bad luck in love

Shen Yu knew that Zhang Haicong's feelings for him were rather complicated. Originally, they were just alumni who graduated together, and they were in the same circle. After a long time, they naturally became friends when they came and went.Before I helped the other party throw "Remaining Mind" to Chen Beiyu, they were just simple and amazing friends.But since Chen Xi took a fancy to "The Rest of the Heart", Zhang Haicong's attitude towards depression has also undergone a subtle change, and this change is not the kind of politeness of "repaying for kindness".I don't know why, Shen Yu always feels that the other party seems to be more and more worried about his private affairs, sometimes even to the point of becoming obsessed.Because of such parents, he came out of the closet early, and he has never been talked about so much because of his relationship, and he even felt the pain of being interrogated when others go home for the New Year.If Shen Yu knew that Zhang Haicong had always been crazy about Xie Chu, he would have suspected that this person had ulterior motives for him.

To be honest, throwing "Remaining Heart" to Chen Beiyu is just a matter of convenience, and it is not a favor to Shen Yu at all.Moreover, he knows Chen Beiyu too well, and he will never lose his principles because of such things as "humanity". First of all, the quality of Zhang Haicong's script must be in Chen Beiyu's hands, otherwise it would be useless even if he threw it over.Before Zhang Haicong was not well-known, and he had no resources. Even if he wrote a lot of things, he still left them at home to eat ashes. He was basically a "poor" 18-line writer. Everyone saw the script of "Aftermath".Shen Yu personally liked that story, and it was suspenseful and reasoning, so it was easy for the audience to buy it after filming, and it could even make Chen Beiyu a steady profit, so he pushed it out.But they didn't expect that the person who finally took a fancy to this script was Chen Xi, a great director who has been making literary films and won numerous awards.Because of Chen Xi, when casting the script, a bunch of actors with various positions in the industry came, most of them came for the "iron rule" that "making Chen Xi's movies can win awards".Then another unbelievable thing happened, Xie Chu, the aloof actor, also came to the scene to audition in person.Xie Chu had solid acting skills, good appearance, and aptly interpreted the protagonist's "nervousness", and the final decision was made on the spot.Except for him, the selection of the rest of the actors did not go well, and it took a full week of vigorous tossing before they were finally finalized.It seems that the right time, place, and people are in harmony. From the day of casting, the crew of "Aftermath" has been talking about it constantly, and it has been trending frequently.Zhang Haicong's first big-screen script in his life has not yet started filming, nor has he had time to accept the "review" of the public and professionals in the circle, he himself is already popular.

Whether it's getting to know his idol Xie Chu, letting Meng Chen's works reappear, or even being famous in the trending searches, Zhang Haicong didn't even dare to think about it before, so he is really grateful for Shen Yu.But that kind of gratitude accumulated in his heart but there was nowhere to vent it, and it soon turned into powerless decadence.Shen Yu has works, money, and resources, and he doesn't even care about his reputation. Zhang Haicong has no idea what he can repay him, so he cares about Shen Yu's lifelong affairs every day.

Until one time, Zhang Haicong went drinking with the crew of "Aftermath", and Xie Chu chatted with him about JC, the designer who is like a star in the sky.The more Zhang Haicong listened, the more surprised he was, the man standing on the crown of international jewelry had a humble crush on someone for more than ten years, and that person was actually depressed.Zhang Haicong instantly remembered the time when Shen Yu and JC interacted on Weibo. For some reason, when these two people were not mentioned together, they felt like two people who had nothing to do with each other.Once he heard about this setting, he couldn't help feeling that these two people were a match made in heaven.I have been secretly in love for more than ten years, if I am lucky enough to get it, I will definitely cherish it very much.Zhang Haicong directly turned against him, and spared no effort to cooperate with Xie Chu and JC, and wanted to pack his "benefactor" as a gift.

Shen Yu was not a big guy who would put on airs. Xie Chu even offered the invitation letter himself, so it was naturally difficult for him to refuse, not to mention that his team even prepared the machine wine.Before going to Xie Chu's party, Shen Yu completely forgot about his promise to Ji Chen that if he went to S City, he would tell him.When he got on the plane and took his seat, Shen Yu was about to take a rest, when he looked up and saw Ji Chen walking in, stepping on the announcement that the cabin was closed.He glanced at the seat number, and sat down next to Shen Yu, with an uneasy expression on his face.Shen Yu saw that the other party not only did not see him like before, but posted it here, and even deliberately pretended not to see it. He probably understood that the child was angry.After all, the moment Shen Yu saw Ji Chen, he immediately remembered what he forgot.He suddenly felt restless in his heart, why should he report to Ji Chen, what is the need?And unfamiliar.He thought to himself, fortunately, the distance between the two seats in the business class of the plane is relatively far, so that people will not be next to each other, otherwise it would be embarrassing.

Shen Yu glanced at Ji Chen quietly, that guy's emotions were all on his face, so he almost said to himself: Shen Yu, my uncle is unhappy, come and coax him. "Hey" Shen Yu couldn't help but sighed in his heart, "Which blind person said that Ji Chen's city is deep"?Seeing that Ji Chen didn't take the initiative to communicate with him, he was depressed and no longer worried about how the people around him were feeling. He was so exhausted after working all night, he turned his head and stared out of the window for a while, leaning on the chair I fell asleep.

