Hong Kong and Black Undercover Ayanokoji's Handbook of Tool Man

The howling wind hit the train windows, and the rumbling train on the way to Tokyo was like waves of songs that didn't know how tired they were.Different people can feel their own resonance in various sounds, because the sound itself, whether it is music or an incomprehensible language, uses sound waves to convey emotions.

"I just want to confirm one more thing with you before you go to "Shitong Zhengyi". "

Sakaguchi Ango asked, "What is it?"

"Do you still remember that the team leader who died at the time Mr. Dazai was the same team leader who brought me into Hong Kong?"

"I still remember, because that person is also an undercover agent of the Supernatural Secret Service Division."

Otherwise, Sakaguchi would not be able to read the traces left on that person's relics, knowing that Ayanokōji Kiyotaka left a message for Sakaguchi and asked him to meet with him.

Ango Sakaguchi didn't say this sentence, but I knew what he wanted to say.

"Then, do you remember that person's name?"

That's the key question I want to ask.

When I was infiltrated into the Supernatural Secret Service a long time ago, I paid attention to what the core information of the Supernatural Secret Service is. At that time, I knew the existence of "books".However, I'm not convinced that this book can actually change reality, or even the existence of this world.For this reason, I created "Unknown Captain" as an important tool for me to test how the "book" "rationalizes" the unreasonable world, its flaws and reliability.

I also used "Perfect Crime" to cover up what I did. If Ango Sakaguchi could know the tricks of Koguri Chongtaro, he would not be able to find out what is wrong with the people created by this "book"; If even Osamu Dazai didn't discover this, it means that "Book" does override all special abilities.

The "words" written in the book will also become "reality".

Well, if I successfully get approval from my father, I can also retire from this game of life smoothly.I remember that I had a chat with "Shiro" and her brother "Sora" in "Girls Collection" before. They said that "the game of life is a free game. Because it is free, there must be many bugs that cannot be overcome."

It seems that there is no resurrection system; it seems that there is no novice gift package, no novice guidance, and people are directly thrown into the game, relying on the remaining wisdom to find their own way; and everyone is a player, they live in this game , because the "stimulus-response" system brought out by flexible and keen adaptability creates social complexity, which will always make players fall into difficulties without knowing it.

It's like saying that an F-level player innocently fell into the SSS-level social group.

At this time, there is no other solution except to admit that you are unlucky.

Because there are many flaws in the game settings, and the only way to pass the game is "death", so we can come to the conclusion that "life is a garbage game".

I chatted with them when playing chess, and their moves are not inferior to any world-class professional players, but the "Kuan & Shiro" siblings are indeed unknown.I think it's their choice about this life.

Where is my life choice.

I don't know, I just know that if I had a choice, I would be better, better than I am now.

When I got out of the car, I parted ways with Ango Sakaguchi.He said that he would deal with "Ayanokōji Kiyotaka" according to "Shidou Masayoshi"'s order, but it is best not to appear in front of Shidou Masayoshi again.The opponent is not so easy to deal with.

"I know."

My goal this time is "that person".

I feel like it's time for me to end this routine, and I'm not going to wait until someone else finds out about my plans.Not only Osamu Dazai, but Edogawa Ranpo also gave me mixed emotions that my plan would be disrupted.What I don't understand is why they want to stop me.If you really know me well enough, you should actually support me to go on.Because that's what I want to do.

Or, I remembered the number one who blocked me back then.

Three years ago, "Number One" who received the help of Accelerator stopped my plan to escape to the death, and prevented me from completely leaving this Academy City.I faintly felt that if I really wanted to stop me, it would be like what No. [-] said back then——

"The reason why you are independent is not because no one is close to you, but because you reject everyone. So when they sense your rejection, they will put their "best thing" in front of you, Let you accept them, let you accept them. "

One said quietly.

"At this time, you have no choice, then you lose. And if it really happens, then I win. Death is never a failure, only when things are beyond your control, it is a real failure."

……

I was thinking, is this the so-called duel between "I" and "I"?

Today is the time to see the outcome.

I was going to go to "the man"'s hospital, and just as I was leaving, I walked past a man in the waiting room, and his presence stopped me.He sat in a chair with his hands folded on his knees, and his voice was clear and powerful.

