Beat Generation

When I was still immersed in having two children, a harmonious family, and a prosperous career for my husband, my marriage life was so peaceful and happy that my friends around me were disgusted, and finally a small accident happened.

Since I have always been busy, I can go back and forth between the capital and various places for several weeks just to apply for funds for various local opera troupes. Therefore, this accident, which can be called a boulder falling, has no bones left when I know it, and there is no truth to verify , but fortunately, I met a group of gossip-spirited sisters, and they gave me the protagonist and the most basic development of this accident from all over the place.

Let me talk about my husband Bo Zhengtao first. He is a rare handsome man in our generation. His beauty has long been known far and wide. I, as a lady, feel very grateful to have such a husband with a high sense of presence. Pressure, even though my appearance can be regarded as half-glamorous, I still feel that my husband is the face of our family.

With a look like Bo's, he is someone who can win a lot of votes by going to a foreign country at random. When the chicken thief's new government and government encounter any difficult problems, they always send him there, trying to use his beauty to whitewash peace. .

Bo is used to whitewashing peace outside, and he will whitewash peace to me with a smile when he comes home. To be honest, I like the way he smiles at me as soon as he comes home. It is very similar to my deceased father, but sometimes he will also be like me. The mother who always weighs every penny and always asks the bottom of everything, always takes a monthly inventory of my private and public life.

As a person who has been counted in the family all the year round, and has a "black criminal record" in the front, I have never resisted, that is, I have never really counted his public and private life.

Mainly, I don't think I can count on him.

But this caused an accident to boil in the market, so I had to roll up my sleeves and take a good inventory.

It was night, after I coaxed Xiaomeier and Xiaohuier to sleep, I went into my husband's study in the dark.

He was obviously absent-minded these days. After finishing his official business in the study, he stood in a daze in front of a calligraphy and painting called "Bashan Night Rain".

Me: I heard some rumors recently. You have successfully made me unable to eat. I think you should give me an explanation.

Bo: If you believe me, don't ask too much. I don't even have a clue about this matter. It happened too suddenly.

Me: So, is it true?

Thin: Yes.

He just admits it?At that time, I suspected that something was wrong with my ears. Shouldn't it be him who knelt on the ground and cried until he explained, and then hugged my leg and begged me not to divorce?Why is the development of the plot not what I thought it would be? Looking at his expression of hard thinking and no results, it doesn't look like he is having an extramarital affair outside, but he seems to have been involved in an extramarital affair? ...

Could it be that there is a third party outside that I don't know, shouldn't it be very happy to have an affair?Why can't he look happy at all?Could it be that he was really moved?

I was upset, so I sat him down on a yellow rosewood chair, picked up a brush, and drew two beards under his nose. He always loves his appearance, so he must be jumping!Sure enough, he stopped me unhappily.

Me: In the past, Rong Lanzhi just got closer to me, and you shouted hoarsely at me, but now your little sexual incident is widely known, but you don't give me a reasonable explanation?Didn't you say that husband and wife are born from the same root?

Bo: Rong has been thinking about you for a long time. You don't know how to protect yourself. If I didn't help you, you would have been turned by her and gone astray.

Me: what about you?Have you gone astray?

Bo: What wrong way, I have no wrong way.

Bo was furious immediately, he sat me on his lap, and hugged me hard, but I couldn't help but slapped his long-strained shoulder with my fist, he screamed in pain but he didn't let go, just kept on It made me feel at ease, and in the end, he returned to the beast and became sexually aggressive. He raped me once in the study, then carried me back to the bedroom, and raped me twice.

Pity I haven't done such a drastic sex work for a long time, so I had to ask for leave and stay at home the next day. I went out with my waist supported. Before leaving, I hugged me and said firmly, Ahe, I am the most I love you.

I was thinking that the one I love the most is me, so who is the second favorite?I haven't figured it out yet, but something happened a few days later—the eldest wife of the Wen family committed suicide.

The rumors in the market immediately came overwhelming. I said that I was sick and dared not go out at home, let alone go out to drink tea.

From then on, I felt that the rumors were all true. My damn husband must have molested that cold beauty, Mrs. Wen's wife, while he was away on business. She couldn't bear the humiliation of her reputation, so she ran to hell with tears in her eyes.

My first reaction when I knew she passed away was that she also had a pair of children, especially her daughter Xiao Huanxi, who was a good playmate with my daughter Bo Mei. As both mothers, I can fully understand what she is doing. When deciding, it must be too desperate.

Just when I was about to divorce Bo, another incredible thing happened.

