bad luck in love

Li Yi and Qi Nianzhi saw the person in front of them clearly at the same time, and said in unison: "Zhang Yang"?After the other party sneered, Qi Nianzhi's expression also turned cold: "Are you following me?".Zhang Yang thought to himself that this is really the thief calling for the thief first, and he is trying to piss someone off. "Who has such a leisurely mood? I went to play games, and then went back to my dormitory, and the two of you happened to stand in front of my eyes. Should I be more sensible and pretend not to see?" His tone was not good, full of desire taste.Now Li Yi was completely dumbfounded, Zhang Yang can't be Qi Nianzhi's old friend, okay, but he said that he is a straight man, what's going on?

"Why are you here?" Qi Nianzhi's tone was colder than his expression, it felt like a layer of ice had formed.Li Yi's brain full of alcohol can't turn the corner at all. At this moment, he still hasn't realized that the person who had a voice that resembled him was the same person that Qi Nianzhi and Zhang Yang had told him before.

"I said my dormitory is here." Zhang Yang felt that this person's illness was a bit like depression. Could it be that he had been together for a long time... Zhang Yang couldn't think about it anymore, there is a use for being together for a long time.

"What I'm asking is, why are you here?" Qi Nianzhi repeated it in a bad tone.

Zhang Yang understood this time, "Oh, I can't get into B University, I can only come to this kind of crappy school. What's new about this? After all, it's an unpopular one in a key university." He was also angry, I really want to ridicule the two people in front of me, and it doesn't matter that they are actually in the most popular architecture department of D University, anyway, no one can escape when the map cannon is fired.

"I'm here to have nothing to do with your boyfriend who is far away, if you still treat him as your boyfriend. I have been in school for a few months, and this is the first time I have seen you. I didn't even intend to find you deliberately If possible, I hope I won't see you until graduation." Zhang Yang sighed, not knowing what he was feeling, and then he said quietly: "The one next to you, Li Yi, will take elective courses with me. We had a relationship before, so it was pretty good. Although I know that you are a professional, I have never asked him about you, let alone the relationship between you two."

Zhang Yang looked at these two people standing shoulder to shoulder in front of him, his eyes wished to burst into flames, he felt that if he didn't leave quickly, he couldn't help but fight Qi Nianzhi. "Oh, that's fine, I'm so bored, I'm sorry." He ignored Li Yi after all, and walked past them.From Zhang Yang's point of view, even if they had taken a few elective courses together, even if he once thought Li Yi was quite a good person.But at this moment, he still felt that the two in front of him were very obtrusive, making him feel that his chest was congested, and he might spit out the instant noodles he ate at the Internet cafe if he was not careful.He didn't want to waste his instant noodles because of the garbage in front of him.Zhang Yang is different from his brothers and sisters in the Department of Architecture. If he bullies a depressed person in front of him, he is destined to go to hell.

Although Li Yi was still out of the situation and didn't know how he had offended Zhang Yang, he still vaguely felt that he had caused trouble.At this moment, he couldn't move his mind, and his whole body was weak, and he couldn't figure out what was going on, so he thought about going back and asking slowly.He felt that the people next to him were in a good mood, but now they had fallen to the bottom.Regardless of 21, apologize first and then say: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry senior".Li Yi still remembered that Qi Nianzhi said that his voice was very similar to that person, which annoyed Qi Nianzhi.So the long series of sorry words were actually deliberately changed pronunciation.

Qi Nianzhi's heart beat out of rhythm with the series of sorry, he patted Li Yi reassuringly: "It's none of your business, don't deliberately talk like this, you're so tired. Which floor do you live on?".

"Second floor" Li Yi was worried that after all these things today, he would be forced to take a step back after taking a step with great difficulty. His eyes were red again when he thought of this.Li Yi still remembered that Zhang Zerui said that Qi Nianzhi's family was strict in education, thinking that Qi Nianzhi's departure today would probably block him if he turned around and ignored him again.It was the first time for Li Yi to worry about these things when he grew up so much. He used to be indifferent to others, and the retribution came really fast.

"Why are you crying again?" Qi Nianzhi didn't know why, he was very depressed at first, he didn't know what to do, when he saw this man crying, he suddenly felt like laughing.It seems that half of the unhappiness, tit-for-tat, and worries just now disappeared with Li Yi's tears falling down.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid you'll delete me." Li Yi's voice was nasal and trembling.

