chasing deer

"I'm here. If you have anything to say, you can say it." Yao Lu sat in the passenger seat and said expressionlessly.

Lin Shen remained silent, just stared at him, then suddenly raised his hand after a long time, slap——!All four doors are locked.

Yao Lu's heart skipped a beat, and he asked, "What do you mean?"

Lin Shen didn't answer, but leaned closer, Yao Lu immediately pushed him, and said in horror: "You, what are you doing?"

That handsome face was staring at him indifferently at this time, Yao Lu felt fear, Lin Shen raised his eyebrows, grabbed the seat belt, unhurriedly helped him buckle it up, and then slowly backed away.

"I'm going to drive right away, tell me to go home!" Lin Shen looked ahead and said indifferently: "I warn you, don't make trouble, don't take off your seat belt, don't grab the steering wheel, don't pull the car door, in short, you just be honest with me. Stay, otherwise, don't blame me for being rude to you!"

When Yao Lu heard "You're welcome", he immediately remembered that Lin Shen threatened him in the same way a few years ago, and then he did that kind of thing to him. When yesterday happened again, he was immediately trembling with fright.

"You, what do you want to do?" Yao Lu asked tremblingly, "I don't want it, I don't want to go to your house!"

"It's okay if you don't!" Lin Shen said coldly, "Don't worry! I won't do anything to you. I just want to find a quiet environment to talk. Do you want to talk in the car? You are not afraid of the cold, but I am. What! Turn on the fire and turn on the air conditioner, what if I die from poisoning? I want to live a few more years!"

His expression was gloomy and frightening. Yao Lu couldn't help but tremble, but he didn't dare to resist. Lin Shen stopped talking and started the car directly. After a while, he arrived at the apartment building on Xinhua Road, parked the car, opened the passenger door, and unlocked Yao Lu. The seat belts are smooth and smooth.

"Get out of the car!" Lin Shen said coldly, tugging at him.

"I don't want it!" Yao Lu pushed him hard.

Lin Shen nodded with understanding, stopped talking nonsense, and pulled Yao Lu out of the car seat. At this time, Yao Lu's legs were still stuck in the car, and his body was lifted out of the car, and he was about to face the ground. He fell, but was caught firmly by Lin Shen.

Lin Shen hugged him out, put him on the ground again, held his arm tightly with one hand, and closed the door and locked the car with the other.

"Go upstairs, we'll talk about it when we get home." Lin Shen pulled him and walked away.

"I'm not going! I'm not going!" Yao Lu struggled hard, trying to shake him off.

Lin Shen raised his eyebrows, and mocked: "You want to make trouble here? Then you make trouble! Anyway, I don't feel ashamed, let the neighbors know you."

"You rascal!" Yao Lu scolded.

"I'm a hooligan?" Lin Shen smiled and said, "Then I really can't be ashamed of this title. I must be a hooligan to you today."

As he spoke, he picked up Yao Lu, carried it on his shoulders, and walked towards the door of the unit. Yao Lu kicked hard, but Lin Shen didn't care.

"If you don't want to go by yourself, just say it, you must play this trick with me, right?" Lin Shen mocked, "Now I have fulfilled your request, and I will take you home."

Yao Lu's tears were frightened, but he didn't dare to yell loudly, for fear of disturbing others, so he begged softly: "Lin Shen, let me down, please..."

"I'll let you down when I get home." Lin Shen said indifferently, "I can call you if I want to, just to show the neighbors how much I love my wife, and I will hug her when I go home."

Yao Lu couldn't break free from Lin Shen's grip, his heart was full of fear, so he could only weep softly on his shoulder. Lin Shen entered the elevator indifferently, opened the door indifferently, locked it with his hands back, took off his shoes and entered the room, and put Yao Lu on the sofa in the living room .

"Sit down for me! Calm down! Don't make trouble like a child!" He yelled viciously, "I came to talk to you, not to wrestle with you. The door was locked by me, so don't try to mess with me." If you rush out the door, just sit down and wait for me!"

Yao Lu shivered in fright, and settled on the sofa, not daring to move. After Lin Shen finished speaking, he went straight to the kitchen, poured a glass of milk, heated it in the microwave, and put it on the coffee table.

