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Xiaoyun's feelings for Lele, saying that Lele didn't realize it was a lie, but when she was kissed, Lele's mind was blank except for shock.The beauty of ambiguity lies in the fact that many things and emotions are vaguely absent, and the most appropriate distance is kept between each other, neither too close nor too distant; however, when this layer of window paper is pierced, what you have to face is naked/naked The truth, and the accompanying confusion and fear.

Sister Yun's frank words prove that her feelings for Lele are not as pure as when she was young, but far beyond.The violet pupils are mixed with pity, love, tenderness, and more of desire, a woman's desire to love and be loved.She no longer regards her as her younger sister. Ever since she reunited with Lele in T City, Xiaoyun's affection for her has been mixed with the most subtle and treacherous kind that human beings have. Love made her jump out of the frame of her relatives, and she no longer I am only satisfied with Leleman relying on that sweet "Sister Yun", she wants everything about her, from body to heart.

On a night full of weird atmosphere, Lele, who was suppressed on the bed, saw that the clarity of her violet eyes became less and less clear. She instinctively knew that something unexpected might happen if she didn't respond.Xu Shi drank too much alcohol and made her courageous. When the lips of the man above her were about to touch her neck, Lele pushed forward a little bit, and Xiao Yun, who was defenseless, was pushed out by her like this. , and almost fell out of bed.Seizing the opportunity of Xiaoyun's distraction, Lele ran straight out of the room without even wearing shoes. She ran at the fastest speed in her life, ran down the stairs, ran across the living room, and ran out of Xiaoyun's house towards the unknown. run in the direction.

Ask her why she ran, but she didn't know.She just wanted to leave, to think of a place where no one was there to quiet her confused head.

It's not that she hates sister Yun, but she hasn't thought deeply about what her feelings for Xiao Yun are. She only knows that she likes her very much, and she can hardly imagine a life without sister Yun.But is that love?What exactly is love?She didn't think about it, and she refused to think about it.

Lele is indeed running away.If you have to face the transformation of your family relationship from childhood to adulthood, if you have to accept that you have fallen in love with a person of the same sex as her who is not tolerated by the world, there are too many unpredictable futures.Maintaining the status quo is always the wisest thing to do, and Lele has no intention of changing it, but now that Xiaoyun has crossed that line, whether to accept it or not, she must make a choice...

Lele began to avoid Xiaoyun.In the past, no matter whether she was free or not, Lele would always think of Xiaoyun's house to visit her after class, eat her cooking, watch her work, and listen to her helpless and indulgent voice. Life seems to be "everything is fulfilled with a sister." .But this week, she didn't take the initiative to find Xiaoyun, and even turned off her mobile phone deliberately, ignoring the hundreds of missed calls and unread messages displayed on the screen when she turned it on.The other three people in the dormitory were all aware of her abnormality, and even Zhu Gong, who came to her for dinner one day, saw her in a serious manner and asked gently what was wrong with her, but Lele always had the same fake smile, and then used All the free time in a daze, I don't know what to think.

On Friday afternoon, Lele had no class very early. When she was inexplicably tired and was about to go back to the dormitory to catch up on sleep, when she walked to the school gate, she saw little brother Ma Qianzi waiting for her.His shirt was wet and stuck to his body, and sweat continued to slide down his temples, obviously waiting for a while.When he saw Lele, he let out a slow breath.

"...Miss Wuyou, please come back with me."

"...Where are you going?"

Qian Zi frowned slightly, and his tone was filled with imperceptible dissatisfaction. "...Miss Wuyou, no matter what, you should know better than anyone else that Miss Yun will not hurt you."

Lele lowered her head to avoid the aggressive gaze.

Qian Zi sighed. "...Miss Yun asked me to tell you that she is going back to Dongcheng this weekend and also plans to visit Grandma An. She thinks you won't want to miss this opportunity."

"...Okay, I promise to go back with her. But tonight...well, I have some homework to finish, so I might not be able to stay in the dormitory."

"...Then, I'll ask Miss Yun to pick you up at school tomorrow morning." The tone became more serious. "Please be sure to wait for her at school."

"..."

That night, Lele couldn't sleep at all in the dormitory, but his thoughts became clearer and clearer after several hours of closing his eyes.At four o'clock in the morning, Xiaoqing was snoring loudly in the bed next door. Lele simply got up and packed her simple luggage. After packing, she turned on the desk lamp and sat in front of the desk to listen to music. The earphones were adjusted to the maximum volume that the ears could bear, but they couldn't hear half a note. go in.At five o'clock, the morning sun entered her room a little bit, Lele walked to the window and glanced at the scenery outside, and suddenly found a familiar car parked at the door of the dormitory.

