please respect yourself

Everything is quiet and the hustle and bustle has settled down.

In the pitch blackness where you can't see your fingers, a cluster of flames lit up.The warm yellow fire light veil seemed to fall down, one of Cheng Zang's cheeks was as pale and cold as a layer of frost.

Yan Suiyuan opened his palm slightly, blood was flowing from his palm.The drips are like red beans, dripping on the lower robe, and blooming red lotuses.

"hiss--"

The stray hair on the forehead was soaked with sweat and stuck to the corner of the forehead.Ruo's trimmed sideburns were entangled with a few straws, and the corners of his light red lips let out a few bitter moans.

Cheng Zangzhi closed his eyes, the force of closing his eyes was very heavy, fine lines spread out at the corners of his eyes.Great patience, great restraint.

Yan Suiyuan has never seen Cheng Zangzhi like this, embarrassed, fragile, tenacious, real and palpable.

Cheng Zangzhi, who is able to navigate the official world, the human world, and the animal world with ease, is like a bubble in a pool, the most splendid figure in the world and the sky.On the battlefield, command thousands of troops to step through the Guanshan Mountain to see the moonlight, and chase the soldiers and slaves to retreat thousands of miles to the wilderness.Above the court hall, the long-sleeved dancers are good at dancing, and the officials and ministers are in harmony with each other, talking and laughing.

Cheng Zangzhi, Cheng Zangzhi, why can't you always be so real.

Yan Suiyuan sighed briefly in his heart, and raised his hand to remove the straw stuck between Cheng Zangzhi's hair.Lean him against the earthen wall, then sit beside him.

Leaning heavily on the shoulders, the sloping hair touched the side cheeks, soft and waxy like the new feathers of a bird.Cheng Zangzhi moved slightly, his silk hair brushed Yan Suiyuan's cheeks, tickling his heart lightly.

Yan Suiyuan looked down at him, "Are you awake?"

Cheng Zangzhi's voice was weak, "Yes."

Dry question and answer, there is no other words for a while.Not too cramped and narrow, the tunnel was extremely empty, and a wisp of candle flame remained motionless.The dark valley is gloomy, damp and cool.

Yan Suiyuan suddenly said: "Master Cheng, are you... cold?"

Cheng Zangzhi answered irrelevantly, "Is Yan Shangshu going to hug me?"

"..." Yan Suiyuan chuckled silently, "Does Master Cheng need it?"

The blood flowed from the sword wound in the heart, the eyes were irritated, and the old disease almost broke out.Holding his back against the shock wave again, he rolled all the way down and collided violently.After being tortured like this, Cheng Zangzhi didn't pass out, and now he can still joke with himself.Such a Cheng Zangzhi, would he need someone to hug him?

"Need." Cheng Zangzhi's voice was clear and clear, not at all like someone who was insane.

Yan Suiyuan was stunned, Cheng Zangzhi had already buried his cheek in his neck, and wrapped his arms around his neck.Listening to him whispering in his ear: "Didn't Yan Shangshu say he wanted to hug me, why are you still afraid? I'm waiting."

"..." Yan Sui wished to suspect that his hearing was not good, when did he say he was going to hide it?He obviously just asked in passing if Cheng Zangzhi needed a hug.He sank into his thoughts, and said: "Master Cheng, what I said is whether you need it or not. Even if Master Cheng needs it, I may not be willing to give it."

"I know." Cheng Zangzhi took it for granted, "I know you are thin-skinned, and you definitely wouldn't hug. So I hugged myself."

Perhaps it was an auditory hallucination, but Yan Suiyuan actually heard a bit of empathy from it.

Yan Suiyuan has a blunt mouth and a clumsy cheek. Facing Cheng Zangzhi's unruly, he is always at a loss, and he is extremely lacking in words.He thought, if he were a woman, Cheng Zangzhi would indeed be his own forever.

But, he is not.

While Yan Suiyuan was speechless, Cheng Zangzhi folded one hand behind his neck, took out a red bean-sized pill from the other cuff, swallowed it before the sweat rolled down his forehead, and his Adam's apple rolled silently.The body slowly regained its vitality, but the five internal organs were like a prairie fire.

