Hisense Seth
I thought Sakaguchi was going to punch me, and the veins on his forehead popped out, but then he let out a sigh of relief with a look of "I can't stand it".
"So, you just want to ask me this question?"
When Ango Sakaguchi said, the car just started to start, and I saw Edogawa running over out of the window, panting, and he was about to slap on the window of the car where I was, but the speed of the train was faster than he imagined. He staggered a step with his head down without noticing. Even through the car window, I seemed to hear the sound of falling with a "bang".
For a moment, I felt that he knew what I wanted to do, that's why he stopped me, and that's why he said the invitation to "me" in the hospital, and wanted to tell me that I could "start over" instead of "restart". start".
Ango Sakaguchi was sitting across from me, so he didn't know what was going on.Seeing that I didn't answer, he looked out along my line of sight, but from his point of view, he probably couldn't see anyone, or didn't know what happened.
When I saw the train entering the long green forest brought by the speed, I also threw the voice out of my mind and looked at Ango Sakaguchi again.
"I just want to confirm one more thing with you before you go to "Shitong Zhengyi". "
Many times, I think Edogawa Ranpo is very smart, so smart that he can predict anything just by clues, it will make people feel frightened, and frightened things will be beyond my control, but there is always a relationship between me and him. There is a line between them.I had already made all the preparations.
Even if he can stop me for a while, he can't stop me forever.
But on the other hand, regardless of any other factors, I am actually curious about what his world is like?
In a world full of answers, do you feel that every day is boring, boring, and meaningless, so you have to find something for yourself to do.In other words, because he has his own love in life, his ability is only to make his life better.
I should also have the ability to make my life better.
Because I also have my own pursuits, my own ideals, I am pursuing the life and freedom I want, but my life is different from that of Edogawa Ranpo.
Sometimes, I also feel that it is ridiculous to pursue a sentence all my life, but halfway through, I find that I shouldn't live for a sentence, which makes my previous life even more pale and ridiculous.
When "Different World Navigation" was taken from Mori Ogai, I felt that I could almost say goodbye to my current life.
I'm not "not in metal", so I have no way of developing one for myself.I knew from Orihara Rinya that Sakura Futaba didn't know much about the research on "Different World Navigation", so I knew she was not my target.So, all I need to do is, the next time someone attacks me, I can get back the other party's navigation phone.
So Mori Ogai automatically hit the muzzle of the gun.Afterwards, according to the principle, it is enough to modify it, so I quickly set it to the position of "that person".
After Ango Sakaguchi and I got off the train, we separated.
He went to Shitong Justice, and I went to "that person".
Since "that person" became a vegetable, his value is only "Ayanokōji Kiyotaka's father" and "Shidou Justice's teacher". He can restrain my existence and win a good name for Shidou Justice.
I didn't go straight into the hospital.
As I said before, if this method is used to sneak into someone's spiritual world, it will be difficult for the person concerned and the real person to detect it, so if it is mastered by the criminal, this will be a very perfect method of killing, and it will be difficult to find evidence .
There was no need for me to enter the hospital and cause conflict.
I just have to sit in a cafe near the hospital.
Turning on the navigation on the phone, I can freely enter the metaverse world established by the entire social consciousness group of the hospital as if entering no man's land.The moving human body is distorted by the pain of death or illness. They are like the distorted human body in Edvard Munch's pen. Just anxiety and fear can make them tremble as if they were thrown into the North Pole. Not even three months of sleepless sunshine could save them.
I went through the deformed world of the hospital and walked straight up to the room where "that person" was. The room should have been filled with white walls, but now it is filled with strong colors of "black" and "red". These colors are like competing with each other to see who is more attractive.
And the patient who was supposed to be motionless on the hospital bed, in the conscious world at this moment, is like a tyrant tied to the gallows and screaming non-stop.
He doesn't call for help, he's just pissed off.
Because he is very proud, thinks highly of himself, and is arrogant.
As long as it makes him feel a little unhappy, it is the fault of others.
But thinking about it, he did have this kind of arrogant capital before. After all, his ability to go from a self-made poor boy to the top of the Japanese government is enough to prove that he has such skills and wisdom.
I don't particularly hate people.
I don't hate Osamu Dazai who always finds trouble for me, and I don't hate Fei Jia and Shidou Masayoshi who want to force me to die.Likewise, I don't hate the person in front of me.At most I thought they would be in the way.
I do so much, in fact, just to give myself a sigh of relief, and to live in the world with integrity.
Before I was born, my life would be fixed.
A fortune-teller said that my father will definitely encounter Waterloo in the political world in the future, and the only one who can save him is his future child.But this child was born from the belly of a woman so ordinary that he can't even remember it. So in order to strengthen his hand to return to politics in the future, he sent the child to the laboratory for training, making him a The smartest man is also the most useful pawn.
