please respect yourself
Chapter 37
The moonlight is empty, and the palace lanterns are flickering.
The young man's voice shattered in Youyou Xuanhe, "Mr. Yang, don't you want to go back and meet people from afar?"
Yang Fengxian's eyes widened in response, with a smoky voice hoarse, he didn't say a word for a long while.
The hourglass is lonely and cold, and time never stops.
"Yan Shangshu, I am already neither human nor ghost in this picture, how dare I expect people from far away." Before Yan Sui would speak, Yang Fengxian held the paper with treason written on it, and walked away from each other.
Spreading the rice paper casually, Yan Sui was willing to use his pen to write down the characters.
——Si is fast, why wait for the coming year.If you are too afraid to change, how to stop it.
The wind moves the night water, Yan Suiyuan suddenly feels a breath.Immediately rubbing the paper on the long table, it turned into a handful of confetti in the palm of his hand.
"Yan Shangshu, do you miss me?"
Yan Suiyuan just wiped away the confetti in his palm, and he saw Yerong Zhuangzi.Cheng Zangzhi is still that graceful and graceful, peerless.
However, the icy and jade-like Yan Shangshu didn't give him a good look. He said with a sullen face, "Master Cheng, you have stepped on my handwriting."
Cheng Zangzhi bowed his head and walked around, the scattered papers covered the entire floor of the residence.Then he continued to see the light reflected from the top of his head, and he could vaguely see that the law is not favoritism, the law is ruthless... and so on.
Ever since, the toe of Cheng Zangzhi's boot grinded the word ruthless until it lost its true appearance.
"I'm right in front of your eyes, don't you feel that you have more people in your heart and in your heart?"
"..." Yan Suiyuan looked away from the ground handwriting, "I don't have many people in my heart and mind, I just feel that there are many nails in my eyes and thorns in my flesh."
Cheng Zangzhi didn't think it was disobedient, and said very seriously: "Try to move that nail and thorn into your heart, and you will find in time that whether it is a nail or a thorn, it can become a reluctance in your heart."
Yan Suiyuan didn't bother to argue any further, just changed the subject and said: "The envoy Cheng Jiedu came here at night just to quarrel with me?"
"Of course not," Cheng Zangzhi denied, "he came to meet his lover at night."
"Master Cheng, it's inconvenient to make too much noise here." Yan Suiyuan loosened his fists, expressing his reluctance to hurt his peace.
Cheng Zangzhi looked surprised, "Don't tell me you still want to follow me..." His eyes fluttered a little, thinking about it, "If you really can't stand the lonely night, I really can't bear it," he looked around, "I think this You can still make do with it, but you may have to hold back a bit, don't scream, or people will see... always feel a little embarrassed—"
"Cheng Zangzhi." Yan Suiyuan finally interrupted him with cold eyes, "Do you think this is a place for joking?"
"No." Yan Suiyuan's face paled, but he heard Cheng Zangzhi say: "This is a place for people to sleep, I think it's getting late, why don't I grant your wish."
"..."
Yan Suiyuan's breath fluctuated several times, does Cheng Zangzhi not know what kind of situation he is in?He doesn't believe that the other party doesn't know.But he could only swallow the questioning, pondered his words a few times, and said, "Cheng Zangzhi, do you know how to write the words please respect yourself?"
"Not only do I know how to do this, but I'm also very good at it." Cheng Zangzhi looked calm and confident, "If you don't believe me, I'll write it for you!"
Yan Suiyuan didn't stop him, in short, he was satisfied to skip the topic just now.
A faint and cool fragrance of pine and bamboo came to Yan Suiyuan's side during Cheng Zang's trip.Picking up the fine brush he used earlier, it was covered with ink, and the momentum of the pen was as magnificent as the green hills rising, and there were waves of the river and the sea between the strokes.
There are three words on the paper - Yan Suiyuan.
"Look," Cheng Zangzhi tapped the pen in the cursive script, "Where is my self-respect?"
Yan Sui wished to bow his head, but said nothing.No matter how cleverly he speaks, he is no match for this person's stubbornness.
Remaining silent for a while, Yan Suiyuan held Cheng Zangzhi's hand, and started to write with Cheng Zangzhi's astonished expression.
——If you are too afraid to change, why not stop.
After writing, Yan Sui was willing to let go of the burning heat in his palms, but felt exhausted.
Pointing at Fure, Cheng Zangzhi clenched his hands tightly, "Yan Suiyuan, not everything in this world can be rewritten. My thoughts are written by me, not by you. Whether you accept it or not, my intentions, Engraved in the heart, it will not be weathered for a long time. Your mind belongs to you, and its existence is stronger than the rumors in the world, and it is stronger than the hearts of the people.”
