bad luck in love

"Life is a copy-and-paste game, only you give me the love"

The award ceremony of the "AJDA" International Jewelry Design Competition happened to be the day before Chinese Valentine's Day. Ji Chen took his studio colleagues to Geneva in advance.Although several trophies from "AJDA" have been displayed in the company before, most of them were brought back by colleagues from JC studio.This time, Ji Chen named the entry after Shen Yu, and he wanted to bring back the crown engraved with the word "Yu" and give it to his sweetheart.Originally, he decided to participate in this year's competition with such an idea, but the moment he received the invitation letter for the awards ceremony, Ji Chen regretted it.

Going to Switzerland to accept the award, wouldn't it be a whole week apart from depression?The other party has lived a life of upside-down day and night in the film crew for a month. He just finished work and can rest at home. He really can't bear to let Shen Yu accompany him on a "business trip" so far away, just to fulfill his self-willedness and selfishness.

After getting to know Shen Yu, Ji Chen felt that he was being slapped in the face every day.He originally believed that he would definitely win the award, and that Shen Yu would sit with him at the awards ceremony, so he rushed out the design drawings and physical works without sleep.In the end, he guessed right to win the award, but he didn't guess that he was so leisurely and depressed before. Since he was with him, he was almost so busy that he couldn't see the end.Not to mention going to Switzerland with myself, it has become wishful thinking for the two of them to stay at home for a few days.

The melancholy feeling that he couldn't move ten cows in the past seemed to have disappeared. He himself never thought that one day he would take the initiative to audition.But after confirming the relationship with Ji Chen, a sense of crisis followed, no matter in terms of age or career.In the past, it was Ji Chen who desperately chased himself in order to bridge the gap between them brought by the years.This time, let's change to chase after Ji Chen's back, the man who can stand on the international podium without any effort.

Shen Yu basically defines himself as an ordinary talented player, and the day after tomorrow he basically relies on his talent to reap the rewards.In his own words, he is just a good-for-nothing buddhist who is too lazy to work hard.But Ji Chen is not only a high-quality talented player, but also very focused on his own career and love.If he doesn't change, Shen Yu doesn't think that relying on his existing charm alone will be enough to attract the other party for a lifetime.Even if he could, this huge gap made him uneasy.Shen Yu understands better than anyone that the appearance of "love" is a very blind moment. If you really want to go on the same road and join hands, it would be great if you can try your best to "match".

The entire Beiyu Film and Television has never seen such a gloomy cooperation. Chen Beiyu is naturally happy to see the results: It turns out that if you want this pearl to actively radiate its brilliance, you need a JC.I am such an excellent boss, but I haven't been able to stimulate him in the past?

Sullenly immersed in the air-conditioned room, he fell asleep on the sofa with a copy of "Chun Qin Chao" in his arms. When he woke up, he unconsciously called Ji Chen's name, but found that the man was not there.I don't know what time it is in Geneva?It shouldn't be as hot as City B over there, Ji Chen seemed to be wearing formal and autumn clothes when he left, it should be a very comfortable and cool season.

Ji Chen actually hoped that he could go to Geneva with him, right?I seem to have heard him say it a long time ago. In my impression, the other party said that the award ceremony happened to be Qixi Festival, and the weather there is also very good. We can go there for a while.But after he returned home from the film crew, Ji Chen was busy preparing to leave, and he never mentioned that he wanted to go together.

Shen Yu walked into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. Are you tired of it?The person in the mirror looked so haggard, and I couldn't even imagine that I would become so tired from work one day, and my face without makeup would be bloodless.He sighed deeply, feeling the ruthlessness of the years again.People who never take the initiative to eat fruit went to the kitchen and took out two avocados. Is this something anti-oxidant?After sitting back on the sofa again, Shen Yu still felt inexplicably uneasy, so he had to get up again and light the bamboo stick incense that Ji Chen had brought before.The familiar smell permeated the air, and he barely pushed back his suspended heart.

