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It was a thick, long dark purple backpack, with a bit of sand and the smell of sea breeze.The swollen-eyed school girl gently placed Lele's "relic" in Xiaoyun's hand, Xiaoyun took it, and walked outside to the simple sofa and small chair on the third floor.One of the female doctors who was sleeping in the air-conditioned master bedroom poked her head out and advised, "...Ms. Zhao, why don't you come in and rest first? After standing by the seaside for so many days, tomorrow morning..."

"Thank you." The hoarse voice forcefully interrupted the other party's unfinished words. "...I'm fine, I'm fine. Please leave me here by myself for a while."

When she said that, the other female classmates on the third floor who were silently pretending to be swiping their phones and actually observing her put down their things and walked back to their rooms thoughtfully.They also grieved for several days because of the death of their two friends. They were extremely tired, and each of them fell asleep in anxiety with deep dark circles under their eyes.

Every cell in Xiao Yun's body is clamoring for fatigue, longing for even a second of rest.But the huge damage to her soul actually deprived her of the privilege of sleeping to escape from reality. When she closed her eyes, there was no darkness in front of her, but a delicate little face with a sweet smile and beautiful eyes. She is rogue, she is confident, she is fragile, she is upright, she is emotional and confused... There are thousands of faces, thousands of demeanors, each of which is her, engraved on Xiao Yun's heart, and will never be forgotten.In the end, there is a sea, light green and blue, which meets the sky, and in the waves there is a floating corpse with edema, a familiar face with twisted and twisted clothes, spit out a big mouthful of acid water, and sobbed faintly, "Sister Yun, save me!" I……"

Then Xiao Yun would startle, covered in cold sweat, trembling uncontrollably.She couldn't fall asleep, she was more sleepy but more awake, this is how she came through these days and nights.

In the deep night, everything was silent.The old and power-hungry incandescent bulbs on the ceiling above his head radiate heat, flickering faintly.Xiaoyun opened Lele's backpack, and a copy of "Internal Classics" and a copy of "Treatise on Febrile Diseases" occupied the largest space.These two books are second-hand books used by Lele on the Xiaoyun bookcase, the thread binding is peeling off, and the pages are also worn out; Xiaoyun once asked Lele to order a new book so that she can take notes for herself. Persevere, and refuse to listen no matter what, Xiao Yun let her go.

Flipping down, he took out a white robe with long sleeves and short hem, and five green characters embroidered on the top of the breast pocket with slightly wider spacing.After the gowning ceremony, Lele has been wearing this one when she is in practice. She said that she took it from the senior she admired and admired the most. It seems to be blessed with divine power, like a little girl holding a star's peripheral treasures. Xiao Yun is quite disapproving of this stupid fan behavior.

Some small things, cash, health insurance card, driver's license and ID card... Finally, I found a palm-sized notebook.Xiaoyun opened it carefully. The first half was about Chinese medicine, so I just browsed through it briefly. The latter part was much more interesting, and it was Lele's daily diary.Xiao Yun has the ability to read ten lines at a glance, but when she read this part, she slowed down, looked carefully and slowly, and would stare at even a comma.

Lele's temperament is a little casual, and sometimes she is very direct, and she has to argue with reason for things she is not used to. To be honest, sister Yun is used to being a fearless newborn.Her handwriting is large and refined, and her words are straight and straightforward, with little embellishment, not gorgeous, but it can make people see sincerity.

"...A pair of sisters came to see the doctor today. In fact, it should be the younger sister. The older sister is responsible for bringing people here. XDDDDD During the consultation, the older sister explained in more detail than the younger sister, saying that the younger sister is prone to allergies when the seasons change. , runny nose and itchy skin, sometimes worse after eating sweet fruits. I asked my sister if she likes to eat snacks and drink iced drinks, she nodded, and I reminded her that this would make her symptoms worse, The moisture in the body is getting worse. I am exhorting and prescribing the prescription. During the process, my sister was stared down by her sister. When they left, I saw my sister grabbing her ear and chant 23333333"

"This reminds me of sister Yun who used to be like this when I was young. Although she loves me, she has an inexplicable insistence on unhealthy diet, and she refuses to release water no matter what. That sister is probably in an extremely upset mood at the moment, and she really wants to get her annoying sister from the port. Let it go (just like me at that time) It is really a person, there are always such stupid times in the second year. We don’t know how to cherish at the moment. After a long, long time, we will know how happy it is to have someone miss you and scold you. It's about!"

"...Wow! Sure enough, at the end, it will always be back to Sister Yun, Sister Yun, you are taking up more and more space, maybe I miss you more and more... I figured it out, there are still more than 30 My God, a year is almost over before I know it... what should I say? Otherwise, I will learn how to be romantic like others. > <Sister Yun, I really want, I really want to have Tinkerbell’s arbitrary door. To your side (why I don't feel romantic at all)..."

Rhyme, rhyme, rhyme... If you want to seriously count the words with the highest repetition rate in the entire notebook, this word should undoubtedly be the first.In Lele's hand, the word "Yun" has different styles. The twenty "Zhi" characters in "Lanting Collection Preface" have their own charms. Although Lele is not a book sage and his writing style is naive, they are similar; the difference It's just that Wang Xizhi relied on his drunkenness, while she relied on her affectionate affection.