About when the child was five years old, maybe earlier, because the researchers in the Academy City Research Office were all influenced by Kihara Gensei's idea of "creating a person with absolute ability", the top researchers from all over Japan were gathered to work on this project. I used my imagination freely, and even used the "tree diagram designer" to calculate any possibility of existence, even whiteroom is inevitable.
Therefore, the days that followed may have been out of my father's imagination, but my father never opposed it, and even developed the "No. [-]" replica in advance just in case. If I unfortunately had an accident, No. [-] could replace me.
This is why Sixes live longer than other people.I was brought into the world of replicants by No. [-], and only then did I know the existence of "No. [-]".But because I learned much faster than "No. [-]", I officially developed "No. [-]" later, recorded my new thinking mode into his brain, and started to prepare a new plan.
This can also explain why "Number Six" is far more obedient to researchers than "Number One" in the past.
It's a bit like an updated computer.
But so what if the brain learns faster than the average clone?
Most of my life has been like a marionette, doing what others say, following the rules and instructions, step by step becoming what they want to see.It's just that when they gave me knowledge, they couldn't stop me from thinking, from wanting to create another look or form of my life.
But everything must be done until "that person" admits his mistake to me, otherwise, for me, I am just pursuing the victory of the simple mode.
……
When the man saw me, he immediately recognized who I was and shouted, "Come and help me untie these chains."
These iron chains should have been brought up by Shitong Zhengyi.As long as his conscious body can't move, that person can't get out of his real life state.And as long as no one realizes the cause of his current situation, no matter how good the psychiatrist is, there is no way to wake up "that person" with words.
I know that none of these chains are real.To untie these, one must untie the shackles of the "source of desire" in his heart.So I didn't spend too much time talking to him, but seriously studied his surroundings.
I think that he should have had his spiritual world once destroyed by Shitong Zhengyi, so he can't form his own "palace" now, and behind him I saw a wooden box.
The box was wiped clean, and I saw a torn award certificate inside. From the words on the fragments, I saw that the award certificate from the Tokyo Metropolitan City Hall clearly stated "Hope for the future".However, when I just started to piece together, there was a burst of white light on the paper, and a memory that didn't belong to me rushed into my mind.
It was the memory of "that person".
This is the first time in his life that he has received a certificate above the city level - from the mayor of Tokyo, who called "that person" a "future national pillar".So "that person" has confirmed his life dream since he won the first certificate of merit. He will go to the highest peak in Japan's political circle and finally become the Prime Minister of Japan.And as he said, he climbed up step by step and became the hottest party leader in the political world, only one step away from his final dream.
However, three years ago, his student Shitong Zhengyi suddenly emerged and won more fame than him, which made him unbearable and unbearable.But he still has the card "Ayanokōji Kiyotaka" in his hand. As long as he has this card in his hand, he will be able to make a comeback sooner or later.
Everything he does is for his dream, I can understand.If it were me, I would do the same thing, using everyone I can, as long as I can achieve my own goals.However, standing in my current position, I prefer that I can have an ordinary life.
My father is an ordinary white-collar worker with an average salary, and my mother is an ordinary housewife who can be seen everywhere.And I'm probably an ordinary teenager with an average IQ and a dull personality.Because of my average IQ, I may be scolded by my father for being useless, and my mother may take me to different cram schools. I hope I will not lag behind others too much.Because of my dull personality, I might get bullied on campus, I might not make any friends, and no one would like me.
But this kind of daily life full of troubles, troubles, flaws and weaknesses is what I want.
I used to wonder, I'm not an orphan, why it never occurred to me to call this man "Daddy".Now I slowly feel the reason.That's because the so-called "orphan" can not only be a fait accompli, it can also be a state of mind, a state of being abandoned.
Since I was born, I have been abandoned by my father and deprived of my "personality", "human rights" and "people's hearts".
do i hate him
Actually don't hate it.
This is probably the result of Whiteroom's successful education, I even cut off my likes and dislikes.Or I was born indifferent, without even the heart of love and hate.
"That person" finally softened his attitude when I was reluctant to respond: "Hurry up and save me, Qinglong. When I make a comeback, I can give you everything you want if you want glory and wealth."
When I heard this, I looked back at him, at his hair and the color of his eyes.
I think my hair and eye color should be inherited from him.
We have the closest blood relationship, but he is the stranger I am most familiar with.
I was silent for a moment, and I asked what I wanted to ask the most: "If I save you, I want an ordinary life and an ordinary home, can you give it to me too?"
I can't see my own expression clearly. Being so close to him, I should be able to read my own expression from his pupils, but because of the lack of light, I just feel that his eyes have sucked up the darkness of the entire room , Even myself fell into that black world.
"Will you be a good father?"
The reason I wanted him to change his mind at the beginning was to hope that he could recognize what he did to "me", we could start over, I could get my own name, and I could be like any ordinary boy living in this world again That way, live your life peacefully.