The cold sweat turned into hot sweat, and Cheng Zangzhi could feel that his back, chest, and even his whole body were boiling hot.It's not that he doesn't know the side-effects of this pill, but faster recovery and faster recovery are more important.

He also wanted to take Yan Suiyuan away from this dark and dark place.

"Master Cheng, let's clean up your heart first." Yan Suiyuan remained silent, "After all, living is more important than taking advantage of my official's words."

Cheng Zangzhi said, "Of course. How can you take advantage of Yan Shangshu if you are not alive?"

"..."

Yan Suiyuan felt that this person was hopeless, talking too much was like playing the piano to a cow.He broke Cheng Zangzhi from the shoulder pad, and made him lean against the dirt wall.His eyes fell on the belt around Cheng Zangzhi's neck, and he said slowly, "I've offended you."

Cheng Zang was taken aback, unable to distinguish the meaning of his words.

But seeing Yan Suiyuan's plain, bamboo-like ten fingers resting on the buttons of his clothes, his eyelashes drooping down, and the dark river flowing in his eyes.

Cheng Zangzhi didn't want to look directly at him, so Cheng Zangzhi couldn't help laughing. He carefully put Yan Suiyuan's peaceful expression into his eyes, and took day lily-colored long eyebrows, peach petal-shaped eye sockets, and clear twin star eyes, dyed by the setting sun. lips.

At this glance, it seems that mountains, rivers, flowers, stars, and the sun and moon are all reflected in the eyes.In this world, the best and most beautiful all belong to him.

The blood clotted on the open wound, Yan Suiyuan pinched a corner of the dark purple underwear with his fingertips, and was about to peel off the shirt from the wound.Cheng Zangzhi grabbed his wrist for a moment, with the wrist bone in his hand, and his thumb pressed on Yan Suiyuan's pulse.The pulse rate was like chasing wind chasing electricity, Cheng Zangzhi felt the beating.

Slowly said: "Yan Shangshu, are you sure you want to undress me?"

The voice is mixed with indescribable emotion, seemingly desire and empty.

Yan Suiyuan looked up at the other party, his eyes were clear, but too dark.His expression gradually turned cold, and the silhouette that fell on his cheeks was chilling.He withdrew his wrist with [-]% of his strength, and said: "Cheng Jiedushi, must it be like this? Must it make the two of us so unbearable?"

He couldn't figure out, with Cheng Zangzhi's identity, why he was still entangled with him when his life was at stake.

Yan Suiyuan also said: "Cheng Jiedushi, everything has a measure. No matter what the purpose is, it must be done in moderation."

Cheng Zangzhi stared straight at him, his eyes were like substance, piercing through flesh and blood to reach people's hearts.He said in a calm voice, "Yan Suiyuan, do you feel..." After deliberating over and over again, he finally said, "Do you feel disgusting?"

Yan Suiyuan froze when he heard the words.Then he slowly relaxed his expression, slowly sat across from Cheng Zangzhi, he did not avoid Cheng Zangzhi's staring eyes, and said: "I originally thought that when I was in the capital, I had already made it clear enough."

"Really?" Cheng Zangzhi didn't know whether he was laughing at himself or questioning Yan Suiyuan.

If it is clear, how can we indulge in entanglement.

Yan Suiyuan tidied up a bit before saying, "Cheng Zangzhi, you have borrowed my hand to install countless cronies during the three years in Beijing. It seems that the two factions in the court are divided, but a third force can also rise in an instant. You It's the third force."

"What else?" Cheng Zangzhi propped up one leg, listening to what Yan Suiyuan had to say in a seemingly disorganized manner.

Yan Suiyuan simply smiled, and continued: "You have been entangled with me for three years in Beijing. First, you really need to find a breakthrough in the court. It just so happens that I am in an important position, and I am fighting alone, offending people everywhere, so you go on To save the troubles for the officials, you messed up the case from the beginning. You said you admired me, and you did not hesitate to make the world laugh, but it was just to reassure Liu Xuan, and also to reassure the towns everywhere."

