love poison

Xin Mu stayed quietly the whole time, and after a while, he heard that Yaotong brought two more women into the small hall next door.After the medicine boy left, the two women chatted.Xin Mu was too quiet, they didn't know there was someone next door, so they started talking without any shyness.

A woman cried and said: "Sister, do you really want to do this? This is my child, my own flesh and blood, maybe it's all formed, at this time, let me take it away..."

Xin Mu didn't want to eavesdrop on other people's conversations. He wanted to make some noise to let the next door know that someone was there, but because he was preoccupied recently, his reaction was a little slow. Waiting for the woman to talk so much before reminding him would be embarrassing. He thought For a moment, I chose to remain silent, turned sideways and tried not to listen.

But their voices still came over clearly, and another woman said: "You are really confused, what are you doing with this child? Are you born to let him suffer with you?"

"I will work hard……"

"Not everyone is qualified to be a parent, and a child is not born to let him live on his own. That is a life! Do you think you can let your child live a good life if you work hard? You even his The father doesn't even know who it is! Having this child is already a mistake, don't make any more mistakes!"

"But... maybe... he still wants to live? He still wants to..."

"You...don't think so much. As I said, not everyone is qualified to be a parent. At least for now, you don't have the ability to raise this child well. Don't think too much. Drink a bowl of medicine and sleep , When I woke up, it was all over."

The woman stopped talking, and then there was a low cry, and after a while, the drug boy came again, and asked the two women to leave, and the surroundings returned to tranquility.

But those heartrending words still filled Xin Mu's ears, and his already restless heart suddenly couldn't calm down even more.

He also thought the same way, not everyone is worthy of being a parent, at least he is not, otherwise he would not have killed the first child.He thought that he should live alone for the rest of his life, not to bring any little life into this world, he was not prepared at all how to be a qualified father.

What the woman said just now confirmed the thoughts in Xin Mu's heart again, but at the same time, it also made Xin Mu's heart heavier.

After a while, the drug boy came back again, and invited Xin Mu to Dr. Cheng's consulting room. The doctor Cheng had a pleasant face, stroked his long beard and said, "My lord, what's wrong?"

Xin Mu raised his pale face and said to the doctor, "Sir, please prescribe an abortion medicine for me."

There were several secret reports from the army, in order to prevent the people in Fengyue Building from talking too much, Rong Hua went out on purpose, found a secluded place, and came back after disposing of these secret reports.Returning to Fengyue Building, just as she was about to go up to the second floor, the woman who was in charge of serving Xin Mu hurried over from the back kitchen. Seeing her flustered expression, Rong Hua tensed up, and hurriedly grabbed the woman's arm. shoulder, and asked: "Did something happen to Xin Mu, or did something happen to the child?"

The woman hurriedly said: "Young master went out today, and the two military masters said that the young master went to the pharmacy, and when he came back, he brought a pair of medicine to the kitchen, saying that it was for the kitchen to boil. At first, the slaves didn't think much about it, and thought It may be the medicine prescribed by the doctor, but when the slave servant brought the medicine into the young master's room, he saw that the young master's face was not quite right, so the slave servant was more careful and went to look through the medicine residue. The servant girl knew a little bit how to Knowing the medicinal materials, when looking at the dregs of the medicine, I found that there was something wrong with the medicine."

Surprised, Rong Hua said, "Is there a problem?"

The servant patted her thigh anxiously and said, "That medicine is...the medicine for abortion!"

Rong Hua's pupils shrank suddenly, and his heart ached violently. He hurriedly pushed the servant away, and strode towards Xin Mu's room.These few short steps, but Rong Hua felt so far away, his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a pair of invisible big hands.He couldn't imagine what would happen to him if he came back late and Xin Mu had already drank the medicine. Just thinking about that scene indiscriminately made him feel so painful.

After finally arriving at the door of Xin Mu's room, Rong Hua was not as gentle and polite as usual, he kicked the door open and rushed in quickly.

Xin Mu was sitting in the small hall of the outer room, holding a bowl of medicine in his hand, he didn't know whether he was going to put it down or take it up and drink it, his hands just froze in mid-air.

Rong Hua looked at it, stepped forward even one step, grabbed the medicine bowl, and threw it on the ground viciously.

With a sound of "pop", the bitter medicine was sprinkled all over the floor, and the smell permeated and spread to the tip of Ronghua's nose. covered his whole body.

If he was one step late, Xin Mu would drink this bowl of medicine, and he didn't dare to think about the consequences.