"Tonight, since I am here, I am not afraid of any coercion or threat. I am not afraid of the future, because you are beyond redemption."
The hall was originally a place of fasting, and it is often filled with incense sticks. You can know that the Buddha is everywhere when you smell it.
A cynical person, who said that he would get up with the promise of the sun, was unexpectedly more penetrating than a gentleman with a thousand gold and one promise.
Yan Suiyuan suddenly realized why everyone in the world said that the prodigal son would never return for money.
"I understand."
The young man's voice is unusually ethereal, ancient and unpleasant.
Cheng Zangzhi seemed to hear the sound of vicissitudes and vicissitudes in his ears, and this was the first time he received a response.It made him puzzled, but he didn't dare to ask.
He wanted to ask, Yan Sui wished you understood this sentence, what exactly did you understand?Is it a perfunctory understanding?Is it the one who knowingly refuses?Or keep it in mind?
"You...if you really understand, that's fine." Cheng Zangzhi's voice was very fragile, "It's not that I understand it, but...it doesn't matter."
Yan Suiyuan tilted his head, remained silent for a long time, and then said: "Yanzhou has reported that the flood in the Longjing Well has reversed, causing half of the city's people to suffer from floods, you know." Without waiting for Cheng Zangzhi's answer, he went straight to the point: " You don't need to get involved in this matter, I will ask the emperor for orders to personally settle the chaos in Yanzhou and the rumors."
Cheng Zangzhi was caught off guard and laughed out loud, "Impossible, Yanzhou, I must go."
Yan Suiyuan turned to look at him, "Cheng Zangzhi, wait for me to come back from Yanzhou. As long as you wait for me in Qingjing, I will definitely give you a clear answer."
"Are you threatening me with whether I should or not?" Cheng Zangzhi's eyes were bleak with the moonlight, "I told you that day at the inn outside Jinzhou City, there is only love between us, and nothing else. Quasi-doping. I am as I was back then, and I will not change my original intention.”
"I know what you are worried about. There have been legends in Yanzhou for many years that Suolongjing will go against the tide when he sees the evil dragon emperor. If I go there, just in time for the vision of the reverse surge, it will be a rebellion. At that time, the world will Everyone will punish him."
"Since you know, why do you seek your own death?"
"I don't believe in Suolongjing's reverse flow, nor do I believe in the destiny of heaven. If so, I will dig up Suolongjing and let the world take a good look. What evil dragon can be caught in a broken well, I'm afraid it's just a few earthworms. "
"..." Yan Suiyuan was speechless for a while, digging Suolongjing, he had an ingenious idea, "Cheng Jiedushi is really extraordinary."
Cheng Zangzhi's eyebrows brightened, and he looked a little proud, "I still have bolder ideas, but I need Yan Shangshu's cooperation."
"..." Yan Suiyuan put on a wooden face, "Don't think about it, I won't cooperate."
Rejected again.
The third watch drum in the universe is beating, the moonlight is hazy, and the time flies like an arrowhead.
Yan Suiyuan and Cheng Zangzhi are still confronting each other, just like the night in Jinzhou.It's just a little different, the two are sitting at the two ends of the desk.
Cheng Zangzhi on the right moved forward, and saw Yan Suiyuan moving a jade branch lamp in front of him.With the bright flame of the lamp, Cheng Zangzhi saw a face of crown jade that was flickering.
The corners of his lips were slightly tilted upwards, Yan Suiyuan said with a half-smile: "Cheng Jiedushi, I have been free recently, and I have a lot of energy to waste with Cheng Jiedushi."
Cheng Zangzhi twitched the corners of his mouth, sat back on the desk honestly, and said: "Yan Shangshu is better when he is busy, at least I can show my courtesy and steal incense and jade."
"..."
Yan Suiyuan gathered his eyes to look at him, and then looked sideways at the carved window.The pale moon above the window lattice is like a cicada's wings, peaceful and far away.He looked at the moon and said in a low voice: "Cheng Jiedu didn't complain in the prison of the Ministry of Criminal Justice last time, saying that I would rather look at the corpse than the stars and the moon. I rarely have leisure, so I did what Cheng Jiedu wanted."
"..." Cheng Zangzhi was speechless, unable to laugh or cry.Instead, he could only blame himself for giving him a good excuse.He was not discouraged, and carried forward his indomitable spirit, saying: "Sui Yuan, why are you so afraid of me getting close?"