"In the case of Qin Cheng, you borrowed my hand to remove Liu Xuan's confidant Liu Yan. You pleaded for Qin Meng's family, because you didn't believe that someone like Qin Cheng, who attacked business, would die so easily. Use Qin Meng's family to dig out the case in the future. Qin Cheng. In this case, you can cultivate forces in the court. Those forces are the Guozijian gunmen you left behind."

Cheng Zangzhi rolled his tongue and brushed the back molars, feeling a dull pain in his cheek.But he still said: "You should have said earlier that you could see it, but it is true that I saved Qin Mengshi, and it was not just to dig out Qin Cheng. I put in people, not all for the purpose of cultivating power for myself."

Yan Suiyuan smiled coldly, and continued: "Since you told me about Lu Laotun's gold problems, and that there is no gold in Jinzhou, I knew that the hidden gold had already fallen into your hands."

Cheng Zangzhi smiled hastily, as if he couldn't help it, "Then you still come to Jinzhou to play with me?"

"The emperor's order must not be violated." Yan Suiyuan's attitude of doing business was beyond doubt.But he said: "I also want to see this play that Cheng Jiedu envoy directed and acted in Jinzhou."

Cheng Zangzhi winked at him and asked for advice: "Is Yan Shangshu satisfied? The actor I invited, how about singing and meditating?"

There were not a few assassins in the Jinzhou party, and so many people died one after another.Cheng Zangzhi definitely wouldn't use his own troops, that troops... Yan Suiyuan sighed.

Yan Suiyuan raised his eyes and looked at him helplessly, "I think Master Cheng's acting skills are better. I was fooled by this officer and volunteered to dispel the court's suspicion for Master Cheng."

Cheng Zangzhi still smiled brightly, and he said: "Yan Shangshu, you should know that you don't blame me for this matter. It's the people in the court, and the emperor who appointed you to rob gold. They are the ones who want to plot me against Shannan Road." One matter is entangled. Do you want to force me to rebel in Hexi?"

Yan Suiyuan shook his head, "Why is Cheng Jiedu so obsessive? To put it bluntly. Both the court and the court are unwilling to start a war, and the Hexi garrison is an unrivaled cavalry army in this dynasty. Today...just, I want to The Hexi garrison is more secure."

Cheng Zangzhi raised his brows with worry, and his expression was very unhappy, "Yan Shangshu, you not only care about the Zhuge family's children, but also care too much about our 'Emperor Taiping' who is used to sitting on the mountain and watching tigers fight..."

Unlimited meaning, after Yan Suiyuan laughed, he straightened his expression and said: "Fortunately, your majesty is benevolent, so that the minister can be straight. I should be loyal to the king and worry about the king."

Cheng Zangzhi scoffed, and said, "Yan Shangshu is so understanding, why didn't he answer my question?"

Yan Suiyuan paused, and said: "I always feel that yin and yang complement each other. Mr. Cheng, it's better... to compete with me in an upright manner."

"No." Cheng Zangzhi flatly refused, "Yan Shangshu, in the three years in Beijing, did he use me to cover up, and ruined Liu Xuan and others, and even their lives could not be saved. On the Mid-Autumn Festival, Yan Shangshu made a clean break with me." In fact, before Lu Lao’s memorabilia arrived in Beijing, Yan Shangshu guessed the purpose of the court. He knew that I had planned first, but he still tried to detour with me in every possible way. In terms of gold, Yan Shangshu's acting skills are not far behind."

"Yan Shangshu, you are cheating money and sex." Cheng Zangzhi said that he was at a disadvantage, but he thought it was worthwhile in his heart, "Therefore, it is absolutely impossible to be upright."

Yan Suiyuan squinted his eyes deeply, his expression was mysterious and elusive in the pale yellow candlelight.Then he smiled and didn't smile, asked and reprimanded: "Cheng Zangzhi, do you know how to write about self-respect and self-love."

Filled with anger, he could see that Cheng Zangzhi was determined to be a hooligan.