The waiting time made my heart tighten unnaturally, and I could even feel a slight pain in my heart.I have even kept repeating to myself "He may not answer, or he may tell lies, but if he responds, I will take it as the final answer",
My father lowered his head and said to me: "Qinglong, you have always been my son, I am the one who is sorry for you. If I am saved, I will treat you well."
I breathed a sigh of relief, as if I had been held under water for a long time and couldn't breathe, and now I finally surfaced and could breathe heavily.
"Thank you, really."
……
After I left from "Different World Navigation", I could see in the video of my intrusion into the surveillance system of the guard room, the attending doctor rushed into the ward after hearing about "my father" waking up.And I stood up and walked towards Tokyo Station.
In fact, when I arrived in Tokyo, I had already bought a return ticket.
Sitting on the train, the news headlines popping up on his cell phone were all about Ayanokōji’s cabinet member waking up. When reporters even squeezed into the ward to ask him what plans he had in the future, he maintained his usual aura and said, “Naturally, continue to run for election. , to become the next Prime Minister of Japan.”
After turning off the news, I plugged the earphones into my own ears, but found that I had nothing to listen to, and finally chose a piano piece that I was more familiar with.I need to rethink myself, because when I go back to Yokohama, many things will happen, many things that I cannot predict.
And my departure from Hong Kong and black has become a certainty.
In fact, on the train, I asked Ango Sakaguchi one thing.
I asked if he still remembered the squad leader who died because of Osamu Dazai, the same squad leader who brought me into Hong Kong.
He said he still remembered, of course he remembered, because that person was also an undercover agent of the Supernatural Secret Service Division.
So, I asked one more question.
"So, do you remember, what was that person's name?"
"…………"
If an experimenter does an experiment, he will never leave his laboratory, because he must see the experiment to the end with his own eyes and hands.This is the basic experimenter working principle.
In fact, I already knew the existence of "books" when I entered the Supernatural Special Affairs Department, not because of Tachihara Michizo.It was just because Fei Jia was too interested in the "Investigator of the Supernatural Secret Service Division", so I checked with my identity verification and found that there was such a "book".
But in fact, it is not very attractive to me.
I do know that written words may alter reality, but I'm not sure what the limits of such an altered reality are.Because if such a convenient existence really exists, then it would be too easy to destroy the world, and it would be impossible for the Supernatural Secret Service to secretly protect this book from being abused.
But that doesn't stop me from experimenting.After all, good things must be held in hand, and it is my habit to be prepared for everything.
I created the "Anonymous" team leader in the book, and asked him to help me successfully complete the task of sneaking into Hong Kong, and also set his life trajectory-he will be killed by Osamu Dazai.
In this experiment, I want to see at least two or more results.
First, rationalize.In Hong Kong gangsters, I want to know how many Hong Kong gangsters will find that this person created by me will find that this person just appeared out of thin air, even if he didn't give him a name.I want to see how "books" rationalize all unnatural phenomena.This is the reason why I have been staying in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang.
After leaving Academy City, I didn't really have nowhere to go to be a gangster. I still want to see the final result of this experiment.
Second, the validity period.If even Osamu Dazai, who has the ability to nullify, never thought that this undercover agent appeared out of thin air from the very beginning, and if there was no mistake after so long, could I really use that "book" How about living better?
Third, I once covered I did it with the "perfect crime".I also thought that it might be the "perfect crime" that made them unaware of this. After all, a captain who has been in Hong Kong gangsters for so long would sympathize with a child who has nothing to eat and take him into the bottom of Hong Kong gangsters. It is unreasonable.If it were me, I simply don't believe that such a person exists.So I let Koguri Futaro cover this.
This is why I care about Oguri.
Since I haven't really touched him, I want to know how he uses his abilities, and I also want to know the flaws of his abilities.However, if Ango Sakaguchi can find out that my identity is fake, but not that "little leader" is fake, then the "book" overrides all abilities to a certain extent.
This is what I consider all kinds of factors. If in the end I can't get "that person" to admit my existence, "book" will become my new extraplan.But I think Edogawa is really much smarter than I imagined, but what he said while standing at the window was beyond my expectation. I just thought at that moment, I can't wait any longer.
The appearance of Osamu Dazai in the seventh organ is another booster.
Chuya doesn't want me to do anything either.
I think it's time to put an end to this extraordinary life.
I have also received an apology from "that person" now, although I know he lied to me, but to be honest, after seeing his "source of desire", I feel that even if he has repented, he will not Will be a mediocre man, he is not the father I want.
So, I dumped him.
In fact, I have never stolen the "book" of the Supernatural Secret Service Division. I just stole a few pages for experiments, and put a few fake ones in front.They tested the first few pages and found that it didn't work, but I told Ango Sakaguchi where the "book" went.
Actually, I created that "Little Captain", and when I returned to Academy City, I thought it was useless, so I burned that piece of paper.When I returned to Hong Kong to confirm, I found that everyone had acquiesced to this fact and did not doubt its authenticity, even Ango Sakaguchi did not find out.