Qi Nianzhi's smile became more obvious, although he felt that he was laughing a bit awkwardly at this moment, "Is it because of this?".

"Ang, what else?" Li Yi sniffled while wiping away tears with his hands.Seeing his reaction, Qi Nianzhi wondered why this person is like a puppy.He obviously has a halo on his head, but he doesn't have any pretensions. He is very friendly to everyone, and he especially likes everyone.He is kind and sensitive. He rarely hides his emotions in front of the person he likes, and he can understand what he is thinking with a little effort.In private, I also like to act like a baby. It feels so fluffy that people can't help but want to hug it.Qi Nianzhi thought about everything about Li Yi these days, and suddenly felt that he was really doomed.

"Okay, don't delete it, don't cry like I robbed you." Qi Nianzhi said while reaching out to help Li Yi wipe away his tears: "Hurry up, it's just two steps, no Sending you off."

"I, I really like you. But it's been a long time..." Li Yi laughed self-deprecatingly: "I still feel like I can't walk by your side. I can't save myself, and I can't save you. Today, I, Just seeing a message he sent you is painful to the point of death. I used to think that just looking at you was enough, but I didn’t expect that I didn’t understand that I really fell in love with someone myself. But, but You are in so much pain, why do you still think about him?" He had never said this to Qi Nianzhi before, but he just slouched and said in front of Qi Nianzhi's eyes like he was heartless. "It doesn't matter if you love others, it won't stop me from liking you".Qi Nianzhi thought, having a boyfriend can't prevent Li Yi from liking him, but it doesn't mean that Li Yi is really heartless, it doesn't mean that he won't get hurt or hurt, and it doesn't mean that he is far away in City B. Depression doesn't hurt.Probably everyone is better off than themselves.

"Whether you like me or not has nothing to do with whether I think about him or not." Qi Nianzhi sighed deeply, when he was unexpectedly depressed, he always wanted to be gentle with the person in front of him.But once he mentioned that person, he would become uncontrollably cruel, and a trace of boredom would arise in his heart, filled with guilt and anxiety.Qi Nianzhi forgot that the most important thing is not these emotions, but whether there is still love or not.

Li Yi didn't seem to care about the aggressiveness of his words, or because he was used to Qi Nianzhi's tit-for-tat confrontation, he stared at the other party without dodging: "But I don't like the way you miss him. It's so lonely and painful. If your love is like this, then I must fight for it. I'm leaving, good night."Qi Nianzhi looked at the back of the other person who turned and went upstairs, and cursed fiercely in his heart, he was really an out-and-out bastard.

Zhang Yang looked at these two people from the balcony on the second floor. Although he couldn't hear what they were saying, he was not blind and could clearly see the interaction between them.Originally, I wanted to record a small video, but when I saw these scenes, I was already furious. If I was depressed, if I really saw the dynamic cheating information, would it blow D big up? Leaving aside, he is sad because Zhang Yang is afraid.Shen Yu really has never liked anyone, since he was a child, except for these few friends around him, he has always had a bad face to everyone.But now, the person he likes, or the only person he likes, does such a thing. Zhang Yang doesn't dare to think about what will happen to him, but he doesn't want to hide it from depression.Fortunately, he didn't really come here to study. If the person who saw these scenes just now was Shen Yu himself, it would not be enough for Qi Nianzhi to die 100 times.

Qi Nianzhi firmly believed that Zhang Yang must have told Shen Yu everything on the day of the incident, and he didn't know if he added more details.It wasn't until this time that Qi Nianzhi realized that he didn't know what kind of person Zhang Yang was, and he actually knew very little about the gloomy circle of friends.For everything about depression, what Qi Nianzhi knew was what he wanted to know and see, and he didn't care about the rest, or even never cared.

A few days passed, and Shen Yu didn't mention this matter or hint about it at all, nothing at all.Qi Nianzhi was somewhat uneasy, he didn't know if he needed to explain first, the only thing he deliberately confirmed was that he did not have the determination to break up with Shen Yu.After a few more days of trembling, Shen Yu still didn't speak, and there was nothing unusual about it.Qi Nianzhi didn't know if Shen Yu didn't take it seriously and didn't want to mention it, or if he really didn't know.But different from before, Qi Nianzhi's mentality has completely changed. He feels like a sinner, waiting for a belated trial.He couldn't make up his mind to break up because he felt guilty and guilty, and he couldn't say a word in the face of depression anyway, so he was waiting for depression to judge him.But this waiting self is really a jerk, not at all the person that Shen Yu once loved, and now he is cowardly and greedy.So he can't wait any longer, and he hopes that he at least has the courage to judge himself and be worthy of the past that they once loved each other.