Yan Suiyuan kept silent and did not give him half a look.
Cheng Zangzhi was still rambling on, "Sages don't say that people eat sex. Why are you so cautious? If you really don't understand, you can look at the fire avoidance map first. If you are still taboo Say... I'll think of a way."
"..." Yan Suiyuan had no words to answer, but stared at him carefully, and said after a long time: "Master Cheng, twisting and composing music is something a strong man would like." His throat froze slightly, "Master Cheng can have What's the best way?"
"Yan Shangshu, I once heard that there is a kind of strings made of silk from the sky," Cheng Zangzhi looked directly at him calmly, "However, silk from the sky can also be woven into soft armor. People who are as straight as strings may not be able to see it." The song is like a hook. Especially for a person with such an exquisite mind like Sui Yuan, I'm afraid that sometimes, I can't perceive my own thoughts."
"...Master Cheng, he doesn't look like a general," Yan Suiyuan lowered his eyes, "he looks like a flirtatious dandy who is used to talking nonsense."
Cheng Zangzhi chuckled, "Then do you like it?"
Yan Suiyuan raised his eyes, "Master Cheng, if I don't want to...how about you?"
Cheng Zangzhi suddenly laughed and trembled, "Sui Yuan, are you afraid of this?"
Yan Suiyuan's face turned cold, "Master Cheng is like a wolf like a tiger, and everyone has to fear him like an enemy. I have been upright for half my life, and I don't want to end up in a bad situation."
"It's simple." Cheng Zangzhi smiled, "It's not the first time that you are above me, I also said that women are below you." The words of Jinzhou and Hanyuan Palace are still in my ears.
Yan Suiyuan's eyes gradually darkened, and he lost his mind for a moment.Then, it was extremely puzzling.
The man in front of him is brilliant and has made great achievements in the world, and he has achieved his lofty ambition of traveling thousands of miles in the past.It should have been honored as a king and minister, and a wife and son, which is infinitely glorious.But being born in this dark dynasty, serving the suspicious king of Wuwei, his meritorious deeds are also a reminder for his life.
His heart was hot, but his eyes were cold.
"Master Cheng," Yan Suiyuan wanted to say, why do you have to be so inferior to others, he is not worth it.But when the words came to his lips, he finally said: "It's almost dawn, Mr. Cheng still plans to leave?"
The young man's voice shattered in Youyou Xuanhe, "Mr. Yang, don't you want to go back and meet people from afar?"
Yang Fengxian's eyes widened in response, with a smoky voice hoarse, he didn't say a word for a long while.
The hourglass is lonely and cold, and time never stops.
"Yan Shangshu, I am already neither human nor ghost in this picture, how dare I expect people from far away." Before Yan Sui would speak, Yang Fengxian held the paper with treason written on it, and walked away from each other.
Spreading the rice paper casually, Yan Sui was willing to use his pen to write down the characters.
——Si is fast, why wait for the coming year.If you are too afraid to change, how to stop it.
The wind moves the night water, Yan Suiyuan suddenly feels a breath.Immediately rubbing the paper on the long table, it turned into a handful of confetti in the palm of his hand.
"Yan Shangshu, do you miss me?"
Yan Suiyuan just wiped away the confetti in his palm, and he saw Yerong Zhuangzi.Cheng Zangzhi is still that graceful and graceful, peerless.
However, the icy and jade-like Yan Shangshu didn't give him a good look. He said with a sullen face, "Master Cheng, you have stepped on my handwriting."
Cheng Zangzhi bowed his head and walked around, the scattered papers covered the entire floor of the residence.Then he continued to see the light reflected from the top of his head, and he could vaguely see that the law is not favoritism, the law is ruthless... and so on.
Ever since, the toe of Cheng Zangzhi's boot grinded the word ruthless until it lost its true appearance.
"I'm right in front of your eyes, don't you feel that you have more people in your heart and in your heart?"
"..." Yan Suiyuan looked away from the ground handwriting, "I don't have many people in my heart and mind, I just feel that there are many nails in my eyes and thorns in my flesh."
Cheng Zangzhi didn't think it was disobedient, and said very seriously: "Try to move that nail and thorn into your heart, and you will find in time that whether it is a nail or a thorn, it can become a reluctance in your heart."
Yan Suiyuan didn't bother to argue any further, just changed the subject and said: "The envoy Cheng Jiedu came here at night just to quarrel with me?"
"Of course not," Cheng Zangzhi denied, "he came to meet his lover at night."
