Hong Kong and Black Undercover Ayanokoji's Handbook of Tool Man

Oda's footsteps are not particularly fast, which makes our time to go to the hotel seem to be slowed down.During the short time I spent with Oda, I came to the conclusion that "when a person who is not good at communicating keeps silent, it can be said that he is protecting himself, but he is definitely protecting the person he is talking to."

I'm not saying how tortured the awkward chat is, but it is indeed suffocating.

For example, how many times you are willing to be buried in the water with your head pressed down, the essence is the same.

Oda originally planned to just escort me to the hotel and leave, but since he's here, I don't think it's necessary to leave immediately.So when I saw the front desk manager with the Windsor knot, I said without turning my head, "Mr. Dazai asked me to come and investigate room 1403, please tell me the names of the residents in room 1403."

When the name of "Ango Sakaguchi" came down, Oda's footsteps stopped as expected.

Actually, strictly speaking, I am not particularly interested in Oda Sakunosuke.Even when I entered Hong Kong and Hei, I heard that Oda Sakunosuke was a friend of Osamu Dazai, which means that you may get a lot of props and weapons in the game, but not all of them can be used.And Oda Sakunosuke is obviously not available for the time being, which is why I don't get in touch with him very much.

I don't know if the practice of leaving Oda now is entirely accurate.

Ango Sakaguchi once said to me that the encounters between him and Oda and Dazai were all without utilitarianism. Even if they were all in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang, their work did not overlap.With such uninteresting exchanges, their relationship has lasted for more than two years.

However, does this also mean that if an accident does happen, they will treat each other as irrelevant people, because they do not really have a real need for each other.And Osamu Dazai's attitude towards Ango Sakaguchi illustrates this point, he has no idea of ​​letting Sakaguchi go, what should be done or what should be done.

If Oda intervenes, I believe Oda will defend Ango Sakaguchi and get involved in the incident together. What will be the effect on Osamu Dazai?If Oda is in trouble, Osamu Dazai still chooses to bury his head in the sand like an ostrich in danger and turn a deaf ear. For me, it is just meaninglessly increasing my workload.

I have to say that once I start to settle in and get used to a certain environment, I have a big downside that I tend to be lazy and unmotivated.I want to be able to minimize my work.If I don't engage in this task, but choose to defect to the whiteroom like when I come out, I guess I will become an out-and-out avoidanceist, and may even be so strict that I only eat one kind of food and only cook one kind of food. This option saves me from wasting time on unnecessary hesitation.

"Are Mr. Oda and Mr. Sakaguchi also friends?"

On the elevator, I asked Oda Sakunosuke who was frowning and watching the numbers keep jumping up.I just explained to him my way

Oda smiled reluctantly, looked into my eyes, and asked, "Why do you say that?"

"I guessed it," I said. "You know, people have amazing intuitions."

Because I know they are friends, Ango Sakaguchi said, I also investigated.

It was also because he obviously would not take the initiative to interfere in any other matters, but he stopped when he heard that Ango Sakaguchi was involved in the incident.

Oda raised his head and moved his gaze to the elevator door.

If a man is about to lie, he will look you in the eye more firmly.Because the other person wants to know that you trust him.

"Mr. Oda, have you ever thought about encountering such a situation one day?" I also watched the metallic luster of the elevator door. "Misfortune, suffering, disappointment, disputes, difficulties, if you make friends, it's a part of life, right?"

When you have feelings, when you enjoy the happiness brought by emotional resonance, you will inevitably be tortured by them.

This is the "equivalent exchange" that everything needs to abide by.

"Have you ever heard of 'carpediem'?It refers to living in the moment and having fun in time. Oda sighed from an angle I couldn't see, but the movement of his shoulders gave away the detail. He was switching emotions. "This is what Dazai-kun told us. During a drinking session, we The words raised the glass. "

There is no doubt that this sentence gives them courage and comfort to go to the future.

"Carpediem" is a Latin word that means "seizetheday" in English.I know the saying and know more.

