Beat Generation

The master bedroom is silent.

The antler bedside lamp was still on.

That little twilight was indistinct.

I could only... vaguely see a shadow sitting there with his head bowed.

"I'm going to take a shower first."

"Okay." Zhan Banbi sat on the head of the bed, holding a thick book in her hand, she didn't look up at Bo Mei, but continued to turn the pages and read.

After Bo Mei entered the bathroom, she stood under the shower to wash as usual. She washed harder and harder, so that her whole body was rubbed red.

Before leaving the bathroom, she stood in front of the mirror in a bathrobe to dry her hair.

She looked at the strange face in the mirror... With this face, she almost forgot what she looked like.

I'm afraid only Wen Xi still remembers.

He staggered out of the bathroom door.

Bo Mei only felt that this kind of mood seemed familiar. When she and Wen Xi shared the bed in the past, she would occasionally have this kind of mood, that is, being served on the table like a piece of roast chicken trembling.

She hated this feeling so much at the time, and getting Wen Xi's tattoo on the ground for hours at a time was the most painful and embarrassing thing in her life.

The master bedroom is the room of Bo Zhengtao and Zheng Lianhe, and the decoration and furnishings all imply their names and preferences. Bo Mei glanced at the lotus on the wallpaper and felt more and more uncertain.

And Zhan Banbi, who was sitting there reading a book, didn't feel out of place with this room. On the contrary, she stood here very abruptly. She opened her mouth to say something, and Zhan said, "Go to bed."

"I don't like this bed, it's too big."

"Is it big? I think it's just enough to sleep the two of us."

"…………"

"Come on." Zhan patted the bed lightly, she still didn't look at her, but Bao Mei felt that she was detecting her all over her body.

Every movement, every expression of hers, if there was any mistake, would cause Zhan Banbi's displeasure... This feeling became more and more intense as she walked towards the bed.

Just as Bo Mei was adjusting her breathing, Zhan Banbi pulled her into his arms.

The two looked at each other in the dim light.

"Oh~ where did the little angel come from, and it fell into my arms like this? Am I dreaming?" Zhan's voice was exceptionally soft. She put her arm around Bo Mei and closed the book with the other. "I must not be dreaming. In the past five years, there have been no little angels in my dreams."

"I don't have little angels in my dreams." Bo Mei curled her lips and looked around the room. "I often dream that I return to this house by myself. I see my parents are still alive. I see my younger brother. ...I often see you in my dreams..."

There was a moment of silence between the two.

Zhan, who has always been silent and never speaks first, spoke.

"I can't go. I can't see you." Jen took a deep breath and said it like a jack was on her chest when she said it, "My little angel, I can't see you. Your father passed away The post-political situation was chaotic, and there were too many people under investigation. My father wanted to clean up the situation. I was sent to the United Nations, the United States, and the United States for a period of time, and then moved to the embassies of various countries. Sometimes I was on the battlefield, and stray bullets grazed me. I always have endless meetings, and I am surrounded by people who are not mine, they are here to protect me, but also to supervise me."

"Bo Mei. When Er Shan brought you back, when... the day you put on your wedding dress, I couldn't do anything even though my heart was pierced. The reason is... I don't want my attention to you, causing me The attention of the family. They will investigate you." Zhan stared at Bo Mei with red eyes, "At that time, I thought it was too late, and you became Ershan's bride."

Zhan choked up when he said this, Bo Mei lightly touched the corner of her eyes, Zhan kissed her palm, "I'm sorry, Bo Mei. Wen Xi has already told me about your life for the past five years, if fate let me choose again , I will hold your hand tightly. I will never let go."

Weird.

Zhan Banbi, who never said what if, actually said the word if.

When Bao Mei heard this, she suddenly calmed down. She began to understand Zhan's difficulties, and no longer felt that she abandoned her first as in the past. Those complaints that were so intense that her toes were trembling all fell apart in an instant.

Bo Mei felt the power of fate for the first time in her life, and she and Zhan seemed to be messed up by fate.

"Banbi, I often fantasized about..."

"Fantasy about what?"