In fact, Zhang Yang only struggled for a day before sending the photo to Shen Yu. By the way, he gave an overview of the situation at that time, for fear that he could not fully understand the situation at that time with his own IQ, and would cause some misunderstandings whether it was good or bad.When he received the photo, Shen Yu was being ridiculed by the seniors of the poetry club for a strand of sleepy hair. Several people were laughing and laughing, and he saw such a photo.What Zhang Yang told him on the phone later, Shen Yu couldn't remember at all.What I can only vaguely remember is that the other party has been emphasizing not to do stupid things, at least ask clearly.

The gloomy first reaction was to feel a little difficult to breathe, and his chest trembled faintly, so he left the club with an extremely cheerful atmosphere on the pretext of answering Zhang Yang's phone call.After answering the phone by himself, he went back to the dormitory, carefully flipping through the photo until his eyes dazzled.It was a bit dark, and the profiles of the two people could not be seen clearly, but judging from their postures, they seemed to be kissing.As for whether someone suddenly kissed her?Did Qi Nianzhi not accept it or did he accept it?Depression is unknown.But the people in the photo kissed long enough for Zhang Yang to take out his mobile phone to take a photo. Even Zhang Yang nervously sent photos and called himself. It is conceivable that the scene should be much more exciting than the photos.Because Zhang Yang didn't like to meddle in other people's affairs, especially this kind of nonsense.And just now on the phone, Zhang Yang repeatedly persuaded himself that according to his protective personality, he probably downplayed the situation ten thousand times, suppressed his anger and calmed down before telling himself.

Later, the gloomy state gradually returned to normal, and I just asked Zhang Yang a question on WeChat: When was this photo taken?

Yangzi: The night before yesterday

Shen You: That's right, you have been struggling all day?

Yangzi: What's right?don't scare me

Shen You: He lied to me that day, so it was right.Well, it made you struggle all day before you suppressed your anger and told me, it should be quite true.

Yangzi: ... why do I feel that you are a little abnormal

Shen You: How is it normal?One cry, two troubles, three hanged himself

Yangzi: So you are not normal, you don’t speak so normally when you are normal, please understand this sentence

Shen You: ...it's okay, don't worry

Yangzi: cheer me up, be normal, and say something normal

Shen You: Go away, let me be quiet for a while

Yangzi: This sentence is better, can it be done alone?Would you like me to call Wei Chen or Chen Lu and ask them to accompany you for a drink.With your drinking capacity, you might lose your memory.

Shen You: Okay, I can take care of myself

Shen Yu dug up the chat records with Qi Nianzhi the night before yesterday, "Today's student union activities, I think it will be very late, you should go to bed early. Say good night in advance~".Shen Yu said it silently in her heart a few times, and then went to look at the photo that Zhang Yang sent to herself. There was an event in the student union, and it was really a good event.

The roommate with Shen Yu is Wang Zi from the Department of Journalism, who is recognized as a "Prince" by the Faculty of Letters. People chasing him can not only line up from the classroom to the cafeteria, but even go crazy to the boys' dormitory downstairs.Wang Zi has many facets, he is sunny, gloomy and ruthless, sad and lonely, coquettish and cute.For the opposite sex, people like Wang Zi are the kind of Pandora's box that even if you know you can't open it, you still can't stand the temptation and try to open it no matter what.

Wang Zi has never seen such a gloomy face before, holding a mobile phone, without operating it, just staring at the screen in a daze.He was a little worried, so he called out the other party's name.Shen Yu didn't hear Wang Zi calling him at all, "Brother Yu, look at me" Wang Zi raised his voice by eight octaves.

"What's the matter?" The gloomy expression was completely out of state.

"I want to ask you what's wrong. It doesn't look good." Wang Zi mischievously imitated Shen Yu's expression just now, but in the end he didn't make him laugh.

