love poison

And Xin Mu has always known that these reasons are wrong, and they can't convince himself at all.

Although he is unwilling to face it, the real reason is still obvious. He doesn't want Ronghua to die, he is worried about Ronghua, just because he can't control his heart, he can't help but worry about him.

Xin Mu still remembers the feeling of loving him to the point of losing himself when he fell in love, and also remembers the deep-seated hatred he saw on the day when the poison was unraveled.

But now, those things seem to have happened in the previous life, and Xin Mu's mood has long since changed.

The time to pursue the initial transformation should be the battle to retake Zhaoyue Wangzhai. At that time, Ronghua stood at the head of the bridge, blocked the rushing army with his own flesh and blood, and opened a path for Xin Mu. On the other hand, Rong Hua acted casually as if he had just done an inconspicuous little thing, and even turned around and smiled at him.

From that laugh, everything before became like the last smoke of a candle, fading away little by little.If Rong Hua had died at that time, Xin Mu would never have been able to forgive Rong Hua, but he had survived, and they were still waiting for each other in the dark room, as each other's only support.

At that time, all the past had gone with the wind, and the short-term dependence gave Xin Mu more, more complicated, and more inexpressible feelings towards Ronghua. It was like the collision of ice and fire, with countless pros and cons The superposition of emotions, the intertwining of resentment and emotion.

And this is what Xin Mu has been avoiding all along. He originally thought that as long as the distance is long enough and the time is long enough, the stone Rong Hua threw into the lake of his heart would sink, and the ripples it caused would gradually calm down.And he underestimated Rong Hua's affection and stubbornness, Rong Hua fought with his life, forcibly pulling their life trajectories that were about to drift apart together again.

So, from the moment of reunion, Xin Mu's pretended peace for six years collapsed in an instant, and Rong Hua set off a turbulent wave in Xin Mu's heart. After the excuse was exposed, Xin Mu had to face the most important question: what should he do with Ronghua?

Ronghua now is really different from back then. Today, he will not take any tough and coercive measures against Xin Mu. He really fully respects Xin Mu and puts himself in a low position. When he got to the position of the dust, he didn't dare to offend Xin Mu at all. Even a slight frown by Xin Mu would make him feel like an enemy.He was probably really scared, so that he seemed so cautious when he was courting him.

If Ronghua six years ago was like a fly that couldn't be driven away, Ronghua now advances and retreats properly, with a certain degree of control, like a lingering and gentle spring rain, with a silent gesture of moistening things, Quietly wrapped Xin Mu in his tenderness.

What hasn't changed since six years ago is his heart. The only thing he wants from Xin Mu from beginning to end is Xin Mu's love.

But Xin Mu didn't know if his current feelings for Rong Hua were the love that Rong Hua wanted.

Xin Mu suddenly regretted that those six years should not be avoided. If he faced it and thought about it seriously, he would not be trapped in such entanglement at this time.

Now I have to seriously rethink.Xin Mu sighed helplessly, and said to herself in her heart, she had to rethink what the complicated feelings for Rong Hua really meant.

Maybe Xin Mu will be able to figure it out tomorrow, or maybe she will never be able to figure it out.

"No, I have to get up!" Rong Hua lifted the brocade quilt and was about to get up, Erlang hurriedly dropped the small hidden weapon he was playing with, ran to the side of the bed and pushed him back.

"Would you like to lie down for a while, it's just getting better." Erlang patted the back of Ronghua's hand reassuringly, and Ronghua lay down, but his heart was not soothed.

Rong Hua counted with his fingers and said, "It's been seven days, and Xin Mu hasn't visited me once. He must still be angry about what happened that day. I have to get up and go see him."

Rong Hua sighed for a while, thinking angrily, he shouldn't be so anxious that day, let Erlang call "Father" to enjoy himself, but made Xin Mu angry, and refused to talk to him these days, leaving him alone here, Rong Hua couldn't help thinking wildly all the time, feeling sadly that she was like an abandoned widow.

Erlang shook his head and said, "No, he's not angry. He hasn't said anything to me these days, so I think... well, my dad should be seriously thinking about it."

Rong Hua asked, "What are you thinking about?"

"I guess he is seriously considering whether to accept you."

This sentence instantly turned Rong Hua's mind into a mess, his mouth was half-opened, and his eyes didn't even know to blink.

Erlang stretched out his hand and waved it in front of his eyes twice, then said, "Are you so nervous?"

