bad luck in love

The winter in the north has just finished a heavy snowfall, and the field of vision is a vast expanse of white, with ice crystals forming on the treetops.Wei Chen stood in the ice and snow, his hand holding the phone trembling: "I'm downstairs at your house."

Shen Yu pretended to be surprised: "Ah? Why are you here? I'm not at home."

Wei Chen frowned slightly. In order to meet this person, he even asked the driver to go to the next city to buy the other person's favorite plum, but the result didn't seem to be very happy.Wei Chen breathed a sigh of relief in his hand: "I bought you your favorite Huamei, Luo Yitang's."

Shen Yu was really surprised this time: "You ran to the next city just to buy plums?".

"I remember you used to eat it when you were in school and thought you liked it"

"I like it. My parents used to buy it for me on a business trip. Every time I stock up a lot."

"I don't need to stock up so much in the future, I can buy it for you whenever I want to eat"

When Shen Yu heard Wei Chen teasing himself in a neutral tone, he was really shaken for a moment.He walked slowly to the French windows, and saw Wei Chen standing beside the carved street lamp, holding up his mobile phone and talking on the phone.As if feeling somewhere, Wei Chen suddenly raised his head to look at the floor-to-ceiling windows of Shen Yu's house, and the eyes of the two met through the thick glass and the cold winter air.Wei Chen was wearing a turtleneck sweater and only a slim coat over it. He didn't wear a scarf, hat or gloves at all. He stood downstairs with a big bag of things, looking up at Depression motionlessly.There was no sound on the phone, and Wei Chen just held up the phone and looked at him from a distance, looking at the entity represented by the word "Missing" that he had been thinking about day and night.

After a few minutes like this, Shen Yu's heart suddenly sank, and he trotted downstairs with his slippers on.

Wei Chen didn't care at all that Shen Yu was still lying to him and avoiding him. It seemed that he had long been used to the other party's attitude, and was used to making all bad assumptions.Instead, the moment Wei Chen saw that person coming out of the corridor, Wei Chen felt a little uncomfortable. The can of carbonated drink in his heart almost exploded, and a smile appeared on his face.But in the next second, he noticed the gloomy outfit, and he opened his mouth and said, "Why did you come down while wearing slippers? I don't know how to wear a coat, it's so cold outside."

"You still know it's cold?" Shen Yu rebuked him.Wei Chen didn't bother to pay attention to his provocation, he pulled the man over and took off his shoes: "Hurry up, I'll change it with you".

Shen Yu thought to himself, what's the point of this, "I'm also a man, or the kind of man who was raped by you and said that I slept with you".

Wei Chen was not in the mood to joke with him, he had been outside for a while, although it was cold but a little numb: "You are obedient".

Seeing that his shoes were all taken off, Shen Yu was too lazy to push and shoved with him downstairs, so she stretched out her feet and changed them with him.Only then did Wei Chen forcefully move his gaze away from Shen Yu's feet, and directly unbuttoned his coat, wrapping Shen Yu in without saying a word.

Shen Yu sighed in his clothes, but he didn't do anything, and he didn't curse anyone, he just teased: "There's no warmth in my arms, why hug me?".Wei Chen was slightly surprised by Su Yu's reaction, he was ready to be beaten, so he hugged him very hard, but the other party was not like before.He felt that the carbonated drink in his heart was about to explode, and was violently shaken several times by an instigator.

"My chest is cold, who is to blame?"

"Blame yourself, looking for abuse every day"

"So, is it enough?"

"That's enough, but I don't know what to do with you." Shen Yu hugged the person in front of him with his backhand: "Where do you think you were born? It's just that you were born in the Wei family, and you are the only child."

Wei Chen let go of the person in his arms, and after a while he said softly: "Shen Yu, is it because I can't get through this, or you can't get through?".

He smiled gloomyly: "If your father is like the kind in the novel who gives me tens of millions and keeps me away from you, this kind of method really doesn't matter to me. But your father will train you with all his strength, and make his family The industry, overseas business, and the painstaking efforts of several generations are fully entrusted to you. Among them, there are other women's names in the key link. I don't mind whether it is disclosed or not, and I don't mind the so-called identity title, but I mind sharing. Even if it's fake. Because the fake dramas you played with her are also part of your life, and it constitutes your present in a sense. Therefore, we can't give each other what they want, and I still need to say Do you understand better?"

Wei Chen shook his head, and didn't pick up the topic. Shen Yu knew he understood everything, but he couldn't control it.He kissed the gloomy eyes: "But, I really miss you."

Shen Yu didn't respond to this longing, he took the bag from Wei Chen's hand, and changed the subject without any concealment: "You didn't buy less."

Wei Chen forced the corner of his mouth to curl up: "I didn't do this to stock up for you, I just didn't know what kind of food you like, so I bought some of each."

Shen Yu smiled helplessly: "Okay, the food has been delivered, I will eat it. It's so cold, let's go home early", he said, and exchanged shoes with Wei Chen.

Wei Chen looked at Shen Yu's back, and at the moment he entered the corridor, he stopped him with courage he didn't know where he came from: "Shen Yu, I will find a way, everything can be solved. Please believe me, love Come on me."

After that night, Shen Yu still didn't show up at any of their dinners. Wei Chen thought that after so long, Shen Yu finally made up his mind to cut off this relationship.He was depressed for several days because of this, and started to indulge in online games with Chen Lu, trying not to think about depression.Finally one day, Wei Chen found that not only he couldn't catch Shen Yu's person, but even Zhang Yang couldn't find him. Shen Yu told them the same thing: something happened at home, and I don't have time recently, so we can make an appointment later.