"It's nothing, at most it's a cuckold, and I can't die." Shen Yu and Wang Zi are in perfect harmony. Although the two are quiet and moving, they both have the characteristics that attract each other, and they respect each other's inner territory enough to never step on the line .For Shen Yu, apart from Zhang Yang, Wang Zi is basically his second friend who can talk about everything.

"Ah? Who is so shameless? And... you... your face, your talent, which can't be accommodated by your small body, is the only one that others can't catch up with? Why do people still cuckold you by licking Bilian? ?” Wang Zi was completely shocked. To be honest, when he got along with Shen Yu for a while, he wondered if he could bend over. After fantasizing wildly for a long time, he finally confirmed that he was an unshakable straight man.So someone cuckolded Shen Yu, which was more unbelievable than throwing gold in the sky.If I have a boyfriend like Shen Yu, no, a girlfriend like Shen Yu, it's too late to spoil me!What the hell is the green hat? Are you sure you're not color blind and misjudged the color?

Shen Yu didn't respond to his fierce complaints, but said lightly: "He is very good, so it doesn't seem to be a shock to fall in love with someone better than me."He had fantasized about this day when he was in high school, but he never thought that he would be so sad.There is no anger of being cheated, no anger of being concealed, no doubt of love or not, and no unwillingness.Even if Zhang Yang didn't send him this photo, he had seen Qi Nianzhi's rumored boyfriend countless times in the forum of D University's Department of Architecture, a genius who could be called exquisite in appearance.

Shen Yu stared blankly at Wang Zi, who was a little angry, and said calmly, "I know that person, and he's a good match."Speaking of this, he couldn't help thinking of the days when he and Qi Nianzhi were together in high school.At that time, why didn't the people around think so too?Why didn't he also see himself and Qi Nianzhi in the same way?Two people who are so dazzling in everyone's hearts, standing together, are so compatible that the sun and the moon are dark.But now, it's just sad.It turns out that love is nothing more than that, just like the matter of "good match", there is no uniqueness, and there is even a degree of comparison.

Shen Yu suddenly laughed, laughing until Wang Zi was furious.Wang Zi stammered and said: "Hey, don't be like this, don't mention it if you don't want to mention it, I don't want to stab the wound in your heart. But if you want to beat him, I will accompany you, although I can't fight, But he is more or less a man who barely reaches 1.8 meters, and it will definitely not help."Wang Zi didn't wait for Shen Yu's answer for a long time, and he didn't chase after Shen Yu anymore.I don't know how long it took before a gloomy voice suddenly sounded: "It's not unexpected. When I was in high school, I fantasized about this day, thinking that if it really came, I would definitely fight with him, and then slapped him on the spot. The two episodes, I say goodbye with relief. When you fight, you fight hard, and when you leave, you have to be smart."As he spoke, his voice became a little hoarse, Wang Zi listened very carefully, and did not interrupt or comfort him. "I used to think that that was the ideal farewell. When something happened, I found it difficult to say goodbye, and it was even more difficult to say goodbye to each other in a chic and beautiful way."

It has been said that trust is built brick by brick over the years, but it only takes a little push to tear it down.That day when Shen Yu was holding the phone with slightly trembling hands, he clearly heard the wall in his heart collapse, the sound was deafening, and the smoke and dust covered his head and face.He once believed that people change slowly with time and experience, and then quantitative changes lead to qualitative changes.That day he realized that he had made a very wrong call, and he felt a huge change in his body in an instant.That kind of change was uncontrollable, and the pain seemed to leave marks in the bone marrow, tearing apart my already incomplete soul.After this great pain, it turned out to be an even more painful new life.In those few short hours, Shen Yu suddenly lost interest in everything between them, no interest in love, no interest in hate, no interest in even asking what happened.He deleted a series of questions that he originally typed in the dialog box, word by word, and he didn't bother to dial the phone number he originally wanted to dial.Shen Yu didn't want to ask, let alone know whether it was true or not, as if all that was no longer important to him.He thought of the long-distance relationship with Qi Nianzhi for more than a year. Every time he didn't see each other, he didn't know what to say, but as long as he met and looked at each other, all his feelings would be reinfused as if he felt the call of the gods. to the feet.Those emotions that usually don't know where to hide, seem to run out uncontrollably at this moment, digging a hole in Shen Yu's heart, and slipping away quietly at the fastest speed.