An extremely absurd, fantasy-filled idea surged in my heart.But I have to wait until "that person" admits his mistake before I can do it.
So now I can try it out.
On the train, I used the remaining paper to write down my ordinary daily life.The so-called Academy City, the so-called Shido justice, the so-called Hong Kong gangsters, and the so-called Buteisha have nothing to do with me, Kiyotaka Ayanokōji.I'm just an ordinary orphan who grew up in Yokohama without parents.
But I still miss Fedya's ending to some extent, so I created another friend for him.I still remember that it was because my words about pursuing freedom attracted Fedya to help me.
Before I started writing, I thought about many people, and I also wondered if I didn't say sorry to them properly, and whether I didn't say goodbye to them properly.But if I really do this thing, sooner or later I won't be able to do what I want to do.
The German lyric poet Heine once said, "Human reason smashes superstition, and human emotion will also destroy egoism."
If I hadn't met No. [-], I never thought that my appearance would bring them so many wrong lives.Even in Academy City, I once got along with them for a while, and I never changed my final decision.
If only it never happened.
God said, confide in him if you need him.However, God does not exist, and even if he did, he would not be able to understand me.All I can do is on my own, and in my own way.
When the train stopped, I went to the post office and sent the "Red Dress" and "75-year-old Petrus" bought at Tokyo Station to the private residences of Mori Ogai and Nakahara Chuya respectively.But when I was about to pay, I found that my wallet and mobile phone had changed, and some of the original contact numbers had disappeared.
This just proved that when I stepped into Yokohama, the effectiveness of the "book" came into play.
"Is there any problem?" The cashier at the post office couldn't help asking when he saw me staring at the crumpled wallet in a daze.
"It's okay." I shook my head and asked the clerk, "Where is the flower shop?"
"It's on the next street."
At this time, the TV in the store was broadcasting the news that "Ayanokōji's cabinet has been confirmed by a doctor, and now he has only the IQ of a three-year-old child".The clerk followed my line of sight, sighing at the news, and seemed to want to raise some topics.But I didn't pay much attention to him.
"Farewell, my father".
"I don't have any trace of you on my body anymore. I wish you a long life and good health forever."
I said silently in my heart.
Because my life has completely changed on the "book", many things that happened because of me have never happened at all, there will be no whiteroom, there will be no cloners, and there will be no undercover Hong Kong gangsters Ayanokouji, and no one from Yokohama will know me.
Since I returned to Yokohama, "Yokohama" is a stranger to me, and I have to commemorate this day.
"Excuse me, do you need anything?" The girl in the flower shop walked out of the shop, facing my direction, and smiled.
Without thinking, I said, "I want to buy a bouquet of flowers for myself."
"Is it your birthday today? Birthday flowers would be perfect!"
"Today is the day of my rebirth."
The clerk showed a somewhat puzzled expression in response to my answer.
At this time, a personal voice fell beside me.
"Then you can buy "hyacinth". Hyacinth represents "burning the fire of life and enjoying life from now on", and also represents "life/joy/victory/happiness" and so on, which is pretty good. "
Because the voice was so familiar, I looked in his direction, my pupils widened slightly, but the other party didn't seem to have any impression of me, and just said something casually, when the eyes looked at me, there was a distance in their eyes Strange, like looking at me through the glass.None of my actions, expressions or words will arouse the slightest emotion of the other party.
The clerk thought it was a good idea, and asked, "Then 'hyacinth' is okay? "
But I remember—
Hyacinth represents the beautiful boy named "Hisense Seth" in Greek mythology.
In the myth, Hisense Seth and Apollo, the sun god, had a good relationship and got along too closely.As a result, Zephyros, the god of Zephyrus, a good friend of Hisensesus, became jealous of this.When Apollo and Hisenses were playing discus throwing, Zephyros deliberately blew the discus.Unfortunately, the discus hit Hisenses heavily on the head.
So the boy died on the spot.
"………no thank you…"
On the day I'm born again, buy flowers with stories like this...
When the clerk lowered his eyebrows and didn't know how to help me choose flowers, I raised my voice and said, "Do you sell grapefruit leaves?"
I feel like I need to get rid of the mold instead of rushing to celebrate myself.
"It's troublesome."
I said again.
When I finished speaking, the people next to me were still staring at me.
"What's wrong?"
The other party smiled at me and said, "I think, I've seen you. Maybe you can tell me your name? If you don't mind."
I said lightly: "My name is Ayanokōji Kiyotaka, you must have mistaken me."
The man thought about it carefully, but he had no impression of it, so he said: "The name I heard for the first time...Maybe I really misunderstood it."
Even if you knew my name, you'd never know who I really am, sir.
I can say that I have never lost any occasion that I wanted to win.
After taking the grapefruit leaf, I slightly bowed to the other party.
Goodbye bye.