Wei Chen finally couldn't hold back any longer, so he spent the whole night downstairs, quietly waiting for the owner of the dark window to come home.It was almost ten o'clock in the evening when Shen Yu appeared downstairs, his footsteps were a little heavy, and when he saw Wei Chen, he suddenly stopped in place.Shen Yu guessed Wei Chen's reason for coming, it seemed that the man had been waiting for him in the cold wind for an unknowable how long: "Why didn't you make a phone call?".

"If you ask me, just say something, and you can get around it with a few sentences. I'm afraid you're still avoiding me, and I don't feel relieved if I don't see anyone." Wei Chen's expression was very gloomy, completely gone from the look he had a while ago.

Sighing gloomyly, Wei Chen's tired voice reached Wei Chen's ears, and the feeling of fragility hit his pulse: "I didn't hide from you, I really couldn't get away because of something at home. My grandma is ill, it's not a serious illness, but it's exhausting." People. I have to go to take care of her in the morning, and I come back very late at night, so I really don’t have time.”

Wei Chen's expression changed, and he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.He didn't expect that something really happened to Shen Yu's family. He was still angry a while ago, and Shen Yu also did a full set of plays, even avoiding Zhang Yang.

Shen Yu also knew that he had left a shadow on the child before, and if he didn't show up for a while, Wei Chen would naturally think that he was hiding from him.After all, Shen Yu couldn't bear it: "I'm sorry, I've been too tired recently, and I can't take care of many things."

Wei Chen stretched out his arms and hugged him: "Don't apologize, absolutely don't apologize to me. I didn't give you what I should give, and you should treat me no matter what."After calming down, Wei Chen asked him, "Have you eaten yet?".

Shen Yu didn't have the energy to ponder the deep meaning of Wei Chen's words, all he focused on was eating: "I didn't eat".

Wei Chen took his hand and said, "Then take me home, and I'll make it for you." Sullenly let Wei Chen follow him upstairs.

"Why have you lost so much weight?" Wei Chen pinched his face, and without waiting for his reaction, he turned around and went to the kitchen by himself.He took inventory of the few stocks in Shen Yu's house, made fried rice with shredded pork and vegetables, and heated a glass of milk.Shen Yu really wasn't in the mood to talk, and didn't bother to be polite to Wei Chen, letting him stare at him as he ate a whole plate of fried rice.After eating, he lay down on the sofa in depression, closed his eyes and rested his mind, thinking that when Wei Chen finished washing the dishes, he would thank him well and let him go home early to rest.After thinking about it, he fell asleep on the sofa drowsily.

After Wei Chen finished washing the dishes, he fell into a deep sleep and was completely unconscious. He hesitated for a moment, and then silently admitted the fact that "the princess is unrealistic" again, which shocked him quite a bit.Wei Chen carefully woke him up, and helped the dazed and depressed into the bedroom.As soon as the man hit the bed, he immediately fell asleep again. Wei Chen had no choice but to act as a nanny for the whole night, taking off his depressed coat and socks, stretching out a quilt, and wrapping him in.Shen Yu was taken care of by Wei Chen for a few days. After his grandmother was discharged from the hospital, she gradually resumed her normal routine. Wei Chen finally returned home with peace of mind.It seemed that everything had completely changed since that day, Shen Yu and Wei Chen both ignored the existence of Liu Ya.Wei Chen didn't mention it, and Shen Yu didn't ask any more.

On Shen Yu's birthday, he received a package early in the morning, and he signed for it in a sleepy state.The moment the box was opened, Shen Yu woke up completely from sleep, and it should be a startled awakening if he said he was awake.The big box is covered with a small box, and inside is a valuable first-line brand watch.Knowing the moody style, the gift giver opts for a simple and sophisticated design.Who would give themselves such an expensive gift?He became nervous for a moment, and he finally breathed a sigh of relief when he hastily unfolded the scented letter paper.

Dear son:

Happy 20th birthday, I'm sorry, Mom and Dad missed your birthday and your growth again.

I recently met with my partner in Paris and wrote you this letter counting the days.The weather in Paris is very bad, the temperature is around minus 10°, and it is often accompanied by strong winds.The nights here are really too long, so long that your father and I have a lot of time to chat, so we often talk about you.It felt more like talking about an old friend we have shared for many years.Over the years, we have given you very little as parents.And you have been sensible and not like a child since you were a child, so that we thought it was you, so we often ignored your right to act like a baby.We have given you so little, but you have given us so much.

My melancholy grew up in such a family, but I can grow so bright.For this reason, we are sincerely happy, and we are also working hard to make ourselves worthy of the pride you gave us.

Think back to the days when I opened up with you and chatted face to face.Whenever you ask about your life, you always thank us for giving you more space for self-growth, but you don’t mention a word about the hard work you have endured, but why don’t we know?To this day, we cannot really understand what kind of feelings you have for such parents and families.On the day you are 20 years old, we would like to say to you: Thank you for giving us more space for self-growth, and not denying the value of "self" just because a person is 40 or 50 years old.Dear son, it is your understanding and tolerance that allow us to have a better self, and we have never been imprisoned by the word "parents".

This watch is a selfish wish of your father and me: I hope that every second of your life will be as you expect it to be.

Live your own life freely and happily.I would like to hug deeply when we meet, and miss deeply when we don’t see each other.

Melancholy tears swirled in his eyes, he saw the signature of the letter, it was not written by parents, not old friends, not their names, but the people who love you.Shen Yu knows that even if they can't be by their side, they will always miss and love each other.He gently folded the letter paper, and put the watch that had crossed the ocean on his left wrist.