Hong Kong and Black Undercover Ayanokoji's Handbook of Tool Man

Actually, I don't know what to do

The assassination of the leader of Mori Ogai was secretly planned by "Nusu Takashi, and Ayanokouji took advantage of the fact that "Dazai Osamu is still alive" to avoid the conspiracy of Fusu. The truth is revealed" is the end.And this news came from Mori Ogai, so most people who don't know Ayanokouji think that Ayanokouji is such a eloquent person, but those who have been in contact with Ayanokouji can't imagine it.

"I can't imagine what it's like to be clever, Mr. Ayanokouji?"

When Ichiyo Higuchi was sent to the hospital under Hongkong and Heilongjiang for treatment, when he heard this, he fell into a daze as if he had heard a scripture from heaven.On the other hand, Ayanokōji was watching his heart, and was not affected by the conversation at all.

In the entire torture, Higuchi Ichiyo was actually the one who received the most punishment. Not only was his body injured, but his fingers were also broken.Even if Koshu Nosusu said that she would cut off her fingers, Ichiyo Higuchi did not perjure him according to Koshu Nosusu.It is precisely because of Higuchi's innocent and persistent adherence to his own views that Koyo Ozaki feels that there is a problem with "Ayanokōji blew himself up as guilty", and he also does not allow Koshu Futsu to continue to be exposed to torture.

Now she is placed in the hospital of the VIP in Hong Kong, and Ayanokoji brings Akutagawa to see her.

Because she couldn't move her hands, she had to be fed by others. Originally, Ayanokoji wanted Akutagawa to help her, and she pretended to go shopping with Nakahara. But just as Ayanokoji was about to leave, she was caught by the shy Kazuyo Higuchi. I stopped shouting, but now it was Ayanokōji feeding Higuchi, while Nakahara and Akutagawa went shopping.

"Mr. Ayanokōji, don't throw me to Mr. Akutagawa every time. I'm so shy! I'm too scared to look at each other."

"..." Ayanokoji said that she was really troublesome. "This time you suffer, I will give you one month's salary as compensation."

"No need, medical expenses and catering expenses are all free, I'm fine! Mr. Ayanokōji doesn't have that much money, does he?" Higuchi said with a "hehehe" smile, "Because I was tortured by a beautiful young lady, actually I Cry louder, and she will be less strict. And she said sorry to me afterwards, I think Hong Kong black is not as terrible as I imagined."

"..." Ayanokōji still remembers Higuchi Ichiyo's cry of shock and fear every day, "My bank has 100 million yuan, and I have a monthly salary of at least [-] million yen."

Higuchi Ichiyo snapped suddenly, and his eyes straightened: "Are you so rich?"

"I got a job as a secretary, so I got so much salary. Want it? This time, you're suffering because of me."

"..." It was obvious that the price made Higumi's heart itch, but finally he smiled and said, "I can earn that much in the future, it's okay!"

"So you still want to stay in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang?"

Higuchi Ichiyo said with a determined face: "Actually, when I first came in, I was ready to throw my head and blood. Moreover, I heard that Mr. Ayanokōji was also involved in the undercover investigation for no reason at the beginning. I was cut, compared to this, I am much better. Mr. Ayanokōji is younger than me, and he dares to stay, what am I afraid of?"

"Lev Tolstoy once said, "If it is not victory, it is suffering. If it is suffering, then this suffering is also victory, but a future victory."I persisted because of my pursuit of "victory".You are different. "

Higuchi himself didn't know whether he was stunned by the famous words that Ayanokōji opened, or he didn't know how to refute him, so he opened his mouth, but he didn't speak.After Ling Xiaolu waited for a long time, there was no reason to force her to leave. Everyone has their own pursuits, and it's normal not to understand each other.

Just when Ayanokouji was about to ignore this topic, Higuchi suddenly said: "Mr. Ayanokōji, do you have someone you like? Don't be a chef or a gourmet."

Is this "foodie" persona irresistible?

"Why do you ask?"

"I'm just a little curious, because Mr. Ayanokōji still looks very cold. When we first met, I was really nervous. But when I talked to you later, I found that you would answer any questions I asked you. , and often speak for quite a long time, I wonder if Mr. Ayanokōji may have a softness that everyone can't understand."