——The end of Ayanokōji's perspective——
I thought Sakaguchi was going to punch me, and the veins on his forehead popped out, but then he let out a sigh of relief with a look of "I can't stand it".
"So, you just want to ask me this question?"
When Ango Sakaguchi said, the car just started to start, and I saw Edogawa running over out of the window, panting, and he was about to slap on the window of the car where I was, but the speed of the train was faster than he imagined. He staggered a step with his head down without noticing. Even through the car window, I seemed to hear the sound of falling with a "bang".
For a moment, I felt that he knew what I wanted to do, that's why he stopped me, and that's why he said the invitation to "me" in the hospital, and wanted to tell me that I could "start over" instead of "restart". start".
Ango Sakaguchi was sitting across from me, so he didn't know what was going on.Seeing that I didn't answer, he looked out along my line of sight, but from his point of view, he probably couldn't see anyone, or didn't know what happened.
When I saw the train entering the long green forest brought by the speed, I also threw the voice out of my mind and looked at Ango Sakaguchi again.
"I just want to confirm one more thing with you before you go to "Shitong Zhengyi". "
Many times, I think Edogawa Ranpo is very smart, so smart that he can predict anything just by clues, it will make people feel frightened, and frightened things will be beyond my control, but there is always a relationship between me and him. There is a line between them.I had already made all the preparations.
Even if he can stop me for a while, he can't stop me forever.
But on the other hand, regardless of any other factors, I am actually curious about what his world is like?
In a world full of answers, do you feel that every day is boring, boring, and meaningless, so you have to find something for yourself to do.In other words, because he has his own love in life, his ability is only to make his life better.
I should also have the ability to make my life better.
Because I also have my own pursuits, my own ideals, I am pursuing the life and freedom I want, but my life is different from that of Edogawa Ranpo.
Sometimes, I also feel that it is ridiculous to pursue a sentence all my life, but halfway through, I find that I shouldn't live for a sentence, which makes my previous life even more pale and ridiculous.
When "Different World Navigation" was taken from Mori Ogai, I felt that I could almost say goodbye to my current life.
I'm not "not in metal", so I have no way of developing one for myself.I knew from Orihara Rinya that Sakura Futaba didn't know much about the research on "Different World Navigation", so I knew she was not my target.So, all I need to do is, the next time someone attacks me, I can get back the other party's navigation phone.
So Mori Ogai automatically hit the muzzle of the gun.Afterwards, according to the principle, it is enough to modify it, so I quickly set it to the position of "that person".
After Ango Sakaguchi and I got off the train, we separated.
He went to Shitong Justice, and I went to "that person".
Since "that person" became a vegetable, his value is only "Ayanokōji Kiyotaka's father" and "Shidou Justice's teacher". He can restrain my existence and win a good name for Shidou Justice.
I didn't go straight into the hospital.
As I said before, if this method is used to sneak into someone's spiritual world, it will be difficult for the person concerned and the real person to detect it, so if it is mastered by the criminal, this will be a very perfect method of killing, and it will be difficult to find evidence .
There was no need for me to enter the hospital and cause conflict.
I just have to sit in a cafe near the hospital.
Turning on the navigation on the phone, I can freely enter the metaverse world established by the entire social consciousness group of the hospital as if entering no man's land.The moving human body is distorted by the pain of death or illness. They are like the distorted human body in Edvard Munch's pen. Just anxiety and fear can make them tremble as if they were thrown into the North Pole. Not even three months of sleepless sunshine could save them.
I went through the deformed world of the hospital and walked straight up to the room where "that person" was. The room should have been filled with white walls, but now it is filled with strong colors of "black" and "red". These colors are like competing with each other to see who is more attractive.
And the patient who was supposed to be motionless on the hospital bed, in the conscious world at this moment, is like a tyrant tied to the gallows and screaming non-stop.
He doesn't call for help, he's just pissed off.
Because he is very proud, thinks highly of himself, and is arrogant.
As long as it makes him feel a little unhappy, it is the fault of others.
But thinking about it, he did have this kind of arrogant capital before. After all, his ability to go from a self-made poor boy to the top of the Japanese government is enough to prove that he has such skills and wisdom.
I don't particularly hate people.
I don't hate Osamu Dazai who always finds trouble for me, and I don't hate Fei Jia and Shidou Masayoshi who want to force me to die.Likewise, I don't hate the person in front of me.At most I thought they would be in the way.
I do so much, in fact, just to give myself a sigh of relief, and to live in the world with integrity.
Before I was born, my life would be fixed.
A fortune-teller said that my father will definitely encounter Waterloo in the political world in the future, and the only one who can save him is his future child.But this child was born from the belly of a woman so ordinary that he can't even remember it. So in order to strengthen his hand to return to politics in the future, he sent the child to the laboratory for training, making him a The smartest man is also the most useful pawn.
