Lingge thread

"Welcome, welcome!" Luo Wenbo pulled Chi Xu in, "Warm welcome!"

"What... what's wrong?" Chi Xu was pulled in, his feet didn't turn upside down, and his waist lightly knocked on the corner of the table.

"Get lost! Chi Xu hit the corner of the table!" Ling Sheng said, protecting Chi Xu to his side, and waved his hands, "What should I do?"

"Are you causing trouble again?" Chi Xu asked him in a low voice.

"Well..." Ling Sheng said, "Just..."

"A fight?!" Chi Xu frowned.

"No!" Ling Sheng covered his mouth with his hand and muttered, "I said you are my boyfriend..."

"Speak louder, I didn't hear you." Chi Xu sat down, took out the papers in the belly of the table, and stacked them one by one.

"That's right... the whole school knows about our relationship." Ling Sheng pouted.

"What's the difference between us..." Chi Xu didn't react at first, and then there was a "buzz" in his mind, and all the papers that had just been sorted fell to the ground.

Ling Sheng knelt down to pick it up, and when he stood up, Chi Xu stared at him with wide eyes.

"You..." Chi Xu received too many messages at once, and he didn't know where to start asking, so he gritted his teeth and finally asked.

"What did you say?!"

"Zhao He came looking for me, he said what, and then I yelled 'Chi Xu is my boyfriend' when I got angry, who knew the news spread so fast, the whole school knew it within a day..." Ling Sheng explain.

"What did he say? What's that?" Chi Xu didn't want to talk too much, but Ling Sheng always asked one by one, which made Chi Xu look helpless and could only ask one by one.

"Stop talking..." Ling Sheng said.

Chi Xu looked at him.

"He... likes you..." Ling Sheng hastily added, "You idiot!"

Chi Xu's arm slid down from the table, his whole body tilted, and he seemed to have been frightened a lot.He turned his head quickly, just in time to meet Zhao He's peeking at Chi Xu.

Zhao He "..."

Chi Xu "..."

Ling Sheng: “……………………”

Is it really good that you two look at each other so affectionately! ! !I am the original! !

"Xu Xu, let's turn our heads around." Ling Sheng straightened Chi Xu's head.

Chi Xu hadn't recovered from the shock just now, and his face was blank. It took a long time before he remembered to do the question.

"You... don't you have anything to say??" Seeing that Chi Xu started to study, Ling Sheng thought that Chi Xu was frightened.

"No." Chi Xu said calmly, and tapped Ling Sheng's desk with the tip of his pen, "Don't read, just study."

Ling Sheng "..." Damn!I still have a fucking rival in love!

In the days to come, Ling Sheng became Chi Xu's follower.Chi Xu got up to fetch water, and Ling Sheng followed him; Chi Xu went to the office to talk, and Ling Sheng stood by the door; Chi Xu went to the toilet, and Ling Sheng stood by.

"Ling Sheng..." Chi Xu gritted his teeth, "Are you sick?"

"Oh, then I'll go out and wait for you." Ling Sheng obediently went out without making Chi Xu angry.

Chi Xu closed his eyes and sighed, bit his lips to let himself control his emotions, washed his face before going out.

In the evening self-study this afternoon, Chi Xu was writing English reading with his head down. The classroom was quiet, and he could only hear the sound of raindrops hitting the glass outside the window, like beans falling to the ground, and also like drums in his heart.

The stuffy environment made Chi Xu a little out of breath and irritable.

"Chi Xu!" Teacher Yu suddenly appeared at the door of the classroom, and shouted at Chi Xu's seat, "Come out."

Chi Xu didn't think much about it. He thought it was about academic performance. After all, before the college entrance examination, the teacher would always talk about this and that with his classmates.

He followed Teacher Yu to the office.

"This lady is looking for you." Teacher Yu was right in front of Chi Xu, blocking Chi Xu's view.

Miss?Chi Xu's heart skipped a beat.

