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"About these plans, our current arrangements are as follows..." In the living room, Xiao Yun smiled confidently and talked about her plan to two visitors who came from Europe and America.She is fluent in English, and she can answer the tricky questions raised by representatives of foreign manufacturers fluently. I don't know how long she has been preparing.The initial attitude of the two representatives was a bit tough, but Xiao Yun's excellent performance made them soften quickly.Finally, the conversation came to an end, and the two finally nodded in affirmation of Xiaoyun's solution.Just as Qian Zi respectfully handed over the contract and the pen for the three to sign, a burst of untimely melodious music sounded.

It came from Xiaoyun's brand-name bag.Xiao Yun frowned slightly, while Qian Zi stared at Xiao Yun in surprise.Ms. Yun always turns off her mobile phone before every meeting. Why does it ring at this time?What surprised him even more was that when he thought that Miss Yun would turn off the phone without further ado, Xiao Yun apologized to the two representatives, then took out the phone in her bag and walked out of the office.

Looking at the shape of the mobile phone, Qian Zi immediately understood.Miss Yun never turns off that mobile phone, and never leaves her body. There is only one contact person in it.

"...What's the matter with you?" Xiao Yun asked straight away, omitting even the title of greeting.

"...Yun, Sister Yun, I..." Lele took a deep breath, and her tense tone made Xiao Yun on the other end frown even tighter. "... There is a boy, a classmate in our class... Confess to me!"

Xiao Yun was stunned, forgot to speak for a while, and even her breathing became shallow.

"Sister Yun, what should I do..." Lele was troubled.

"...You called me just for this matter?" Xiao Yun's tone was very calm, so calm that Lele felt terrified.To describe it in one sentence, it is probably "the calm before the storm".

"... An Wuyou."

"..."

"You let me down."

Lele's breath was stagnant.

Xiao Yun's tone is rare anger, she has not been so emotional for a long time. "How old are you? Do you still think of yourself as that wayward girl in Dongcheng? Do you think I still don't care about anything, just want to take care of you, protect you and make you happy? An Wuyou, you are already an adult You don’t even have the ability to think independently. You’ve been living in vain all these years! Why do you study medicine? Have you ever seen a doctor who doesn’t have the slightest autonomy to see a patient and call others to help? Have you ever seen a doctor face Don’t you have the power to decide the situation and just want to ask other people’s thoughts?”

"You always want me to help you make decisions and want me to teach you, don't you want me to teach you today...whether you like someone or love someone?" After talking about it, Xiao Yun's tone became a little strange , Colele didn't even notice, just listened quietly, the big and small eyes filled with liquid uncontrollably, and then slipped silently and quickly.

Xiao Yun was silent for a while after she had finished speaking, and took a few deep breaths; she put down her phone, turned to face the wall, lowered her head slightly, her face and expression were buried in the shadow that could not be illuminated by the light.After an unknown amount of time, she slowly lifted the phone up again and brought it close to her ear.Lele didn't cut off the call, but she didn't speak either. There was a faint sobbing sound from the other side, and a boy frantically comforting him awkwardly.

"... Lele." Xiao Yun called softly.The other party on the phone answered with difficulty.

"...Promise to that boy."

"Did he ask you out...is this Sunday...well, you come to see me at home on Saturday...you will know then...I have an important meeting right now...well, go back to the dormitory as soon as you promise him , it’s getting late.”

After the phone was hung up, there was silence, and Xiao Yun seemed to be in a trance while maintaining the same answering action.After her somewhat slack eyes refocused, she forced herself to return to the calm demeanor just now, and then walked back to the living room with a smile that was neither humble nor humble.

After the two company representatives signed their names and stamped the red badge on the contract, they stood up and shook hands with Xiaoyun. "It seems that there is a saying that "a tiger father has no dogs". Our boss has always respected Mr. Qin Qing. Unexpectedly, during this visit, we found that Miss Qin's ability is not much different from that of Mr. Qin. To be able to compete with such a Qin It is our honor to cooperate with you." One of the representatives said sincerely in non-fiction Chinese before leaving. Get in a taxi and leave.

"Miss Yun, it's the dinner that I made an appointment with Young Master Jin, I'll have it first..."

"Push it off."

Qian Zi looked at Xiao Yun puzzled.

"...I'll go back to the office to get something, you wait for me downstairs, it may take some time."

"Yes."

Qian Zi waited on the first floor for almost half an hour. During this time, he also called to cancel the dinner reservation for tonight and sincerely apologized to Jin Yuan. Fortunately, the other party didn't mind.Later, he couldn't bear it anymore, thinking that Cai Xiaoyun didn't seem to have changed since the phone call, but it made him feel weird. He was a little worried, and after thinking about it, he resolutely took the elevator and went back to find her.

Once upstairs, Qian Zi was surprised to find that Xiao Yun hadn't closed the office door.When he walked in, a strange smell came to his nostrils, and his pace became faster and faster in his heart. Finally, he saw her in a room full of white smoke.

Miss Yun turned her back to him and stood in front of the reinforced glass window.A cigarette was held between her slender and fair fingers, and the length of the cigarette was less than half. It seemed that it had been lit for a while; the flame flickered and flickered, and the beautiful side cheeks also flickered and flickered. dark.There was a little white dust scattered around her feet, and she didn't know what to see through the window.The neon lights of the building are flickering, and the busy traffic below seems to be another world far away. Xiang Wan's T City is clearly a bustling peak section, but Xiao Yun's back is so desolate, and loneliness grabs her like a beast and devours her.

She is a person who can own the world, but the world isolates her.

