Joy

Xi Le took a shower and obediently changed into her pajamas, sat on the edge of the bed and carefully looked around.

This is the first time for him to stay at Youqin's parents' home, and this feeling is very novel. Youqin's bedroom is larger than his own bedroom and living room. There is a laptop on the pure black desk, and the table is thrown randomly. With books on basic management and design, and a small aromatherapy lamp on the corner of the table, the atmosphere looks very peaceful.

Youqin's bedroom is simply furnished, clean and tidy, probably because he hasn't been back for many years, the house is not very popular, but it looks a bit empty.

A few small potted plants were placed under the window, and the temperature of the central air conditioner was very suitable. The big bed was covered with black and white sheets and quilts. Just sitting on the edge of the bed felt that the bed was very soft, as if it wanted to wrap the whole person in it.

Xi Le touched the smooth silk quilt, and said, "It's nice here, why, move out?"

Youqin used to be good at playing hooligans for taking advantage, and now that he was sure of Xile's intentions, he became a little timid again—he entered the door with one hand and one foot, and opened the collar of his shirt stiffly with his fingers, looking at Xile's body under the gentle light. Face, heart pounding.

"Ah?" He didn't even hear what Xi Le said, his eyes glanced back and forth at the corner of the other's mouth and eyes.

"Why, move out." Xi Le said.

"Ah..." You Qin rubbed his neck, and when he picked up his pajamas, he felt guilty for some reason, cleared his throat and said, "How can you live with your parents when you are so big?"

Xi Le was at a loss: "Really? I just, live with grandma..."

"Your one is different." You Qin hurriedly said, "Uh, it's mainly personal preference, I'm used to being alone."

Xi Le nodded, half understanding: "Really, amazing."

Youqin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and stretched out his hand to touch Xile's soft hair: "I... take a bath, you should go to bed early."

Xi Le shook her head: "I'll wait for you, come out."

You Qin laughed: "Why? Can't sleep alone?"

Xi Le said: "I have something to say to you."

Youqin was stunned for a moment, he seemed a little embarrassed when he saw Xile, but his eyes were firm, and he softened somewhere in his heart, and he hummed: "Okay, then you can play by yourself... Can you play with a computer? Otherwise, read this book." ?”

You Qin dug out a few novels from the bookshelf, all of which were gifts from others, and they hadn't even opened the covers.

He doesn't read much novels himself, but reads more professional books. He put a few books in front of Xi Le: "You can read whichever one you like, huh?"

Joy nodded.

You Qin didn't want Xi Le to wait any longer, so he hurried out of the shower - even though his mind was still in a mess, he couldn't help but think when he was taking a shower, does he really like me?Could there be a misunderstanding?What if he actually misunderstood the meaning of liking?Maybe he doesn't know what marriage means?

Youqin has never been so irritable, but he badly hopes that even if it is a misunderstanding, Xile can continue to misunderstand like this.

He has never been so attached to anyone before. To be honest, this relationship came violently and suddenly. Except for Xiyue's face, other things are not what he has always liked; but Xiyue has a certain peculiar quality that can It attracts him and makes him want to settle down here. As long as joy can be within sight, his heart seems to have found a home and is no longer wandering.

You Qin turned off the water, wiped his face with a towel in a hurry, the water droplets on the forehead slid down the tough outline, fell to the chin, and then slid down the chin to the chest.

Youqin wiped away the mist on the mirror, thinking: Some people may not be able to have such feelings no matter how long they have known each other, and some people may not be able to meet each other for only 3 minutes.This feeling was probably what he felt when he saw joy.

You Qin wrapped up his bathrobe and walked out of the bathroom. He stood on the floor with bare feet, subconsciously looking for the figure in the room that made his heart feel warm and weak.

Xi Le sat cross-legged on the bed, leaning against the soft pillow, as if his whole body was about to be wrapped by the soft bed; probably because he was used to thrift, he only turned on a small lamp beside the bed, and the warm light fell on his soft bed The top of the hair and the sides of the face seemed to be sprinkled with a layer of honey, which looked very soft and delicious.

He was wearing Youqin pajamas, the pajamas and cuffs were rolled up, and the collar was too big, revealing a large area of ​​wheat-colored skin and delicate collarbone.

He just buried his head in his arms, holding a book, reading carefully and seriously, the quiet atmosphere in the room made Youqin's restlessness disappear instantly.

He just wanted to rush over, hold him in his arms, kiss his ears, his lovely eyes and nose, say some intimate words to him, and then embrace him and fall asleep.

He thought so, so he did.

Xi Le looked up and saw the man took off his bathrobe, revealing a muscular body. The muscle lines of the chest and abdominal muscles were very beautiful, tight but not too mighty, with a sense of sexiness.