Probably because the other party waited for too long, 15 years of anticipation, Shen Yu was always worried that he was not good enough, let this relationship fail, and let the other party down.To a certain extent, the reason why Shen Yu takes on the heavy work is not only to improve himself quickly, but also to reduce the contact time between the two parties, so that each other can slowly perceive and adapt.

Next to the incense stand is a "RU" product brochure, probably brought by Ji Chen.Shen Yu put down the avocado in his hand, took out a tissue and wiped his hands seriously.This brochure should not have been published in recent years. It has been turned into this look, and some places have frayed.Shen Yu casually flipped through a few pages, and saw herself about nine years ago.He naturally remembered that in Lin Ru's shop that summer, there was also such a brochure printed with the "Lin Zhongying" series.At that time, no matter how I looked at the model inside, I felt like another person.So I didn't pay much attention to it, I flipped through it and put it back on the counter in the store.I don't know why, but after many years, when I saw myself in this booklet, I felt complicated.

During the days when he was not at home, did Ji Chen also light the incense sticks and read this booklet while lying on the sofa?That's why it's in such an accessible place.This person is really terrifying, every time he can hit his own weakness with incomparable precision.Shen Yu smiled, with mixed feelings in his heart, he was a little jealous of himself nine years ago.

"How is the crew? I've been very busy recently, so I didn't have time to visit you. They didn't bully you, did they?" Chen Beiyu's voice came from the receiver.

"No" Sullen is still immersed in the emotion just now, his voice is a little hoarse.

"Why don't you feel so energetic? Haven't you rested yet? Knowing that you are too tired to join the group, I purposely resisted not calling you immediately after wrapping up. I wanted to wait for you to rest before talking. It took two days. Come on, why are you still so sluggish, it doesn't look like you at all"

"I'm fine, probably because I just fell asleep on the couch"

"The air conditioner is not turned off, is it freezing? You said that you are such a big man, can you not let the father of the funder worry about it? What about your little wolf dog? I don't care about you"

“Business trip to Switzerland”

"Where's the assistant for you?"

"The crew worked too hard, I will give him a vacation when I come back"

"You are quite generous"

"By the way." Shen Yu glanced at the brochure that he put back in place: "Did you mention before that some magazine wanted to ask me to shoot the cover and interview?"

"Ancestor, when did this happen? It was after you walked in JC's show. Didn't you always dislike commercial activities? You should have rejected them at that time. And it's been too long, I really can't remember."

"I will buy this kind of high-quality one later." Shen Yu thought angrily, must throw this brochure out of this house, and forcefully replace it with the current self.

"You have performed so well recently, I am a little flattered. If this continues, I, the funder, will not be able to work part-time as your agent. Otherwise, the company will not drag me down, and you will exhaust me to death"

"Then help me choose a reliable one, I don't want you to be too busy"

"Shen Yu, although it's a good thing that you are so active in helping the company make money, I think you still have to give yourself a little time. Don't be so anxious, so worried, changes don't happen overnight. And, are you doing it for yourself or for JC? , You have to be aware of it. If it’s because of him, you don’t need to do this at all. I believe he, like me, wants you to do your own thing within your own comfort.”

"Don't say that you are all like the old father. Compared with him, I am the older one. And I am in my 30s, and I have to start a lot of things that I didn't do before. Of course, it is better than 20 years old. I have to work hard when I am young. I don’t have much time to hesitate. When JC was chasing after me back then, time didn’t have time to be soft-hearted just because he was just a child.”

"You... well, anyway, the body is the most important thing. I can tell you what I need to do. After all, you are a member of Beiyu Film and Television, so there is no need to fight alone."

"I know, thank you"

"Didn't I tell you, when you were in college, Beiyu was not very good at that time, and I was in a state of anxiety all day long. Every time I was with you, I was very relaxed and calm, and you never Don't tell me about the bad things related to work, so I often went to see you at that time. But you probably didn't realize that you have the ability to quiet the people around you. It was really thanks to you at that time, So, don't always say 'thank you' in the future."