"Master Cheng, it's inconvenient to make too much noise here." Yan Suiyuan loosened his fists, expressing his reluctance to hurt his peace.
Cheng Zangzhi looked surprised, "Don't tell me you still want to follow me..." His eyes fluttered a little, thinking about it, "If you really can't stand the lonely night, I really can't bear it," he looked around, "I think this You can still make do with it, but you may have to hold back a bit, don't scream, or people will see... always feel a little embarrassed—"
"Cheng Zangzhi." Yan Suiyuan finally interrupted him with cold eyes, "Do you think this is a place for joking?"
"No." Yan Suiyuan's face paled, but he heard Cheng Zangzhi say: "This is a place for people to sleep, I think it's getting late, why don't I grant your wish."
"..."
Yan Suiyuan's breath fluctuated several times, does Cheng Zangzhi not know what kind of situation he is in?He doesn't believe that the other party doesn't know.But he could only swallow the questioning, pondered his words a few times, and said, "Cheng Zangzhi, do you know how to write the words please respect yourself?"
"Not only do I know how to do this, but I'm also very good at it." Cheng Zangzhi looked calm and confident, "If you don't believe me, I'll write it for you!"
Yan Suiyuan didn't stop him, in short, he was satisfied to skip the topic just now.
A faint and cool fragrance of pine and bamboo came to Yan Suiyuan's side during Cheng Zang's trip.Picking up the fine brush he used earlier, it was covered with ink, and the momentum of the pen was as magnificent as the green hills rising, and there were waves of the river and the sea between the strokes.
There are three words on the paper - Yan Suiyuan.
"Look," Cheng Zangzhi tapped the pen in the cursive script, "Where is my self-respect?"
Yan Sui wished to bow his head, but said nothing.No matter how cleverly he speaks, he is no match for this person's stubbornness.
Remaining silent for a while, Yan Suiyuan held Cheng Zangzhi's hand, and started to write with Cheng Zangzhi's astonished expression.
——If you are too afraid to change, why not stop.
After writing, Yan Sui was willing to let go of the burning heat in his palms, but felt exhausted.
Pointing at Fure, Cheng Zangzhi clenched his hands tightly, "Yan Suiyuan, not everything in this world can be rewritten. My thoughts are written by me, not by you. Whether you accept it or not, my intentions, Engraved in the heart, it will not be weathered for a long time. Your mind belongs to you, and its existence is stronger than the rumors in the world, and it is stronger than the hearts of the people.”
"Tonight, since I am here, I am not afraid of any coercion or threat. I am not afraid of the future, because you are beyond redemption."
The hall was originally a place of fasting, and it is often filled with incense sticks. You can know that the Buddha is everywhere when you smell it.
A cynical person, who said that he would get up with the promise of the sun, was unexpectedly more penetrating than a gentleman with a thousand gold and one promise.
Yan Suiyuan suddenly realized why everyone in the world said that the prodigal son would never return for money.
"I understand."
The young man's voice is unusually ethereal, ancient and unpleasant.
Cheng Zangzhi seemed to hear the sound of vicissitudes and vicissitudes in his ears, and this was the first time he received a response.It made him puzzled, but he didn't dare to ask.
He wanted to ask, Yan Sui wished you understood this sentence, what exactly did you understand?Is it a perfunctory understanding?Is it the one who knowingly refuses?Or keep it in mind?
"You...if you really understand, that's fine." Cheng Zangzhi's voice was very fragile, "It's not that I understand it, but...it doesn't matter."
Yan Suiyuan tilted his head, remained silent for a long time, and then said: "Yanzhou has reported that the flood in the Longjing Well has reversed, causing half of the city's people to suffer from floods, you know." Without waiting for Cheng Zangzhi's answer, he went straight to the point: " You don't need to get involved in this matter, I will ask the emperor for orders to personally settle the chaos in Yanzhou and the rumors."
Cheng Zangzhi was caught off guard and laughed out loud, "Impossible, Yanzhou, I must go."
Yan Suiyuan turned to look at him, "Cheng Zangzhi, wait for me to come back from Yanzhou. As long as you wait for me in Qingjing, I will definitely give you a clear answer."
"Are you threatening me with whether I should or not?" Cheng Zangzhi's eyes were bleak with the moonlight, "I told you that day at the inn outside Jinzhou City, there is only love between us, and nothing else. Quasi-doping. I am as I was back then, and I will not change my original intention.”
"I know what you are worried about. There have been legends in Yanzhou for many years that Suolongjing will go against the tide when he sees the evil dragon emperor. If I go there, just in time for the vision of the reverse surge, it will be a rebellion. At that time, the world will Everyone will punish him."