Rong Hua was completely out of control, clutching Erlang's hand, flustered.Up to now, he felt that he was trying to get Xin Mu back, and he hadn't done any effective way. He was just pestering Xin Mu with a faceless face, and secretly building a good relationship with Erlang behind his back.In his opinion, these small actions cannot save Xin Mu. He is not ready yet. Xin Mu is going to sentence him at this time?

Thinking about it, Rong Hua's face turned pale, and Erlang could only continue to comfort him: "Don't worry too much, in fact, I think you still have great hopes. But even if my father rejects you this time, you don't have to Be discouraged, as long as he doesn't leave Yuezhou, you can keep working hard, anyway, you'll have a lifetime."

Yes, a lifetime is still long.Rong Hua suddenly put the tension back into his stomach.Xin Mu is still alive, he can still see him, and he can still touch him. What he has obtained now is already a big surprise for him.He had already decided to guard Xin Mu for the rest of his life, since he was ready for the rest of his life, why should he worry about this rejection?

So Rong Hua gradually calmed down, and after a while, he reached out and touched Erlang's head, saying: "Erlang is smart, he really has no sons like a tiger father."

Erlang stuck out his tongue, brushed Rong Hua's hand away, and said: "Don't be complacent, my father will scare you again when you hear it."

Rong Hua coughed twice in embarrassment, and closed his mouth obediently.

Erlang went on to say: "I'm going to ask the servants to come over to serve you and drink your medicine. I won't be here in a while. I have to practice calligraphy. Be good and make my dad happy. I'll help you inquire about the situation at my dad's place." Yes, I'll see you again in the evening so I can rest well."

"Go."

After Erlang left, Rong Hua waited patiently for news.Sometimes he was full of anticipation, and sometimes he gave up on himself. After much deliberation, he only thought of two possibilities, but what he didn't expect was that he waited from morning to noon, but he couldn't wait for the news from Erlang, but he waited for Xin Mu's eviction order. .

Not long after noon, a maid knocked on the door and came in, greeted Rong Hua, looked at Rong Hua hesitantly, as if she had something to say.

Rong Hua frowned and said: "What's the big deal? Is there an accident in the barracks? Or there are bandits again? There is nothing to worry about. Vice General Liu can handle it well. Don't tell me about trivial matters."

"No, it's not military." The little maid gave Rong Hua a nervous look, and then continued, "It's...Mr. Mu. Your Highness, Mr. Mu please...please go back to your residence."

"What?" Rong Hua sat up from the bed suddenly, his eyes wide open, he looked at the little maid in surprise and said, "What did you say?"

The little maid lowered her head and said quickly: "Master Mu told this servant personally, he said that Your Highness, your injury is not serious, and it's time to go back home..."

"Where's Erlang? Let me ask Erlang what's going on."

"The young master is still practicing calligraphy in the room, and the slaves have not been able to see him." The little maid continued cautiously as if she was afraid that Ronghua would get angry, "Mr. Mu asked the slaves to pack up. Alright, the young master has prepared even the carriage for you, and is waiting for you at the gate of the house right now..."

Rong Hua never thought that Xin Mu would drive him away so vigorously. Of course, his first reaction was to continue pretending to be sick and force him to stay, but after thinking about it, since Xin Mu had already arranged everything properly, he must have known about him. The injury has healed, if she pretends again, she doesn't know if Xin Mu will be unhappy.

But Rong Hua is really reluctant to let Rong Hua go now, he just wants to get as close as possible to Xin Mu, and beats his chest, hoping that he will be seriously injured suddenly.

Seeing that Rong Hua remained silent for a long time with an uneasy expression, the little maid did not dare to vent her anger. After waiting for a long time, Rong Hua finally opened her mouth and asked, "Did he say anything else?"

The little maid shook her head.

"That's all." Rong Hua sighed helplessly, and said to the little maid, "Bring me the clothes."

The little maid felt that she had escaped a catastrophe, so she quickly and carefully waited on Rong Hua to put on her clothes.She didn't say much, but she couldn't help but wonder in her heart, what happened to His Highness and that young master?Obviously feel that they care about each other, but why is it so strange to get along with each other?

The little maid naturally couldn't think of an answer. After she finished dressing Rong Hua, she called a servant to help Rong Hua go out, but Rong Hua was fine at all, and strode out the door. A little morbid.

When they got to the front yard, they saw Xin Mu leading Erlang towards the main entrance from a distance, so the little maid watched Rong Hua, who was still in good spirits, weakened in a short time. All of a sudden, he leaned on the boy next to him.

The little maid was dumbfounded.

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