He looked up suddenly.

It's Zhu Ran!

What is she doing here!Chi Xu's heart instantly collapsed.

"Teacher, I want to have a private chat with Xiao Chi." Zhu Ran spoke, her voice hoarse, like sandpaper on the table.

There were no other teachers in the office, Teacher Yu thought for a while and said, "Okay. I'll be back in 10 minutes."

After speaking, he backed out and closed the door.

"I said I never said it, don't let me see you again!" Chi Xu lowered his voice as much as possible, holding back his overwhelming stomach.

Zhu Ran didn't know that Chi Xu had suffered from depression, and she only showed a disgusted expression because she thought Chi Xu hated her.

Yes, just hate, not hate.Zhu Ran thought to herself.

"Listen to your mother."

Chi Xu didn't want to talk, so he found a chair and sat down without interrupting her.

"Mom knew I was wrong, really. I was really deceived by lard at that time, and I left my child and made you suffer, Xiaochi." Zhu Ran cried while talking, "I want to make up for my mistakes. I don't want money, I can make money by myself, working in the supermarket during the day and washing dishes at night. Mom is really wrong, I don't ask you to forgive me, but give me a chance to care about you, okay? Xiaochi?"

Chi Xu raised his eyelids and looked at Zhu Ran.Has that talented woman been reduced to washing dishes...

"...How to make up for it?" Chi Xu's lips were dry and his voice was hoarse.

"I..." Zhu Ran was at a loss for words, "Let me go home and take care of you, just like before..."

Chi Xu sneered and interrupted her: "No need, I've grown up so much that I don't need anyone to take care of me."

If Chi Xu went downstairs to talk to her on the day of Chi Xu's illness, if Zhu Ran cared about "Are you sick?", Chi Xu would still think that what she said was true, but now Chi Xu can only think of the reason why she did so : She has nothing to rely on, she wants to make herself her safe haven.

How can there be such a good thing in the world?

Zhu Ran's eyes were dim, and there were tears on both sides of her cheeks. She seemed to see despair.

Chi Xu closed his eyes to look at her.

Zhu Ran opened and closed his mouth a few times, Chi Xu didn't pay attention to himself at all, and finally Zhu Ran said softly, "Xiao Chi, this is my mother's phone number."

Zhu Ran took out a crumpled note with a string of numbers written on it from his pocket, put it on the table, and staggered out.

Chi Xu's hand in his pocket was clenched into a fist, his nails dug into the flesh of his palm, and he relaxed when he heard Zhu Ran's footsteps gradually walking away.His hands were cold, and when he opened his hands and saw four small blood marks, he snorted wryly.

As for Chi Xu, it seems that only pain can ease his emotions, distract him, and stop him from thinking wildly.

He rolled up the note and wanted to throw it in the trash can, but then he thought, this is the teacher's office, so he had to put the note in his pocket and go out to throw it away.

Chi Xu adjusted his mentality, took a deep breath and walked out, just in time to meet Teacher Yu.

"Is she your mother?" Teacher Yu asked, "Have you never seen her before?"

Chi Xu didn't answer, and looked at Teacher Yu silently.

Teacher Yu smiled awkwardly, shrugged and stepped out of the way.

By the time Chi Xu returned to class, the students had already started packing their things scatteredly, ready to leave school.

Chi Xu passed the people in the aisle sideways, returned to his seat, and heard Ling Sheng speak.

"Xu Xu, what's wrong with you?" Ling Sheng extended his index finger to stroke Chi Xu's pale face, "It doesn't look good."

"It's okay, I suddenly have a stomachache." Chi Xu took out the white cup Ling Sheng gave him and the medicine bottle in his pocket.

What was written on the medicine bottle was gastric medicine, but in fact it contained fluoxetine.Ling Sheng felt that the medicine looked strange, as if it was different from before, but he didn't ask any further questions.

