keep you worry-free

A few months ago, Lele met Sister Yun again on an unexpected occasion. Sister Yun, who had changed a lot and even made her a little strange, gave her a chance, a chance to re-choose the direction of her future life.Time always flies by quickly, one day, one month, one year, ten years, the memory of Dongcheng is the past tense, but sometimes when I look back, I feel that the distance is not far away, the years are like the wind, invisible and fast, and something has passed away unconsciously , what more.

Tomorrow is the day of the big exam. You don't know how to read a lot the day before the exam. Reading more is of little benefit. Adjusting your thoughts is the key.Lele went to bed early, lying in the comfortable bed and staring at the ceiling in the dark, it was dark.There is no moonlight tonight, and without the silver light, the environment outside is a bit blurred than usual. The room is quiet, and the sound of heartbeat can be heard clearly. This kind of night will make people's thoughts fluctuate inexplicably. Bits and pieces came to my mind in an instant. There were no formulas or ancient Chinese sentences in Lele's mind the day before the exam.

The life and death parting at the age of ten, Grandma An's rough and callused palm before leaving home, Zhu Gong's hearty laughter, and most of all, everything about Sister Yun that almost filled Lele's life.

What happened at the bookstore a few days ago has always been like a thorn in Lele's heart. From the earliest jealousy to Lele's own thoughts, Lele, who is almost [-] years old, clearly realizes that she is no longer that kind of person. Xiao Lele, who was spoiled and cared for carefree in Dongcheng for many years, is an adult. She not only has to learn to take responsibility, but also to learn to be independent. Until now, sister Yun is still helping her, but can she always rely on her? ?Sooner or later, Sister Tianyun will get married and have children, and the focus of her life will be shifted to other places: her career, husband-in-law, children... She is safe and secure, why should she become Sister Yun's burden?Besides, from all aspects, Sister Yun has done too much, too much for her.

While his mind was still churning, a sudden sound of footsteps approached Lele's room.Lele was startled at first, then recognized the person from the familiar stepping rhythm, and then began to wonder why the other person came late at night.

"... Are you asleep?" The volume was deliberately lowered, as if muttering to himself.

"No, I can't sleep." Lele suddenly stopped Xiao Yun from closing the door again.

Xiao Yun didn't speak anymore, instead she walked towards Lele's bed silently, her footsteps were very light but Lele could hear her clearly, one step, two steps, three steps... she came.Xiao Yun stood beside Lele's bed for a few seconds, then found an empty seat and sat down.

If Lele thinks carefully, she will definitely wonder why Xiaoyun is so familiar with her room. It is not easy to walk accurately in total darkness without bumping into debris, not to mention that the guest room of Xiaoyun's house is not Small.But Xiao Yun's puzzling behavior occupied all her thoughts, so Lele didn't think much about it.She pulled the quilt and sat up, leaning against the head of the bed.

The two just looked at each other silently in the darkness, nothing could be seen clearly through the darkness, but they could clearly feel each other's sight.

It's amazing, as long as sister Yun is by my side, Lele's heart can always be calmed down, calmer than ever.

"...why can't you fall asleep?" a faint voice sounded. "Are you worried about tomorrow's exam?"

"No... Actually, I remember a lot of things." Lele raised her head slightly and fell into the memories. "...The one who thinks about the most is Dongcheng. For some reason, I really think about it..."

"After the exam, let's go back together." Xiaoyun said calmly.

Lele was shocked: "...I thought you couldn't go back for some reason! Then..." Why didn't you come back when the aunt and the others passed away?Lele held back the rest of the words, she vaguely felt that it was best not to ask Xiao Yun about such things, even if she asked, most likely she would not answer directly.

"Well, you take the exam well, and go back together after the exam." Xiao Yun lowered her head and asked lightly, "Aren't you going to bed yet? It's getting late."

"Haha, otherwise you will sleep with me, just like when I was a child, maybe I will fall asleep soon." Lele said half-jokingly, after finishing speaking, Xiao Yun was silent for a long time, thinking that she had said something that shouldn't be said again , a little annoyed.Just as she was about to get back into bed again, Xiao Yun took off her indoor shoes and gently crawled to the other side of the bed.

Xiaoyun slept next to Lele and pulled another quilt over.She turned her head and found Lele staring at her dumbfounded, as if seeing something unbelievable, she raised her eyebrows and stood up slightly with her right hand. "...Didn't you ask for it?"

But I never thought that you would really agree!Lele shouted in his heart.

"Sleep fast." Xiao Yun flicked Lele's forehead with her long fingers. "Do you have to listen to lullabies or bedside stories to fall asleep?"

"No thank you." He said in an ice-like tone similar to the story of "The Three Little Pigs".

"Good night, sister Yun."

"Good night."

I have to say that Xiaoyun sleeping next to Lele really made her feel safe. There was a scent that belonged to Sister Yun in her nose, and her skin felt the temperature from another person. This night, I could only fall asleep in the cold loneliness. Although Sister Yun could not be hugged by her casually like before, Colele was already very satisfied.

This night, Lele slept very soundly and soundly.

Woke up early the next day to make sure that all the stationery and exam admission ticket were in place. After Lele had breakfast, Sister Yun took her to the exam room.

"...Don't be nervous, just do your best."

Lele, who was in particularly good spirits, nodded with a smile.

"... Anyway, no matter what the final result is... I'm still there." A cold voice came from the driver's seat, but the content of the words surprised Lele.She turned her head to look at Xiao Yun, Xiao Yun's face was still calm, but if you observe carefully, you will see a suspicious blush on the side of her neck.