"I will never prevent a person who wants to die from dying, nor will I save a person who is asking for help to live. Just because I do some good things occasionally, it does not mean that I am a good person."

It's Osamu Dazai.

"Qingwu's mouth is very strict, so I can't open what he wants to say. But every time at this time, I still think of the sentence he said to me in the hospital, "What is it like to be alive".I just feel that I shouldn't let this question go. I also want to know the answer and wait for others to tell me. "

"What do you want to tell me?" I stood still and looked at Osamu Dazai.

"I just think it's important not to let people die casually." Dazai Osamu looked back in my direction and said, "Even if you start over, do you think you are still "you"? "

I don’t know where Dazai Osamu knew that I came into contact with “books”, maybe it was Ango Sakaguchi, maybe Kiyotake was accidentally caught, or there were many channels.But maybe he knows what I want to do.

Sometimes, I feel that Osamu Dazai and I have an unspeakable tacit understanding. Without opening my mouth, I know what he thinks, and he also knows what I think.However, our mutual goals are not in common, so there are so many contradictions, disputes, confrontations and confrontations.

Osamu Dazai said, "Have you heard of the 'River of Heraclitus'? "

Of course I know.

This is a paradox similar to the "Theseus Paradox".

Edogawa Ranpo told me in Ikebukuro that I was always imitating others and assembling all other people's habits into the current "Ayanokoji Kiyotaka" or the original "Ayanokoji Kiyotaka"?

We discussed this issue.This is the question posed by Plutarch, referring to if all the parts of the ship are replaced, even the last plank is not the same, is the ship still Theseus' ship?

And here, "The River of Heraclitus" refers to "Although people also cross the same river, the water flowing around them is different."

"But no one would mind."

It doesn't matter if you don't know, everything is still starting again.

"Why do you say that?" Osamu Dazai's eyes cast an obscure light, and asked back, "People who know you will mind. You can't make your own decisions."

"When Mr. Dazai said this, why didn't you think about whether the people around you would mind when you asked for suicide? An extreme egoist has no right to decide what other people do." When I was talking, suddenly Suddenly realized one thing - Osamu Dazai was using delaying tactics.

I was clearly aware of this, but as if I was frozen in place, I continued: "You know, your friends would mind, your students would mind too, and you didn't think about them. If you If you stop me, I will stop you every day from now on. Mr. Dazai, are you enlightened?"

Dazai stood up, raised his hand and said, "Sorry, I don't have this understanding, but someone does."

I followed his gaze back and saw that Chuya was holding a photo in his hand—it was the most famous clock in the world, the photo of the Liberty Bell in Philadelphia.

""Different World Navigation" is not limited to the boss. Osamu Dazai lowered his voice and said to me, "Do you still remember when someone was a researcher in Academy City, who was entrusted by him?" "

If the different world navigation wants to take down the other party's "source of desire", it needs to attract the attention and vigilance of the other party, so that he can exchange the invisible "source of desire" with a real object, which is convenient for people to take away.

"The leader made a scene with us. When you take away the different world navigation, when you make your plan continue to succeed, including when Edogawa didn't catch up to stop you, you should feel that you are constantly coming to you. "Road to Victory".At this time, after successfully separating you from Qingwu, you have no way to sense the existence of another "Different World Navigator". "

"When I was chatting with you, Chuya has already entered your conscious world. It seems——" Osamu Dazai also looked in Chuya's direction, "—he succeeded."

Osamu Dazai said so many things, I didn't think about a single word, I just stared at the photo in Nakahara's hand.That was the first time I fell into the pit of the Bible.Just because I knew the Liberty Bell when I was young.The Liberty Bell is engraved with the famous quote from the "Old Testament Leviticus" in the "Bible", "Proclaim freedom to all people in the world".

So, in addition to "victory", "freedom" was also engraved into my destiny—my whole life became the source of my rivalry with my father.In any case, I will let my father recognize my freedom.

All the things I did to fight for "freedom", all those memories are rolling in my mind, and finally there is nothing but peace.But, in fact, it should not be taken from my conscious world.Because I have never gotten anything that belongs to me since I was a child, until I came out of Yokohama.

They probably got some of my memories from Qingwu before they knew my obsession with the "Liberty Bell".However, they should not have discovered my true desire.Or, they found out and didn't say anything.

"Hahahaha new expression." Dazai Osamu's words immediately woke me up.

