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When Xiaoyun finally woke up from the confusion, she opened her eyes and found herself pressed against a soft object.Her eyes froze, and she struggled to stand up, but her brain, which used her body movements, was out of control, and her headache was splitting. She couldn't help secretly annoyed at her behavior of drinking out of order last night.

"...Sister Yun, you're finally awake!" A weak voice came from under Xiao Yun.Lele slowly opened her eyes, looked at the other party for a few seconds, then closed them again, and naturally clasped the back of Xiao Yun's head with her hands and pushed them back to her neck. "...Just sleep with me a little longer."

"...Why did you come back last night?" Xiao Yun was a little annoyed. "If you want to sleep, you don't sleep like this! Get up and go to your own room."

Lele tried her best to open her tired eyes, and a helpless smile appeared at the corner of her mouth. "...Sister Yun, do you think I'm moving?"

Xiao Yun was speechless for a moment.Lele's body was covered by her, and the naked/exposed skin can be seen in large patches of red marks, and even some places are still black and blue. It is obvious that the strength of the pain is great. From last night to now, it is estimated that she has been covered for several hours. Maintaining such an uncomfortable posture, with faint black marks surrounding those big and small eyes, it can be imagined that she couldn't sleep well last night.However, Lele now looks like a well-behaved little daughter-in-law who doesn't care and accepts everything, so Xiao Yun can't even say a few words to scold her to cover up her embarrassment.

"……idiot."

"...Obviously you caused it," Lele muttered. "Sister Yun, can you help me? I feel like I'm numb and unconscious..."

Xiao Yun pressed her temples to relieve the discomfort of the hangover, then stood up, seeing Lele blinking pitifully, she simply hugged her like a princess.Lele is very light, and Xiaoyun who didn't put much effort frowned slightly, while Lele who was being hugged was a little surprised, but she couldn't move and resist; she remembered the ambiguous words of Xiaoyun yesterday, and now two People are so intimate, it makes people feel a little shy for no reason.However, Xiaoyun seems to have completely forgotten her gaffe last night. If she is not such a proud and self-disciplined person, she will definitely be annoyed by her actions.

"Sister Yun, I rejected that boy yesterday."

His distressed eyes dimmed slightly, and his footsteps paused, but he quickly recovered.

"...Why, isn't that boy in good condition?" Xiaoyun asked.

Lele shook her head. "Actually he's a great boy, but I just don't feel it." He yawned as he spoke. "...Sister Yun, do girls have to fall in love, get married and have children after reaching a certain age...Actually, I always feel so happy being with Sister Yun, otherwise I will just live like this for the rest of my life."

Xiao Yun couldn't help laughing. "...Fool, for such a long life, the only person who can accompany me is my favorite and favorite person... Lele," after a few seconds of silence, then seriously asked in a determined tone: "Do you like me?"

After waiting for a long time without any response, Xiao Yun lowered her head and looked into her arms in doubt.

...and fell asleep directly.

Mustering up the greatest courage in her life to ask a question, Xiao Yun, who finally ushered in such an ending, laughed angrily. She knew it was not the other party's fault, but she couldn't help feeling a little angry in her heart.

"...Wow! It hurts so much! Sister Yun, how could you throw me..." Lele howled a few times after being thrown onto the bed, tears bursting out of her eyes in pain.

Xiao Yun said coldly with a distorted smile on her face: "If you fall like this, you may be able to bend a hard rock. By the way, let's see if you can improve your IQ."

Lele wisely chose to shut up.

After that day, the relationship between the two had a subtle change.Lele couldn't really tell what had changed, but it seemed that they had returned to the harmonious relationship between the two during the re-examination period, but there were some differences.Maybe it's because the smiles on Sister Yun's face are getting more and more warm, or maybe it's because the intimate contact between the two is more unscrupulous—of course, Sister Yun is the one who takes the initiative, but Lele doesn't hate it either.This kind of Xiaoyun seems to return to the gentle little sister in Dongcheng a few years ago, who is also Lele's favorite and most familiar person.

