please respect yourself

He casually threw away the belt, and untied the black robe.Cheng Zangzhi is more disheveled than Yan Suiyuan.

He looked directly at Yan Suiyuan, his eyes were as hot as real passion.He opened his lips and said: "If I want someone to bow down to me, why do I have to plan like this, why do I have to sacrifice my sincerity, and why do I need to be worried day and night because of you?"

"Don't you understand? I'm deeper and bloodier than you."

Cheng Zangzhi approached Yan Suiyuan step by step, almost sincerely.With five fingers through Yan Suiyuan's soft raven hair, he looked at Yan Suiyuan's cramped eyebrows, and without hesitation, he unbuttoned the last layer of his underclothes.

Cheng Zangzhi's breath filled Yan Suiyuan's cheeks, and his eyebrows, eyelashes and ear pinnae became hot with his breath.With a clanging and powerful voice, the firmness couldn't be more obvious, "From the moment I saw you, I felt all the surprise and fear in an instant. As if playing tricks on me, you are not only the person I should hate, but also the person I should remember. Even if I know I should hate it, I should be ruthless, but I still can't bear it. In the end, I couldn't tell when I moved my mind, maybe it was three years later, maybe it was three years ago, maybe it was three years ago, or maybe it was as long as ten years ago. "

"It seems that when I saw you, I became my original self. Young and reckless, I don't know how to behave, because you are all back to my flesh and blood."

"Of course I don't want to indulge in endless hatred, but I want to be close to you until no one can interfere."

Yan Suiyuan's eyelashes hung down like feathers, and a shadow was hard to see in his eyes.The corners of his lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but Cheng Zangzhi licked every inch of softness with his lips.

"Except for the words that you like me too, don't say anything." Cheng Zangzhi's panting was already heavy, "Yan Suiyuan, I have never been so afraid of sorrow... Don't become the one who rejected me thousands of miles away..." Strangers outside, okay?"

The room was quiet, and after a quarter of an hour, there was a response: "...OK."

The late spring wind blows down the curtains of the pavilion, but the haze is thick and beautiful, but it is still not as beautiful as the graceful figure in the orchid room.The faintness and distance will eventually be dyed, and the feast will bloom beautifully.In response, the curtain fell down, and the hook made a sound.

Cheng Zangzhi's actions were more frenzied and intense than before, where his lips and tongue touched, there were red flowers falling.Yan Sui was willing to speak out in pain, but he didn't get the tenderness of the past.

Sweat beaded from the black eyebrows of the mountains, and the people who raised their necks were finally unable to hold on, like falling flowers floating in the stream, and the boat swayed with the wind.The tide is rising and will drown.However, some people hijacked the source of spring and never let the spring water flow for thousands of miles.

"Cheng..." The water waves washed away intermittently, and Yan Suiyuan, who was drowning in the weak water, lived and died instantly, "You...don't..."

Cheng Zangzhi pushed him to the edge, unwilling to fight but tried his best to exchange for Zhonghuan, but he didn't let him utter a complete sentence.He hooked his upside-down fascination, with a malicious smile on his lips, "Do you still think I was courting you before?"

Yan Suiyuan was leaning against the fence, his fair neck was tinged with the color of peach.Cheng Zangzhi's tongue licked his protruding throat, "Do you want to have a good time?"

In the past, Yan Suiyuan always made him feel that he was neither far nor close, so how dare he tease him like this, he just tried his best not to make Yan Suiyuan feel disgusted by this matter.Today, knowing that Yan Sui is willing to regard his past caution as a courtesy, he no longer restrains himself.

Yan Suiyuan clutched the curtain, pursing his lips all the time without saying a word.Until Cheng Zangzhi dragged him down the spring tide, he suddenly felt unbearable, and finally his voice was slightly unpleasant, but his words were as clear as pearls and jade falling into pieces.

When Cheng Zangzhi heard this, his heart skipped a beat, and he used up all his strength.

Once the duckweed is flooded, the spring water is turbulent, and the stone path of the cold mountain is far away, and the cloud and rain are on the top of the Wushan Mountain.

"Sui Yuan, don't go to the Lu Mansion, don't go to see Yan Ting, okay? I'll take care of all these." Cheng Zangzhi held Yan Suiyuan in his arms, and when his mind and soul were not in harmony, his voice was full of coaxing.