She quickly tiptoed out with her luggage.Xiaoyun was waiting there early, and when she saw her coming, she pushed the door lock. Lele habitually wanted to open the door of the passenger seat, hesitated for a while, and tried to open the back seat, but the door was actually opened by her.

Xiaoyun didn't wear sunglasses today, and she didn't look back at Lele after she got in the car. "...Have you brought everything?" Xiao Yun asked, her voice was tired and hoarse.

Lele responded softly.

Along the way, the two never spoke again.Xiaoyun stared at the front and drove, Lele stared at the world outside the glass window, the car stereo played the theme song of Hayao Miyazaki's cartoon, and the cheerful and lively "My Neighbor Totoro" still couldn't dilute the stagnant atmosphere in the car.Xiao Yun drove very fast this time, before noon, the two entered the center of the East City.

The two got out of the car and searched for food in the Dongcheng market to fill their stomachs. Lele, who hadn't eaten breakfast in the morning, was already hungry at the moment. Xiao Yun walked in front and she silently followed behind. God almost ran into her.

"How about eating here?"

Lele looks up at the signboard. It is one of the oldest shops in Dongcheng. It specializes in seafood porridge, meatballs and bowls. There are not many items, but it is handmade according to the ancient method. The shop has been handed down to the third generation. , the price insists not to rise, so every time there is an endless stream of customers.

The two found a corner and sat down, and soon after the order was delivered, Lele secretly observed Xiaoyun while blowing the hot soup in the cooling spoon.Xiao Yun was still flat and unable to see any emotions, her eyes were only focused on the food in front of her, and she handled them one by one gracefully.This surprised Lele a bit. She thought that Sister Yun, who was used to living a rich life in the city, would not be used to this kind of roadside snacks in the countryside, but she did not expect that she could completely accept it.

After dinner, the two walked around the market. Xiaoyun seemed to have mind reading skills. Whenever Lele saw the food she wanted to eat, she would stop and go in to help Lele buy it. Noodles, mung bean and barley soup... After visiting the whole market, Lele's stomach is almost bursting.

"Where do you want to go later?" Xiao Yun asked.

"Hmm... go and see your father and aunt."

Xiao Yun then bought a few bunches of flowers and fruits for worship, and the two headed to the outskirts of Dongcheng.There was still no one in the Spirit Bone Pagoda today, so the two took a rest in the shade outside because they were not in a hurry after the worship.Lele was a little bored on the way, so he circled around the tower. There are stone carvings on the wall of the tower, engraved with 24 filial piety stories such as "Caiyi Yuqin", "Looking at the Clouds and Thinking of Relatives", walking around quickly Going back to the Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva Hall at the main entrance, a sudden thought made Lele take out two ten-yuan coins in her pocket, and asked her deceased father a question by tossing a stick.

"Dad, Sister Yun...uh, you confessed to me, should I... promise her?"

Throwing a laughing stick, and then doing this several times in a row, Lele also gave up later.

At dusk, Xiaoyun called Lele to leave.Lele originally thought that Xiaoyun would drive directly to An's old house, but she didn't expect Xiaoyun to drive to another place.In the near autumn, the water level of Dongcheng Creek has receded, revealing a large area of ​​pebbles, and the reeds have sprouted flower spikes, which are golden and golden under the setting sun, which is very spectacular.There was once a girl who always liked to roll in the reeds by the bank of the stream in autumn, and was not afraid that the sharper plants growing there would pierce her delicate skin; there was always a flower protector by her side, not a boy, but better than anyone else. A boy is brave, not even afraid of the fierce river, not afraid of the pain of being pierced into the bone marrow by a thick needle; the little sister who protects the flower is afraid that she will fall into the stream after rolling and playing, so she is always by her side Watching, it was getting late and it was about to go home, the girl was capricious, the younger sister pointed to the other side of the water and said there was an egret, the girl jumped out of the reeds excitedly and said where, and happened to be caught by the younger sister.

Although there was an accident that almost killed her in this stream, it is undeniable that Lele still likes it very much. The happiest memories of her childhood are here, and there is always one person in each memory who is never absent.Even during the years when Xiaoyun left Dongcheng and disappeared, every time Lele stood here, it was as if sister Yun had never left, waiting at the other end not far away, waiting to bring her playful child home.

Xiao Yun, who hadn't spoken much, finally spoke at this moment: "... Lele, I know you've been avoiding me recently. I acted abruptly that day, and I shouldn't have done it without any mental preparation for you."

