love poison

In an instant, Ronghua's whole body trembled like chaff, the oil lamp trembled twice in his hand before falling to the ground, the fragile spark struggled for a moment, and soon went out in the rain.

That little flame, as if it was the hope in Rong Hua's heart, was completely extinguished.

He lost Xin Mu again.

Xin Mu has always been like this, leaving him quietly and completely, without even saying goodbye.

Where will Xin Mu go?Is it the same wandering world as before?Or go back to Zhaoyue and take Erlang to meet his biological father?Or did he go to the capital with that bodyguard surnamed Cheng?

And no matter where Xin Mu went, it was actually the same, that is, he still did not choose Ronghua.

Accompanied by a deafening thunderstorm, the lightning illuminated the entire night sky, and at the same time illuminated Ronghua's bloodless face. A moment later, the sound of the rain suddenly became louder, and the torrential rain poured down like a torrent, drowning Ronghua's entire heart .

There was another thunder, and Erlang was startled by the deafening noise, then turned over and continued to sleep with his eyes closed.

In fact, Xin Mu knew that Erlang was not asleep, because he was not asleep either.

Not long after leaving Yuezhou City, it started to rain, so Xin Mu didn't rush on his way, and found a nearby inn to stay temporarily.

Along the way, the father and son tacitly avoided talking about Rong Hua, as if there had never been a person like Rong Hua in this world, and they were still wandering around in this world as before.

But this is only the surface, in fact, many things are different.

For example, tonight, neither he nor Erlang could fall asleep.

Xin Mu forced himself to close his eyes and fell into absolute darkness, but Xin Mu clearly saw two people in black and white clothes in front of him. After careful identification, he found that the two people were himself.

Xin Mu was slightly surprised.

They were standing at the door of Xin Mu's house in Yuezhou, looking at each other in the rain, talking softly.

The man in white looked solemn, and said to the man in black: "Is this really okay for you? You left without saying a word again, what are you thinking?"

The man in black frowned and said, "I just need time to think clearly."

The man in white shook his head and said, "If you just need time to think it through, you can tell him. Are you trying to escape again? It's like six years ago."

The man in black pursed his lips tightly and did not answer.

The man in white smiled wryly, and said, "Will you feel at ease if you run away again? Think to yourself, have you been at ease in the past six years? If you want to continue like this, I have nothing to say."

The man in black gradually became a little anxious, and quickly replied: "I'm in a mess now, I really need to think clearly."

"Really?" The man in white smiled lightly, and said again, "Look carefully at your heart, in fact, you have already thought it through."

The man in black was stunned suddenly, and at the same time, Xin Mu was also stunned.

After a long time, the man in white turned his head, looked at Xin Mu who was standing still not far away, and left with a smile without saying a word. The man in black buried his head in thought, and soon followed, Xin Mu thought He stopped them and asked what they were talking about, but Xin Mu couldn't keep up with their footsteps. Soon, the two disappeared in the misty rain and fog.

Xin Mu panicked and wanted to shout, but was suddenly awakened.

The last cry was suppressed in Xin Mu's throat, and he opened his eyes, waking up from the restless dream.

The rain outside the window has lightened, the air has completely lost the heat of early autumn, and the wind carries a chill that makes the skin tingle.

But Xin Mu felt like a fire was burning in his heart, and he was extremely anxious.

"Father, you're awake...it's not yet dawn..." Erlang woke up rubbing his eyes, still a little unconscious.

Xin Mu got out of bed quickly, and suddenly began to put on clothes, saying as she put on: "My chess record has been left behind, I'm afraid of being thieves."

Erlang was drowsy, stiffly put on his clothes, and asked, "Oh...shall we go back and get them?"

Xin Mu shook his head and said, "No, let's go back and make sure the house is safe."

Erlang pondered for a while, then opened his eyes and looked at Xin Mu, fully awake.

Rong Hua felt that he had only stood under the eaves for a moment, but the crowing of cocks in the distance reminded him that it was almost dawn.