"...No, I must go." Parents' enmity, uncle's fate, lover's lofty ambitions, countless comrades' lives and old friends' innocence, no matter what the purpose is, he must go.

Cheng Zangzhi's face darkened, he never thought that Yan Suiyuan could still make a sober judgment at this time.His old age knows how to show him favor, and also knows how to wake up from his tenderness.

Not to mention the kindness and wisdom of the person you like, but also such a mind and wisdom are hard to be bewitched.Both joy and sorrow.

Cheng Zangzhi's voice was hoarse, and his words were filled with anger, "I don't allow you to go! I don't allow you to be bloody again! You are not allowed to be bloody from the Yan clan. I will kill the hatred of your parents for you." Go down to Yan Ting Jishou. Just stand by my side obediently."

"Cheng Zangzhi...I must go to the Lu Mansion, you can't stop me." Yan Suiyuan raised his wet eyebrows, and his eyes had not faded, which was especially arousing and hard to extinguish.But there are also unconvincing decisions.

Cheng Zangzhi, who had narrowly defeated Yan Suiyuan in Suolongjing, knew that Yan Suiyuan was telling the truth.According to Yan Suiyuan's deep hidden skills, even if he narrowly wins Suiyuan, he is afraid that both sides will lose.He is not afraid that Sui Yuan will hurt him, but he is afraid that Sui Yuan will hurt himself.

Cheng Zangzhi's expression turned from anger to fierceness, threatening, "Do you know how many chances Yan Ting has had to kill you in the past ten years, if he didn't want to use you as a hostage to deceive other Jiedu envoys, he would Killed you early in the morning!"

"Do you want to die that much?!"

Yan Sui was willing to bear his strength, a little sweat rolled from his forehead and heart, and he couldn't bear to groan between his teeth.After he had exhausted all his efforts, he said: "I promise you, I will never risk my life."

"Who wants you to say such vague words! I want you to live! I want you to be by my side forever!" Cheng Zangzhi's hair was wet and red from the corners of his eyes, and they were fixed at the ends of his eyes, "Do you have to go?!"

"We must go." Yan Suiyuan said without hesitation.

"Okay, very good." Cheng Zangzhi's eyes were red and his face was full of hostility, he lowered his body and exhausted his energy, wishing to crush Yan Suiyuan into his bones.He buried his head in the wet hair on the side of Yan Suiyuan's neck, and said in a grumpy voice, "Are you determined to seek death?! I want your life now, let you die in..." Suddenly, choked up Weeping for a moment, "Yuanyuan, Suiyuan, Suiyuan... It's all my fault, I beg you not to go, I beg you..."

Full of pity and sincerity, it was already a pleading tone.

Yan Suiyuan raised his palm, held Cheng Zangzhi's cheek, forced himself up and kissed his eyebrows.He wiped away all the wet red water marks from the corners of his eyes, and whispered intimately: "You are not wrong, what you want is the revitalization of mountains and rivers. I am willing to do my best to fulfill your wish."

His eyes are full of Cheng Zangzhi's eyebrows and eyes, "No matter how you change your face, even if you change your face completely, it is still you. Everything has a beginning and an end, it is you from the beginning, and you are always the same. The you ten years ago and the you today are all in my heart superior."

Cheng Zangzhi was stunned, his eyes hard to move, and suddenly he leaned down and asked, "Did you like me so long ago?"

"A long time ago." Yan Suiyuan could not hide a smile on his lips.

Cheng Zangzhi still didn't get a word of his liking from him, so I wanted to ask, since it's in your heart, why didn't you say you like it?But in the end, she hugged him tightly, "You said you saw me, did you really see me?"

"I've seen you who shoot paper kites with a bow, you who've seen soldiers piercing earrings, and you who've seen you parade in Jinzhou." Yan Suiyuan didn't say anything, but just saw it in a hurry but happened to be in his mind.

Endless silence, this answer is enough.Cheng Zangzhi's heart is full of entangled love, and all kinds of joy are about to burst out of his chest.Only the sweetheart who can't stop thinking, "yearly wishes, yearly wishes, yearly wishes..."

When the spring river reflected the wall moon, it was already calm.The tent is full of warm fragrance and dissipates, and the two shadows cross their necks and refuse to part for a while.