About when the child was five years old, maybe earlier, because the researchers in the Academy City Research Office were all influenced by Kihara Gensei's idea of "creating a person with absolute ability", the top researchers from all over Japan were gathered to work on this project. I used my imagination freely, and even used the "tree diagram designer" to calculate any possibility of existence, even whiteroom is inevitable.
Therefore, the days that followed may have been out of my father's imagination, but my father never opposed it, and even developed the "No. [-]" replica in advance just in case. If I unfortunately had an accident, No. [-] could replace me.
This is why Sixes live longer than other people.I was brought into the world of replicants by No. [-], and only then did I know the existence of "No. [-]".But because I learned much faster than "No. [-]", I officially developed "No. [-]" later, recorded my new thinking mode into his brain, and started to prepare a new plan.
This can also explain why "Number Six" is far more obedient to researchers than "Number One" in the past.
It's a bit like an updated computer.
But so what if the brain learns faster than the average clone?
Most of my life has been like a marionette, doing what others say, following the rules and instructions, step by step becoming what they want to see.It's just that when they gave me knowledge, they couldn't stop me from thinking, from wanting to create another look or form of my life.
But everything must be done until "that person" admits his mistake to me, otherwise, for me, I am just pursuing the victory of the simple mode.
……
When the man saw me, he immediately recognized who I was and shouted, "Come and help me untie these chains."
These iron chains should have been brought up by Shitong Zhengyi.As long as his conscious body can't move, that person can't get out of his real life state.And as long as no one realizes the cause of his current situation, no matter how good the psychiatrist is, there is no way to wake up "that person" with words.
I know that none of these chains are real.To untie these, one must untie the shackles of the "source of desire" in his heart.So I didn't spend too much time talking to him, but seriously studied his surroundings.
I think that he should have had his spiritual world once destroyed by Shitong Zhengyi, so he can't form his own "palace" now, and behind him I saw a wooden box.
The box was wiped clean, and I saw a torn award certificate inside. From the words on the fragments, I saw that the award certificate from the Tokyo Metropolitan City Hall clearly stated "Hope for the future".However, when I just started to piece together, there was a burst of white light on the paper, and a memory that didn't belong to me rushed into my mind.
It was the memory of "that person".
This is the first time in his life that he has received a certificate above the city level - from the mayor of Tokyo, who called "that person" a "future national pillar".So "that person" has confirmed his life dream since he won the first certificate of merit. He will go to the highest peak in Japan's political circle and finally become the Prime Minister of Japan.And as he said, he climbed up step by step and became the hottest party leader in the political world, only one step away from his final dream.
However, three years ago, his student Shitong Zhengyi suddenly emerged and won more fame than him, which made him unbearable and unbearable.But he still has the card "Ayanokōji Kiyotaka" in his hand. As long as he has this card in his hand, he will be able to make a comeback sooner or later.
Everything he does is for his dream, I can understand.If it were me, I would do the same thing, using everyone I can, as long as I can achieve my own goals.However, standing in my current position, I prefer that I can have an ordinary life.
My father is an ordinary white-collar worker with an average salary, and my mother is an ordinary housewife who can be seen everywhere.And I'm probably an ordinary teenager with an average IQ and a dull personality.Because of my average IQ, I may be scolded by my father for being useless, and my mother may take me to different cram schools. I hope I will not lag behind others too much.Because of my dull personality, I might get bullied on campus, I might not make any friends, and no one would like me.
But this kind of daily life full of troubles, troubles, flaws and weaknesses is what I want.
I used to wonder, I'm not an orphan, why it never occurred to me to call this man "Daddy".Now I slowly feel the reason.That's because the so-called "orphan" can not only be a fait accompli, it can also be a state of mind, a state of being abandoned.
Since I was born, I have been abandoned by my father and deprived of my "personality", "human rights" and "people's hearts".
do i hate him
Actually don't hate it.
This is probably the result of Whiteroom's successful education, I even cut off my likes and dislikes.Or I was born indifferent, without even the heart of love and hate.
"That person" finally softened his attitude when I was reluctant to respond: "Hurry up and save me, Qinglong. When I make a comeback, I can give you everything you want if you want glory and wealth."
When I heard this, I looked back at him, at his hair and the color of his eyes.
I think my hair and eye color should be inherited from him.
We have the closest blood relationship, but he is the stranger I am most familiar with.
I was silent for a moment, and I asked what I wanted to ask the most: "If I save you, I want an ordinary life and an ordinary home, can you give it to me too?"
I can't see my own expression clearly. Being so close to him, I should be able to read my own expression from his pupils, but because of the lack of light, I just feel that his eyes have sucked up the darkness of the entire room , Even myself fell into that black world.
"Will you be a good father?"
The reason I wanted him to change his mind at the beginning was to hope that he could recognize what he did to "me", we could start over, I could get my own name, and I could be like any ordinary boy living in this world again That way, live your life peacefully.