"Even if I become an ordinary person, even if I have nothing, I walk in the crowd, as long as you see me, you will be able to recognize me at a glance." Bao Mei rubbed her sore eyes, "Half of my wall So smart, she'll find me, she'll hold my hand, and she'll get me out of all this shit."

"She will. She will."

"How I look forward to seeing you from places other than TV, newspapers, and magazines. How I want to find you. I want to set off with stars and moons. I really want to see you every morning when I open my eyes. I desperately want to Back in the past when you were still by my side, Banbi, I was really afraid that I wouldn't be able to make it through..."

Tears welled up from Zhan Banbi's eyes, and she hugged Bao Mei who was opening her heart to her.

"But you always don't come." Bo Mei sobbed, "When I can't sleep in the middle of the night, I think, why don't you try to find me, have you forgotten me... because I belong to Bo Zhengtao Daughter, I am full of sins, I am no longer Bo Mae...will you stop coming to me because of this...or maybe on a street corner, you see me, but you won't either Leave me alone."

"Bo Mei, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Zhan kissed Bo Mei's crying eyes, "I love you, Bo Mei."

After Bo Mei heard the words I love you, she couldn't stop crying. She bit her lower lip, and the more she cried, the more she looked like a child who couldn't find her way home. Zhan was relieved to see her crying like this , she wiped away her tears.

"Bo Mei, you love me. I'm here with you." Zhan Banbi stroked her heart, then took her hand and pressed it to his heart, "You're here with me too."

"But half the wall, people can't live in fantasy. In the past five years, I... I... supported my..."

"I'm Zhan Banbi, Bo Mei. The me I am today is enough to make you live in fantasy for the rest of your life. My little angel does not belong to this world, so you should live in a non-human way. I will not let anyone Whenever pain approaches you again, I will fill your eyes with warm smiles."

Zhan Banbi lowered his head and kissed Bo Mei's lips.

Bo Mei shrank gently in her arms, trembling, resisting, Zhan Banbi raised her hands high above her head, and whispered in her ear: "I protect your brother like this, you should give I'll have some sweets."

"..." Bo Mei blinked, Zhan licked her ear, and continued: "If you want Xiao Huanxi to wait in Beijing, you have to pass through Aunt Rong. I don't think you want to be with Rong. Have you thought about how to keep people when dealing with aunt? It doesn’t matter if you don’t think about it, I can do it for you. Okay?”

Zhan coaxed and coaxed, she kissed all the way from behind the ear to her delicate neck.

"You don't speak, you agree."

Bo Mei opened her mouth, but Zhan pressed her lips with her index finger, "Shhh—"

With a soft sound, the room fell into complete darkness, and Zhan turned off the lights.

"Don't be afraid, Bo Mei." Zhan lay on Bo Mei's body. In the dark, even with her eyes closed, Bo Mei could see that Zhan's scorching gaze was piercing her skin and bones, and penetrating into her heart that was starting to beat terribly!

When the collarbone was bitten lightly, and when the bathrobe was taken off, Bo Mei covered her mouth with her hands, and she couldn't make a sound, whether it was screaming, moaning, or moaning, she didn't want anyone Hearing what Zhan Banbi was doing to her...

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The next day.

The strong summer sun outside the window can't be blocked, even if the curtains are only opened a small gap, the sun can also rush in.This ray of light as thin as a steel wire happened to fall on Bo Mei's eyelashes. She was lying on her stomach in the middle of the bed, curled up as if she was falling apart. The pain made her groan.

After finally resisting turning over, she seemed to be involved in something unintentionally. After taking a breath, she frowned and sat up.

Wrapping the quilt tightly, she tried to get out of the bed, but her legs felt weak and her head was dizzy. As soon as her toes touched the ground, she fell back into the bed again, and Bo Mei coughed.

"...Miss Bo, are you awake?"

... It was Tong Jianchun's voice that sounded from behind the screen. As soon as Bo Mei opened her voice to speak, she realized that she had endured too much last night, her voice was choked, a little dry and hoarse.

"Ahem... is... what time is it?"

"It's exactly 12:30 noon. If you get up, you can have lunch with Miss Wen. She just woke up not long ago."

"........."