"However," the eyes staring at the stream sank, "I don't want to continue to hide my feelings for you. From the time you came to me, from the time I faced the training challenge given to me by old man Qin alone in T City At that time, maybe even earlier, even earlier than I can remember, I knew that there was someone who has always occupied the most important position in my heart. I want to protect her forever, and want the best Give it to her, I'll give anything to get her."

"She has grown up, and some boys even dare to pursue her, and I waited silently, but she never seemed to want to take another step towards me... I was anxious to move forward, and now she backs down... An Wuyou Listen, I can lie to the world, but you can never doubt my sincerity."

"Lele, I love you."

A simple sentence was uttered by Zhao Xiaoyun, and the strong emotions in it made Lele almost breathless.She didn't respond, or she didn't know how to react; Xiao Yun stared at her, seeing her like this, clenched her fists so tightly that blood would ooze out in the next second, and finally a bitter smile appeared on that beautiful face.

Xiao Yun cheered up and took a few steps back from where she was. "... Lele, do you remember our favorite game when we were young?"

Lele was taken aback, of course she remembered.The two stand at the left and right ends respectively, and then play boxing guessing. The winner can move forward first, and the game is not over until one side reaches the other's initial position first; Keep playing "cloth" to let her win, and when finally Lele proudly walks towards her, she picks up her fluttering little body.

"The loser, promise the winner one thing unconditionally..." Lele murmured.

"Games start."

For some reason, even the god of luck seems to sympathize with Xiaoyun today. Xiaoyun wins and Lele doesn't win half a time, but watching the other party walking towards her step by step, Lele's disordered thoughts settle down inexplicably.

"Last time." Xiaoyun said softly.There was only one step between the two of them.

──Xiao Yun still wins.

Lele held her breath and waited for the other party to step over, Xiao Yun leaned forward and kissed Lele on the cheek.

Then she turned and walked in the opposite direction.

Tears slid down her cheeks, caught off guard.

Lele rushed forward and hugged Xiao Yun's waist tightly. Xiao Yun's body was trembling, and hot water dripped on the back of Lele's hands.

Lele is finally willing to face her heart honestly. In fact, not only Xiaoyun, why doesn't Lele love her so badly?Integrate into your own life bit by bit, and when you find out, the existence of the other party is as natural as air, and you can't even breathe without it. "There are 70 billion people in the world, only one person is the most special." Looking back suddenly, that person is already there, and the lights are dimmed.

"Sister Yun, Sister Yun, I want you, I want yours!" Lele cried.

This time, she took the initiative to go around to Xiao Yun's front, stood on tiptoe, hooked her hands around the other's neck, and put her lips on it.Xiaoyun responded enthusiastically to her, and the two kissed forgetfully on the empty embankment, the setting sun falling from the sound of Lingling water was cut off, and only each other was left in the world of the two at this moment, and the warm yellow streetlights lit up to shine on both of them. On the person, a long shadow is drawn, which cannot be distinguished.

"Grandma, I'm back!" Lele yelled at the gate of the courtyard, while Xiao Yun beside him smiled helplessly.

The sound of crutches hitting the ground came from a distance, and Grandma An rushed over as fast as she could. Seeing that it was really Lele, the gloomy old face showed a bright smile, and the wrinkles were all crowded together.

"Le Wazi is back! Miss me..."

"Ha, grandma, it's not just me, let's see who else I brought back!" Lele retreated to Xiao Yun's side and held Xiao Yun's hand.

Unexpectedly, when Grandma An saw Xiao Yun, she showed a frightened expression. "...Rhyme?!"

She went forward and pulled Lele away with all her strength. "Lele, come here! You can't be with her!"

Originally, Xiaoyun had a gentle smile on her face, but Lele was completely dumbfounded.

Grandma An excitedly tapped twice on the asphalt road with her cane. "A Dun and Xiao Ting picked up you who was abandoned in the mountains back then, and brought you back to raise you, and even provided for you to study in college. How did you repay us for settling down? As soon as you recognized the rich biological family, you turned your face. To recognize someone, what is even more exaggerated is to send someone to beat your father because he is worried..."

"Grandma, what nonsense are you talking about, sister Yun, how could it be possible..."

"Lele." Xiaoyun waved her hand to stop Lele from defending her.She turned around and nodded slightly to Grandma An. "...Grandma probably doesn't want to see me, I'll leave first, and I'll take Lele back tomorrow."

