please respect yourself

"..." Yan Suiyuan kept his mouth shut, his eyes flicked to hide a smile, and he turned his head unconsciously, "Master Cheng just joked, how can a nameplate be worth "Da Ning Law Book"."

"Then why doesn't it count?" Cheng Zangzhi's smile deepened, "Could it be that Yan Shangshu is perverting the law for selfishness again?" He rolled up his sleeves and folded his hands, leaning half of his body in front of Yan Suiyuan, "Or, Suiyuan, you love me Can't help it?"

It turned out that Cheng Zangzhi didn't know the meaning of the nameplate.

Yan Suiyuan's eyelashes drooped down, and there was a faint smile from Cheng Zangzhi in his eyes.Slowly said: "I'm just taking into account Master Cheng's status as a Jiedu envoy. After all, I can't really sentence Master Cheng to a crime of breaking into a private house. It won't be of much benefit to me to hold this matter."

"Yan Suiyuan." Cheng Zangzhi suddenly called his name with a very solemn tone.Suddenly, Cheng Zangzhi moved closer and put his hands on his shoulders.Yan Suiyuan lowered his head subconsciously, and as soon as his eyes touched Cheng Zangzhi's hands on his shoulders, his eyes dimmed.

There was heat between the lips, and the night wind blew in the ears, and the lit lanterns under the eaves swayed with the wind, and the light and shadow swayed and enveloped the two of them.After a while, Cheng Zangzhi said in a low voice, "Yan Suiyuan, isn't this nameplate a gift from you?"

Yan Suiyuan's eyes moved, but he didn't show any expression, he just responded: "I thought Mr. Cheng's brain disease was cured, don't you want to go back and forth again?"

"I am sincere to you, and I really like you." Cheng Zangzhi stood still, his eyes longing, "It's not because you let me escape privately in Shannan. To repay a person's life, there are thousands of ways, I don't need to play with my feelings." Just like Yan Suiyuan didn't need to send him off with his nameplate.

He continued: "The reason why I said that there is only love between you and me is not to stabilize you so that it is easier to grasp the situation in North Korea and China. Rather, I want to get closer to you without fear. Not only the distance," Fingertips on my heart, "I have you here. I have always had you."

Yan Suiyuan raised his eyes and looked at Cheng Zangzhi, the frivolity bestowed by Yeli was swept away by the person in front of him.What he wants to see is the truth, what he wants from Cheng Zangzhi is nothing more than this.

After calming down, his hair slipped down his clothes, Yan Suiyuan said: "The Yan family has been a general in the army since the beginning of the dynasty, the ancestors set the rules, the nameplates that the children of the clan enlist in the army, if they die for the country, the clan will pay a thousand dollars to redeem it Back, to bury the crown in the tomb. The wives of the generals of the three generations missed their dead husbands, and refused to bury the nameplate, keeping a nameplate for the rest of their lives. Since then, the nameplates of the children of the Yan family have followed this example."

"So?" Cheng Zangzhi was waiting for his answer.

"Master Cheng," Yan Suiyuan looked at him indifferently, "asking the question knowingly? Or pretending not to understand?"

With a calm face, Cheng Zang said, "I'm a member of the army, so I don't understand Yan Shangshu's official language."

"..." Yan Suiyuan took a deep look at him, then said: "Since Cheng Jiedushi doesn't understand, then return this thing to me."

Cheng Zangzhi immediately put the nameplate back into his arms, and Yan Suiyuan didn't need to say any more.Embrace Yan Suiyuan, and whisper in his ear: "Write my name on two pages, but don't want me to find out that you are moved. Petition for me, hope that I will make great achievements, but don't tell me. Lock Longjing in Yanzhou The layout, aggressively wanted my life, but not only allowed me to come back alive, but also became the Jiedushi with the least loss among the three Jiedushi."

He wrote his name once, and Yan Suiyuan would return his name twice; he prayed that he would be safe every year, and Yan Suiyuan would return his achievements;Cheng Zangzhi, he doesn't want to lose to Yan Suiyuan, especially when it comes to liking.

"Yan Suiyuan, I like you, and my love is no less than yours."

"I want to like you more than you like me."