"You...you...what are you going to do!" Ronghua was so angry that he went crazy, he couldn't control himself, he roared out suddenly, his voice was trembling, his face was flushed red, his eyes were like As if about to stare out, she looked at Xin Mu fiercely, as if she was about to pounce on him and bite him the next moment, and die with him.

Xin Mu just looked at Rong Hua coldly and didn't answer Rong Hua's question at all.

The anxiety and fear these days have completely broken Ronghua. He couldn't bear it, and couldn't maintain a gentle appearance. He grabbed Xin Mu's shoulder and forced him to look at himself.

"What do you want to do? What do you want to do to my child?!" Rong Hua roared furiously, and Xin Mu could clearly see the anger and despair in his eyes, like a cornered beast.

But Xin Mu remained indifferent, and said softly, "Let go."

Rong Hua didn't want to let go, instead he held on tighter and tighter. He gritted his teeth and said word by word: "How could you...how could you be so cruel!"

And the next moment, Xin Mu said something even more cruel, which made Rong Hua even more unbearable.

He still had that indifferent and indifferent expression, raised his eyelids to look at Rong Hua, and said lightly: "I told you long ago, this child may not necessarily be yours, why are you so nervous? "

Xin Mu seemed to know where the softest and most vulnerable part of Ronghua's heart was, and he could stab there accurately every time, Ronghua's heart throbbed violently, as if a big hole had been formed in his body, and the cold wind from all directions It was poured in, and the blood in his whole body was frozen in an instant. He couldn't stabilize his body. After shaking for a while, he finally let go of Xin Mu.

Xin Mu stood up and moved a little further away from Rong Hua, while Rong Hua barely supported the table so that he could stand.

Xin Mu said that this child might not be his.

He wanted to ask Xin Mu what this sentence meant countless times, but he didn't dare to speak at all. He knew that even if he asked, he would only get the same answer.

Sure enough, Xin Mu still maintained that cold expression, and repeated again: "I said, this child does not necessarily belong to you, I don't know who his other father is, so I don't want him, you leave me alone."

"I know, I know, can you stop talking!" Panting heavily, Rong Hua yelled out.The voice sounded like he was about to cry, which made Xin Mu stunned, not knowing how to reply.

Rong Hua continued to prop up the table, constantly calming his heart that was riddled with holes.

He has been forcing himself not to think about the things between Xin Mu and other men, but he can never forget, the night that Xin Mu and Mu En spent together.He also comforted himself countless times and said that maybe nothing happened to them, but he also tortured himself countless times, telling himself, did nothing really happen that night for those two people who really loved each other?

A long time ago, Rong Hua always thought that Xin Mu loved him and would love him forever, and no one could take Xin Mu away from him.But later he realized that Xin Mu's heart had never been placed on him at all, and even this child might not be his.

He couldn't accept it no matter what, and wished that this matter would destroy all the people in the world who blocked him from being with Xin Mu.

Originally, Xin Mu had something to say, but he didn't say it. Originally, he didn't say these words to make Rong Hua suffer. Rong Hua didn't want to listen, so he just didn't say it.Then he turned around and looked at the smashed bowl on the ground and the pool of black concoction.

At this moment, Xin Mu was secretly grateful.

Up to now, Xin Mu is still not sure whether he can drink a bowl of medicine.

Rong Hua was still behind Xin Mu, looking at Xin Mu with burning eyes.Xin Mu could feel that gaze without looking. He was inexplicably annoyed, and got up to leave, but just as he took a step, Rong Hua rushed up from behind and hugged him.

Xin Mu's body was immediately drawn into a broad and firm embrace. He could feel how hot the body of the person behind him was, but he kept trembling, as if he couldn't stand without relying on Xin Mu. Living.

"Don't push me away, please." Rong Hua's tone was full of pitiful pleading, and these few lingering and sad voices would move even a hard-hearted person.

And Xin Mu remained expressionless, neither breaking free, avoiding, nor pandering.

He is not hard-hearted, Rong Hua thought, he has no heart for me.

Maybe holding Xin Mu, Rong Hua deceived himself, he carefully buried his face between Xin Mu's neck, sniffing the faint smell and fragrance of medicine on Xin Mu's body, as if this would comfort him.

He opened his mouth slowly, and said to Xin Mu with nostalgia: "Don't hurt yourself, and don't hurt the child, he wants to come to this world, he definitely wants to."

Xin Mu raised his head slightly, his eyes were slightly red.

With a little trembling and crying, Ronghua tightened his embrace and said: "Xin Mu, your child is my child, and I am his father. I will grow up with him, and I will give him what he wants. Everything... don't hurt him, give him a chance, and give me a chance, I will be a good father, Xin Mu, I beg you, Xin Mu..."

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