love poison

Xin Mu didn't know how he came back to Xiyan Xiaozhu. When he was sitting at the table, he felt a special pain in his heart.Just now, watching them getting closer, he only felt disappointed and angry, but didn't feel uncomfortable. At this moment, the feeling of sadness slowly climbed into his heart, growing densely like weeds.

Zhizhen followed Xin Mu all the way, and he didn't know whether he was so expressionless, whether he suddenly figured it out or was really uncomfortable.

However, judging from Xin Mu's obedient attitude towards Rong Hua in the past two months, he really guessed it was the latter.

He wanted to comfort Xin Mu with a few words, but after thinking about it, he felt that he had been deliberately deceiving Xin Mu all this time, and he was basically Rong Hua's accomplice, so he didn't have the confidence to say anything.

Zhizhen felt uncomfortable with Xin Mu, and his face turned red.

The two just looked at each other silently. After a long time, Xin Mu said, "I just thought Yingyu's name was very familiar. It took me a long time to remember, but his surname is Si?"

Zhizhen murmured: "Master Hou forbids me to talk nonsense, so I have never dared to speak too much. You...don't ask me."

Xin Mu's face remained unchanged, and said: "Okay, if you are in trouble, I will ask someone else to ask, I don't want to make it difficult for you."

Hearing this, Zhi Zhen, as Rong Hua's most trusted confidant, completely turned his back at this moment and completely stood by Xin Mu's side.He thought for a moment, don't worry about it, I'm done repaying my favor, right?Lord Hou has also bullied me for many years, I don't want to go on like this anymore, I want to stand by my new benefactor now.

Thinking of this, Zhizhen rushed over and hugged Xin Mu's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Don't be embarrassed, I'll tell you, don't be angry with me."

"Why should I be angry with you? I know you are good to me."

Xin Mu's frank words made Zhizhen feel even more guilty, and immediately decided to tell Xin Mu everything he knew in his heart, so he hurriedly said: "Yes, Mr. Yingyu is surnamed Si, once the king of Zhaoyue. Surname, the prince who abolished Si Zhenqi, Si Yingyu."

Xin Mu let out a long breath, and said: "It really is him, he is still alive, and he is still in the Duke's mansion of the Yue State. I didn't expect this to be the case."

"Who would have thought of it? I can't think of it either! Let me tell you, Si Yingyu has a plan. I'm afraid of him, and I dare not provoke him. Because of him, I was once prejudiced against Zhaoyue people. Since you want me to say , I'll just say it in one breath, so that you can see clearly what kind of person Hou Ye is. Don't say it when the time comes, and you can't stand it yourself, and hate me in your heart. "

"You say so."

Zhizhen sat back in his chair, gritted his teeth and began to tell the old stories about the old sesame seed and rotten millet: "Yingyu's mother was used by the king of Xiyi to exchange Erji A Tuo back. Soon after, Yingyu was born. He can say... well, he was a "childhood sweetheart" with Lord Hou. These things happened before I knew Lord Hou. Knowing that Lord Hou treated him unusually, during those years in the capital, no matter how dangerous it was, Lord Hou always had someone deliver a letter to him every ten days on time. As for his treatment of Lord Hou...it was always indifferent, he never I have responded to Master Hou, but I have been accepting Master Hou's kindness. I think it is a very simple play hard to get, but you know, this is the fan of the authorities. Master Hou seems to have a brain problem, and he can't see clearly. Hou The master cared about him and asked the Duke of Yue to take care of Yingyu. As a result... when Lord Hou and I returned to the Duke of Yue's mansion three years ago, I found out that Yingyu was with the Duke of Yue...fucking Good job!"

Zhi Zhenyi was in a hurry, not only foul language, but also all kinds of disrespectful words came out, looking brave enough to break with his old master.

Xin Mu didn't make a sound all the time, but his face became colder and colder when he heard the truth.Seeing his appearance, Zhizhen couldn't bear to say any more, and after he stopped, he kept looking at Xin Mu's expression.

And Xin Mu's biggest expression is that he has no expression. He really didn't see anything, so Xin Mu said softly: "Go on."

I really thought that the long-term pain is better than the short-term pain, so I said it in one breath, so I bit the bullet and continued: "Everyone is like this. If you can't get it, you will think about it. Lord Hou has never got Yingyu. Yingyu is The imprint in his heart can't be erased. Besides, Yingyu is really too scheming, causing the two brothers of Lord Hou to quarrel because of him. Even though he has followed the Lord, Lord Hou still takes him seriously. These three In [-], Master Hou often brought people back, but anyone who Yingyu didn't like, Master Hou immediately sent away, and he flirted with Master Hou from time to time, and the Duke was still not angry. Think about it, Just such a person, how thoughtful is he? If it weren’t for the fact that my follower Hou Ye has experienced many life and death in these years, I’m afraid that even I would have to be driven away because of him. Pooh! To be honest, I still wish for Hou Ye Drive me away, keep it for so many years just to repay the kindness, is it possible that I can still fall in love with a heartless person like Hou Ye? When Hou Ye said that I have repaid enough, I immediately pack up and leave People. Hmph, don't say it's me, it's the people who have been with Lord Hou all these years, who has ever been sincere to Lord Hou? Everything has a purpose, and there is only one you, who really put him in his heart. You, I said you, why are you so stupid?"