In the blink of an eye, Lele is about to face the university's first midterm exam.Most college students don't study at ordinary times. It is normal for a group of people to fight at night in the dormitory and in the library a few days before the exam.The day before the history of Chinese medicine exam, three other roommates in the dormitory invited Lele to go to a [-]-hour fast food restaurant outside; Every student complained bitterly, some superstitious people didn't know where they heard strange legends, and set up their own community's photo stickers as Zhang Zhongjing, as if they could successfully fly over.Whether it works has not yet been tested, so I can't confirm it, but seeing a row of Zhang Zhongjing posting strange messages in the class group, it really makes people laugh, and the book is even more difficult to read.

Lele refuses the invitation of the three friends because she has already made an appointment with Xiaoyun tonight.Sister Yun happened to have some free time this week, and Lele happened to be able to ask her questions when she had an exam.Even though Xiaoyun has been away from school for a long time, she can still answer every question asked by Colele quickly without thinking, even if there are tricky exam questions that are so detailed that one or two words need to be changed, Xiaoyun can find the answer quickly .The two of you came and I went back and forth to ask and answer each other until the end, Lele slumped on the table with her textbook in her arms, and turned her head away mournfully.

"...Sister Yun, reviewing with you makes me feel like an idiot."

"Actually, it's nothing. This kind of pure memory thing, I just copied it from the textbook before, so that I will have an impression."

Lele fiddled with the spread paper with her fingers, muttering to herself: "Back, back, back, I feel like I have been memorizing all the time when I study medicine. "Treatise" memorization, "Internal and Difficulty" memorization, acupuncture points, meridians, and herbs. Memorize sex, now even history..."

"You have to know the background of ancient doctors, what happened at that time, and the social environment in order to understand where their academic ideas come from. The most important thing to learn history is to think from the perspective of others." Xiaoyun walked to Lele Beside her, she picked up her textbook and turned to the chapter of the Four Great Masters of Jin and Yuan. "For example, why did Li Dongyuan emphasize the "spleen and stomach" so much, and he had witnessed the poor life of the people during the war, the famine led to improper diet, the loss of vitality and even many diseases... and so on."

"Lele, your professor should have mentioned the requirements for ancient doctors in "Plain Questions. The Great Theory of Qi Alternation" in class: "know astronomy at the top, geography at the bottom, and personnel affairs at the bottom". It is a very important aspect of Chinese medicine. The characteristic is that it looks at the overall operation of a person, yin and yang, five elements, five internal organs, six internal organs, qi, blood, and body fluids are intertwined, and the period is flat. Doctors are very serious about saving lives. Learning medicine is not a one-time job. Keep an open and tolerant attitude. Let yourself absorb knowledge like a sponge, don't be lazy all the time." Speaking of the last sentence, he raised his hand and tapped Lele's head lightly.

"Have you ever read "The Great Physician Sincerely"?" Xiao Yun asked.

Lele nodded.One night at the beginning of school, the teacher once took them to read together.The Great Physician's Sincerity written by Sun Simiao in the Tang Dynasty is like the Chinese version of the "Hippocratic Oath", which regulates the medical ethics of doctors. This is the text read at the gowning ceremony of many Chinese medicine departments.Classical Chinese and ancient Chinese, there are still a few uncommon words, but reading it can make every medical student aware of their heavy responsibilities, and even feel a surge of passion.

"I'll say a word, you say a word to me." Xiao Yun said softly.

"Where a great doctor cures a disease, he must soothe the mind, have no desires or demands, first show great compassion and compassion, and vow to save the suffering of the spirit..."

Xiao Yun's voice is not the same as usual, deep and full of magnetism, firm and clear; her eyes are very focused, and there is enthusiasm that cannot be concealed.Once upon a time, Xiaoyun was also qualified to put on a white robe and save all suffering patients with her hands that can feel the pulse and insert needles.Lele vaguely knew that Sister Yun had never forgotten her original intention, but seeing her like this felt inexplicably sad.The strong woman who calls the wind and rain in the mall is actually just a poor person whose dreams have been robbed.Countless people in the world are walking alone in the mud of chasing their dreams, suffering and loving. Their dreams are always guiding ahead, bringing faint candlelight in the dark to warm their hearts riddled with dreams. It's just that Sister Yun is more capable than anyone else, but for unknown reasons, she is not allowed to have even illusory dreams...