Xiao Yun laughed while reading, accompanied by heart-piercing pain.A drop of tear quickly fell onto the page, blurring a word, she quickly moved the note away with her left hand, and covered the lower half of her face with her right hand.She held back her crying, biting her lower lip tightly with her white teeth, blood oozing from her flesh; her chest twitched and heaved violently, her breath was stagnant, and her throat seemed to be about to squirt in the next second. Bleeding, mouth full of fishy smell.She couldn't hold it back anymore, and a few hoarse crying sounds came out, so she dropped her things, staggered to the balcony on the third floor, knelt down on the ground, and broke down crying.

"Woo... Lele, Lele... woo..."

He clenched his fists tightly and knocked hard on the floor, Wu Qing was already numb and painless, no matter how painful it was, it was no worse than the sharp pain in his heart.This is the first time that Xiaoyun has cried so indistinctly. She is always calm and confident, and she can calmly face no matter how difficult the situation is; Yunyu, the overlord of the Qin family's business world, is crying weakly like a child when his treasures are taken away.

"Lele... Lele..." Under the malicious manipulation of fate, Xiao Yun could only admit defeat in frustration.Ironically, she could guard the huge kingdom, but she couldn't guard her most beloved person.

However, the whole kingdom is not worth a single hair of the sweetheart.Zhao Xiaoyun is more indifferent than anyone else, but also more affectionate than anyone else, robbing her lover, the feeling of being unloved really enveloped her.

Xiao Yun wanted to yell to shut up the Taoist priest who was beating cymbals and chanting mantras by the sea in the early morning, and wanted to throw all the members of the medical team who were hugging each other for warmth and crying into the sea.On the seventh day of Lele and Wang Xianghui's disappearance, no bodies were found, and there was no good news. After so many days, everyone knew that there was no possibility of a miracle.Wang Xianghui's parents and younger sister also came to Long Island, calling his name and crying heartbreakingly.They hugged Xiao Yun, the only family member of Lele, and shed tears of sympathy, but Xiao Yun stiffened her body and did not respond, and even felt a monstrous anger in her heart.

Don't pretend to be sad, my Lele is not dead yet!She repeated this sentence endlessly in her heart, she didn't say it, but she firmly believed in it.Once heard by Ma Qianzi, the assistant who cared about her couldn't bear to see her such a crazy idiot, so he persuaded him a few more words, but Xiao Yun, who had never been harsh on him, grabbed the glass on the nearby table and slapped his head hard. After all, Xiaoyun was soft-hearted and turned the angle. The glass brushed Qianzi's face and shattered on the stone wall, but there were still a few pieces of glass that scratched Qianzi's face, leaving bloodstains that were not deep or shallow. .

Ma Qianzi didn’t try to persuade him anymore. On the one hand, he was shocked and on the other hand, he was a little angry. The deep reason was that he was really frightened by such Miss Yun. The man unconsciously felt deep fear.

He underestimated that girl's influence on Miss Yun, and Master Qin even more misunderstood Miss Yun's infatuation.Ma Qianzi had a premonition that if Miss Wuyou was found to confirm her death, Miss Yun would take herself and the entire Qin family to be buried with her.

What kind of relationship can make people do this?

Such an accident happened, so the free medical team went back early.When they came, a group of young people were happy and ambitious, but the atmosphere on the return journey was filled with coldness and sadness. The village head of Changdao led several villagers and bid them farewell at the port with smiles. Everyone waved their hands weakly.The cable was thrown away, and the motor was running again. The handsome and yuppie boy was missing, and the delicate girl looking at the sea with a sweet smile was missing.

Xiaoyun didn't go back with them and chose to stay in Long Island for one more month.During the day, she was not afraid of the scorching heat and stood under the sun, and traveled all the places Lele had stayed, the chairs at the entrance of the temple, the pavilions by the sea; several times at night, little brother Qian Zi looked at Xiao Yun who was sitting on a rock and staring at the sea in a daze , I feel anxious, as if the beautiful but haggard woman is about to jump off the sea with her lover in the next second, and let the waves and wind lead her endless thoughts to the reunion.

Xiao Yun always carried the doctor's gown and the notebook with the smell of Lele on her.She is attached to the fabric that is clearly no longer warm, and keeps kissing the "An Wuyou" embroidered on her chest. She reads the diary again and again, and she knows every word, every punctuation, and every emoji.She did these things repeatedly, never tired of it, looking for the imprint of her lover's existence in the shallow traces, and firmly believed that her lover was still alive in the world.

When Xiaoyun passed out on the bed where Lele used to sleep, Ma Qianzi finally couldn't stand it anymore.He asked someone to bring a sedative to make Xiao Yun completely unconscious, and then transported her back to T City by private plane, forcing her to lie in the hospital for more than a month, using nutritional supplements and drips to restore her skinny skin. A frail body like an adult.

After Xiaoyun is discharged from the hospital, she will not go back to the company to deal with the mountain of affairs, nor do other things.She asked Qian Zi to drive straight to Dongcheng.

The author has something to say:

…Believe me, this is definitely, definitely not the most abusive chapter (spread your hands and quickly put the lid on the pot to enter defense mode)

Well, I wish all the angels happy and smooth... I'm so tired and want to sleep zzz