Chi Xu swallowed the pills with his head up, put the bottle back in his pocket, walked to the back of the classroom, opened his own cabinet, took out a few problem books from inside and threw them into his schoolbag, and said to Ling Sheng: "School is over, let's go."

"Okay." Ling Sheng took Chi Xu's schoolbag, "I'll carry the bag after I tell you."

Chi Xu's nose was sour, his eyes were instantly red, and he nodded slightly.

There is no one in the school at the moment, and it is already early autumn, and the voice of Zhiguo cannot be heard in the campus, and everything is completely silent.

Ling Sheng put his arm closer to Chi Xu little by little, hesitating whether to hold Chi Xu's hand.

The palm suddenly touched the soft palm, Chi Xu grabbed Ling Sheng's hand and rubbed his fingertips.

"I'm holding you, I'm at ease." Chi Xu's slight nasal voice was captured by the stunned Ling Sheng.

"Are you crying?!" Ling Sheng put his head in front of Chi Xu.

Seeing that his eyes were red, tears were shining on the tip of his nose, and he looked so pitiful, Ling Sheng's heart was pulled, and his heart ached to death.

"Baby, what's the matter with you?" The two of them had already left the school gate. At the corner, Ling Sheng hugged Chi Xu, rubbing his palms behind his back.

Seeing that Chi Xu didn't reply, Ling Sheng was in a panic, but he didn't dare to speak loudly for fear of scaring him: "Have you been wronged? Tell me, okay?"

Chi Xu got a little warmth from Ling Sheng's embrace, and gradually calmed down.Wiping the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, he pulled out a smile: "It's just my stomach hurts, I'm crying because of the pain..."

I cried in pain... Yeah, my heart hurts so much, it hurts to death.

"Can I accompany you home?" Ling Sheng held Chi Xu's hand even tighter.

"Okay." Chi Xu nodded.

Chi Xu walked slowly, carefully observing his surroundings.

Fortunately, Zhu Ran is not here.

"I'll carry you on my back." Ling Sheng said suddenly.

Chi Xu thought for a while, finally nodded, turned around and walked behind Ling Sheng.Ling Sheng squatted down on one knee and leaned his upper body forward.

Chi Xu bent over and lay on his stomach, with his arms around Ling Sheng's neck, and his broad shoulders gave Chi Xu a sense of security.

"Why are you so nice to me?" Chi Xu's voice was still a little nasal.

Ling Sheng didn't say "Because I'm your boyfriend", but thought for a long time before opening his mouth.

He said softly: "I was just dawdling in the past. I didn't like this world. I often thought, if I love this world in the future, what is the reason? I have seen people who give for love. They may be family affection, they may be Love, and maybe friendship, but I may never have these three things in my life until I met you. Sometimes I am still afraid that if I hadn’t helped you in the alley, we might not have had such a good relationship. Be kind, I'm terrified when I think of this."

"Chi Xu, you are the hope in my heart."

Chi Xu smiled on Ling Sheng's back, and poked Ling Sheng's shoulder with his chin.

While speaking, he had already reached the gate of Chi Xu's residential area, Ling Sheng slowly squatted down and put Chi Xu down.

"Go back, I'll watch you." Ling Sheng said.

"Mmm." Chi Xu's gaze stayed on Ling Sheng for a moment, then he turned around reluctantly.He was afraid that if he watched for a while longer, he would not be able to help telling Ling Sheng about his illness.

After Chi Xu took a shower, he walked upstairs with the scent of lemon on his body.

He didn't turn on the light, and walked to the iron gate with ease.

The iron has rusted, and you can smell the rust when you get close.

Chi Xu reached out and stroked the door lock. After a long time, he finally made up his mind to take out the key and opened the door.

"Kangdang" the lock fell to the ground, the door creaked and a small crack was exposed, Chi Xu pushed hard, dust hit his face, choking Chi Xu coughing again and again.

One of Chi Xu's heart knots was opened by himself just now.