"...so you can be a great doctor for the common people." Maybe it was Lele's illusion, after reading the last sentence, there seemed to be a water mark on Xiao Yun's beautiful cheek.

"...Sister Yun." Lele called out worriedly.

Xiao Yun raised her head slightly, then shook her head slightly from side to side to indicate that she was fine.

Seeing Xiao Yun like this, Lele felt inexplicably uncomfortable.She stood up, walked to Xiao Yun's side, made herself and Sister Yun look at the same level, and then said to her with the firm eyes that she hasn't seen in a long time: "The dream that Sister Yun can't achieve, I will definitely achieve for you .”

Sister Yun really did too much for herself.One night, Lele unknowingly went to the deepest compartment in Xiaoyun's study, where she accidentally saw a small box with a slight gap in the mouth, which inexplicably aroused Lele's curiosity.She couldn't help opening it quietly, and it was stuffed full of dolls. From the fur color, it could be judged that some of them had been placed for several years. After careful observation, she found an even more astonishing fact: dense stitches, full and evenly stuffed cotton, As the age becomes more and more refined, the dark blood stains on the fabric, the cycle of the twelve zodiac signs... the number is exactly the same as the puppet she received from Xiaoyun in the first year.It turned out that even after leaving Separation, Xiao Yun never forgot her birthday every year...

What kind of relationship can make people do this?The answer was ready to come out in Lele's heart, and the reason why he didn't dare to confirm it was only one opportunity away.

But no matter what, Sister Yun's heavy contribution to her, Lele, will never be cleared for the rest of her life, so as long as it is Sister Yun's wish, as long as she can achieve it, Lele is willing to do her best.

Because she really likes, likes her so much...

The author has something to say:

This chapter is a bit of a transitional chapter... I don't know if the next chapter will be released on time tomorrow, and I will finally write a deeper emotional scene (crying @@) Ah, yes, let me tell the angels first, this week I will send it to you A senior asked for advice, the time is not sure, if it is delayed for a few hours, it may be too late to update the article...so it may be stopped one day...Of course Ling still tries to maintain my super obedient 233333

The following is a brief introduction to this chapter: (skipable)

Zhang Zhongjing: Famous machine, courtesy name Zhongjing, a native of the Eastern Han Dynasty.He is the author of the four major traditional Chinese medicine classics "Treatise on Febrile and Miscellaneous Diseases", and was revered as a medical saint by later generations.According to legend, it is the prefect of Changsha, but there is controversy.

Li Dongyuan: One of the four great masters of the Jin and Yuan Dynasties, he attached great importance to the spleen and stomach (the foundation of the postnatal period), and later generations called it the "butu school" (the spleen is classified as earth in the five elements).The four masters of the Jin and Yuan Dynasties lived in different environments, so they also developed different theories; therefore, it is said that "the door of Confucianism was in the Song Dynasty (the story of heart is reason and Dao Wenxue love and kill each other XDDDDD error), the door of medicine was in the gold dollar".

"Great Physician Sincerity": An article written by Sun Simiao in the Tang Dynasty in "Qian Jin Fang", which was basically used by later generations as the standard of medical ethics.Sun Simiao was a very great physician who took care of leprosy patients who no one was willing to take care of at that time.Ling himself likes this article very much. After reading it, I am really inexplicably moved. It will make people write a good book and stop writing articles (laughs)

The following is an excerpt from the original text:

"Whenever a great doctor cures a disease, he must calm his nerves and resolve his mind. He has no desires or desires. He first expresses a heart of great compassion and compassion, and vows to save everyone who suffers from spiritual suffering. If someone comes to ask for help from an illness, he should not ask whether he is rich or poor, whether he is old or young. Friends, Huayi is foolish and wise, and everyone is the same. They are all like the thoughts of close relatives, and they should not look forward and backward, worry about good or bad, and cherish their lives. Seeing the distress, if you have it yourself, feel deeply sad, and do not avoid danger, day and night, cold and heat , Hunger, Thirst, Fatigue, and go to rescue wholeheartedly, without the heart of kung fu. If you do this, you can be a great doctor for the common people, but otherwise, you are a giant thief with spirit." (Data source Internet)

Well, as usual~ I wish the little angels have a happy and smooth day (￣▽￣)~*