Xi Le's toes couldn't help shrinking—I don't know what the sudden soreness and numbness in my heart is like, there seems to be a string stretched lightly, and as the man approaches, I can smell the good-smelling bath on the man's body The aroma of liquid and the hormonal smell unique to men made him feel a little weak in his hands and feet.

Xi Le stepped aside, and the book in her hand was taken away.

Youqin was only wearing black boxers, his thigh muscles were tense, and when he climbed onto the bed, he naturally took joy into his arms.

Xi Le leaned back subconsciously, and You Qin pressed her into the soft pillow in this position. Xi Le's pajamas were turned up, and the two skins were pressed tightly together. You Qin rubbed Xi Le's slender but powerful waist, Small kisses fell on the corner of the lips.

Xi Le tilted her head slightly, and responded naturally. In an instant, there was only steaming water vapor and slight panting in the room.

It was an extremely gentle kiss, but it also carried a bit of affection that was about to overflow.

Youqin couldn't help pressing the person even tighter. He tilted his head and put Xile's lips into his mouth, and coaxed him to open his mouth. His lips and teeth touched, and then the tip of his tongue wrapped around and licked every inch of his mouth, making Xile tremble slightly. .

This kiss seemed to have no end, I don't know how long it took, You Qin lowered his body and pressed against Xi Le's thigh, and finally backed away a little, panting slightly.

Xi Le's eyes were flushed, her eyes were covered with mist, her long eyelashes trembled, her lips were red and swollen from being kissed, glowing with luster.

He was panting, and every time his chest rose and fell, he rubbed against You Qin's chest.

You Qin hugged Xi Le, buried his head between his neck and took a deep breath, finally suppressed the beast in his heart, and said softly: "Is it comfortable?"

Xi Le pursed her lips, hugged You Qin back, and nodded.

You Qin was amused by this honest guy who never lied, and asked nastyly: "Where is it comfortable? Tell me?"

Xi Le opened her mouth, swallowed for a while and said, "Heart, heart."

The affection in You Qin's eyebrows and eyes almost poured out, he sighed, and said with joy: "You are really..."

"Ok?"

"It's nothing," You Qin laughed, "What do you want to tell me?"

Xi Le paused, remembering that she had something to say before, but actually forgot.

He blushed and said, "Thank you, thank you for liking me."

You Qin rubbed the hand on the back of Xi Le's neck for a while.

"I'm very happy, really." Xi Le seemed to feel that this couldn't convey her mood, and added, "Specially, happy."

You Qin said in a deep voice: "Then you like me, do you want to repay me?"

Xi Le: "??"

Youqin lowered his brows and eyes, blocking the tyrannical light in his eyes, and tightened his arms around Xile: "Because I am very grateful, so I like me? So you want to be with me forever? I'm afraid I won't meet someone who loves you more. Are you a good person? Or are you afraid that no one will like you again in the future?"

You Qin doesn't want to talk about this, but when people fall into feelings, it seems that IQ is always not enough.

The strong unwillingness, indescribable anger and sadness mixed together made him uneasy, and he suddenly said: "If someone tells you at this time, he also likes you very much, and I hope you can be with him, you What will happen?"

"What if the other party is a very... very cute girl? What will happen to you?"

You Qin seemed to be masochistic, forcing himself to imagine such a scene, and the jealousy in his heart almost broke through his reason.

Xi Le was puzzled: "But, no one likes me."

"What if?"

"But……"

"No but!" You Qin suddenly said, "If there is?"

Xi Le felt a little wronged, she pursed her lips and looked at You Qin, and said after a while, "But, they are not you, ah."

You Qin stared blankly at Xi Le.

Xi Le reached out and touched You Qin's face, as if feeling something: "You Qin, are you here, afraid?"

You Qin was stunned: "No."

Xi Le groaned, and said: "Xiao Zhouzhou, in the past, was afraid of being robbed of toys, just like you."

You Qin: "..."

You Qin was speechless: "Stop talking about Zhou Zhou, baby, you can't compare me to him."

Xi Le laughed: "What's the difference?"

You Qin thought about it, and thought it was quite interesting——Yes?What's the difference?He also had a very beloved toy when he was a child. When he broke it, he cried for three days. At that time, he felt that the sky was about to collapse. Even if his family bought the exact same toy, he would not admit it, because the unique one no longer existed. and when he grew up, he understood that many things are not irreplaceable, but at the same time, he also lost that kind of pure and sincere feelings.

Maybe adults are idiots.

It's just that I have lost too many times, been injured too many times, learned to comfort myself, deceived myself, and became a coward who selectively turned a blind eye.

"Irreplaceable" has always existed, but if you admit this, many lost things can no longer be let go. Adults are smart and cowardly. They know how to avoid getting themselves deeply involved, so they become more numb.

You Qin laughed: "You can always surprise me."

Xi Le: "??"