Rong Hua didn't move, didn't even blink his eyes, like a sculpture, he blocked all perception of this world, he couldn't hear the wind, thunderstorm, cock crowing, no matter how loud the sound was, he would listen to it not see.

But he could clearly hear the sound of horseshoes coming from a long distance, and the creaking sound of the wheels of the carriage rolling over the muddy stone road.

The carriage was driving towards this direction at a neither fast nor slow speed, every sound seemed to be on Rong Hua's pulse, he suddenly turned his head and looked at the carriage with red eyes.

The fire in my heart finally ignited again.

Ronghua's lies became more and more obvious, he ran a few steps towards the carriage, and then stopped quickly, he wanted to go forward, but worried that this would be another disappointment.

Soon, the curtain of the carriage was lifted, and a head was exposed.

When Rong Hua saw the little guy's face, he felt a chill on his face. He thought he was crying, and was afraid of losing face in front of the child, so he hurriedly wiped it off, only to find that it was just rain.

His eyes were red, but he didn't cry.At this moment, tears alone cannot explain Rong Hua's complicated emotions.

It was the excitement of turning a desperate situation into a new life, the surprise of a bright future, and the joy of being rewarded after all hardships.

Rong Hua only felt that it was impossible to thank God too much for allowing him to see Xin Mu again.

"Your Highness!" Erlang yelled, seeing Rong Hua standing in the rain, his face wrinkled in anxiety, he jumped out of the carriage in a panic, ran towards Rong Hua quickly, and jumped on him. In Ronghua's arms, Ronghua hugged him fiercely, trembling and unable to speak a word.

Erlang said: "Don't stand here, you are not fully recovered yet."

Rong Hua finally came to his senses, hurriedly covered Erlang from the rain, and then looked in the direction of the carriage.

"My father is here, you go and hide under the eaves first."

Rong Hua nodded, picked Erlang up and took him under the eaves to hide from the rain, then he turned his head and stared intently at the carriage gradually approaching him.

Soon the carriage stopped, Xin Mu got off the carriage, and Rong Hua felt like he was in a dream. He looked at his dream lover, so his speech became stuttering.

"You, you didn't leave?" Rong Hua asked stiffly.

Xin Mu shook his head, but Ronghua didn't understand what he meant, but felt that Xin Mu seemed to be smiling at him.

Rong Hua really felt like he was dreaming now.

Xin Mu didn't explain either, and quickly took out the key to open the door, then took Erlang's hand and walked into the courtyard, Rong Hua froze in place, wondering if he should follow.

After walking a few steps, Xin Mu turned his head, looked at Rong Hua, and said softly, "What are you doing in a daze? Come in."

Rong Hua clearly saw Xin Mu's smile again, he really felt that he was dreaming.But this dream is so wonderful, Rong Hua would rather not wake up, he quickly walked up, following in Xin Mu's footsteps.

Xin Mu brought Rong Hua to the guest room, and then found a clean cotton cloth and handed it to Rong Hua. Seeing that Xin Mu was fascinated, Rong Hua took the cotton cloth after being bumped by Erlang's elbow.

Xin Mu turned around and worked for a while, as if he was looking for something, Rong Hua continued to stare at Xin Mu, and wiped Erlang's face with a cotton cloth, because he was preoccupied with what to say to Xin Mu, and the movements of his hands were messed up, Erlang He feels aggrieved that his facial features are about to be rubbed out of place by him.The little guy really wanted to complain, but he knew that this moment was very important to Ronghua, so he held his breath, puffed his face and didn't say a word.

Ronghua finally bullied Erlang's face enough, and then continued to wipe his face with a cotton cloth, but before he could think of what to say, Xin Mu spoke.

"Erlang and I are going to Linzhou. Mr. Beilin held a chess club and there is a new chess game. I want to try it." Xin Mu's tone was still flat when he spoke, and he couldn't hear any emotion. come back."

Rong Hua couldn't believe his ears, he turned his head to look at Erlang, Erlang nodded to him quickly.

Rong Hua turned his stiff neck again, and when he turned his head, Xin Mu had already turned to face him. Then, Xin Mu handed something over, and Rong Hua quickly reached out to pick it up.