Higuchi Ichiyo seemed to want to put his palms together, but thought that his own hands could not do this kind of movement, so he gave up.

Ayanokōji asked such a question like a ghost: "So, what is the feeling of "like" and "love"? "

Higuchi was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled as if realizing it: ""Like" means that you will be very happy when you see it, you will be very happy, you will be in a good mood.Just like after it rains, we see a rainbow, the haze is swept away, and the sun is shining.But "love" will be a little stronger. "

"Ok?"

"It's just that the heart can't help but pounding, and the eyes always want to look at each other, and they can't bear to move away. Look at our Japanese Chinese characters. I heard from my former Chinese teacher on the word love. On it is "claw", which refers to" "Hand", under the hand is "heart", so "love" means "hold your heart". "

"However, at the bottom is the word "friend" for "friend".If explained in this way, the so-called "love" refers specifically to "grabbing your friend's heart" or "your friend grabbing your heart".You can't explain it like this. "

"..." Higuchi Ichiyo felt that his beautiful thoughts were drowned out by Ayanokoji's words, "You must be wrong to think so."

"please explain."

"..."

Nakahara and Akutagawa came back during the confrontation between the two. Nakahara put the food on the bedside table for Higuchi, and Higuchi said quickly: "Thank you, Mr. Nakahara and Mr. Akutagawa, you are interested."

Ayanokouji had other things to do, so he didn't stay any longer.Because it happened to be a holiday today, he came to visit Higuchi specifically, and then asked her about her determination to stay with the gangsters.But now it can be seen that she has not given up.

So, before Ayanokoji left, he left a "handkerchief of the same style as Akutagawa Ryunosuke" for Higuchi Ichiyo, which was the end of today's whole day of visits.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was originally asked by Ayanokoji to come and visit Higuchi together, but after the end, he parted ways and left.

And Ayanokoji still didn't say goodbye to Nakahara.Originally, it was because Ayanokōji asked "Do you want to go to the hospital to see a patient together", and he came over without any reason to refuse.Now Ayanokouji didn't say to separate, so naturally Zhongyuan wouldn't take the initiative to say that he wanted to leave.

After the assassination of Mori Ogai ended, Ayanokoji's "lie" that "he knew the whereabouts of Osamu Dazai" was also exposed.Osamu Dazai is still missing.And Ayanokōji also took over all the secretary's things and became the leader's secretary.

But after Mori Ogai saw Ayanokouji that day, he immediately sent someone to Nakahara Nakaya.

At that time, Zhongyuan saw a movable table in front of Mori Ogai on the hospital bed, and there was a chess made of crystal on the table. He took off his hat and respectfully paid tribute to Mori Ogai.

"Mr. Zhongye, you should know that you are the person I trust the most in the whole Hong Kong gang. I have some things, and I just want to tell you that you have to be mentally prepared. I don't want you right now. Be vigilant, but I want you to understand that if something happens to me one day, there is a good chance that it has something to do with Ayanokoji, and you have to know what you should do when the time comes."

Mori Ogai told Nakahara Nakahara the ins and outs of the whole incident. Excluding the background condition of the cooperation between Mori Ogai and Secretary Nosuka, Mori Ogai only talked about why Secretary Nobusu wanted to attack Ayanokouji.But Mori Ogai guessed that Ayanokōji should know what "Mori Ogai knew".

However, neither of them confronted each other directly.

...Government undercover?

Nakahara looked up to Ayanokouji who was beside him.

Ayanokōji is only 15 years old, with a thin body, and her immature face has not completely faded.He should be very smart, because he understands a lot of truths or emotions that even Zhongyuan himself can't explain clearly.But he is actually very quiet and reserved.

It can be said that after Ayanokōji entered the upper echelons of Hong Kong, that is, when he was a student of Dazai, Nakahara was actually the person who had the most contact with him.Nakahara thinks that he is not as smart as Ogai Mori and Osamu Dazai, but he is aware of Ayanokouji's various abnormal behaviors.

In fact, Ayanokouji's gloomy personality should be the type that Shirase Yuuki dislikes the least, and it's not the type that Shirase wants to actively make friends with.Because Shirase's character itself is perverse and unruly, even if Ayanokouji said that he had saved the other party, that's why he joined the "sheep".But why would Shirase confide in him and entrust Ayanokouji to ask for forgiveness?