"Drink, suppress the shock."

"I don't drink!"

"Whatever you want, if you don't drink, you'll fall down!" Lin Shen walked to Yao Lu's side, knelt down on one knee, and grabbed his ankle.

"What are you doing?" Yao Lu asked in horror.

"Are you blind?" Lin Shen said, "Didn't you see that I took off your shoes? Do you want to step on the floor with your shoes on? Will you wipe the floor later?"

Lin Shen took off Yao Lu's shoes, put them away, threw him a pair of slippers, and told him to put them on, then took a chair from the dining table and sat across from him, staring straight at him without saying a word.

Yao Lu was quiet for a moment, then stretched out his foot slowly, stepped on the slipper, then slowly pulled it back, and finally put his foot in. Lin Shen could see all these subtle movements. He finally breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that the little ancestor had calmed down. up.

He laughed and laughed at himself, "Why is this scene so similar today? Lulu, what do you think?"

"You, you have something to say quickly!"

"What's the hurry? Drive me away after finishing speaking?"

"You said the exact same lines eight years ago, do you still remember?" Lin Shen said with a smile, "But that would be at your house, and now it's the other way around, why do you drive me away?"

"Why do you always bring up the past?" Yao Lu asked loudly, "Every time you argue, every time you quarrel, you always bring up the past, the unhappiness in the past, and how I treated you in the past!"

As soon as Yao Lu said these words, Lin Shen's brain exploded, and his anger and resentment were instantly ignited.

"Because that's all I have!" he growled. "I'm with you! That's all! That's all you left me! And that's all!"

After Lin Shen finished speaking, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he couldn't help panting. Why didn't he want to forget those unpleasant pasts?They were all scars in his heart, and he didn't want to mention them, but Yao Lu left him nothing, only these painful memories.

Yao Lu fell silent for a moment, looked at Lin Shen, and seeing him staring at him, apart from anger, there was deep sadness in his eyes, and his heart softened immediately.

"Speak." Yao Lu whispered, "I'll just listen to what you want to say."

Seeing that Yao Lu's attitude had eased, Lin Shen restrained his temper, took a few deep breaths, and said in a deep voice, "Xiaoxi and I used to be bed partners. You can call me indiscreet or obscene. I admit it! But those were all before I met you."

"From the party last year until now, I haven't seen him. He did call me a few times. As he said, I fucked him, so I really can't be ashamed to say serious things. I thought he would Understand, after all, when I was with him, I made it very clear to him."

"I admit that I was wrong about this! I should have broken up with him clearly, but I didn't! I thought it would be good, and the relationship between the two would be terminated naturally, and there was no need to explain anything. I never thought that he would find him today .”

When Lin Shen received this, he stopped, looked at Yao Lu, and waited for his reaction. After Yao Lu was silent for a while, he said, "Why are you telling me this? You and I are nothing now. If you associate with anyone, It's all your freedom, you don't have to tell me at all!"

"What do you say?"

Lin Shen seemed to have heard a joke, but was actually laughed angrily by him, and immediately asked: "Are you guilty of saying this? I was just about to paste a piece of paper on your forehead with Lin Shen's wife written on it, and you actually said We're nothing? Are you immature? Can you say something nutritious?"

"I'm not your wife! Who is your wife!" Yao Lu said angrily, "Don't talk nonsense! Have we ever had a formal relationship? Have I promised you anything?"

The more Yao Lu thought about it, the more angry he became. Today, he wanted to think quietly by himself, but was forced by Lin Shen all the way. Thinking that Lin Shen is always so strong, he can do whatever he wants, without leaving any time for himself. The suppressed fire came up again, and the words he said lost his reason.

"Let me tell you, Lin Shen, my parents don't agree with me to go this way at all, and they will never agree in this life! In the past, maybe I could still fight, but now that my father is like this, my mother is already devastated. It is absolutely impossible for me to have a showdown with them!"

"Oh, you are a filial son!" Lin Shen clapped his hands and said mockingly, "You are really the same as before, you haven't changed at all! In your eyes, family members come first, friends and classmates come first, and the eyes of the world come first. I'll always be last, right? Isn't that why you dumped me back then?"

Yao Lu couldn't hear Lin Shen's words "You dumped me back then", because he knew the real reason for their breakup.