Ji Chen didn't wait for Shen Yu's WeChat, and looked for the other party outside for a long time before boarding the plane. He was extremely disappointed, but he found that Shen Yu was already on the seat when he got on the plane.The ticket was booked by Assistant Xie Chu, and the seat had already been arranged.Ji Chen was pleasantly surprised when he saw the gloomy moment, but his helpless mood was still unable to switch from the huge loss just now, and his expression probably didn't look very good.Seeing that Shen Yu just nodded and smiled at him to say hello, he tilted his head and looked out the window, as if he didn't really want to talk.Ji Chen originally wanted to ask Shen Yu why he didn't send himself a WeChat message, but he forced himself to suppress the question.That's right, looking at Shen Yu's state, you can tell that he definitely doesn't like or even care about him, or that he has completely forgotten what he promised, in short, it is not important.Thinking of this, Ji Chen's joy at the moment he saw the depression immediately turned into a wisp of green smoke, and the ashes disappeared.

"Damn Xie Chu, why buy business class?" Ji Chen murmured in his heart, now he wished he could squeeze in the economy class with Shen Yu, so that he could hold him in his arms as long as he stretched out his hand.Even if you are cowardly and don't dare to hug, at least when the other person is asleep, there is a possibility that he will inadvertently put his shoulder on his shoulder.But the current situation gave Ji Chen a headache. Shen Yu did fall asleep, but with his head resting on the side of the seat, he seemed to be sleeping quite comfortably.Forget it, at least you can take a look at it unscrupulously: the gloomy nose bridge is straight, the lips are a little thin, the long eyelashes hang down, pick up along the arc of the eyes, and tremble slightly with the frequency of breathing, reminding him of Helena The glamorous wings of Morpho Butterfly.

Ji Chen was stunned by his sudden thought. He had seen the specimen of Helena Morpho at a friend's house. He just glanced at it briefly at that time, and the beautiful wings were lingering in his mind.But after all, after many years, the throbbing of the glance at that time has long been forgotten, and the memory sleeping deep in his mind at this moment is being quietly awakened by the gloomy sleeping face.In my impression, Helena Morpho seems to be called the goddess of light, right?The goddess of light is actually a color that flows in the dark night, like a star sapphire, and like the person in front of her.Tsk, sure enough, Teacher Shen's eyes can take your breath away even if you close them.

Ji Chen stared at that side face motionlessly until he felt a little restless, and felt that if he continued to look at it like this, he might be in trouble.He had no choice but to ask the flight attendant for a glass of ice water, and severely suppressed the heat flow from his body to his limbs.It was the first time Ji Chen saw the gloomy sleeping face, and the first time he was so close for a long time when the other party was defenseless.He felt as if there was an active volcano in his heart. He had suppressed the urge to erupt for more than ten years, barely maintaining a calm appearance, but he was always looking for an opportunity to erupt.Ji Chen didn't dare to let those thoughts come out.He squeezed the cold water glass tightly in his hand, for fear that the mountain in his heart would burst into cracks. Once the hot magma flowed out along the cracks, it would be easy for people around him to see the clues.

Ji Chen stood up, took out the blanket that was depressed under the magazine, and covered him lightly.Probably when Ji Chen covered the blanket, intentionally or unintentionally, he brushed over his gloomy cheeks, waking up the light sleeper.Shen Yu narrowed his eyes slightly, and saw that Ji Chen was lowering his head and stuffing himself under the blanket, trying to wrap himself in the blanket like a silkworm chrysalis.Because he was concerned about Ji Chen's emotions, Shen Yu actually didn't sleep soundly, and it only took a few seconds to realize what was going on.He made a decisive decision and immediately closed his eyes again, pretending that he hadn't woken up.Shen Yu thought, anyway, I don't know what to say to Ji Chen at this moment, so I just pretend I didn't see it.

Although the gloomy scene was realistic enough, it was also enough to make him suffer, because the next moment he felt the other party's approaching breath.It took him [-]% of his concentration and all his experience in playing supporting roles and supporting roles to force him not to open his eyelids.And Ji Chen's aura that swept across his face at that moment almost made him think that the other party was about to kiss him secretly, and he was about to lose his hold.Fortunately, the expected scene didn't happen, and Yu Yu just felt that his eyelashes seemed to move a little, very lightly, even a little itchy.Then the breath gradually faded away, and he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

After Ji Chen sat back in his seat, Shen Yu quietly took out the earphones from his bag and put them on. He was so upset that he couldn't fall asleep, so he had to close his eyes and put his head against the side window to listen to the music.Listening to it, his mood seemed to relax, and he was about to fall asleep, and he felt Ji Chen's eyes seemed to stay on him again.Although I can't see and touch him, but I feel very eager, and I want to open my eyes and scold him so that I can feel at ease.