"Since you know, why do you seek your own death?"
"I don't believe in Suolongjing's reverse flow, nor do I believe in the destiny of heaven. If so, I will dig up Suolongjing and let the world take a good look. What evil dragon can be caught in a broken well, I'm afraid it's just a few earthworms. "
"..." Yan Suiyuan was speechless for a while, digging Suolongjing, he had an ingenious idea, "Cheng Jiedushi is really extraordinary."
Cheng Zangzhi's eyebrows brightened, and he looked a little proud, "I still have bolder ideas, but I need Yan Shangshu's cooperation."
"..." Yan Suiyuan put on a wooden face, "Don't think about it, I won't cooperate."
Rejected again.
The third watch drum in the universe is beating, the moonlight is hazy, and the time flies like an arrowhead.
Yan Suiyuan and Cheng Zangzhi are still confronting each other, just like the night in Jinzhou.It's just a little different, the two are sitting at the two ends of the desk.
Cheng Zangzhi on the right moved forward, and saw Yan Suiyuan moving a jade branch lamp in front of him.With the bright flame of the lamp, Cheng Zangzhi saw a face of crown jade that was flickering.
The corners of his lips were slightly tilted upwards, Yan Suiyuan said with a half-smile: "Cheng Jiedushi, I have been free recently, and I have a lot of energy to waste with Cheng Jiedushi."
Cheng Zangzhi twitched the corners of his mouth, sat back on the desk honestly, and said: "Yan Shangshu is better when he is busy, at least I can show my courtesy and steal incense and jade."
"..."
Yan Suiyuan gathered his eyes to look at him, and then looked sideways at the carved window.The pale moon above the window lattice is like a cicada's wings, peaceful and far away.He looked at the moon and said in a low voice: "Cheng Jiedu didn't complain in the prison of the Ministry of Criminal Justice last time, saying that I would rather look at the corpse than the stars and the moon. I rarely have leisure, so I did what Cheng Jiedu wanted."
"..." Cheng Zangzhi was speechless, unable to laugh or cry.Instead, he could only blame himself for giving him a good excuse.He was not discouraged, and carried forward his indomitable spirit, saying: "Sui Yuan, why are you so afraid of me getting close?"
Yan Suiyuan kept silent and did not give him half a look.
Cheng Zangzhi was still rambling on, "Sages don't say that people eat sex. Why are you so cautious? If you really don't understand, you can look at the fire avoidance map first. If you are still taboo Say... I'll think of a way."
"..." Yan Suiyuan had no words to answer, but stared at him carefully, and said after a long time: "Master Cheng, twisting and composing music is something a strong man would like." His throat froze slightly, "Master Cheng can have What's the best way?"
"Yan Shangshu, I once heard that there is a kind of strings made of silk from the sky," Cheng Zangzhi looked directly at him calmly, "However, silk from the sky can also be woven into soft armor. People who are as straight as strings may not be able to see it." The song is like a hook. Especially for a person with such an exquisite mind like Sui Yuan, I'm afraid that sometimes, I can't perceive my own thoughts."
"...Master Cheng, he doesn't look like a general," Yan Suiyuan lowered his eyes, "he looks like a flirtatious dandy who is used to talking nonsense."
Cheng Zangzhi chuckled, "Then do you like it?"
Yan Suiyuan raised his eyes, "Master Cheng, if I don't want to...how about you?"
Cheng Zangzhi suddenly laughed and trembled, "Sui Yuan, are you afraid of this?"
Yan Suiyuan's face turned cold, "Master Cheng is like a wolf like a tiger, and everyone has to fear him like an enemy. I have been upright for half my life, and I don't want to end up in a bad situation."
"It's simple." Cheng Zangzhi smiled, "It's not the first time that you are above me, I also said that women are below you." The words of Jinzhou and Hanyuan Palace are still in my ears.
Yan Suiyuan's eyes gradually darkened, and he lost his mind for a moment.Then, it was extremely puzzling.
The man in front of him is brilliant and has made great achievements in the world, and he has achieved his lofty ambition of traveling thousands of miles in the past.It should have been honored as a king and minister, and a wife and son, which is infinitely glorious.But being born in this dark dynasty, serving the suspicious king of Wuwei, his meritorious deeds are also a reminder for his life.
His heart was hot, but his eyes were cold.
"Master Cheng," Yan Suiyuan wanted to say, why do you have to be so inferior to others, he is not worth it.But when the words came to his lips, he finally said: "It's almost dawn, Mr. Cheng still plans to leave?"
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