When the bones of Mrs. Wen's family were still cold, and the two young children were still wearing mourning, the news that Rong Lanzhi was planning to marry u into the Wen family spread like wildfire. I was so shocked at that time. Bo was the same as me, and he told me with certainty However, Mrs. Wen's death had a major relationship with Rong Lanzhi's third party involvement.

Overnight, everything changed.

As the country grew stronger, Bo's official affairs showed a tendency to be inexhaustible. He ran up the stone steps one by one, and soon reached the peak of power in this emerging country. It was at that time that Bo The relationship between the Zhan family and the Zhan family fell into a delicate situation, both enemies and friends, and I always have to think about it for a long time when I invite Feng Qing (Zhan's mother) to a party.

Since Rong Lanzhi married into the Wen family and became the stepmother of the two young children, the relationship between the Bo family and the Wen family has always been good, but there has been a little crack. In the office, the relationship between Bo and Wen Conglai (Wen's father) Well, between family and family, the relationship between me and Rong Lanzhi is very embarrassing, probably because of the embarrassment of my relationship with her, which gradually affects her husband and mine. I can clearly feel it at several gatherings , Bo was avoiding the warm eyes.

Three feet frozen, not a cold day.

The same is true for politics and bureaus. I know that Bo has entered a very critical stage, and he has to go one step further to reach the top. In exchange for human life.

On the day Wen Conglai (Father Wen) died, Bo told me that overlooking the whole country now is like overlooking the back garden of his own home.

I know that what he wants is not to describe the prosperous world at the peak, but to create this prosperous world with his own hands.

Perhaps, from that moment on, I should have understood that I could no longer hold back Bo's ambition, and in the end, his ambition came back to him, and within a few years, the Bo clan was besieged on all sides, and finally, when Chu Ge finished singing, Bo was hanged at Caishikou.

He's gone, and so are we.

My little Hui'er was sent abroad first, but my little Mei'er and I were one step behind and failed to make it.

I still remember how scared and flustered I was. I almost went crazy when I saw Bo's death. I didn't even know who else could save our mother and daughter. At that time, Rong Lanzhi He called me and asked me to go to Wen's house to avoid the limelight, because the accountability of the family members will take at least half a year to investigate before there is a result.

She is the only one who dares to lend a helping hand to me at this time.

I grabbed her like the last straw, and she grabbed me.

I never dreamed that in order to covet that one inch of peace of mind, I would lose the freedom of the rest of my life. If I had known this, I might as well be locked up in prison and end up innocent inside and out.

When my daughter and I first arrived at Wen's house, Rong Lanzhi treated us very well and treated us like honored guests.

My daughter's studies must not be delayed. It happened that my daughter and Xiao Huanxi were about the same age, so Rong let them go to school together. When I left my daughter, I felt panicked. I was often afraid that my daughter would be taken away by someone. Rong often comforted me , Sometimes the night is deep and the dream is long, I wake up from the nightmare, she will be the first to come to my room and comfort me softly.

I gradually became wary of her, and sometimes when I woke up from a dream crying, I hugged her and didn't let go.

I kept saying things that I didn’t understand. I missed Bo, my youngest son, and even my daughter, who I made breakfast for her every day. I can't live without people for a moment. I always feel that someone is going to harm me and my daughter. Later, I become in a trance. Sometimes my daughter will be scared by me and cry bitterly. She said that she would take me back to the capital, and I would be heartbroken. He nodded and said, go, go home with your mother, wait for your father to come back, it will be fine...

I don’t remember what kind of madness I went through during that time. Anyway, I stayed up all night and night, hoping that my husband would come back to life. When I woke up a little bit, I was already eating Chinese medicine every day the point.

Rong Lanzhi would make medicine for me with her own hands and feed me the medicine. Sometimes halfway through the feeding, I would cry and hold her hand and say, I have nothing, I have nothing...

Rong Lanzhi would say, you still have me, be good, take medicine, sleep, you will get better.

Our mother and daughter stayed at Wen's house for half a year. Since I often went crazy, my daughter was probably scared too, so she didn't come to see me very often. Except for the servant, only Rong Lanzhi would come.

I remember that nightmarish night was about after Chinese New Year.

that night.

After I finished drinking the medicine, I was squinting my eyes and preparing to fall asleep. In a daze, I felt someone touching my chest and chest. Slowly, those hands began to untie my clothes. Not coming.

When I tried my best to open my eyes, Rong Lanzhi's drunken face was in front of my eyes. She drank too much, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes were full of desire and fire. I raised my hand, I gave her a soft slap, and she immediately took her scarf and tied my hands to both sides of the carved bedpost.