After Tong Jianchun said this, she felt that there was no movement inside, as if the wind had stopped, the rain had stopped, the valley was quiet, and even the sound of cuckoos had been silenced... She felt strange, today When Chen Zhan was halfway away, he smiled and told her to tell Bo Mei immediately when she woke up—Wen Xi was still in the house.

It seems that the meaning behind the words is——saying this can make Bo Mei happy.

how……

"Miss Bo, may I come in?"

"No." Bo Mei didn't want anyone to see that she was naked, exposed, naked, unable to stand still, trembling while panting for breath, she closed her eyes, and after a while, she made up her mind Said: "You prepare lunch for me, I'll take a bath first."

The mental head couldn't recover, and Bo Mei really felt that her limbs were limp and weak. After taking a hard shower, she was still soft like cotton. When she stepped on the stairs when she went downstairs, it was like stepping on clouds.

Sitting at the dining table in a fog like this, she set the chopsticks and waited for a while. When Wen Xi sat on the chair, she let out a sigh of relief and was about to say something when she suddenly noticed the reflection on the silver spoon. Looking at her face, she immediately saw the hickey behind her ear.

At this moment, she stood up with a numb scalp.

Wen Xi looked at her in confusion.

She got up so violently that the chair fell to the ground.

"I...it's fine..." Bo Mei changed a chair, sat down again, and tried to cover it there as naturally as possible. Seeing this, Wen Xi thought she had a stiff neck. "During breakfast, Banbi said that you slept in bed last night. It's uncomfortable on the sofa in the living room, isn't it?"

"..." Bo Mei paused for a moment, "Yes...it's very uncomfortable. How did you sleep?"

"Very good. Your family's Feng Shui is really good, and there is no yin at all."

"Then you want to live here?"

Wen Xi tilted her head and smiled, "Banbi accompanied Bo Hui to continue to invest in assets early in the morning. They signed the contract yesterday, and the government has approved it today. The seal on the approval document has not yet been dried, and it will officially take effect tomorrow. Your brother sold some of his assets to Er Shan."

"Really." Bo Mei smiled, and Wen Xi pursed her lips, "I think you must have not slept well last night. Go back to your room to rest after eating."

"kindness."

Bo Mei lowered her head and ate without saying a word.

She was rarely so quiet, Wen Xi couldn't help but look at her twice.

Wen Xi picked up food for her once, and Bo Mei was much happier and ate two mouthfuls of rice.

During the banquet, there was no chatter or warmth, only the new wave of peony spring was poured into the swimming pool outside the house. The spring water was just brought down from the mountain. Not bad, lukewarm.

After dinner.

Wen Xi has to deal with some documents on the first floor.

Bo Mei went upstairs with empty steps. She returned to her room and fell asleep on the bed.

There seemed to be Wen Xi's breath on the bed sheet, a faint smell of perfume - Bo Mei leaned on the pillow and smelled it again and again, she grabbed the blanket to wrap herself up, and the blanket was also stained with Wen Xi's smell .

Not long after she wrapped herself up, she fell asleep with the familiar smell on her pillow.

The documents in Wen Xi's hands were all sent by Rong Lanzhi, and each one was more difficult than the other. Some reports were disturbing to read. After changing the water outside the window...the swimming pool with still water and no waves.

She was thinking about the way Bo Mei bowed her head to eat just now, and the more she thought about it, she felt something was wrong.

Bo Mei's lips were surprisingly red, and her cheeks were also flushed abnormally.

Thinking of this, Wen Xi stood up with her waist supported, and she went upstairs step by step, and entered Bo Mei's room.

Bo Mei was already asleep and uttered a small raving, and Wen Xi walked softly to the bedside.

"..." Wen Xi heard Bo Mei muttering something, she leaned closer to listen, "Half... half..."

Hearing her call Banbi, Wen Xi frowned. She was about to leave when she suddenly called out uneasy, "Little Huanxi!"

Wen Xi was so frightened that she stopped in her tracks. She sat down on the bed again and listened closely, only to hear that her voice was getting more and more painful, and it was all inaudible. Wen Xi sighed and pressed her forehead against hers. Forehead, it was confirmed that she really had a fever.