Unexpectedly, Sister Yun, who has never been calm, would be nervous because she has an exam...

"Sister Yun." An inexplicable impulse made Lele unconsciously put her hand on Xiaoyun's driving hand. The sudden disturbance made Xiaoyun's hand stiff, but she didn't push it away, nor did she show any unpleasant reaction. "I have no plan to succeed, but I also have no plan to fail. If you really have to give up your original dream for some reason, then now, this dream will be realized by me."

The lower hand turned sideways and held the other instead.

The blue sky, the clouds drifting randomly, such a beautiful dome is rare in the highly industrialized and polluted metropolitan area.Xiao Yun is like every candidate's parent, waiting in the shade, her eyes drift to the classroom where the person she cares about is from time to time, and she doesn't know what is going on in her mind.The heavy bell rang every once in a while, candidates came and went, and the expressions on their faces fluctuated depending on whether the previous subject was written smoothly or not.Amid the din, Lele just kept calm, never annoyed by a little mistake, nor complacent because of a little success, kept a normal mind and tried his best, and then greeted him with a bright smile when the last test was over. She has been with her for a long time.

The announcement of the list came. Although there was still a gap from the double major of Chinese and Western medicine that Xiaoyun, the first choice Xiao Yun, had studied before, she also entered the Department of Traditional Chinese Medicine of M University as a single major, and her dream of wearing a white robe was fulfilled.

As soon as Lele got the notice, she immediately called Xiao Yun who was in the company to share the joy of admission.At that time, Xiaoyun happened to be in a meeting, and after hearing her finish, she just let out a light oh and then hung up.Although Xiaoyun didn't seem to have much reaction, Lele could feel Xiaoyun's tone rising slightly, obviously in a good mood.Lele rolled on the big bed with the notice, and began to fantasize about the fulfilling university life in the future. She couldn't help laughing when she thought about it; looking out of the window, the situation changed according to her heart. The sky that always felt gloomy and gloomy was actually sunny and clear Miles.

At noon the next day, Xiaoyun didn't go to work.She took Lele to the ice cream shop last time, and ordered the largest bowl of ice for Lele with a big heart. The colorful ice cream was covered with a variety of ingredients, and she could eat her favorite food in a completely relaxed state. It is one of the great joys of life.Xiao Yun still didn't eat much as before, most of it was in Lele's stomach, the two had a rare chat, talking about some insignificant things, and finally Xiao Yun mentioned that she would go back to Dongcheng this weekend.

Someone said before that Dongcheng seems to be condensed in eternity and almost unchanged.Before Lele left home, she didn’t have a deep understanding of this. Later, because she was busy with the exam, she didn’t go back for a while. She only remembered that a letter saying she was safe would be sent in about a month, and the mobile phone given by Xiaoyun would be connected for at least a week. Long distance call home.Now that she has set foot on the land of her hometown again, the smell of the city is no longer complicated, but the fresh smell of wheat and soil.The sun is still hot and the skin is red, but the scorching temperature is no longer disgusting, and there is even a kind of warmth in the arms of the mother.

This is home.

Because Xiaoyun still has important matters to deal with the next day, she didn't plan to stay in Dongcheng for too long.The two set off early in the morning, and Lele mentioned in the car that it was rare to go back and wanted to see Grandma An together, but Xiaoyun vetoed it.Although it's a pity, it's up to Xiaoyun and Lele to say nothing, not to mention that Sister Yun is still mysterious until now, maybe there is something hard to hide, and Lele can't force it.

The relatively spacious main roads in Dongcheng usually have many small vendors selling goods on the side of the road, most of which are Dongcheng's specialties and various agricultural products.Xiaoyun ordered Lele to get out of the car and pick some flowers and some fruits. Lele was puzzled but obeyed obediently. As the car drove towards the remote places in Dongcheng, Lele soon knew Xiaoyun's destination.

It's not a specific festival, although the Spirit Bone Pagoda is open, there are very, very few visitors.The passage to the inside of the pagoda was closed, Xiao Yun and the two could only worship at the Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva Hall outside.Simple bouquets of flowers and fruits, two people worship with sticks of incense, smoke drifts on the golden temple illuminated by the setting sun, and the junction between the world and the underworld naturally reveals solemnity and sorrow.

"...Dad." Lele called softly.Some regrets and some pains will only leave scars and will not heal. Nearly ten years have passed, but Lele wants to cry every time this term is said again.Suppressing tears, she reported to her father what had happened during this period with moist eyes, and finally told him the good news.

"In the past, you were always worried that I would not be able to take care of myself in the future. Now that I have been admitted to the medical school, I can not only take care of myself, but also take care of others. Dad, you can rest assured that I have found my real way to go .”

Lele closed her eyes, "I hope you are the spirit in heaven, and can bless grandma's health, and also, I hope you can make sister Yun all the best."

It was getting late after coming out of the Spirit Bone Pagoda, and the two of them didn't plan to stay in the East City, so they drove back in the direction of T City soon.I don't know if it's Lele's illusion. After coming out after the worship, although Sister Yun's expression didn't change, her eyes seemed to be a little red, and she was a little absent-minded.

"Lele." Xiao Yun, who was driving, said suddenly, "The next step is a brand new beginning."

"Um!"

"work hard."

Lele chuckled lightly.

The author has something to say:

It feels like it has been paved for a long time (sweat)... Next, I can finally write more complicated things, which makes their feelings soar (crying bitterly)

I always feel that the little angels are so powerful. Sometimes I feel that the writing of these chapters is hahahahaha (kneeling)

I hope that the next more complicated things can be mastered better, otherwise it will collapse (lie down)

Good luck to the little angels~~~>