"Two big men, why are you suddenly sensationalized? All right, when I have enough rest and there are no such messy people in your house, I will go over to have dinner with you"

"Okay, bye"

Although Ji Chen's eyes were calm, he sat on the chair at the awards ceremony in a state of ease.But in fact, he was ready to return home, wishing he could buy a plane ticket to go home as soon as the ceremony was over, to return to his and Shen Yu's home.Because before the opening, he received a photo from Shen Yu.It was the day when the foreign photography team went to Beiyu Film and Television to shoot the promotional photos of "Feng Hua Ying". At the request of the boss, they took a set of gloomy private clothes photos, dressed in the same set on the JC show.That photo made Ji Chen's heart skip a beat.The point is that this is not over yet, as if the man deliberately wanted to make him cry, he also attached an email.

Ji Chen:

Zhan Xin'an,

The scorching summer in the northern hemisphere is coming to an end, and it is finally ushering in my beloved September.This September because of you, I think I will like it even more.

I went back to the home where I was used to living alone in the past, but I can’t say “habit” calmly these days anyway. I know it’s because of missing you.So the moment I woke up on the sofa holding a book today, I really wanted to talk about "eternity" with you who are far away in a foreign country.

After getting to know you, I, who didn't even believe in tomorrow, even had a girlish dream called "eternity", and finally understood why human beings are moved by such illusory words.Although it is still impossible to express the promise, it is impossible to raise the torch named "Eternal" and praise the unswerving love until death.But I will remember you until the day I disappear.

I love you, right now.

gloomy

Looking at his own designs on the big screen at this time, Ji Chen couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.It's not because he is full of confidence in winning the award, but because of the name of the work on the screen - "Yu".This word is too beautiful, just look at it, you can think of the person in your heart.Thinking of everything about that person, Ji Chen couldn't control his expression.

Sitting depressed at home watching the live broadcast of the "AJDA" awards ceremony, Ji Chen smiled gracefully and gracefully faced the camera that was frozen in front of him.Shen Yu felt that he was more nervous than Ji Chen who was at the scene, although judging from the past situation, there was basically no suspense about the finale winner of the Golden Crown.

The award presenters on the stage opened the cards in their hands with a smile, and said a few witty words in fluent English.The simultaneous interpreter of the on-site media translated the words of the guests on the stage word by word, for fear of missing anything: "The winner of the 'AJDA High Jewelery Group Gold Crown' is our old friend JC, a Chinese designer from JCjewelry. Congratulations to JC, congratulations to the new jewelry work "Yu". "Yu" interprets the fragrance and fullness of life, and interprets the infinite proposition of "eternity" in the form of jewelry in the limited time of human existence."

The media reporter in charge of the live broadcast was probably a fan of Ji Chen, excited as if a Chinese had won an award for the first time, and said in a trembling voice: "The award with the highest gold content in 'AJDA' is called the 'Golden Crown', also called the 'Jewelry Crown' ', English is JewelryCrown, its abbreviation is the same as our designer's name".

Ji Chen got up from his seat, straightened his suit, and walked towards the podium with a smile on his face.He took the crown trophy from the award presenter, stood in front of the microphone on the award stage, and said in English: "Who said it was difficult for me to invite you?", and there was a burst of laughter and applause from the audience.Then he switched back to Chinese: "The meaning of this award is extraordinary to me. 'Yu' is the name of my lover, he has always been engraved on the crown of my heart, so I hope to engrave him on the crown of the jewelry world as well." The highest honor. Thank you to the organizing committee for fulfilling my dream and making this gift even more beautiful. I want to thank myself for my persistence over the years, whether it’s dealing with jewelry or love. Finally, I hope that in his heart, he will always give me victory.”

Ji Chen bowed deeply and stepped off the podium.At the same time, Shen Yu received a courier.Inside is a display album for JC's new season's products as a model, and a plan for JC's next spring haute couture show. The theme is impressively written: "Depression".Although he can't interpret "eternity" with jewelry like Ji Chen, he is already ready to interpret love with this once-in-a-lifetime life.He was sure that in his heart, he would always let that boy win.