"Look at home carefully, don't lose my chess record."

Ronghua's mind still couldn't turn the corner, he lowered his head blankly, looking at the thing lying in his palm.

A bunch of keys, the keys of Xin Mu's house.

There is probably nothing more precious and heavy than this in this world, Ronghua's hands could hardly hold it, he carefully held the bunch of keys with both hands, his face full of reverence.

Seeing Rong Hua like that, Xin Mu suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. He smiled lightly and said, "Don't be so nervous, just don't lose it. I only have this bunch of keys."

The flowers all over the city are not as beautiful as this smile, Rong Hua immediately nodded his head like garlic, Xin Mu smiled again, no longer looking at him, but said to Erlang: "Let's go, we must speed up Hurry up, or you won’t be able to catch up.”

"Decree!" Erlang jumped out of bed obediently, and walked quickly with Xin Mu.

Rong Hua hurriedly put the key into his sleeve, and followed Xin Mu to the door. Xin Mu stopped and turned to him and said, "Your injury is not fully healed yet. Don't come out to get wet again. Wait carefully." That means, as I said, we'll be back in January at the most."

Rong Hua only nodded in agreement, completely obedient.

Xin Mu looked at Ronghua, and felt that his mood became more and more cheerful. He didn't say anything more, and continued to walk outside, but just after taking a step, Ronghua, who no longer knew what he was doing, stepped out of the threshold again.

"By the way, Ronghua." Xin Mu stopped, turned around and said, "It's inconvenient for you to be alone. I have asked the porter to go to the Yue Palace to inform that two servants will come to your mansion in a while. You should take good care of your wounds." important."

Rong Hua nodded again, thinking wildly why Xin Mu said so much to him today, and after a while, Rong Hua finally remembered that Xin Mu called him "Your Highness" unceremoniously just now, but called him name.

Rong Hua's eyes were wide open, and his tongue was completely tied: "You...you..."

"Why did you come out?" Xin Mu frowned as he stared at Rong Hua's stepping foot.

When Rong Hua saw Xin Mu frowning, he became anxious, and he immediately backed away.

Only then did Xin Mu stretch his brows, and tried to go out for the third time, while Rong Hua paced back and forth anxiously, like a house dog whose owner was ordered to watch the house but was unwilling to do so.

Erlang looked back at Ronghua, and said with his mouth: Be good!

Rong Hua stood still, and seemed to be nodding calmly at the little guy, but after the ups and downs of these two days, Rong Hua's heart was like boiling water, rolling and clamoring, and couldn't stop at all. When he got down, he held back for a long time, almost made himself feel sick, and then said: "You...you come back early!"

And Xin Mu didn't care about the shock he brought to Ronghua, he nodded, quickened his pace, and disappeared into Ronghua's sight together with Erlang.

The rain has stopped, and soon the sun will rise.

The Mid-Autumn Festival has passed, and it is late autumn.

Rong Hua counted on his fingers every day, except for looking forward to the arrival of the next day, Rong Hua did not do anything at all.Especially after half a month, Ying Xinyuan announced that Rong Hua's injury had completely healed, and Rong Hua stood at the intersection waiting all day long, and whenever he saw a carriage passing by, his eyes would light up, realizing that it was not After Xin Mu and Erlang, he will look sad again.

Even though he knew that the January deadline hadn't arrived yet, he couldn't help but wait every day.

Sometimes, Rong Hua would think, maybe Xin Mu lied to him this time, saying that he was coming back, and he would never come back again.But he thought again, at that time he smiled to himself and spoke so seriously to himself, it didn't look like a lie.Besides, if he wanted to leave, why did he come back all the time?Is it intentional to let myself go from hope to despair again?

Xin Mu is not that kind of person.

He will be back, for sure.

In the end, Rong Hua finally believed so firmly, so he also fully respected Xin Mu, and did not send anyone to find out whether Xin Mu had gone to Linzhou for the appointment, even though it was an easy matter for him.