"It was I who coaxed you, but it was you who coaxed me." Cheng Zangzhi pressed Yan Suiyuan tightly, not allowing him to leave half an inch, "Even if I was coaxed by you, I won't let you go to Lufu, you die Don't blame me for being merciless if you dare to make your own opinions."

"...I once said that if you meet Yan's rebels, you don't have to show mercy."

"You! Unless you kill me. Otherwise, you don't even want to go to Lu Mansion to meet Yan Ting."

"You... why are you so stubborn..."

"Yan Suiyuan, I don't want to do something that I regret to the death."

Yan Suiyuan finally sighed for a while, "Cheng Zangzhi—"

"You don't need to talk too much." Cheng Zangzhi was even more decisive, if he couldn't even keep the one he loved, how could he talk about revitalizing the country.

"I've made up my mind, it's useless for you to plot against me."

In the depths of the curtain, the echo is swallowed by the tireless person in the warmth of the blanket.Lovesickness oozes bones, lovesickness soaks blood, I would rather boil the bone marrow and evaporate the hard work than let go.

The arms are clasped around the shoulders and necks, and the voice is softer than the dust, tossing and turning in the wind and clouds.The heartbroken song with a slow and unpleasant sound touched Cheng Zang's heart, and the few words that did not form a sentence made Cheng Zang's heart boil with excitement.

Yan Suiyuan, what do you want me to do?How can I trap you?

I am willing to admit defeat, but I don't want to let you go.

The morning in the small town at the foot of the mountain is exceptionally quiet, fresh tea is brewed in the breeze and the moon is shining, and the smoke from the kitchen blows into the mountains and rivers.

Zhao Jue and Yu Zhen each served bowls of porridge, and asked in unison, "What's the matter with Dudu and Yan Shangshu?"

The dark and well-dressed guard did not look sideways, and said: "Master Zhao, General Yu, Master and Yan Shangshu seem to have been arguing all night."

Zhao and Yu frowned immediately, and looked at the dark guard with questioning eyes.

The secret guard said: "The master ordered me to wait a little farther away to guard, the specific situation, we really don't know."

"Are you sure there seems to be a fight, isn't it a fight?" Zhao Jue's intestines turned green with regret when he recalled his thoughtless words.

"This, maybe... Listening to the movement, there might have been a fight."

"..." Zhao Jue's face froze, Yu Zhen waved his hand to let the hidden guard go on duty first, he said: "Brother Zhao, do you think the governor or Yan Shangshu...who is better at fighting?"

Recalling Yan Shangshu's skill and killing methods, Yu Zhen felt lingering fear.

"Of course it's the young master!" Zhao Jue was as stubborn as if he had new horns.

Yu Zhen rubbed his chin, thoughtfully, "I think so, it's hard to say. Although Dudu's skill is amazing, but Yan Shangshu's skill is obviously stronger than Dudu's."

Zhao Jue's face was stern, looking at Yu Zhen's eyes piercingly, even though he agreed with Yan Shangshu's cruel heart - he even endured the blood feud between his parents, ruining his reputation.

"Young master can't lose to Yan Shangshu, absolutely impossible to be defeated by Yan Shangshu..." Thinking about something, Zhao Jue said aggrievedly, "That Yan Shangshu is dressed in elegant white clothes, young master looks like an evil star, how can you beat young master to death?" make..."

Yu Zhen squinted his eyes, feeling that he might not have woken up, and when he realized it, he howled immediately, "I'm talking about the skills of the governor and Yan Shangshu, but I didn't say which of them is better in bed. Wait——" Suddenly realized something shocking, "Looking at your expression, do you know something? The governor is—"

"I don't know! Don't guess!" Zhao Jue turned around immediately, thinking that he must go to see the young master as if he were dead.

"..." Yu Zhen uttered a few foul words on the spot, "The governor's mother is that?!"

Out of curiosity, Yu Zhen also sacrificed his life to accompany Junzi to follow Zhao Jue to meet Cheng Zangzhi.

However, they only saw a young man in white with a pen hanging on his wrist through the west window.

After asking the hidden guards, he found out that Cheng Zangzhi had locked himself in a compartment long ago.

"What's going on? It's really a quarrel, not what we thought?" Yu Zhen thought about it and wanted to touch the bottom of the governor.

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Xiao Cheng cried. (The last boat scene, describe the scene and describe the scene.)

Around May [-]st, the article will be more complete.