Ma Qianzi had never seen such hopeless loneliness, and it was beyond his imagination that such negative emotions would appear on this strong woman in front of him.

"...I thought you didn't smoke."

Xiao Yun glanced at him slightly from the side, and then turned back; she put the cigarette in her mouth, took a slow puff, then took it away, and exhaled a few twisted smoke rings. "...Nicotine, tar, carbon monoxide, each ingredient is a chronic suicide, smoking is like self-mutilation."

"...But it happens," paused, "it is especially capable of paralyzing people's emotions."

"Do you want one?" Xiao Yun took out the cigarette case.

Qian Zi stepped forward, took out one, and lit it with a lighter himself.Just like that, the two of them started puffing and puffing.

"...I used to be an addict," Qian Zi smiled, "You asked me to quit whatever you said, and you even showed me a bunch of photos of medical research and lung cancer."

It has been a long time since Qian Zi communicated with her without using honorifics, and Xiao Yun knew that the relationship between the two of them was not top to bottom at the moment, so she relaxed a lot. "Yeah! I also said that I hate second-hand smoke the most. If you don't quit, you don't have to come back." She fell into a distant memory, "You also argued with me at that time that 'you can't relieve stress without smoking now.""

"In the end, you yelled at me, 'Stress is not used to talk about it, it is used to force yourself to challenge and solve it'... Then I have nothing to say."

Qian Zi took out the unburned cigarette from his mouth and extinguished it. "Unexpectedly, today's position seems to be reversed."

"..."

"Stop smoking, you obviously don't know how to smoke, and you will feel uncomfortable later." Qian Zi sighed. "...Is something wrong with Ms. Wuyou?"

"...A boy confessed to her." She gritted her teeth a bit.

"What?!" Qian Zi looked at Xiao Yun in surprise. "So you can still smoke here calmly?"

"...Otherwise what should I do?"

"I thought your possessiveness for Miss Carefree would be no less than your ambition for your career."

"...Qian Zi, your acceptance of some shocking feelings/events from me is unexpectedly high."

"Ha!" Qian Zi chuckled. "Miss Yun is different from ordinary people, I have long realized this... Besides, Miss Wuyou is indeed very likable in some ways... Don't stare at me, I can't possibly have other thoughts about her."

"Qian Zi, I'm actually struggling too." Xiao Yun extinguished the cigarette, sat against the groove of the glass window, and muttered in a low voice. "I know exactly what I want, and I can tell what my feelings for her are. Colele is still too young, at least she is ignorant of feelings. I have lived with her since we were young, and she has always had a kind of smallness towards me. Animal imprinted attachment, trusting me and accepting me unreservedly, but never seriously thinking about what her feelings for me are.”

"She will grow up, she will meet many people and things, and maybe one day she will meet the person she really likes... At this moment, I can't selfishly drag her into my world and force her to accept this period of her life. Feelings I don’t understand.”

"Qianzi, let me tell you a story. Once a female teacher fell in love with her young female student. She used her position to lure her into love. When the child grew up and matured, she found that she was not I don’t like female teachers that much, guess what happened in the end?”

"..."

"The female teacher killed the student and suffocated her in her arms."

"...I believe you will not hurt Miss Worriless."

"But I can't guarantee that I won't do something disqualified." Xiao Yun's expression was a little dark.

Already... almost unbearable.He suppressed himself with indifference and calmness, but the desire grew more and more, as long as he saw her, he wanted to grab her and lock her firmly by his side, using all conceivable methods to ensure that she was hers.

Perhaps since a long time ago in Dongcheng, she has regarded her as her property, and every time she thinks of her own bone marrow flowing in her body, she is very satisfied.And when she was tormented in the endless hell, all that supported her was everything related to her, and the carefree smile that was as warm as the sun in her memories.

With the last ounce of reason, Xiaoyun asked Lele to move out and gave her one last chance.

"This Sunday may be the last chance I give her to choose; as long as she has the slightest thought of leaving my side, I will force myself to give up. Otherwise..."

This time the smile was full of charm, and strong emotions rolled in Violet's eyes, and there were stars twinkling in her eyes.

"I will never let go again."

The author has something to say:

"Imprint": A classic example that Ling herself remembers is that a newborn puppy will regard the first thing she sees as her mother. This childhood influence seems to last for a long time, so some dogs are imprinted. Just give it to the new owner, no matter how nice the new owner is to it, it will always miss the original owner and be unhappy... Of course Lele is not a small animal XDDDDD is a metaphor~~~

The story of the female teacher mentioned in the article is actually a story in a book co-written by a forensic doctor and a novelist that Ling has read (so it should basically be true).It's probably a skating coach who mentors a very talented girl and then has a long-term relationship.But the girl met a new classmate and made a boyfriend after junior high school. She felt that what she felt for the coach was not love, and she often argued with the teacher after that, arguing to leave.In the end, the female coach lost her mind and took the girl to her residence that night when her mother was away and killed her.Of course, because of the forensic book, the focus is on judging the cause of the girl's death through reasoning and autopsy. I won't go into details about what happened. In the end, the female teacher in my impression said that she hugged the student in her arms and suffocated her. Originally, she herself Tried suicide but failed.I'm so sad after watching it...

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah I always feel that Sister Yun is a bit dark (sweat), although she has a black belly attribute, why do I think she is sick @@I'd better send them together as soon as possible and let the angel Lele heal her XDDDDDD

It is said that before I knew it, I had written nearly 333 words!Can you greedily roll around and try to break the [-]? When the little diving angels float out so that Ling can pounce on them?

I wish the little angel happy and smooth WWW