But he can't say it!

Hearing Lin Shen bring up the old story again, Yao Lu fell silent. In a split second, he was pulled back to the past in his memory, the past that he wanted to forget the most, and the most collapsed past in his life.

It was a few days after Lin Shen's mother knocked him down. Yao Lu came home from school and rode his bicycle in a daze. Lin Shen hadn't come to school for several days. When his classmates asked him, he shook his head and said he didn't know. At that time, he couldn't do anything. To do it, there is no other way but to wait anxiously every day.

As soon as Yao Lu entered the house that day, he immediately found that his parents had come back. Both of them were sitting on the sofa in the living room, looking coldly at him standing at the door.

"Kneel down!" Mother Yao snapped, and Yao Lu knelt on the ground with a plop.

Snapped--!

A slap hit his face hard, Yao Lu immediately fell to the ground, tears welled up in an instant.

"Kneel well!" Mother Yao scolded angrily, and Yao Lu quickly got up from the ground, kneeling straight.

"You bastard!" Yao's mother scolded angrily, "You actually did such a shameful thing! Let my mother come to the door and humiliate us!"

There was a bang in Yao Lu's mind, and it went blank for a moment.

He knew that this day would come sooner or later, so he had been building himself up psychologically. However, when he faced all this, he couldn't bear it. Fear and depression flooded towards him, drowning him in an instant. It felt like the sky was falling over my head.

Yao's mother was panting with anger, and asked sharply, "You and that Lin Shen, in the end, in the end..." She couldn't say the rest, so she yelled at her husband: "Ask, ask!"

Next, Father Yao asked Yao Lu and Lin Shen what was going on, Yao Lu answered truthfully, they just liked each other, they were just falling in love. How did my son end up on this path.

"Lu Lu, do you know this is called homosexuality?" Yao's father frowned, "This is to be cast aside by the society and not recognized by the law."

"We, we are not gay." Yao Lu sobbed, "He said, Lin Shen said, we are the same as others, we just like each other, we are the same as others, there is no difference."

This statement made Yao's mother furious. She only thought that her son was just curious and went astray, but who knew that he was not only taken advantage of by that kid, but even his brain was washed away. He was so stupid that he jumped up immediately. Yao Lu punched.

"Are you stupid? Have you been brainwashed by him?" she growled. "He said there is no difference? Are you blind? Did you see two men married and living together? Become sensible! Are you stupid in reading?"

The punch was so hard that Yao Lu fell to the ground again, then struggled to get up, knelt down, and looked straight at his mother with tears streaming down his face.

"I'm not brainwashed! I like him!"

"you!"

"Yaqin, calm down!"

After Yao's father comforted Yao's mother, he once again emphasized to Yao Lu that the relationship between him and Lin Shen is called homosexuality in today's society.Yao Lu didn't dare to continue to refute, so he could only nod in acquiescence.

Yao's father asked Yao Lu again to confirm whether the two had already had a relationship, and when Yao Lu answered no in tears, the couple finally let go of their worries.

Then Yao's mother ordered Yao Lu not to have any relationship or contact with Lin Shen. At the same time, she told Yao Lu that Lin Shen's parents had transferred him back to the No. [-] middle school where he came from, and he would not appear in the high school in the future. He never expected that Lin Shen's parents would be so decisive in order to separate them, even at the expense of affecting Lin Shen's preparation for the college entrance examination.

However, Yao Lu at the time never expected that this was just the first round of critical strikes. After a while, Yao Lu heard the more cruel news of the second round from Yao's mother.

"Also, if you find out that you are still in contact with him," Yao's mother said here, paused briefly, sneered a few times, and continued: "This is what his mother told me. If you find out that you are still in contact with his son, She will destroy your father's future!"

Yao Lu looked at his mother in disbelief, and asked in confusion, "What do you mean? Lin Shen's mother, what does she mean by this?"

"Do you know who his father is? He must have never told you!" Yao's mother said coldly, "You go to other people's homes on weekends, free make-up classes to give you warmth, and his family's conditions are so good, so you didn't ask What do his parents do? It is not unfair to say that you are stupid in studying!"

"His father..." Yao Lu asked tremblingly, "What do you do?"