The hands were tied so painfully, I woke up from the pain, Rong Lanzhi had already taken off her own clothes, and sat on me naked like this, she seemed to be unconscious from drinking too much, but The rationality in those eyeballs made me feel scared.

Rong: How many years, how many years...

Me: You let go...I...you let me go...

While she was talking, she caressed and touched my body. It was not the caressing caress that I usually have, but a kind of teasing and tugging that only exists between bed brothers. I saw the clothes being taken off one by one by her, and soon Crying because that's when I figured out what she was trying to do.

When she took off my inner bellyband, she stopped, got out of bed, took a sip of wine, and returned to the bed after drinking.

Rong: You still wear a bellyband...haha, but there are so many women, in my opinion, you are the most suitable for wearing a bellyband.

Me: You want to... you want to...

Rong Lanzhi stopped talking, she took a deep breath, and slowly stretched her hand under her bellyband. At that moment, my whole body was stiff, Rong Lanzhi just looked down at the expression on my face, I begged her I begged to cry hoarsely, but she became more and more excited and excited, just like she is a painted skin these days, now she peels off the painted skin, becomes a monster, opens her mouth, just wants to tear me apart Into the belly.

I frantically shouted my husband's name, and frantically shouted for help, but she restrained me. In the dark night, the courtyard was terribly quiet, and no one would come to rescue me. When she kneaded and kneaded me enough, she Kneeling on the bed, I took off my obscene pants, I lowered my head and gritted my teeth and looked at her... At this moment, with tears in my eyes, I saw my daughter walking on tiptoe with a big seal, and she walked over to me. Before she could react, she had already smashed the seal on the back of Rong Lanzhi's head.

Rong Lanzhi just poured blood on my crotch, and my daughter looked at me in shock with her father's eyes.

She helped me untie the bondage with trembling hands, and kept calling my mother. I finally woke up, pulled my daughter, and ran out of this gloomy house. Rong Lanzhi seemed to let everyone leave that night This house is so guarded that it is very lax.

My daughter and I drove the car out of the garage very quickly. At first, my daughter and I were very happy. My daughter kept stepping on the gas pedal happily. She said, Mom, we are finally leaving here. I hate this place!

I was still in shock, and I just hoped that this car could drive out of the Milky Way, so that the whole universe would not find me and my daughter. As a result, within 10 minutes of driving, someone chased us, and we were all on the left, right and behind. In the car, my daughter's hand holding the steering wheel was gradually shaking, and I couldn't see who was chasing us. I could only watch my daughter's face turn pale.

In the end, the car drove into high speed, and we overturned in a whirlwind.

At that time, I thought, my daughter and I were going to die. I was worried, but also thankful. Now, no one will harm us again, so we will go to Huangquan Road to find my husband...

Unexpectedly, when I woke up from a splitting headache, half of my body fell out of the car, and the other half of my body was stuck in the car. My daughter was gone, not in the driver's seat, but I saw her on the steering wheel blood!

And that devilish Rong Lanzhi is squatting next to me at this time, the blood on her face has not been washed, so she looks like a vicious villain.

Rong: People from the government and government are here. I can't keep you anymore. I thought I'd sleep with you tonight, and hand you over to the government and government tomorrow to be a good citizen.It's a pity, because you and that little bastard messed up everything.

Me: What did you do to Xiao Meier?

Rong: Why should I tell you, huh?

I was devastated at the moment, and only then did I realize that our car fell from a very high place, and my daughter might be gone...

Rong: She is still alive.But it's not far from death, do you want to save her?

me: of course!As long as you keep her alive, you can tell me to do anything.

Rong: Haha, you can't protect yourself now, what can I ask you to do.

Me: ...I'll give you whatever you want.

Rong: OK, deal.From today onwards, you are my Rong Lanzhi's person, you can do whatever I tell you, or you don't have to, then that little bastard has no reason to live in this world.

I could only agree wholeheartedly, as an expedient measure, she dragged me out of the car with her own hands, and carried me away with her own hands. When I was dizzy for a while, the car exploded, and before I was about to faint, I heard Rong Lanzhi whispered in my ear, Zheng Lianhe, from today onwards, you will die.

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From then on, I became a bird in Rong Lanzhi's cage.

At first, Rong Lanzhi came to my place almost every night, and every time she had to force me to cry bitterly before giving up, the uglier I cried, the more satisfied she was.

Later, when I suddenly stopped menstruating, she became anxious again, and fed me medicine every day as before, encouraging me to get better, and when I had menstrual blood again, she repeated the old trick, expanding the prison again and again, for three days The two ends are also partially decorated and replaced with decorations, and even ask my opinion from time to time, which is called caring about my living experience.