Yan Suiyuan followed his words and slowly lowered his head, resting his chin on his shoulder.This is the first time he approached Cheng Zangzhi with a soft and clingy attitude.He said slowly: "Cheng Zangzhi, when I was enlightened, the first word my father taught me to write was loyalty."

Cheng Zang's heart paused, but he didn't answer. He just listened to Yan Suiyuan's continuation: "Xingshanhe, Anjiuzhou, the conquest of all nations, and all the seas come to sing songs. You want this world to be reborn——"

"I want you." Cheng Zangzhi interrupted him, hugging Yan Suiyuan even tighter, "I want you."

Yan Suiyuan was stunned, but he heard what Cheng Zangzhi said more clearly and audibly, clearly mixed with fear, "Compared with those, I am more afraid of being your enemy. I am willing to wait for you to believe in me, believe that I can give You deserve your halcyon more.”

"...What if I never believe it?" Yan Suiyuan felt that there was a huge stone in his heart, how lucky he was that he was so apprehensive and backed down.

Cheng Zangzhi is no longer a young man who avoids problems, but at this moment, he said in a subtle tone: "I don't know..."

With a sigh, Yan Suiyuan slowly raised his arms and embraced Cheng Zangzhi.He never thought that what he said back then to appease Li Shen - that Cheng Zangzhi would become a minister in one day, would come true.

He felt bitter and sore in his heart.For the peace of the world, for the sake of loyalty to the emperor, for the sake of filial piety, for the sake of his parents' last wishes, he can be merciful and forbearing.

But why did Cheng Zangzhi do the same?If all this was the retribution that Mu Xiu Yu Lin Feng must have destroyed back then, Cheng Zangzhi shouldn't have backed down for himself.He has always indulged Cheng Zangzhi and never made him feel wronged for himself.

"Yan Suiyuan, are you answering to me?"

No one answered Cheng Zangzhi, but he didn't care.From the moment he learned the meaning of this nameplate, whether Yan Suiyuan should accept him or not, he never backed down.

Yan Suiyuan sighed endlessly, slowly let go of his hand, and invited Cheng Zangzhi into Jinxi's attic, "I will give you the answers you want one by one."

Sitting in front of the table surrounded by many bookcases, Yan Suiyuan's expression was clear in the candlelight, he said: "To this day, no amount of words to cover up will do any good. I lost two games in a row from Jinzhou, I am quite unwilling, the situation in Yanzhou is not to kill you, but it is not a good thing for you and me to be known by others. At that time, when I really started to fight, I was afraid that the sword would go off and hurt people." He said Looking at Cheng Zangzhi, "I don't want you, but I bump into the sword myself."

Cheng Zangzhi smiled slightly, "It's just a matter of habit."

Yan Suiyuan said helplessly, "This habit needs to be broken."

Cheng Zangzhi simply smiled, "If someone else dares to let me suffer two swords, I will break his neck early in the morning. Don't worry, no one else has this preferential treatment except you. Besides, I will give you my heart." , let you dispose of it, I have no complaints or regrets."

Yan Suiyuan looked serious, and his tone became more serious: "Even if it's me, I can't do it."

The figure moved, and Cheng Zangzhi caged Yan Suiyuan under his body. He propped his chin and said with a smile: "Since you want to treat me better, you might as well work hard elsewhere. Those things in the past sound boring, and they don't matter." Worth mentioning. I want your present and your future."

"Yuanyuan, are you willing to give it?"

The past can't be chased back, the knife and blood in the past will only be a barren land between them.Don't mention it before, don't remember it in the future, the future belongs to them.

Yan Suiyuan just opened his eyes to look at him, and after a long time, he stretched his strength slightly and approached him, almost saying close to his face: "Here, only for you."

After finishing speaking, his lips covered Cheng Zang's lips.Cheng Zangzhi immediately put his arms around his back, deepening the contact between the two of them.Even if you can't hear that phrase of liking, it is still infinite joy to be entrusted to him for the rest of your life.

The breathing is disordered, and the breath is getting heavier and hotter.The skins that touched each other were poured with hot oil and caught fire. Although the arrow was on the string and had to be fired, Cheng Zangzhi still stood up and said, "Sui Yuan, I want everything from you..."