Ji Chen leaned over again, still didn't do anything excessive, just stuffed a small pillow between Shen Yu's head and the window.Shen Yu had no choice but to whisper a few words to the other party in his heart. Although he still didn't open his eyes, he vaguely felt that Ji Chen had guessed that he was awake.Then he heard the other party chuckle in his ear, bent down and rubbed his hair and said, "Mr. Shen, are you awake?".Sullen was instantly dragged back by this voice to a certain summer evening about eight years ago. Thinking about it now, that night seems to have condensed a period of frivolous years.At that time, Ji Chen leaned over and said something in his ear in the KTV. He didn't remember if his voice changed, but the feeling was exactly the same.At that time, Ji Chen still had the childishness of a boy on his face, which seemed different from the chiseled man now.Shen Yu didn't remember what Ji Chen said at that time, it was probably about Wei Chen.It's just that he didn't know at that time that many years later, he and that boy would meet again one after another.

Xie Chu sent a business nanny car to pick them up. After getting in the car, he wanted to sleep in a more comfortable independent seat in the front row, but Ji Chen insisted on pulling him to sit in the back row.Well, the big front row is empty, is this kid's head squeezed by the door?Ji Chen signaled to Shen Yu that he had something to say to him, and then Shen Yu reluctantly followed him to the back row.

As a result, Ji Chen didn't say anything, and his depression didn't recover from his fatigue, he didn't bother to ask, he just pretended to be a naughty brat.The airport is a long way from the hotel. The assistant in charge of picking up people was sitting in the co-pilot and was about to talk to them. He turned around and found that the two were sitting in the back row. He didn't know how loud to use for a moment.Xindao, I haven't heard that the two have any intersection, but it seems that their relationship is too good, they have to stick together even in a car.The assistant suddenly increased his volume, and said to the two people who were sitting in the back row, but there was no movement at all: "It will take more than an hour to arrive, you two can take a rest first."

The bumps and shakes of the car body and the quiet atmosphere in the car once again made the depression drowsy.He was really tired and sleepy. In order to come to S city for an appointment, he finished his work all night ahead of schedule.Originally thinking about sleeping on the plane for a while, but being disturbed by Ji Chen, a bastard, he was only confused for a few minutes.All the gloomy willpower was used to pretend to be asleep on the plane, and he couldn't hold on right now, and fell into a deep sleep within a few minutes.This time, the distance between the two of them finally satisfied Ji Chen's heart. He wondered if Mr. Shen had Sleeping Beauty Syndrome, how could he sleep so well?Sullen's head was pressed against the car window, and as the car body bumped, it would hit it lightly, making a muffled sound.But he was probably extremely sleepy, and he had no intention of waking up after bumping his head.Ji Chen really couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't care less about being cowardly or not, and he blamed the person in front of him for being too masochistic in his sleeping posture.He approached Depression, and forcibly pressed the other person's head on his shoulder, so that the heartless person could sleep more comfortably.Ji Chen thought that if he lay down depressed and pillowed his legs, he might sleep more comfortably.But he didn't dare to say this suggestion to death, so he just let his shoulders feel immortal.

Shen Yu really fell into a dark sleep, and had no time to think about where his head was tilted. Naturally, he would tilt his head wherever he felt comfortable in his sleep.The driver probably accidentally crushed a stone or a bottle while driving, and the body bumped a little bit severely, waking Sleeping Beauty up.Shen Yu thought he had already arrived, so he straightened up quickly and blinked wildly, his face was filled with the blankness of who I am and where I am.Ji Chen looked funny, but he didn't expect that he would be so cute when he just woke up from a strong and cold depression.He couldn't help stretching out his hand, stroked his gloomy hair in a soothing way, and pressed the other person back on his shoulder: "It's not here yet, let's sleep for a while."

Shen Yu didn't wake up at all, and didn't realize who the person next to him was rubbing his hair. He was so sleepy and wanted to sleep.Dazedly, he responded to the other party: "Yeah", even with a little nasal sound, so cute and cute that Ji Chen wanted to hit the wall.He had no choice but to let the opponent's breath breathe on his shoulder, search out "Zhuangzi" and read it carefully for a while, so as not to let his excess blood go where it shouldn't go.After calming down a bit, Ji Chen took the depression into his arms, put his arms around him halfway, and said to himself in a low voice: "Mr. Shen, do you know that I watched you grow up. I have been watching you, Forced to grow up."He looked sideways at the sleeping person on his shoulder, and remembered that when he was a child, those self-righteous adults would often ask: "Ji Chen, what do you want to do when you grow up, and what kind of person do you want to be?".

Whenever he heard this question, he would answer those people: "I want to be a celebrity".Even if it was to fool those self-righteous adults, "becoming a celebrity" was Ji Chen's sincere words at the time.It's just that "becoming a celebrity" is not the goal, but one of the conditions to achieve the goal of "being seen by depression".In fact, the real answer in his heart at the time was: "No matter what you do, you can do anything, I just want to be a person who is needed by melancholy."This time, Ji Chen confirmed that the other party was asleep, and he gently kissed the gloomy forehead: "Mr. Shen, when I was young, I thought that I didn't need to be loved or liked, as long as I could be needed. But people, the essence is greedy".