The waiting time made my heart tighten unnaturally, and I could even feel a slight pain in my heart.I have even kept repeating to myself "He may not answer, or he may tell lies, but if he responds, I will take it as the final answer",
My father lowered his head and said to me: "Qinglong, you have always been my son, I am the one who is sorry for you. If I am saved, I will treat you well."
I breathed a sigh of relief, as if I had been held under water for a long time and couldn't breathe, and now I finally surfaced and could breathe heavily.
"Thank you, really."
……
After I left from "Different World Navigation", I could see in the video of my intrusion into the surveillance system of the guard room, the attending doctor rushed into the ward after hearing about "my father" waking up.And I stood up and walked towards Tokyo Station.
In fact, when I arrived in Tokyo, I had already bought a return ticket.
Sitting on the train, the news headlines popping up on his cell phone were all about Ayanokōji’s cabinet member waking up. When reporters even squeezed into the ward to ask him what plans he had in the future, he maintained his usual aura and said, “Naturally, continue to run for election. , to become the next Prime Minister of Japan.”
After turning off the news, I plugged the earphones into my own ears, but found that I had nothing to listen to, and finally chose a piano piece that I was more familiar with.I need to rethink myself, because when I go back to Yokohama, many things will happen, many things that I cannot predict.
And my departure from Hong Kong and black has become a certainty.
In fact, on the train, I asked Ango Sakaguchi one thing.
I asked if he still remembered the squad leader who died because of Osamu Dazai, the same squad leader who brought me into Hong Kong.
He said he still remembered, of course he remembered, because that person was also an undercover agent of the Supernatural Secret Service Division.
So, I asked one more question.
"So, do you remember, what was that person's name?"
"…………"
If an experimenter does an experiment, he will never leave his laboratory, because he must see the experiment to the end with his own eyes and hands.This is the basic experimenter working principle.
In fact, I already knew the existence of "books" when I entered the Supernatural Special Affairs Department, not because of Tachihara Michizo.It was just because Fei Jia was too interested in the "Investigator of the Supernatural Secret Service Division", so I checked with my identity verification and found that there was such a "book".
But in fact, it is not very attractive to me.
I do know that written words may alter reality, but I'm not sure what the limits of such an altered reality are.Because if such a convenient existence really exists, then it would be too easy to destroy the world, and it would be impossible for the Supernatural Secret Service to secretly protect this book from being abused.
But that doesn't stop me from experimenting.After all, good things must be held in hand, and it is my habit to be prepared for everything.
I created the "Anonymous" team leader in the book, and asked him to help me successfully complete the task of sneaking into Hong Kong, and also set his life trajectory-he will be killed by Osamu Dazai.
In this experiment, I want to see at least two or more results.
First, rationalize.In Hong Kong gangsters, I want to know how many Hong Kong gangsters will find that this person created by me will find that this person just appeared out of thin air, even if he didn't give him a name.I want to see how "books" rationalize all unnatural phenomena.This is the reason why I have been staying in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang.
After leaving Academy City, I didn't really have nowhere to go to be a gangster. I still want to see the final result of this experiment.
Second, the validity period.If even Osamu Dazai, who has the ability to nullify, never thought that this undercover agent appeared out of thin air from the very beginning, and if there was no mistake after so long, could I really use that "book" How about living better?
Third, I once covered I did it with the "perfect crime".I also thought that it might be the "perfect crime" that made them unaware of this. After all, a captain who has been in Hong Kong gangsters for so long would sympathize with a child who has nothing to eat and take him into the bottom of Hong Kong gangsters. It is unreasonable.If it were me, I simply don't believe that such a person exists.So I let Koguri Futaro cover this.
This is why I care about Oguri.
Since I haven't really touched him, I want to know how he uses his abilities, and I also want to know the flaws of his abilities.However, if Ango Sakaguchi can find out that my identity is fake, but not that "little leader" is fake, then the "book" overrides all abilities to a certain extent.
This is what I consider all kinds of factors. If in the end I can't get "that person" to admit my existence, "book" will become my new extraplan.But I think Edogawa is really much smarter than I imagined, but what he said while standing at the window was beyond my expectation. I just thought at that moment, I can't wait any longer.
The appearance of Osamu Dazai in the seventh organ is another booster.
Chuya doesn't want me to do anything either.
I think it's time to put an end to this extraordinary life.
I have also received an apology from "that person" now, although I know he lied to me, but to be honest, after seeing his "source of desire", I feel that even if he has repented, he will not Will be a mediocre man, he is not the father I want.
So, I dumped him.
In fact, I have never stolen the "book" of the Supernatural Secret Service Division. I just stole a few pages for experiments, and put a few fake ones in front.They tested the first few pages and found that it didn't work, but I told Ango Sakaguchi where the "book" went.
Actually, I created that "Little Captain", and when I returned to Academy City, I thought it was useless, so I burned that piece of paper.When I returned to Hong Kong to confirm, I found that everyone had acquiesced to this fact and did not doubt its authenticity, even Ango Sakaguchi did not find out.