"Lele, come in with me." Pulling back Lele who was staring at Xiao Yun's back and trying to catch up, Grandma An said to Lele seriously: "I hoped that she would not come out to see you after you arrived in T City, no I still let you two meet after thinking about it. Remember, cut off relations with her immediately after you go back, and don’t contact her again.”

"Impossible." Lele refused decisively.Looking at Grandma An's face that wanted to say more, she gritted her teeth and said, "Sister Yun and I are already together, and we are lovers now."

Grandma An's pupils suddenly constricted. "You, what are you talking about..." She panted hurriedly, like a patient about to have a heart attack.Worried, Lele hurried forward to pat her on the back. "Don't touch me! You have the guts to tell me again!" Grandma Ann growled.

"I said! I love Sister Yun, the two of us..."

"Evil! Beast!" Grandma An lost her mind and beat Lele hard with a solid wooden crutch.Lele's temper was also very hard when she tried to hold her back. She stood up straight and remained silent even when she was beaten.Grandmother An was crying and beating, which also attracted the attention of the neighbors nearby. "You are the only one left in my Anjia. How dare you imitate the lunatics in the city for being gay! The target is still that wolf-hearted bitch! I will beat you to death today, so that you won't be thrown into my old Anjia's life." Face!"

"Hey! Mrs. An is out of breath!"

"Hurry up, everyone! Wait a minute, what if a girl is disabled!"

Just when everyone was about to step forward to help break the fight, a figure rushed forward at lightning speed; she used her body to protect the black-and-blue person, and hugged the other person's trembling body tightly due to the severe pain .At this moment, Grandma An calmed down a little, regretted her impulsiveness, sighed, and walked slowly back to the courtyard.

"Lele! Lele!" Xiaoyun nervously patted Lele's cheek, which was about to pass out, Lele smiled and held her hand, biting her blood-stained lips and struggling to say: "I'm fine... …The school martial arts club has played shoulder throws with seniors, and the strength is at least ten times this.”

Xiao Yun's eyes were sour, tears were about to fall, Lele quickly touched her cheek. "Oh! Why did the domineering and mighty Queen Yun turn into a crybaby when she returned to Dongcheng?"

"An Wuyou, shut up." She gritted her teeth a bit. "...be patient, I will take you to a nearby hospital for treatment."

"Well, then we have to trouble our great doctor Yun. Great doctor Yun's hands are rejuvenated, and Hua Tuo is reborn. One needle goes down and the twelve meridians are unobstructed. The disease is cured... Ah, don't pinch me, I hurt!"

"No matter how poor you are! The wounded just shut up!"

"Isn't it because you look like you're about to cry or not...don't stare...my lady, just smile!"

"An Wuyou shut up!"

The author has something to say:

Some people may ask, why did Lele become a noob in an instant after the confession?Because in fact, this is to hide my nature, otherwise sister Yun has been spoiling her for so long (Xie Mei laughs)

Some people may ask, why is Grandma An treating Xiao Yun so badly?Because this is the story behind it, how can I tell you now (laughing)

Some people will definitely ask, if the author didn't update the bacteria yesterday, will he update it on time tomorrow?My dear, let me tell you that Ling has to take a bus to go back to school to deal with some things, so the update time from Friday to next week is uncertain! (Top titanium alloy pot cover and run) Well, actually... the second part is almost finished, and the next few chapters will burn your brain, please allow Ling to finish writing slowly and post @@

A certain Ling will tell you that when I wrote "Unexpectedly, when Grandma An saw Xiaoyun, she showed a frightened expression. "... Yunyun?!"", I really wanted to answer "You haven't been for several years" Did you die before..." XDDDDDDD The love between people and ghosts is not over, love across races!

A little science in this chapter (I seem to have written it before and forgot to say):

"Throwing bamboo sticks": This is some kind of traditional custom, which is common in many temples.Most of the "cups" are reddish things that look like horns (or crescent moons), with one side convex and the other flat; the principle is very simple, that is, ask the gods a question, and then throw it.One positive and one negative are "Holy Whistle" to express agreement; two flats are "laughing", which means that you are not sure, or the question has not been asked clearly; two convexes are "anger", which means you disagree.This kind of ceremony often occurs when asking gods, asking for lottery, or asking about things (children who have seen the middle school science exhibition are studying the pros and cons of this custom, which is very interesting XD) There are often throwing competitions in the temple every year during the Chinese New Year. Whoever has the most consecutive Holy Whiskers will get a car as a prize~~~ Oh, then Ling found out that asking the gods is usually done with a stick, while asking the dead is usually two coins, the principle is almost the same as pros and cons.

I wish the little angels are still happy and successful~~~