Yan Suiyuan didn't answer him, but suddenly the corner of his lips rubbed against his larynx, a spark could start a prairie fire.

The wound in his heart was open and the pain was unbearable.Cheng Zangzhi is the one who can calm all his pains, and even heal his own heartbreak.Yan Suiyuan has never felt that anyone can make him more emotional than water. This person seems to be able to easily stir up all his emotions.

Sparse light and pale moon, dash of ecstasy.Yan Sui wished for Cheng Zang's temples, and his cheeks were flushed brightly.Facing the opponent, there is no choice but to surrender.

The robe was wrinkled like a viburnum, the beads of sweat rolled to pieces, and the limbs shrank unconsciously.Cheng Zangzhi's picturesque face was flushed countless times, he looked at Yan Suiyuan's slightly wet brows, threw the box of Acacia to himself, and grabbed his wrist to let him cling to his shoulder.

When the lovesickness slowed down, Cheng Zangzhi's lips fell on Yan Suiyuan's earlobe, "You hurt...don't bear it yourself."

"..." Yan Sui wished to cater to him unconsciously, "Chu fulfilled your wish..."

Pillow mandarin ducks cuddling each other, lovesickness slowly overnight with jade and moon, yesterday's spring was overturned.

When the daylight came in, Yan Suiyuan had been awake for a long time, looking at his fingertips with a few traces of red.He was speechless, feeling that everything was unreal.But I feel that it is not so important to be true or false.

The body and mind have fallen, and they cannot redeem themselves.I would like to hold my sincerity in the palm of his hand, let you cherish it and not be afraid of you playing with it.

The depression in the heart that has not been expressed for ten years, because it is scattered by one person.Cheng Zangzhi, who could be seen by tilting his head, quietly closed his eyes.Yan Suiyuan lowered his eyebrows and pressed his palm on his heart. Yan's grievances and the past ten years should be understood.

As for the wishes of his mother and father, he has been tolerant for ten years.He is no longer ten years ago when he would kneel in the snow and beg a boy who was innocent and innocent.Yan Suiyuan, who was once a pure heart, has been buried in the cold winter months.

Yan Suiyuan looked at Cheng Zangzhi's eyebrows, and rarely smiled sincerely.

"It's beyond my expectation to wake up so early." Cheng Zangzhi woke up from his dream, "It seems that I didn't work hard enough."

With an extremely lazy voice, Yan Suiyuan just smiled and said nothing.

At such a time, Yan Suiyuan didn't know what to say, his heart was full of emotions, and his emotions were complicated and difficult to sort out.

Cheng Zangzhi embraced him, "I like you more, what should I do?" He said to himself, "Anyway, we're all like this, so it's good if I move to your house."

"..." Yan Suiyuan coughed, "Cheng Jiedushi—"

"Don't reason with me," Cheng Zangyi heard this sentence from Mr. Cheng, and immediately answered, "I don't listen to anything except that you like me!"

Yan Suiyuan pondered slightly before saying: "I just want to say that the future will last forever."

Hearing this, even though he still didn't get that phrase of liking, Cheng Zangzhi still laughed out loud.

You'an knocked on the door of Master's room early in the morning, but saw Master Cheng coming out in his clothes, and immediately fell to the ground in shock.He stammered, "Master Cheng, Mr. Cheng, how could you be, be, be in the adult's room?"

Cheng Zangzhi opened half the door, leaned against the door, and showed the nameplate, "Is it strange that your lord's sweetheart is in your lord's room?"

You'an looked at the nameplate, opened his mouth, and didn't speak.I thought to myself, the death of General Yan Tan was a big blow to my lord, and it might be a good thing to have lord Cheng around.However, You'an still didn't know how to answer Cheng Zangzhi's words.

Cheng Zangzhi was very calm, "Hurry up and bring hot water, your lord and I want to take a couple bath."

"..." You'an's face twitched.

"By the way, what's the deal between your lord and Yan Ting?"

You'an froze, and immediately bowed and retreated.

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Boat play = scenery

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Then... the full text has 76 chapters, which have already been submitted.

Don't ask why Yan doesn't say he likes it, but Cheng said it too many times and did not cheat him less, such as digging his family's ancestral grave