Looking forward, thinking, thinking... There are only six days left in the one-month period, and Ronghua is still waiting at the intersection every day as usual. He thought he would suffer for another six days, but he didn't expect that, The person he was waiting for came back early.

The sky was fine that day, the sunlight was not glaring, and there was the fragrance of rice in the breeze. The carriage slowly drove up from the stone road in the golden rice field. Ronghua looked at the carriage from a distance and knew that he loved it. people there.

It was still Erlang who couldn't help opening the car curtain first, showing an excited smile, waved vigorously at Ronghua, and shouted: "Your Highness!"

Then Erlang jumped out of the car by himself and ran quickly towards Ronghua. At this time, Xin Mu also lifted the curtain of the car, looking at Ronghua standing like a watchdog at the intersection.

Xin Mu lowered his head and couldn't help smiling softly.

Soon, Ronghua walked to the carriage with Erlang in his arms, and Xin Mu stopped the driver, deciding not to pull the carriage to the door.Rong Hua naturally reached out to help Xin Mu get out of the car, and then took the luggage from Xin Mu's hands. On the surface, he still maintained his demeanor, but his fingers trembled slightly, which still revealed his inner excitement.

The three of them walked towards home along the rice field road, and Rong Hua asked, "How's the chess game going?"

Erlang raised his head and said proudly: "My father made a move, is there still a chess game that can't be broken? We won another large sum of money!"

Xin Mu rubbed Erlang's head and said, "Aren't you afraid that others don't know? What if the bad guys listen to it?"

But there was clearly a proud smile on his face.Rong Hua was filled with joy, and then said: "It's okay, since I'm here, no one can bully you."

Erlang covered his mouth and smiled, and ran forward quickly, Liu Xinmu and Ronghua walked alone on this avenue filled with the fragrance of rice flowers.

Rong Hua looked sideways at Xin Mu and smiled slightly.

After such a long time, the slow-witted man finally understood Xin Mu who was not good at words. He understood his euphemistic expression. He knew that his hard work and waiting had finally paid off. No more sleepless nights, no more living days with regret and pain.

The pain is over, Xin Mu gave him a chance, they have a new start, and it will only get better and better in the future.

Rong Hua's smile widened, he looked at Xin Mu tenderly, and said softly, "Go home."

Xin Mu also looked sideways at Rong Hua, and replied, "Yes."

As they walked slowly, some sweet joy gradually filled Xin Mu's heart.I started to sort out things from many years ago, and finally figured out a clue gradually.He thought, ever since he was poisoned by love, his feelings for Ronghua are like vines growing wildly and uncontrollably, slowly entwining a heart tightly, and after a long time, the fake will become true of.

If there is one person in this world, after making him hate to the marrow, he still cares about him, making him endlessly resentful and hating, leaving and hating are also bitter.

There is such a person in this world, and only such a person, and that is Rong Hua.

So why struggle to ask yourself if this is love.

I have you in my heart.

That's enough.

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The author has something to say: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's over! ! !

Sprinkle flowers! ! !

It’s time to write the final testimonial again. I really like writing this testimonial. I feel like the foreshadowing of a long story is just to write this final testimonial hahaha.

The following is the important part, please read carefully, fully understand, and write a [-]-word post-reading testimonial [serious face].

↑Cross out the whole paragraph and get down to business.

First of all, I want to apologize to everyone, this article is 40 words, if the speed is fast, it can actually be finished in more than three months, and some faster authors may finish it in one or two months_(:з」∠)_N Su, because it happened to be a very busy few months in my life when I wrote this article, so it kept being short and interrupted, so it took so long to finish.I’m really sorry, especially for the readers who started chasing after opening the article, I’m really slow, I started writing in winter, and now it’s almost autumn... because I also know that the dog’s blood article is just to be read in one go After finishing, I feel refreshed and hearty.In any case, it is finally over. If you like it, you can finally read it from beginning to end, and feel the sourness thoroughly.

How should I put it, I really like Gouxue Wen, I really like sadistic writing, I really like watching you tell me → ah, ah, ah, it’s so sad, I’m so sad, I’m so distressed, don’t bully me or scumbags...