An extremely absurd, fantasy-filled idea surged in my heart.But I have to wait until "that person" admits his mistake before I can do it.
So now I can try it out.
On the train, I used the remaining paper to write down my ordinary daily life.The so-called Academy City, the so-called Shido justice, the so-called Hong Kong gangsters, and the so-called Buteisha have nothing to do with me, Kiyotaka Ayanokōji.I'm just an ordinary orphan who grew up in Yokohama without parents.
But I still miss Fedya's ending to some extent, so I created another friend for him.I still remember that it was because my words about pursuing freedom attracted Fedya to help me.
Before I started writing, I thought about many people, and I also wondered if I didn't say sorry to them properly, and whether I didn't say goodbye to them properly.But if I really do this thing, sooner or later I won't be able to do what I want to do.
The German lyric poet Heine once said, "Human reason smashes superstition, and human emotion will also destroy egoism."
If I hadn't met No. [-], I never thought that my appearance would bring them so many wrong lives.Even in Academy City, I once got along with them for a while, and I never changed my final decision.
If only it never happened.
God said, confide in him if you need him.However, God does not exist, and even if he did, he would not be able to understand me.All I can do is on my own, and in my own way.
When the train stopped, I went to the post office and sent the "Red Dress" and "75-year-old Petrus" bought at Tokyo Station to the private residences of Mori Ogai and Nakahara Chuya respectively.But when I was about to pay, I found that my wallet and mobile phone had changed, and some of the original contact numbers had disappeared.
This just proved that when I stepped into Yokohama, the effectiveness of the "book" came into play.
"Is there any problem?" The cashier at the post office couldn't help asking when he saw me staring at the crumpled wallet in a daze.
"It's okay." I shook my head and asked the clerk, "Where is the flower shop?"
"It's on the next street."
At this time, the TV in the store was broadcasting the news that "Ayanokōji's cabinet has been confirmed by a doctor, and now he has only the IQ of a three-year-old child".The clerk followed my line of sight, sighing at the news, and seemed to want to raise some topics.But I didn't pay much attention to him.
"Farewell, my father".
"I don't have any trace of you on my body anymore. I wish you a long life and good health forever."
I said silently in my heart.
Because my life has completely changed on the "book", many things that happened because of me have never happened at all, there will be no whiteroom, there will be no cloners, and there will be no undercover Hong Kong gangsters Ayanokouji, and no one from Yokohama will know me.
Since I returned to Yokohama, "Yokohama" is a stranger to me, and I have to commemorate this day.
"Excuse me, do you need anything?" The girl in the flower shop walked out of the shop, facing my direction, and smiled.
Without thinking, I said, "I want to buy a bouquet of flowers for myself."
"Is it your birthday today? Birthday flowers would be perfect!"
"Today is the day of my rebirth."
The clerk showed a somewhat puzzled expression in response to my answer.
At this time, a personal voice fell beside me.
"Then you can buy "hyacinth". Hyacinth represents "burning the fire of life and enjoying life from now on", and also represents "life/joy/victory/happiness" and so on, which is pretty good. "
Because the voice was so familiar, I looked in his direction, my pupils widened slightly, but the other party didn't seem to have any impression of me, and just said something casually, when the eyes looked at me, there was a distance in their eyes Strange, like looking at me through the glass.None of my actions, expressions or words will arouse the slightest emotion of the other party.
The clerk thought it was a good idea, and asked, "Then 'hyacinth' is okay? "
But I remember—
Hyacinth represents the beautiful boy named "Hisense Seth" in Greek mythology.
In the myth, Hisense Seth and Apollo, the sun god, had a good relationship and got along too closely.As a result, Zephyros, the god of Zephyrus, a good friend of Hisensesus, became jealous of this.When Apollo and Hisenses were playing discus throwing, Zephyros deliberately blew the discus.Unfortunately, the discus hit Hisenses heavily on the head.
So the boy died on the spot.
"………no thank you…"
On the day I'm born again, buy flowers with stories like this...
When the clerk lowered his eyebrows and didn't know how to help me choose flowers, I raised my voice and said, "Do you sell grapefruit leaves?"
I feel like I need to get rid of the mold instead of rushing to celebrate myself.
"It's troublesome."
I said again.
When I finished speaking, the people next to me were still staring at me.
"What's wrong?"
The other party smiled at me and said, "I think, I've seen you. Maybe you can tell me your name? If you don't mind."
I said lightly: "My name is Ayanokōji Kiyotaka, you must have mistaken me."
The man thought about it carefully, but he had no impression of it, so he said: "The name I heard for the first time...Maybe I really misunderstood it."
Even if you knew my name, you'd never know who I really am, sir.
I can say that I have never lost any occasion that I wanted to win.
After taking the grapefruit leaf, I slightly bowed to the other party.
Goodbye bye.
——The end of Ayanokōji's perspective——
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