doesn't understand, but she understands.