This is a stanza from Horace, because it is considered that the poem is full of epicurean emphasis on hedonism, so the common translation is——

"sapias, vinalique sets spatio brevi

spemlongamreseces.dumloquimur, fugeritinvida

aetas: carpediemquamminimumcredul'tero.

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"You know?" I felt that I needed to correct Osamu Dazai's biased misleading, and said, "Is there another sentence for "carpediem"?The whole sentence is carpediemquamminimumcredul'tero in Latin, which means to live in the present and try not to believe in the future. "

"Maybe it's a translation problem? It's different from what I heard."

When Oda finished saying this, his expression was a little weird, it was the kind of weird expression that wanted to laugh but held back.I was puzzled by this, but insisted on explaining why I said so.

"When the poet Horace wrote odes, especially when he described death, the tone he set was not consistent with the so-called "enjoy the present". On the contrary, his words and tone were heavy.In such a mood it is impossible to write a sentence that is truly jubilant. "

What I want to emphasize is that Dazai, Pseudo, Carpenter, Ji himself is very likely to use this kind of controversial sentence to confuse the public. He is afraid of being seen his true thoughts, so he will only wear clothes like a clown and only smile. mask.

"So?" Oda Lanmou asked me quietly.

"..." I was choked, and looked up at Oda uncertainly, not knowing what he wanted me to answer when he asked this question.

"Would you like your answer to get more upvotes?"

"it's not true."

it's not true.

I don't think so, what's the point of having support?

"I just think that Mr. Dazai is not as open-minded and easy-going as you imagine. If you are friends, you should understand."

"I know Dazai..."

Probably because I said the answer that surprised him, he was obviously taken aback by my answer, answered subconsciously, retracted it in time, and continued talking.

"It feels like Ayanokouji, you really observe very carefully."

The use of "really" means that someone has mentioned this matter.

Undoubtedly, it should be Osamu Dazai.

I'm still thinking that Oda didn't finish his sentence.

"Did you know? If you are a friend, you don't need to explain some things in such detail, and those who understand will naturally understand. Sometimes not to say, not to point out is also to protect friends."

I instinctively wanted to say "hmm," but there was only one word, so I turned it into another question.

"When I was explaining that sentence just now, Mr. Oda, you seemed to want to laugh?"

"Because, I remembered, Dazai-kun said that you are a very serious person. Such a person will abide by the rules, follow instructions, stick to the rules, and especially like to throw cold water on others. He said, this is very annoying."

"..."

How many bad things did Osamu Dazai say about me behind my back...

"No matter which way you say it," Oda returned to the topic, "we will not give up eating because we choked on food, nor will we give up drinking water because we choked on water. Even in today's situation, I have never regretted having friends like them."

Timely carpe diem is just an excuse.

Oda values ​​his friends very much, and it speaks for itself.

Since I can't say a sentence of more than ten words, I choose to nod quietly.

When the elevator door opened, Oda said another sentence: "Actually, I always thought that Ayanokōji-kun might be a very loose person."

"Am I loose?"

I was surprised how well Dazai understood me, but what Oda said surprised me even more, so much so that I forgot for a moment that I should say ten words.

"Maybe it's because Ayanokōji-kun doesn't really care about anything? It's the same even with friends, that's why he can say "he cares about me" so commonly. "

After leaving these words, Oda stepped out of the elevator door.

On the front is a window, and the soft natural light from the outside is cast into the window.

In this way, Oda crushed the light on the ground head-on, and stepped firmly on the dark corridor with backlight.

I suddenly felt that I understood a little bit why Dazai chose Oda as his friend.

Oda knows "people" very well, and he will accept them one by one, whether it is the bright side or the dark side.

"Accept" is not enough.

It should be "inclusive".

I found that I became interested in Oda Sakunosuke.

It literally means "feeling good".

To be honest, Oda's word "loose" unexpectedly hits the nail on the head.

Also, I need to fix my bad habit of correcting others, which has been pointed out twice.