How can I feel, is the gorgeous cage not a cage?

In the end, I lied to myself and spent my days in a daze, doing nothing all day, just walking around the room naked. I have lost the shame, shame, and sense that I should have, and Rong Lanzhi probably never had it. What shame, shame, if I didn't wear any clothes when she came in, she would probably rush over and hold me down immediately, doing what she loves to do most.

She is gentle sometimes, as if this prison is not a prison, but a holy place for her tryst, she is on the dining table, by the indoor flower bed, on the floor of the window, in the corridor, as long as she thinks, she will immediately be regardless of the occasion do.

She is violent from time to time, as if this prison is also her prison, she will bite me and create fine wounds on my body, and my arm bleeds after several bites, and I gradually no longer tolerate her, slap her, bite her , kick her, hit her with things... Speaking of which, I really have never bitten anyone since I was a child, not even my husband, only her.

At first I slapped her on the mouth, and she would punish me. Later, she got used to it, not only did not avoid it, but also raised her face to let me hit her. After the left cheek was spanked, she asked me to spank her right cheek. She actually She will also be like my husband, watching me beat her with a smile, without showing any anger.

So I became more and more frustrated, and I stopped hitting her every other time, because I felt that it was useless to hit her on the cotton belly. After a while, she tossed me hard, and I couldn't help hitting her again... …and so on and on, seemingly without end.

On the other hand, Rong can always withdraw her hand when she raises her hand. She smiled angrily, haha, my hands are precious, I don't want to use them to slap your face, use them to slap your butt, rub your breasts , get into your body, and... ah!I hate it when she says that and every time she says it I kick her out of bed and stop talking to her for days.

But I can't stop talking to her, because I want to know my daughter's recent situation from her mouth, when did she graduate, when did she start working, what kind of work did she do, how hard she worked, what she looks like now, Is there a partner... All of this, I can only get it out of Rong Lanzhi's mouth that I want to tear apart.

For a while, Rong Lanzhi wanted to take me out on a trip, and promised me that Xiao Huanxi could take my daughter with her, so that I could see my daughter from a distance. I was so excited, and behaved extraordinarily docile under her body , and will try her best to please her according to her request, but after a few days of excitement, she told me that she couldn't do it because my daughter fell and went to the hospital.

After that time, she never mentioned that she wanted to take me on a trip or let me see her daughter. She would always say that everything is fine with my daughter. Tired and lacking nothing.

I believe it is true, I often please her, I hope she can treat my daughter better, every time she is happy, she will hug me and say, okay, I will take care of your daughter, don't worry, I will not let those people find your daughter , she is always safe, and you are always safe.

Who would have imagined how many winters and summers I had been looking forward to, and suddenly one day, she came to me and said, my daughter has escaped!I searched everywhere but couldn't find it. Only then did I think, is she really good to my daughter?If it's fine, why is my daughter running away?

She coaxed me for a long time, asking me to name the person my daughter might go to. She said that if she could find it this time, she would definitely let our mother and daughter meet, and promised that she would never touch me again for many, many days.Oh, I don't know if I should trust her or not, but I've been looking forward to it for five years, and I'm so eager to see my daughter.

As long as I have seen her and confirmed that she is alive, I will be able to meet my husband.

What I am most afraid of is that she is already dead, and Rong has been lying to me.

So, I told Rong the name Chen Ziwang with a desperate heart.

Rong Lanzhi hasn't come to see me since that day, and when she came again, she brought me a bad news, that is, my daughter ran away, and she went to find Wu Ershan, and the two of them were already on the plane to Beijing superior.

I felt powerless at the time, always thinking about whether my daughter would be shot into a hole by those people as soon as she got off the plane, and then her young blood would stain the roads of the capital...

That night, Rong and I slept side by side. She held my hand tightly and said sorry to me for the first time, saying that she thought she could bring back her daughter and let us reunite. A lot of people were sent to protect Ershan, but they failed to do anything, and they were afraid of leaking the truth, to clean up the surprise... After all, she is the only one who knows the fact that their mother and daughter are not dead in today's world...

And I don't want to talk to her anymore.

Speaking of which, I have never experienced any hardships in my life. I grew up rich and well-clothed, and even after I got married, I don’t know the sorrows of the world. Even now, when you imprison me here, you are served with good wine and good meat... …Actually, Rong probably didn’t know. When I asked her to hand over the necklace and the small card to my daughter, I already figured it out. His heart has long been barren.

Now, taking advantage of the fact that Rong and Xiao Huanxi are all going to the capital, and the wedding banquet will be held for three days, I finally have enough time to see my husband properly...