Based on Zhong Yuan's understanding of Shirase, Shirase would never say such words to anyone.Then why did Ayanokouji say that?

This is also unclear.

In addition, although Ayanokoji said that he came here for himself, his curiosity about himself was not right. He never mentioned the matter of "sheep", and when Nakahara himself brought it up, Ayanokoji would occasionally say it in a more general way. answer.

If he really has some kind of positive emotion towards the "sheep", he will definitely be a little more eager than now, wanting to ask about the "sheep", wanting to know more about himself, and be promoted to the quasi After the cadre level, Ayanokōji can actually find out the truth about the "Huangba vomiting" back then, and understand why the "sheep" broke up internally.After all, at the beginning, I cooperated with Hong Kong gangsters to investigate "Huang Ba Tu" which aroused "sheep"'s suspicion, suspicion and betrayal.

However, in the conversation after the assassination incident, Zhongyuan discovered that Ayanokouji never wanted to understand that incident back then, and he didn't even have any thoughts about it...

In fact, Ayanokouji himself has no feelings.

Because, his so-called "respect/like" for himself also obviously imitated Akutagawa's actions towards Osamu Dazai, and he was always learning and imitating others.But "no emotion" is destined to be flawed, and it will inevitably cause blind spots that I cannot discover.And it is because of this that it is doomed that Ayanokōji never knew that he would reach "emotional resonance" with others.

After all, it is difficult for people without feelings to understand, let alone do it.

Although I found many inconsistencies that I couldn't explain myself, the "Ayanokōji is an undercover agent" that Chief Mori said can explain all of this.

"Nakaya-kun, Ayanokouji will be entrusted to you to supervise."

……

"Mr. Nakaya." Ayanokōji pushed open the door of a hat shop, "Come here."

Zhongyuan, who was unable to concentrate on walking because of his wandering mind, almost lost Ayanokoji: "What's wrong?"

Ling Xiaolu stood at the door of the store and waved to Zhong Yuan. Zhong Yuan tilted his head and walked in front of him obediently.Ayanokōji opened the door of the shop and let Nakahara enter the hat shop first.

When the two passed by each other, the expressionless Ayanokouji spoke naturally.

"Today is your birthday and I want to buy you a present.

We will spend three 10 minutes to an hour here to choose your favorite hat.Afterwards, I have already booked a nearby Michelin three-star French restaurant. Their wine dishes will definitely satisfy you.After dinner, we can drive for a night tour to see the popular night view of Yokohama's factory district, and feel the post-modern sci-fi aesthetics reflected in the cold and simple factory pipelines. "

"what?"

Nakahara had no idea what Ayanokouji was talking about.

Especially the second half, where did you copy the lines?

Why do they do such a thing?

Nakahara's unimaginable expression revealed a flaw in Ayanokouji's calm expression.But Ayanokōji said with a firm face, "Well, happy birthday."

Zhong Yuan suddenly couldn't laugh or cry.

"……Did i do something wrong?"

"It's kind of weird."

Ayanokōji must have made a mistake, and put a routine from a dating guide here.It’s okay until dinner, what kind of factory night scene to see, this is already a couple’s date, right?

"Then how to deal with it?" Ayanokouji learned very fast, and would never be stumbled by the mistakes in front of him.

"Actually, it's not my birthday. So, when you said that you want to celebrate your birthday suddenly, I don't have any idea, and I feel like making a fuss out of a molehill."

"..."

"However, you should want to eat birthday cake." Zhong Yuan smiled, "Let's buy a cake, and then buy some beer and instant noodles to go home."

"..."

Zhongyuan raised his hand and patted Lingxiaolu's shoulder, saying, "Qinglong-jun, follow me."

Although I have already noticed that there is a problem, but——

"Actually, I don't know what to do."

I don't know what I'm doing since a long time ago.

Why did you keep calling even though you felt it was strange?

Why do you continue to get close when you clearly feel conflicted?

Why make that call on New Years Eve?

Why lie to others and pretend to believe in him?

Why keep lying to yourself?

What is the name of this chaotic and contradictory, chaotic feeling?

Zhong Yuan was thinking, if he was smarter, he would know.