Whenever I see this type of comment, I can't help but laugh out loud 23333 I'm so bad!So I hope you all feel that I have abused you!Hurry up and leave a message to tell me, I have finished the abuse until the end, and everyone was tortured very sourly, hahaha~

It's a pity that in the current environment, most readers don't like my tone very much, so the data in this article has reached a record low. Nitrogen, I have always been a stubborn and opinionated person, and I am really not afraid of the cold at all. , Generate electricity with love, still persevere, and finish writing the article seriously.

Of course, I know that I also have shortcomings and deficiencies, but I promise that I will do my best to take every role seriously.

Although what I write is sadistic, I really like the characters in my writing... If it is a novel, I am probably that kind of ghost-chu scum Gong→_→Love him again, want to abuse him, or abuse myself The sadistic kind_(:з」∠)_Anyway, I hope you can feel my love for the characters, I really like everyone~

Also, I promise, I also carefully set up all the plots reasonably, especially when Xin Mu's feelings for Ronghua changed, from disgust to love, from love to hate, and then from hate to love... (It's too confusing for me Almost made myself dizzy) In short, this emotional change is the most difficult for me. The day when Xin Mu woke up after detoxification, the day in the dark room with Ronghua, and the part of finally recognizing myself, it is simply amazing. More than half of my brain cells died... I wrote, rewritten and rewritten, and finally reached this state that I am quite satisfied with.In short, so much hard work and so much delay, I hope everyone can feel that the transition of feelings is natural and smooth, without any sense of abruptness.

In short, my wife, thank you for being with me these past few months!Because of your support, I can persist until today → I used to see some celebrities say such things to fans, I would think it was a scene, but now I stand in the perspective of "being liked", and I can understand this sentence and understand it That kind of mood: I didn't do anything for you, you don't know me at all, I'm not as popular as others, I'm not so perfect, I wrote unflattering subjects in an unconventional way, but you just like me, support I.I really don't know what to say about TAT other than thanks and persistence.Oh, no, I can still ask for it → You guys like me!Continue to like me!Love me so much!Never get better!

Speaking of which, I can’t help but want to dismantle my platform. In fact, readers like articles, not me [cover my face], so the most important thing is to write good articles. I know _(:з」∠)_

Wait a minute, I still want to push forward and ask: you guys like me too!I'm super cute! (Shameless ←_←)

God, I got off topic, what I want to say is thank you, thank you for reading the article, thank you for leaving a message (although there are only a few comments, but I belong to the kind of people who don’t want to reply when I see WeChat, I’m sorry everyone, but I thank you, I have read every comment, and I hope you leave more comments!! Submerge me with comments!!) I am very familiar with the ids of many girls who leave comments. Sometimes if you don’t leave a comment, I will feel a little lost. hum.

Oops, I can't write any more, it's so much faster to write a testimonial than a text, I can keep writing and write nonsense to the end of time orz, so stop here and say a few important things.

1. Extra episodes.Don't delete favorites!There is also a special episode!Xin Mu and Ronghua probably have two other episodes, both of which are sweet, and solve some minor problems that have not been resolved in the main text.There is a small episode from Erlang's perspective, um, that's about it.

2. Personal ambition.I'm not sure whether to do it, because this article hits the street, and I'm afraid that no one will buy it_(:з」∠)_, so I will post a post on Weibo to buy survey votes, and poke my scarf if I want to , named [Jinjiang Mu Yile].Of course, if it comes out, I will add the car in the main text, and other episodes about driving.

3. New text.The new article is a sweet article (I think it is actually a sweet article, but it is not a big sweet article that is silly and sweet from the beginning to the end, but Gong Shou’s emotional development is not misunderstood or abused, the relationship is very sweet! The relationship is very sweet! Healing! Healing The plot line is a bit tangled) The address is here, please accept it all, okay?It will probably open in the second half of this month, please pay attention to the column or scarf for the specific time~

5. Then, thank you again, please take care of each other in the future, and say good night every day~

good night~