Xin Mu stood up, walked to the window and looked at the Xiyan flower swaying in the wind, and said, "Why do you say that? It is obvious... the Marquis is interested in him. He had the same wandering youth as him, and was also a proton." Therefore, he empathizes with his pain. He loves him, cares about him, and loves him. And I am just a person who pops up halfway and insists on following him... Except for guarding him so stupidly, I I don't know what else I can do."

Zhizhen said anxiously: "Nonsense, you can't see through it, only I understand that Hou Ye is a stupid and bad bastard, he fell into Yingyu's trap, and he was trying to dig himself into a dead end, is he real? Ai Yingyu also said, Yingyu knows this truth better than me, he is just playing tricks!"

Xin Mu didn't know anything about these things, he didn't understand the meaning of what Zhizhen said at all.Zhizhen rubbed his head vigorously, and said bitterly: "You are all idiots, and if you continue like this, you will suffer the consequences sooner or later. Forget it, I won't talk about it. I tell you, you go, stay It's meaningless to stay. If you leave, I'll go with you. Master Hou said that if I want to leave, he won't keep me. "

When I really said this, I got a little excited, and continued to say with dancing: "I will take you to eat, drink and have fun, and we will also go whoring-men, gamble, drink-flower-wine, listen to ditties, and spend a lot of money. I have been a follower for so many years, and I want to live the life of those dandies, how good it is! Come with me?"

Zhizhen has fallen into the beautiful vision of the future, but Xin Mu didn't respond, still looking at the Xiyanhua outside the window, Zhizhen was excited for a long time but didn't get a response, and then looked at Xin Mu's faint face, as if being caught After pouring a bucket of cold water, I knew that what I said just now was in vain.

Even if she is so sad today, Xin Mu can't wake up from this nightmare named Ronghua.

Zhizhen sighed, and said: "I really want to knock your brain open to see what you are thinking about? What is the reason for all this?"

"Sorry, I must have let you down. I was disappointed in myself too, I don't understand...but I..."

Xin Mu didn't continue talking. Just what he said now made Zhizhen feel so distressed. He stepped forward to pull Xin Mu over, made him face himself, and said, "I'm being disrespectful. In other words, if something happened to the Duke, wouldn't these two people have no scruples in the future? Xin Mu, you still have a lot of grievances to suffer in the future."

"I know."

Zhizhen's face froze, and he said in a deep voice: "Okay, since you feel that you can't let go, then don't let go. I won't talk too much, if you want to love him, you should do your best to love him, but... if one day, he It really hurt you too deeply, you must stop being stupid."

Xin Mu blinked her eyes, and she agreed.

Zhizhen sighed in his heart, and said: "I'm too lazy to watch you guys get angry, Master Hou will come to you later, think about how you should face him, I'll go back first."

Xin Mu didn't keep him any longer, and watched him leave dejectedly.

After Zhizhen left, Xin Mu continued to stand in front of the window to look at Xi Yanhua. He stood like that, as if he had settled down, but when Rong Hua's footsteps came from outside the door, Xin Mu still heard from the chaotic voice. identified in .

Rong Hua walked to the door and knocked lightly, but Xin Mu didn't respond immediately, as if he didn't have the courage to talk to Rong Hua face to face about Yingyu.

Rong Hua knocked on the door again, but Xin Mu still didn't respond, so Rong Hua pushed the door open and came in, and found Xin Mu who was standing in front of the window in a daze.

"Come here." Rong Hua sat on the edge of the bed and waved to Xin Mu. Xin Mu lowered his head and hesitated for a moment before walking up.

Rong Hua was still a little worried just now, but now seeing that Xin Mu is still so obedient, he immediately got up without any scruples, grabbed Xin Mu's hand, pulled him into his arms, and forced him to sit on his lap .

Xin Mu struggled twice, but it didn't have any effect, so he was honest.

Rong Hua pinched Xin Mu's face and said, "What are you throwing your temper at?"

Xin Mu murmured, "I didn't lose my temper."

"This is not a temper tantrum, the two eyebrows are about to be twisted into one." Rong Hua raised his hand and rubbed between Xin Mu's eyebrows, and said, "Whatever you want to ask, just ask, I promise not to lie to you .”

Xin Mu raised his eyes and looked at him, his eyes were like a lake rippling with cool water, he spoke softly, with a little grievance and sadness in his voice: "You won't lie to me, but you won't tell me the truth either, Is it?"

Rong Hua was choked for a moment, he was trying to maintain his composure just now, but now he couldn't hold back anymore, he just looked at Xin Mu fixedly, speechless for a while.

Xin Mu still looked at him, and continued: "You don't have to bother to make up some evasive words to perfuse me, I'm not a fool."

"I didn't..."

"You don't need to explain any more. Saying more will only make me feel more uncomfortable. I have seen it clearly. Maybe you haven't noticed it yourself. The way you look at him is different from other people's. I understand. You have something in your heart." He has no place left for me."

Rong Hua grabbed Xin Mu's hand and immediately said, "I have you in my heart."