I subconsciously glanced at him.

"Were you scared just now?"

I……

Actually I know.

I know that Zhong is also a person whose heart is as open and clear as the clear sky, and it is precisely because of this that I want to approach him.He's not the type to touch other people's stuff casually.

They made this scam just to stop me and let me know that there are still many people I can rely on and trust.They also have the ability to make me trust.

What should I do?

Am I still holding on to myself?

Can I go on alone, or choose to go with a companion?

Why do they want to help me when we haven't been together for so long?

How can I do it well?

However, when I looked in Zhongye's direction, his pupils were bright and his eyes were firm.

He called my name - "Qinglong".

I think of the song "When I Wake Up", and the words hidden in the melody "After you call my name, I leave the land that binds me, and want to go to the light with you", for a moment, I think I know what to do What did I do, but I couldn't move anymore.Just then, Osamu Dazai pushed me from behind.

"It won't hurt you, what are you worried about? Go over!"

yes……

What am I worried about?afraid of what?

But Chuya had already walked in my direction, and embraced me with both arms.

"I'll do my best to help you, trust me."

When he finished speaking, he patted me on the back.

At this time, Edogawa who caught up from the next train grabbed my arm in disorder, and I noticed that his hand was tied with blood-stained gauze.He looked at me like a child with his fist curled up, and said angrily like a pufferfish puffing his face: "I told you, if you don't use the whistle, I will definitely be angry and I won't talk to you in the future. As a result You really don’t need it! I’ll report all those people! I’m mad at you! You want to vent your anger yourself!? No way! You’re so angry, Master Luanbu, you want to finish these things before you! Also, you Give me back my whistle!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he began to search. After I said that he was at Qingwu's place, he decided to encourage the president to rob the dungeon, lest Qingwu take his whistle for himself.

"........."

This childish speech.

"... Ango went this time to report Shidou justice." Osamu Dazai raised his hand and interjected a sentence to increase his sense of presence, "Otherwise he will be despised by those five little radish heads of Odasaku."

I remembered the video he sent to Sakaguchi, and just as I was about to respond, I was dragged by Edogawa to the car back to Yokohama, and based on his posture, he estimated that it would take me a ride.When I stretched my hand back, I saw Chuya's hand also raised up, grabbed his hand, and took him on the train together.But Dazai stood still and didn't move.

I was sitting on the return train, and I saw him writing a message on his mobile phone with his head down, as if expecting me to look at him, he shook his mobile phone at me.

So I saw that "Gan Le" sent me a text message.

"Gan Le: Change your mind a little bit, and you will suddenly see the light, and even take on a whole new look."

This chicken soup can be said to be very oblique.

The sound of the train starting started to sound, I ran down from the train, before Dazai left...

I don't know why, but I just know that he will not stay in Tokyo, but he will definitely not ride with us.

All I knew was to grab his arm, his cuffs were slippery, and along the cuffs, I directly grabbed his hand and pushed him into the train.

"...you..." I didn't know what to say to him, but when I should say thank you to the person I thanked, I couldn't open my mouth.

"When you appeared in Chuya just now, you showed other expressions hahahahahaha." Dazai Osamu laughed at his best.

"...Mr. Dazai, do you think it's interesting to try to make me perform with various expressions?"

"With all due respect, it's very fulfilling." He didn't point out that I knew this was a hoax, just passing along.

His hands are hot.

"However, I never thought of being forced to hold hands with a man. I will definitely keep this terrible memory until I die." Osamu Dazai expressed his depression in exaggerated and disgusting words in the next second.

"You make it sound like I'm very willing. Going back to Yokohama to save Kiyotake is a bunch of things. Since you have participated in this matter, please solve the matter perfectly before you die."

"Tsk."

"I heard."

It is necessary to start a new plan again.

I never thought of relying on others before, but I don't know why now I feel that these things should be so natural and follow suit.Maybe it's just the illusion of having friends?But I feel that even if it is an illusion, I can still enjoy a little bit.

When returning to Yokohama, the train was running against the light.

Large swathes of sunlight shone on Yanyan's brows and eyes, as if life was a monorail train, going forward indomitably and invincible.

The Bible tells the world that God is light.

When they appear around us, even in the dark, the surroundings will light up like day.

——If the angle of view is over.